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Mended Hearts #1
Jaded
As a child, Ruthie was shunned by the local congregation. Thirteen years later, Ruthie’s heart begins to stir when an attractive single preacher arrives. But their relationship is bitterly opposed—unearthing a string of secrets which threaten to turn the church, the town, and her world upside-down.
Jaded is the rare novel that is both love story between a woman and man ... and God and His church. Plunging deep into the waters of shame, forgiveness and restoration, it will resonate with every woman who’s experienced a loss of heart ... and a thirst for hope.
Jaded is the rare novel that is both love story between a woman and man ... and God and His church. Plunging deep into the waters of shame, forgiveness and restoration, it will resonate with every woman who’s experienced a loss of heart ... and a thirst for hope.
Varina Denman writes stories about the unique struggles women face. She teaches creative writing and literature, volunteers in her local cooperative, and is a home educator to her five children. She resides with her family in North Texas. This is her first novel.
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First published March 1, 2015
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Varina Denman
5 books309 followersVarina Denman enjoys writing fiction about women and the unique struggles they face. She seems to have a knack for describing small town life, and her debut novel, Jaded, won the ACFW Genesis Contest, the BRMCWC Selah Award, and the INSPYs Bloggers’ Award for Excellence in Faith-Driven Literature.
She attended three universities over a span of five years, majoring in four subjects and earning zero degrees. However, she can now boast sixteen years as a home educator, volunteering in her local cooperative where she has taught numerous subjects including creative writing and literature. Varina lives in North Texas where she and her husband volunteer as a marriage mentors. She is represented by Jessica Kirkland of Kirkland Media Management.
She attended three universities over a span of five years, majoring in four subjects and earning zero degrees. However, she can now boast sixteen years as a home educator, volunteering in her local cooperative where she has taught numerous subjects including creative writing and literature. Varina lives in North Texas where she and her husband volunteer as a marriage mentors. She is represented by Jessica Kirkland of Kirkland Media Management.
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February 4, 2016
Sooooo good!!! I want to hug this author. All the feelings, sigh!
This isn't going to be a proper review, I'll acknowledge that now, BUT, let me just say, I was blown away by this story. I still have trouble believing that this is a debut novel. I literally read this in two chunks. I read the first half in one sitting, then didn't get to read it for about a week (that's what happens sometimes to books on my Kindle). Friday night, I was in the mood for a good binge-reading session, and there was no way I was not going to pick this up again. Finished the second half that night.
The first-person narration is really what made this story for me. Ruthie is an awesome character, so realistic, life-like and relatable. My level of "this is a real person, right???" rivals my connection (um, obsession?) to Heather Day Gilbert's character Tess. have I felt such a connection to a character. I don't read first person as often I used to, but Varina's writing reminded me why I love it when it's done well.
Another thing that was so impressive to me is how well Varina demonstrated Ruthie's back story throughout the present-day story. I didn't feel like there were any sections that were weighed down with lots of details to catch the reader up to speed. The small-town vibes are strong within the story, as are the prejudices and pre-conceived notions that can come along with that.
The plot packs a punch, with some sweet moments, but also a lot of heart-wrenching, emotional moments. Nothing feels overdone, however, but all is necessary to advance the plot and propel Ruthie's character forward.
I also have to mention Dodd, heart-melting, teasing Dodd and his compassionate brother, Grady. I enjoyed the sections that were from Dodd's perspective, and I did think it worked well that his perspective isn't in first-person. It kept some of the mystery there when reading the story from Ruthie's vantage point. Also, the relationship between Ruthie and her cousin John Scott is so stinkin' cute.
This is a romantic story, yes, but really it's not strictly a romance. It's more about a woman who comes to terms with what was done to her family years ago by those who professed to be godly and how to separate that hurt with her true feelings about God. It's a beautiful story about forgiving others, and, sometimes more importantly, forgiving yourself. What a well-done book, with realistic, endearing characters and an impeccable sense of place. One of my favorites of this year, no doubt. I am so looking forward to book two!
This isn't going to be a proper review, I'll acknowledge that now, BUT, let me just say, I was blown away by this story. I still have trouble believing that this is a debut novel. I literally read this in two chunks. I read the first half in one sitting, then didn't get to read it for about a week (that's what happens sometimes to books on my Kindle). Friday night, I was in the mood for a good binge-reading session, and there was no way I was not going to pick this up again. Finished the second half that night.
The first-person narration is really what made this story for me. Ruthie is an awesome character, so realistic, life-like and relatable. My level of "this is a real person, right???" rivals my connection (um, obsession?) to Heather Day Gilbert's character Tess. have I felt such a connection to a character. I don't read first person as often I used to, but Varina's writing reminded me why I love it when it's done well.
Another thing that was so impressive to me is how well Varina demonstrated Ruthie's back story throughout the present-day story. I didn't feel like there were any sections that were weighed down with lots of details to catch the reader up to speed. The small-town vibes are strong within the story, as are the prejudices and pre-conceived notions that can come along with that.
The plot packs a punch, with some sweet moments, but also a lot of heart-wrenching, emotional moments. Nothing feels overdone, however, but all is necessary to advance the plot and propel Ruthie's character forward.
I also have to mention Dodd, heart-melting, teasing Dodd and his compassionate brother, Grady. I enjoyed the sections that were from Dodd's perspective, and I did think it worked well that his perspective isn't in first-person. It kept some of the mystery there when reading the story from Ruthie's vantage point. Also, the relationship between Ruthie and her cousin John Scott is so stinkin' cute.
This is a romantic story, yes, but really it's not strictly a romance. It's more about a woman who comes to terms with what was done to her family years ago by those who professed to be godly and how to separate that hurt with her true feelings about God. It's a beautiful story about forgiving others, and, sometimes more importantly, forgiving yourself. What a well-done book, with realistic, endearing characters and an impeccable sense of place. One of my favorites of this year, no doubt. I am so looking forward to book two!
January 22, 2018
As a little girl, Ruthie and her mom, Lynda, are shunned by their church soon after Ruthie’s dad leaves them for reasons she's not sure about. Now an adult, her hurt and anger make Ruthie resolved to leave the small town of Trapp as soon as she can, until the preacher Dodd and his family move to town.
There was so much judgement piled on wrongly by the town church members and also by Ruthie and Lynda. It was a fictional story but I was pulled into it so hard that I found my heart breaking for Ruthie and Lynda and felt ashamed of the actions of the town’s church. It became a compelling story of reconciliation, repentance and forgiveness (though not by all involved, as you will see in the book) and I loved the focus on the message that the truth will set you free.
