3.5 stars, warning: this book has a couple chapters from one of the author’s other books at the end so it isn’t as long as you think. A solid 50 pages aren’t this book anymore, so be prepared for it to end sooner than you expect. It caught me off guard for sure.
I’ll start with my biggest annoyances: the repeating conversations about consent and how MM/FF is allowed in the dragon’s society are so exhausting. It reads as if it’s meant to be empowering for the main girls, but it actually feels like they all think the girls are too dumb to understand their own feelings and boundaries. It makes them feel small to me, while I’m sure that’s not the author’s intention. They’re also sometimes explaining Meri’s trauma and her reactions to Meri, as if Meri herself isn’t aware of it. Spoiler: I disliked how Ayla’s guys immediately went and got a token for her to make their relationship an official relationship (it felt equivalent to an engagement for me in terms of gravity) but afterwards still spend so much time thinking she’s just a friend and kissing/touching isn’t allowed/good because Ayla surely doesn’t know what she wants or is okay with. Nooo, they still have to explain a million times to her what she should be ready for and what not. Like they should’ve skipped that whole thing until after their relationship was more established in my opinion. All in all, I think these repeated conversations about their consent and what they’re ready for read very denigrating towards the girls, like they’re still superfragile should-be-protected dumb kids. I’d love to see WAY less of this in the next one.
I like the pacing of the book. I prefer Tobias and Callah’s POV’s because I think they’re the most interesting (and least likely to have consent conversations 🤣), so I did sigh a bit when another Ayla or her guys POV’s came up where I knew it was probably gonna be yet again about consent and their relationship. However, the book didn’t feel slow. The chapters with action were well placed in between so it didn’t start to drag too much despite being quite a thick book. The chapters where we get more info and pieces of the puzzle keep falling in place are my favourites. I also quite like some of the relationship focused chapters, when they focus more on the feelings and actions and not on the conversations about the relationship.
I still really love the concept and how it’s being expanded on, and I’m really excited to see how everything will get solved.