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353 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 8, 2026
His smile was my downfall.

“I know it’s fucked up, Con, I know it is. But you and me… I think we were meant to meet. I think it was fate. I think you’re my soulmate, and I think our lives were meant to cross paths. I wish, wish, wish it could have happened another way, but I think this”—I gesture to the space between us—“is bigger than either of us. I think it’s bigger than you, and bigger than me. I know it sounds crazy, but I don’t think we’re of this time or place. I think we’re eternal.” I take a big breath and steady myself, looking at his beautiful face and trying to remember every line. Every curve. “And I think that if other lives exist…we find each other in all of them. “And I think that if other lives exist…we find each other in all of them. No matter the cost. No matter what, and no matter how.”
“The horizon is over there,” I tell him, pointing ahead of us. “Why are you looking at me?”
“You know why, Con.” A quiet smile curls his words and makes them smolder.
A burst of adrenaline hits my bloodstream and an electrical signal fires without warning. Atria and ventricles contract in turn.
Right atrium.
Right ventricle.
Lungs.
Left atrium.
Left ventricle.
Limbs.
Valves open and slam closed.
Fast.
Faster still.
“Tell me again,” I say.
Lennon’s eyes soften. Steely blue morphs into heaven. The smoldering smile falters, turning inward and opening slightly. Just a crack. Just enough to show me everything I’ve ever wanted.
“Because for me, Connor Lockwood, the sun doesn’t come up in the sky. It comes up in your eyes.”