Seriously, this was so good. The small town and its members were imperfect and as such felt real and true. It's also laced with humour and there's a sweet romance. Ruthie and Dodd were obviously the stars of the story, but Dodd’s brother Grady and Ruthie’s cousin JohnScott became favourites as well!
Highly recommend! Must read the next book!
There was so much judgement piled on wrongly by the town church members and also by Ruthie and Lynda. It was a fictional story but I was pulled into it so hard that I found my heart breaking for Ruthie and Lynda and felt ashamed of the actions of the town’s church. It became a compelling story of reconciliation, repentance and forgiveness (though not by all involved, as you will see in the book) and I loved the focus on the message that the truth will set you free.
Seriously, this was so good. The small town and its members were imperfect and as such felt real and true. It's also laced with humour and there's a sweet romance. Ruthie and Dodd were obviously the stars of the story, but Dodd’s brother Grady and Ruthie’s cousin JohnScott became favourites as well!
Highly recommend! Must read the next book!
January 12, 2016
This raw and emotional debut involving hurt caused by church members had me staying up late to see how it would end.
Among the cast of not so Christian church members, there were scores of players with very big hearts. I especially enjoyed Clyde (convicted statutory rapist), Grady (Dodd's brother) and Ruthie's cousin JohnScott (I may have his name wrong, but definitely a two first names kind of name). Ruthie's sarcastic humor was a delight.
Very well written debut. I look forward to the next in the series: Justified.
I recommend Jaded for fans of Katie Ganshert.
Among the cast of not so Christian church members, there were scores of players with very big hearts. I especially enjoyed Clyde (convicted statutory rapist), Grady (Dodd's brother) and Ruthie's cousin JohnScott (I may have his name wrong, but definitely a two first names kind of name). Ruthie's sarcastic humor was a delight.
Very well written debut. I look forward to the next in the series: Justified.
I recommend Jaded for fans of Katie Ganshert.
April 16, 2015
Jaded by Varina Denman is an outstanding story! It's contemporary women's fiction with a strong romantic thread and powerful faith message. It's set in a small town in Texas. The characters are very well-developed and the plot kept me up late three nights, eager to see what would happen to Ruthie and Dodd. The secondary characters added so much to the story. The setting was very realistic and well-done. Overall, a great read! I will look forward to reading the next book in the series.
June 20, 2016
Jaded is the first book I've read by Varina Denman and I look forward to reading her other books. Denman creates believable characters and also crafts a strong setting for her story. She writes a powerful true-to-life story of people who struggle against long-standing prejudice and the almost unbreakable hold of secrets on their lives.
June 6, 2016
Okay, I'll be honest here. I kind of dreaded starting this book because for one reason, it was THICK. And for another reason, someone said it was YA. Well, I don't remember who said it or how they got that impression, but they were wrong.
Yes, JADED is thick. And even though the story is kind of slow and not really action-driven, it is very definitely character driven. Ruthie is an outcast in town and doesn't even know why. All she knows is that the church is to blame and when the new preacher shows an interest in her... well... that is not good. Not good at all.
Written in first person (Ruthie's point of view) and third person (Dodd's point of view) this is a combination I've never seen before. At first it threw me and jarred me out of the story, but then I got used to it and didn't even notice. Well, hardly notice. I fell in love with Dodd, with Ruthie, with Gradie, with JohnScott and most of the residents of this quirky little town. The author has got small towns down pat and it was so real.
I could guess some of the things that transpired, but only because I know how it works. I will not call this story predicable in any way. I highly recommend JADED and promise you that you will not notice the thickness once you get started reading it.
I have to admire Ms. Denman's ability to write a slow romance that is still so full of tension it's amazing. Absolutely loved JADED.
Yes, JADED is thick. And even though the story is kind of slow and not really action-driven, it is very definitely character driven. Ruthie is an outcast in town and doesn't even know why. All she knows is that the church is to blame and when the new preacher shows an interest in her... well... that is not good. Not good at all.
Written in first person (Ruthie's point of view) and third person (Dodd's point of view) this is a combination I've never seen before. At first it threw me and jarred me out of the story, but then I got used to it and didn't even notice. Well, hardly notice. I fell in love with Dodd, with Ruthie, with Gradie, with JohnScott and most of the residents of this quirky little town. The author has got small towns down pat and it was so real.
I could guess some of the things that transpired, but only because I know how it works. I will not call this story predicable in any way. I highly recommend JADED and promise you that you will not notice the thickness once you get started reading it.
I have to admire Ms. Denman's ability to write a slow romance that is still so full of tension it's amazing. Absolutely loved JADED.
August 21, 2015
I passed on this book when I first saw it available for review. The cover looked boring, as though it was about the Amish, or perhaps their Mennonite cousins. The blurb didn’t attract me, although it did make it clear that the book was set in small-town Texas, with no Amish or Mennonites in sight. It looked boring.
But then reviews started coming through, specifically a review from Andrea Grigg. She raved about Jaded … which convinced me that maybe I’d misjudged Jaded, and persuaded me I had to read it (and I’d missed the opportunity to get a review copy, so I actually had to BUY this one!)
I admit that at first I wondered what Andrea was so excited by. Ruthie Turner hates church and works two jobs to support herself and her depressed mother and desperately wants to escape the tiny Texas town of Trapp (although I didn’t pick up on that obvious pun while I was reading). Dodd Turner is the new high school maths teacher, and the new town preacher. The teaching job puts him in regular contact with Ruthie, who he is attracted to but who will barely give him the time of day.
It all seemed a bit mundane and annoying. Ruthie annoyed me because I couldn’t see why she didn’t just up and leave (if she can get two jobs in a town as small as Trapp, surely she can get a job anywhere). The people of the town of Trapp annoyed me because of their small-minded attitudes. And the people of the Trapp church especially annoyed me, for their judgemental and ignorant attitudes (they probably believe King James wrote the Bible).
But I persevered because the writing was excellent. It mixed first person (Ruthie) and third person (Dodd), which is something I’ve seen more novels fail at than succeed at. Once I got past the initial glitch that Jaded was written in both first and third person, both points of view flowed well. Ruthie was a particularly strong viewpoint character: I didn’t necessarily like her, but she had an engaging way with words:
“My uncle was pushing seventy and moved slower than a horned lizard on a cold day.”
Great image.
“I thought how nice it would be to keep inching back, crawling to a place where memories couldn’t meet me.”
That evokes an emotional response, a feeling of recognition. It’s strong writing.
“Loneliness floated over me like a snowdrift. Loneliness so thick I could smell it. Taste it. Hear it. Not even why my daddy left had I felt anything like it. Not even when the church shunned us. Not even when Momma became a ghost.”
Wow. One paragraph manages to pack in Ruthie’s entire backstory as well as several rounds of emotional punches. If only every novel I read had such good lines.
But it’s one thing to say the writing was strong. Great writing is nothing without a good story and engaging characters. And it took a while, but I did eventually connect with Ruthie and the other characters, perhaps a quarter of the way through. After that, I didn’t want to put the book down. It was that good. The writing may have pulled me in, but it was the characters who kept me there. And now I want to read the sequel, Justified.
Thanks, Andrea. I really needed more books on my to-read pile.
But then reviews started coming through, specifically a review from Andrea Grigg. She raved about Jaded … which convinced me that maybe I’d misjudged Jaded, and persuaded me I had to read it (and I’d missed the opportunity to get a review copy, so I actually had to BUY this one!)
I admit that at first I wondered what Andrea was so excited by. Ruthie Turner hates church and works two jobs to support herself and her depressed mother and desperately wants to escape the tiny Texas town of Trapp (although I didn’t pick up on that obvious pun while I was reading). Dodd Turner is the new high school maths teacher, and the new town preacher. The teaching job puts him in regular contact with Ruthie, who he is attracted to but who will barely give him the time of day.
It all seemed a bit mundane and annoying. Ruthie annoyed me because I couldn’t see why she didn’t just up and leave (if she can get two jobs in a town as small as Trapp, surely she can get a job anywhere). The people of the town of Trapp annoyed me because of their small-minded attitudes. And the people of the Trapp church especially annoyed me, for their judgemental and ignorant attitudes (they probably believe King James wrote the Bible).
But I persevered because the writing was excellent. It mixed first person (Ruthie) and third person (Dodd), which is something I’ve seen more novels fail at than succeed at. Once I got past the initial glitch that Jaded was written in both first and third person, both points of view flowed well. Ruthie was a particularly strong viewpoint character: I didn’t necessarily like her, but she had an engaging way with words:
“My uncle was pushing seventy and moved slower than a horned lizard on a cold day.”
Great image.
“I thought how nice it would be to keep inching back, crawling to a place where memories couldn’t meet me.”
That evokes an emotional response, a feeling of recognition. It’s strong writing.
“Loneliness floated over me like a snowdrift. Loneliness so thick I could smell it. Taste it. Hear it. Not even why my daddy left had I felt anything like it. Not even when the church shunned us. Not even when Momma became a ghost.”
Wow. One paragraph manages to pack in Ruthie’s entire backstory as well as several rounds of emotional punches. If only every novel I read had such good lines.
But it’s one thing to say the writing was strong. Great writing is nothing without a good story and engaging characters. And it took a while, but I did eventually connect with Ruthie and the other characters, perhaps a quarter of the way through. After that, I didn’t want to put the book down. It was that good. The writing may have pulled me in, but it was the characters who kept me there. And now I want to read the sequel, Justified.
Thanks, Andrea. I really needed more books on my to-read pile.
July 8, 2024
Ms. Denman's debut novel is quite simply everything I want in a book -- Her writing voice is smooth and easy and the scenes played out in my head like a movie while I read. The characters are so life-like and relatable that I felt almost sad when I closed the book because I wouldn't get to spend time with them anymore. The romance was so very gentle and sweet and grin-inducing. :-) See? I even grin just thinking about it again lol. And the plot ... Something we all as believers know about the church but wish weren't true: Sometimes, churches get it wrong. And when they do, they tend to get it REALLY wrong! But then along comes someone who lives out Jesus and slowly begins making the sad things untrue again with His help and with quiet and consistent demonstrations of His love. The Cunninghams were people like this. Finally, the little bits of unanswered questions have me waiting most impatiently for the next book - Justified!!
Bottom Line: Jaded is a must-read for the churched, the unchurched, and the dechurched. Plus it’s just a really well-written story of small towns, layered characters, and falling in love!
(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)
first reviewed at Reading Is My SuperPower
Bottom Line: Jaded is a must-read for the churched, the unchurched, and the dechurched. Plus it’s just a really well-written story of small towns, layered characters, and falling in love!
(I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book)
first reviewed at Reading Is My SuperPower
June 14, 2015
This book was a wonderful telling of small town church prejudices and judgementalism and the mess it can cause. From the start I liked the female protagonist, Ruthie Turner, in spite of how prickly she could be. She seemed to have a right to be and I could understand her rejection of the church. I liked Dodd too, although his belief in the honesty of certain people did annoy me. However, as he was a newcomer in town (and because he was a nice guy), I could understand why he thought that way. It wasn't like it is in some novels, where the truth is so obvious the book becomes frustrating because everyone but the protagonist can easily see what was going on. In this case, the truth was hidden amongst lies and pride. I enjoyed the way the novel progressed, which was natural and felt organic. I liked the foreshadowing and how the climax came about. My only complaint is that I thought the resolution was too brief. I would have liked a little more at that point.But it was a good read and I will be checking out the sequel.
July 8, 2015
I was pleasantly surprised by this story. It wasn’t what I expected. It was so much more. I instantly connected with Ruthie Turner, a strong, resilient twenty year old young lady with spunk, wit and determination. She’s learned to be a peace maker in a small town where everyone knows your name and your business. The novel is written through her eyes.
Ruthie had done a good job avoiding Christians until the Cunningham’s moved into town. She worked with Dodd Cunningham at a local school; he just so happened to be the new Preacher.
“Dodd stuck his head into the room and says, “Morning, you guys, Ruthie, Can I talk to you?”
“I wanted to talk to the preacher like I wanted a bad sunburn – and JohnScott knew it – but he only strolled past my desk with a teasing grin. “See you later Ruthie.”…”Of course he would leave – JohnScott undoubtedly had some twisted agenda to get me to befriend the Cunningham’s, but I wasn’t falling for it. Just because my cousin had bought into Dodd’s campaign of forgiveness and kindness didn’t mean I had to!...If Dodd had any interest in me, it was only as a missionary project.””…It didn’t take a genius to recognize Dodd’s influence, but the preacher and his God would have to be a little more creative if they expected to wipe away 13 years of hurtful actions!”
Ruthie was trying to talk some sense into her cousin, who seemed to be charmed by the Cunningham’s. “JohnScott, Jesus may love you even though you’re not good enough, but I’m not good enough for the Church…And they don’t love me in spite of it.”
JohnScott looked at Ruthie, “The people aren’t important, Ruthie.”
She replied, “The people are everything.”
He continued, “It’s about you and God. But I suppose people can get in the way.” She retorted, that’s a fact.”
My heart ached for seven year old Ruthie as she relays to Dodd Cunningham an event that changed her world forever. She’s not sure of the exact details of who or why but her mother grabbed her hand in church one Sunday and walked out on the service and they never returned.
I loved Ruthie’s transparency and how she tells it as she sees it. Ruthie starts to feel the ground shake, as her world was changing – for the good or bad she didn’t know. But all this talk of Jesus and the Bible got her thinking. “Her and her mom had stayed in the small town where they were ex-communicated from the church for rumors and gossip! She saw how bitterness took over her mom’s life and caused her to filter everything that happened in life thru the pain. Could the truth set them all free? Was there healing for the broken hearted? Dodd seemed to think so”…. Ruthie says, “I do believe in God Dodd…But the church is messing with him. I’m surprised he put up with it.”
“Really! Dodd smiles, “You nailed it. Sometimes Christians are a mess.”
Dodd was a patient man who saw the best in people and wanted to be the hands and feet of Jesus to this community. It wasn’t easy and things got messy. But he wouldn’t rush into anything. Either would Ruthie.
This was a realistic, non-preachy, sweet tender story I couldn’t put down. I felt as if I walked with Ruthie and Dodd in their faith journey. Velma lightened Ruthie’s mind when she said, “Sometimes you need to let go. Don’t worry, about everyone else…two adults have a hankering for each other so what?” Ruthie smiled inside and out.
It’s an excellent read with characters that touched my heart and stay a while. I was totally absorbed in this story and their situation. This is a great read and one that would be wonderful for your book club pick. This an amazing debut novel. This author is one to watch.
Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the Publisher I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255 “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising”.
Nora St Laurent
TBCN Where Book Fun Begins www.bookfun.org
The Book Club Network blog www.psalm516.blogspot.com
Book Fun Magazine www.bookfunmagazine.com
Ruthie had done a good job avoiding Christians until the Cunningham’s moved into town. She worked with Dodd Cunningham at a local school; he just so happened to be the new Preacher.
“Dodd stuck his head into the room and says, “Morning, you guys, Ruthie, Can I talk to you?”
“I wanted to talk to the preacher like I wanted a bad sunburn – and JohnScott knew it – but he only strolled past my desk with a teasing grin. “See you later Ruthie.”…”Of course he would leave – JohnScott undoubtedly had some twisted agenda to get me to befriend the Cunningham’s, but I wasn’t falling for it. Just because my cousin had bought into Dodd’s campaign of forgiveness and kindness didn’t mean I had to!...If Dodd had any interest in me, it was only as a missionary project.””…It didn’t take a genius to recognize Dodd’s influence, but the preacher and his God would have to be a little more creative if they expected to wipe away 13 years of hurtful actions!”
Ruthie was trying to talk some sense into her cousin, who seemed to be charmed by the Cunningham’s. “JohnScott, Jesus may love you even though you’re not good enough, but I’m not good enough for the Church…And they don’t love me in spite of it.”
JohnScott looked at Ruthie, “The people aren’t important, Ruthie.”
She replied, “The people are everything.”
He continued, “It’s about you and God. But I suppose people can get in the way.” She retorted, that’s a fact.”
My heart ached for seven year old Ruthie as she relays to Dodd Cunningham an event that changed her world forever. She’s not sure of the exact details of who or why but her mother grabbed her hand in church one Sunday and walked out on the service and they never returned.
I loved Ruthie’s transparency and how she tells it as she sees it. Ruthie starts to feel the ground shake, as her world was changing – for the good or bad she didn’t know. But all this talk of Jesus and the Bible got her thinking. “Her and her mom had stayed in the small town where they were ex-communicated from the church for rumors and gossip! She saw how bitterness took over her mom’s life and caused her to filter everything that happened in life thru the pain. Could the truth set them all free? Was there healing for the broken hearted? Dodd seemed to think so”…. Ruthie says, “I do believe in God Dodd…But the church is messing with him. I’m surprised he put up with it.”
“Really! Dodd smiles, “You nailed it. Sometimes Christians are a mess.”
Dodd was a patient man who saw the best in people and wanted to be the hands and feet of Jesus to this community. It wasn’t easy and things got messy. But he wouldn’t rush into anything. Either would Ruthie.
This was a realistic, non-preachy, sweet tender story I couldn’t put down. I felt as if I walked with Ruthie and Dodd in their faith journey. Velma lightened Ruthie’s mind when she said, “Sometimes you need to let go. Don’t worry, about everyone else…two adults have a hankering for each other so what?” Ruthie smiled inside and out.
It’s an excellent read with characters that touched my heart and stay a while. I was totally absorbed in this story and their situation. This is a great read and one that would be wonderful for your book club pick. This an amazing debut novel. This author is one to watch.
Disclosure of Material Connection: I received this book free from the Publisher I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255 “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising”.
Nora St Laurent
TBCN Where Book Fun Begins www.bookfun.org
The Book Club Network blog www.psalm516.blogspot.com
Book Fun Magazine www.bookfunmagazine.com
March 24, 2015
This is Varina Denman's first novel and it is such a wonderful way to enter the world of writing and fiction! I was very intrigued by the description of this novel as I was a pastor's wife in several small towns, one in Texas and two in North Carolina. I, too, have been injured by one of those churches and it caused my heart a great deal of pain until I was able to forgive the people and accept that God still loved me no matter what some of "His children" did to me and my family. I think the author handled the issues beautifully. It is about judging others, gossip and rumors and how they can hurt others. They truly do hurt others and this book also addresses an issue that I refer to as "churches shooting their wounded".
The new young pastor does not believe that it is acceptable to shoot the wounded and reaches out to the "sinners" in the small town. Many of the church leaders do not appreciate his doing so. Jesus himself ate with the sinners and tax collectors. Dodd is following in Jesus' example. He does much to lead the town and congregation to forgiveness and healing. I do not know how Ruthie and her mother stayed in the little town after being "ex-communicated" from the Christian church for rumors and gossip! I think I would have had to move away. I know that is what I did when I was hurt by the church we pastored. I simply could not remain when rumors were flying and people were reporting them to me at my job as a local teacher. It hurt me too, just as it hurt Ruthie and her mother. But there is forgiveness and that is what "Jaded" is all about.
I rate this book 5 stars and am anxious to read the second book in the series, "Justified".
I received a free ebook format of this book from netgalley in exchange for my honest review.
The new young pastor does not believe that it is acceptable to shoot the wounded and reaches out to the "sinners" in the small town. Many of the church leaders do not appreciate his doing so. Jesus himself ate with the sinners and tax collectors. Dodd is following in Jesus' example. He does much to lead the town and congregation to forgiveness and healing. I do not know how Ruthie and her mother stayed in the little town after being "ex-communicated" from the Christian church for rumors and gossip! I think I would have had to move away. I know that is what I did when I was hurt by the church we pastored. I simply could not remain when rumors were flying and people were reporting them to me at my job as a local teacher. It hurt me too, just as it hurt Ruthie and her mother. But there is forgiveness and that is what "Jaded" is all about.
I rate this book 5 stars and am anxious to read the second book in the series, "Justified".
I received a free ebook format of this book from netgalley in exchange for my honest review.
March 20, 2015
I’ve never read a book by Varina Denman, however she is an author that I will look for in the future. Published by David Cook, the company did a great job in designing a cover that appealed to me. In a way, it reminded me of the painting “Christina” by Andrew Wyeth.
The story is about a young woman in her 20’s, who has faced life with her mom, shunned by the local church. Ruthie, has grown up knowing that something happened to expell them from the congregation, but she has no idea what it was being as she was only seven at the time. Her mother, refuses to talk about and becomes extremely angry when faced with challenges in life. But things change with the arrival of a new, young pastor in town. Plus, he’s single.
Eventually things happen and eventually Ruthie does find out what went down so many years before. The question now, is forgiveness a possibility.
All in all, I really enjoyed this book. It was a different perspective on the normal books I read. It kept me pulled into the story, so much, that I didn’t want to put it down when it came time to return to work. That in my mind, is an indication of a good book. I enjoyed the way you saw things thru Ruthie’s mind when she came upon obstacles in life and how they were eventually resolved.
I received this book as an eBook from Netgalley in exchange for a honest interview.
The story is about a young woman in her 20’s, who has faced life with her mom, shunned by the local church. Ruthie, has grown up knowing that something happened to expell them from the congregation, but she has no idea what it was being as she was only seven at the time. Her mother, refuses to talk about and becomes extremely angry when faced with challenges in life. But things change with the arrival of a new, young pastor in town. Plus, he’s single.
Eventually things happen and eventually Ruthie does find out what went down so many years before. The question now, is forgiveness a possibility.
All in all, I really enjoyed this book. It was a different perspective on the normal books I read. It kept me pulled into the story, so much, that I didn’t want to put it down when it came time to return to work. That in my mind, is an indication of a good book. I enjoyed the way you saw things thru Ruthie’s mind when she came upon obstacles in life and how they were eventually resolved.
I received this book as an eBook from Netgalley in exchange for a honest interview.
April 28, 2016
This book is fantastic in every way and has made it onto my favorite list! Church hurt is so relevant to many people and hits close to home for me personally. Ruthie and her mom have experienced excommunication from the church based on gossip that occurred when Ruthie was little. Ever since Ruthie and her mom have considered any Christian to be a hypocrite and refuse to become friends with them. A new family comes into town and Ruthie is confused to discover not only are they Christians but one of the men is the new preacher! The small town setting, the dialogue, the characters, and realistic portrayal of emotions blew me away in this book. I love how faith isn't portrayed as being a duty or something to shove into peoples faces but shown through your personal life and actions. The romance is sweet and not overdone and the author couldn't have done a better job. I can't wait to read her next novel.
This is a wonderful book and I hope to share it with everyone I know!
Five stars.
"I received this book from CFBA for free in exchange for an honest review."
June 24, 2015
This debut novel won the 2013 ACFW Genesis contest in the romance category. And I can totally see why. It's a decadent read. Rich in both style and emotional depth. So many words to savor. Even more thoughts to process after the read. If you only read one book this year, I think this just might have to be that book!
Denman's writing is so smooth. The story flowed off the pages and into my mind with technicolor clarity. This book consumed me. Turned me inside out and brought healing and hope I didn't know I still needed.
I lived in Ruthie's skin. Felt her pain, her fear and confusion. Her yearning for so much more. Her scenes are written in first person POV which really helped me become this heroine. She's so heartbreakingly wary of Christians.
Dodd's like this knight in shining armor, swooping in with the noble intent of healing all wounds. Only he can't. He's a glass half full kind of guy. Determined to see the best in everyone, which makes it hard for him to recognize the bad. And Ruthie so needs him to see.
Stunning and complicated and so much more than just a love story.
Denman's writing is so smooth. The story flowed off the pages and into my mind with technicolor clarity. This book consumed me. Turned me inside out and brought healing and hope I didn't know I still needed.
I lived in Ruthie's skin. Felt her pain, her fear and confusion. Her yearning for so much more. Her scenes are written in first person POV which really helped me become this heroine. She's so heartbreakingly wary of Christians.
Dodd's like this knight in shining armor, swooping in with the noble intent of healing all wounds. Only he can't. He's a glass half full kind of guy. Determined to see the best in everyone, which makes it hard for him to recognize the bad. And Ruthie so needs him to see.
Stunning and complicated and so much more than just a love story.
May 10, 2016
*I received a free ebook copy from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
I am being generous in giving this book three stars, it was more like 2 and a half. I wanted more depth and spiritual theme than reading about a young woman's bitterness against a local church. I think that for me it was two dimensional, I felt that I just couldn't grasp who Ruthie really was as a person. None of the characters seem to be thoroughly fleshed although the dialogue was above average. I believe that good dialogue need to coincide with good characterization, sad to say it was a hit and miss.
I wasn't sure why Dodd would consider an unbeliever as a potential girlfriend, especially since he is a preacher. There were some unbelievable angst events that also made me go, what? Take for instance Ruthie using half of a bottle of shampoo while washing her hair trying to wash away the pain. What? Far too light in the spiritual and heavy in the romance, not my cup of tea.
I am being generous in giving this book three stars, it was more like 2 and a half. I wanted more depth and spiritual theme than reading about a young woman's bitterness against a local church. I think that for me it was two dimensional, I felt that I just couldn't grasp who Ruthie really was as a person. None of the characters seem to be thoroughly fleshed although the dialogue was above average. I believe that good dialogue need to coincide with good characterization, sad to say it was a hit and miss.
I wasn't sure why Dodd would consider an unbeliever as a potential girlfriend, especially since he is a preacher. There were some unbelievable angst events that also made me go, what? Take for instance Ruthie using half of a bottle of shampoo while washing her hair trying to wash away the pain. What? Far too light in the spiritual and heavy in the romance, not my cup of tea.
October 30, 2016
I have been wanting to read this one for a while. Between great reviews and a good book description, Jaded captured my attention. Having never read a book by Denman before I was a little unsure of what to expect, but she blew me away. This novel, was soooo good! And I can't wait to read the rest in the series.
Jaded is a story about the messiness, and the beautiful parts of life. We see people with all their hang-ups and sin, but we also see the love and value found in relationship; not only with others but with God. Denman shows us, that yes, even the Church can get it wrong at times. We can trust the wrong people and make bad choices, but we can also ask for and offer forgiveness. We can reach out and impact the lives of others with blessings or curses. We can be light or darkness. I loved going on this journey with these characters and cannot wait to see what awaits in Book 2, Justified!
Absolutely worth the read!
Jaded is a story about the messiness, and the beautiful parts of life. We see people with all their hang-ups and sin, but we also see the love and value found in relationship; not only with others but with God. Denman shows us, that yes, even the Church can get it wrong at times. We can trust the wrong people and make bad choices, but we can also ask for and offer forgiveness. We can reach out and impact the lives of others with blessings or curses. We can be light or darkness. I loved going on this journey with these characters and cannot wait to see what awaits in Book 2, Justified!
Absolutely worth the read!
December 7, 2015
I enjoyed this book, but I had a hard time connecting the consequences with the crimes, or lack thereof. I am from and still live in small town Texas and so I could not find it likely that a church would treat a woman and child this way, regardless of the sin. I also cannot imagine or relate to an entire population discussing a newly arrived family to their town. Most small towns have one thing in common. They are not that far from a larger town, roughly an hour. So, you have people from the city moving to the country and commuting to their jobs quite frequently. Towards the end, we are allowed in on what happened and I suppose learning that just reiterated my first statement of this review.
March 5, 2015
This was an unexpected find. I very much enjoyed this debut offering from Varina Denman. It was a surprisingly deep and emotional read. Each character was well thought out and had intensity. At first, I thought the story line might be a little predictable but I was mistaken. I gave this four stars because I was a bit put off that a preacher was pursuing a non believer. I am very much looking forward to the next book in this series.
April 18, 2020
I really really enjoyed this one. The characters were well rounded and the writing was well done. But I struggled with But basically I think the book was well written - 9/10 - but my struggles hindered my enjoyment - 7/10 - and we’re left with 4 stars.
April 15, 2017
Small town with many hurt people. And you know that hurt people, hurt people. Along comes a new pastor trying to figure out how God wants to use him and his family. Sometimes the sorrow seemed hard to stick with that many in the town were dealing with but it was a satisfying read with somewhat of a predictable ending. I will seek out the next book in this series.
April 7, 2017
Well written story by Varina Denman. I'm anxious to read her other books.
March 15, 2018
Wonderful book!! Really enjoyed this!! Highly recommended!!’ Really touches my heart!
April 15, 2017
How not to be prejudiced when you have been the victim of the prejudice for almost your whole life? God is good, fine, but what about His people?
Ruthie Turner and her Momma were kicked out from church in Trapp some 13 years ago. Since that time, the good Christians are overlooking them, and Ruthie does the same. Church people are the enemy.
But the new family, the Cunninghams, are behaving differently. They are friendly to everybody (even the convinced (statutory) rapist) and there is certain "something" about them, as if God was with them. OK. But how should Ruthie deal with Dodd Cunningham, the new math teacher, and - pastor??? Her Momma, emotionally unstable and depressed, would throw a fit when - if - realizing that her daughter is friends with the pastor. And they are progressing to more than just friends, as the attraction is undeniable.
But Ruthie would not enter the church - and Dodd is too much willing to see just the good side of people to understand her reasons. And some of the reasons are very valid, as there is a person of hardened heart amongst the Christian congregation, leading them the wrong way.
So will the truth prevail? Is there a chance for forgiveness and reconciliation?
This is one honest novel. I love how Ms Denman is not afraid to portray the "dark side" of Christianity - the (fictional) church led by a wrong elder, where the members are following the shunning and not showing the Christian love. The story of the pharisee and the publican comes to mind!
Being a Christian myself, I humbly accept that the churches like that might exist. And that I myself might behave just like the follower of the "common/majority opinions" in my life. This is a very good wake-up call to review my heart constantly and to renew it in love.
I very much understand Ruthie, she has a good reasons to not to trust the Christians in her life. Actually I would not call her "hard-hearted", in reality she is a very nice person, just scarred and scared from the difficulties coming from the shunning, but also from the life with her emotionally immature mother. This is a heavy load for a girl of 20 years!
But Ruthie is a good person and her inner strength and willingness to overcome her shortcomings and (more importantly) her fears and prejudices are truly admirable.
To be honest, I find her much more compelling than Dodd, the main hero. Dodd is a very good guy of pure heart - and I admire that about him. But unfortunately, he is not wise. He needs to see people for what they truly are and loving them anyway - this is what makes a good preacher in my books.
And I would love to see the changes in the hearts of the Trapp Christians - truly, I am quite angry with them. Such judgmental and self-righteous people! They got out easily. But I know this book is the first one in the series, so maybe there is more about them and their change in the following installments.
All in all, book that honest is not common among the Christian ones. Or so impactful! Beautiful, purifying read.
Ruthie Turner and her Momma were kicked out from church in Trapp some 13 years ago. Since that time, the good Christians are overlooking them, and Ruthie does the same. Church people are the enemy.
But the new family, the Cunninghams, are behaving differently. They are friendly to everybody (even the convinced (statutory) rapist) and there is certain "something" about them, as if God was with them. OK. But how should Ruthie deal with Dodd Cunningham, the new math teacher, and - pastor??? Her Momma, emotionally unstable and depressed, would throw a fit when - if - realizing that her daughter is friends with the pastor. And they are progressing to more than just friends, as the attraction is undeniable.
But Ruthie would not enter the church - and Dodd is too much willing to see just the good side of people to understand her reasons. And some of the reasons are very valid, as there is a person of hardened heart amongst the Christian congregation, leading them the wrong way.
So will the truth prevail? Is there a chance for forgiveness and reconciliation?
This is one honest novel. I love how Ms Denman is not afraid to portray the "dark side" of Christianity - the (fictional) church led by a wrong elder, where the members are following the shunning and not showing the Christian love. The story of the pharisee and the publican comes to mind!
Being a Christian myself, I humbly accept that the churches like that might exist. And that I myself might behave just like the follower of the "common/majority opinions" in my life. This is a very good wake-up call to review my heart constantly and to renew it in love.
I very much understand Ruthie, she has a good reasons to not to trust the Christians in her life. Actually I would not call her "hard-hearted", in reality she is a very nice person, just scarred and scared from the difficulties coming from the shunning, but also from the life with her emotionally immature mother. This is a heavy load for a girl of 20 years!
But Ruthie is a good person and her inner strength and willingness to overcome her shortcomings and (more importantly) her fears and prejudices are truly admirable.
To be honest, I find her much more compelling than Dodd, the main hero. Dodd is a very good guy of pure heart - and I admire that about him. But unfortunately, he is not wise. He needs to see people for what they truly are and loving them anyway - this is what makes a good preacher in my books.
And I would love to see the changes in the hearts of the Trapp Christians - truly, I am quite angry with them. Such judgmental and self-righteous people! They got out easily. But I know this book is the first one in the series, so maybe there is more about them and their change in the following installments.
All in all, book that honest is not common among the Christian ones. Or so impactful! Beautiful, purifying read.
June 7, 2016
Jaded is the first book in Varina Denman’s Mended Hearts series, and is also the first book I have ever read by her. I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect when I picked up this story, but I was hopeful that it would be one I would enjoy, and I wasn’t disappointed. I absolutely LOVED this novel! I had no idea I was going to fall in love with Ruthie’s story quite as quickly as I did, but I was sucked in from almost the first page and had such a hard time putting it down. I just wanted to know every painful, beautiful detail, and I know that I had to have sped through reading it just a little bit, but I’m so glad I’ve finished it, because I loved Ruthie’s story and I know I’ll be reading it again.
Ruthie is such a—and I’m saying this on purpose here—jaded, hurting individual, even now that thirteen years have passed since the church excommunicated her and her mother. Even to this day, some of the church members avoid them like the plague, and Ruthie has no idea why. Her mother’s been closed of ever since Ruthie’s dad left, and Ruthie has learned to lean heavily on her aunt and uncle, and her cousin JohnScott. When the new preacher comes to town, Ruthie has no reason to like him; after all, she hasn’t exactly had the best experience with Christians, but she can’t help but be stirred by his presence. As long-buried secrets come to light, will Ruthie and the preacher be pushed closer together, or farther apart?
I absolutely loved every single element of this story, but especially just how wonderful it was to watch Ruthie and JohnScott find healing. I loved that this book wasn’t just about Ruthie and the preacher, but it was also about Ruthie and God, and God and His church, and that added so much more meaning to this novel. I can’t even describe all of the emotions I felt as I made my way through this story, but I do know that Varina is very talented at writing books that really touch your heart and leave you longing for more. I’m already looking to buy the second book in the series so that I can read it, and I’ve added the third novel—which releases in June—to my list of books to preorder.
I don’t know if you can tell, but I really loved this novel. It wasn’t difficult for me to come to the conclusion that I needed to give it all five stars, or that I needed to add it to my all-time favorites list. Varina just did a fabulous job with this story, and I know it’s one I will remember forever. Partly because I know I’ll read it again and again, but no matter. It’s still memorable. Anyway, I really enjoyed this book, and I highly recommend it, as I promise it will touch your heart and make you love it just as much as I did.
(This review is from my blog, spreadinghisgrace.blogspot.com)
Ruthie is such a—and I’m saying this on purpose here—jaded, hurting individual, even now that thirteen years have passed since the church excommunicated her and her mother. Even to this day, some of the church members avoid them like the plague, and Ruthie has no idea why. Her mother’s been closed of ever since Ruthie’s dad left, and Ruthie has learned to lean heavily on her aunt and uncle, and her cousin JohnScott. When the new preacher comes to town, Ruthie has no reason to like him; after all, she hasn’t exactly had the best experience with Christians, but she can’t help but be stirred by his presence. As long-buried secrets come to light, will Ruthie and the preacher be pushed closer together, or farther apart?
I absolutely loved every single element of this story, but especially just how wonderful it was to watch Ruthie and JohnScott find healing. I loved that this book wasn’t just about Ruthie and the preacher, but it was also about Ruthie and God, and God and His church, and that added so much more meaning to this novel. I can’t even describe all of the emotions I felt as I made my way through this story, but I do know that Varina is very talented at writing books that really touch your heart and leave you longing for more. I’m already looking to buy the second book in the series so that I can read it, and I’ve added the third novel—which releases in June—to my list of books to preorder.
I don’t know if you can tell, but I really loved this novel. It wasn’t difficult for me to come to the conclusion that I needed to give it all five stars, or that I needed to add it to my all-time favorites list. Varina just did a fabulous job with this story, and I know it’s one I will remember forever. Partly because I know I’ll read it again and again, but no matter. It’s still memorable. Anyway, I really enjoyed this book, and I highly recommend it, as I promise it will touch your heart and make you love it just as much as I did.
(This review is from my blog, spreadinghisgrace.blogspot.com)
April 10, 2015
Ruthie and her mother have been wounded by members of their local church. Over the years, they have become more and more embittered by those hurts. When the Cunninghams move to Trapp, and the handsome older son takes the position of pastor, Ruthie resists having anything to do with him because of his connection to the church. However, there’s something different about this family…
I loved Jaded. There are so many who can relate to Ruthie’s story. Maybe not for the same reasons, and maybe not with exactly the same results, but there are many who have been hurt by Christians. The church is made up of sinners. That’s good, because that means you and I can be a part without having to be perfect first. (We’d never get there, friends, if we had to be perfect first…) But that’s sad, because we still have the capacity to hurt one another.
I’ve been there. I can relate. It wasn’t the same cause, and it wasn’t the same result, either. But I could still relate to the hurt feelings, especially coming from people in the church. I suspect there are many others who could also relate.
I also loved the authenticity of the setting in Jaded. It’s not just typical small-town life, but typical Texas small-town life. I’ve lived there, so I could appreciate the fascination the town had for high school football, homecoming mums, and Dairy Queen. In all the states I’ve lived, only Texas sets such store in these things… lol
The characters were wonderful. From an imperfect pastor to a hurting young woman, a feared ex-con to a teasing older cousin, they were very real people, and I felt as if I was there in the room with them throughout the story. I definitely did not set this one down for long at any one time, and I can’t wait to read the next book in the series!
(I received a complimentary copy of this novel in exchange for an honest review. The thoughts expressed here are entirely my own.)
This review was originally posted on my blog -- sarahruut.com.
I loved Jaded. There are so many who can relate to Ruthie’s story. Maybe not for the same reasons, and maybe not with exactly the same results, but there are many who have been hurt by Christians. The church is made up of sinners. That’s good, because that means you and I can be a part without having to be perfect first. (We’d never get there, friends, if we had to be perfect first…) But that’s sad, because we still have the capacity to hurt one another.
I’ve been there. I can relate. It wasn’t the same cause, and it wasn’t the same result, either. But I could still relate to the hurt feelings, especially coming from people in the church. I suspect there are many others who could also relate.
I also loved the authenticity of the setting in Jaded. It’s not just typical small-town life, but typical Texas small-town life. I’ve lived there, so I could appreciate the fascination the town had for high school football, homecoming mums, and Dairy Queen. In all the states I’ve lived, only Texas sets such store in these things… lol
The characters were wonderful. From an imperfect pastor to a hurting young woman, a feared ex-con to a teasing older cousin, they were very real people, and I felt as if I was there in the room with them throughout the story. I definitely did not set this one down for long at any one time, and I can’t wait to read the next book in the series!
(I received a complimentary copy of this novel in exchange for an honest review. The thoughts expressed here are entirely my own.)
This review was originally posted on my blog -- sarahruut.com.
March 1, 2015
This book was really enjoyable and surprisingly moving. I wasn't sure what to expect when I started this book - from the synopsis it really could have been a historical for all I knew. Well, it's actually a well-written contemporary that is beautiful, transporting and hopeful.
Let me tell you about Ruthie. Living in the small town of Trapp has both its good sides, like her cousin, who is more like a brother and best friend in one, and its hardships, working two jobs to stay afloat and the ever-present rejection from the church and its members. Ever since she and her mother were asked to leave the congregation, Ruthie hasn't wanted to have anything to do with the church or the disapproval of its members. But a new family in town, a young pastor, his younger brother and mother, has the small community of Trapp abuzz. Ruthie is determined to keep her distance - all Christians are alike in her mind, not to be trusted thank you very much - but Dodd, the pastor, is captivated from the moment he sees Ruthie. As Dodd and his brother work their way into the fabric of Ruthie's life, they promise to challenge all of Ruthie's protective walls and maybe even her beliefs about God's role in her life.
I enjoyed Ruthie's strength, resilience and wit. I loved her relationship and banter with her cousin. And the romance - so sweet and yet realistic as Ruthie and Dodd face many challenges. The storyline is very relatable, the harm caused by the church is so very diverse and widespread, yet the book is hopeful and healing. The setting is perfect, I could almost taste the Texan dust, and the story kept me captive enough that I read it in one sitting. I can't wait to read the next book in the series, which will follow one of the secondary characters.
Fiction. Christian. Contemporary. Romance.
The publishers provided a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
Let me tell you about Ruthie. Living in the small town of Trapp has both its good sides, like her cousin, who is more like a brother and best friend in one, and its hardships, working two jobs to stay afloat and the ever-present rejection from the church and its members. Ever since she and her mother were asked to leave the congregation, Ruthie hasn't wanted to have anything to do with the church or the disapproval of its members. But a new family in town, a young pastor, his younger brother and mother, has the small community of Trapp abuzz. Ruthie is determined to keep her distance - all Christians are alike in her mind, not to be trusted thank you very much - but Dodd, the pastor, is captivated from the moment he sees Ruthie. As Dodd and his brother work their way into the fabric of Ruthie's life, they promise to challenge all of Ruthie's protective walls and maybe even her beliefs about God's role in her life.
I enjoyed Ruthie's strength, resilience and wit. I loved her relationship and banter with her cousin. And the romance - so sweet and yet realistic as Ruthie and Dodd face many challenges. The storyline is very relatable, the harm caused by the church is so very diverse and widespread, yet the book is hopeful and healing. The setting is perfect, I could almost taste the Texan dust, and the story kept me captive enough that I read it in one sitting. I can't wait to read the next book in the series, which will follow one of the secondary characters.
Fiction. Christian. Contemporary. Romance.
The publishers provided a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
August 21, 2015
The premise of this story sounds simple: a girl trying to get out of the small town she's always lived in is followed by a 13 year old incident: the local church shunning her and her mom. She distrusts Christians and hasn't had a problem staying away from them until Dodd Cunningham moves into town...as the new preacher.
From the first chapter, I couldn't believe this was Varina Denman's debut novel. Ruthie's observations are told from first person and you really feel like you're living life as her. Denman's style is realistic in word choice, descriptions, emotions. She really shows you the life and fears of her characters.
I also enjoyed how things ended. I don't want to give anything away but it resolves like life happens...not in a neat, perfect bow but enough to feel satisfaction. Everyone doesn't change or become perfect but you are lead to believe in their future growth.
Jaded tackles a tough subject. It would be great if churches were never like this, but the sad truth is there is hurt and bitterness and anger out there. However, we do have the chance to change, to go to that person and apologize or forgive. Jaded handles this truth well and again, realistically. We don't feel the anger and bitterness Ruthie has been hanging onto is justified but we also can see her reasons behind those emotions and our hearts break for her.
I'm so glad I had to opportunity to read this book. I have the second book on my to-read list once it's published!
I was given a copy of this book by the author and publisher in exchange for an honest review. They didn't influence my opinions in any way.
From the first chapter, I couldn't believe this was Varina Denman's debut novel. Ruthie's observations are told from first person and you really feel like you're living life as her. Denman's style is realistic in word choice, descriptions, emotions. She really shows you the life and fears of her characters.
I also enjoyed how things ended. I don't want to give anything away but it resolves like life happens...not in a neat, perfect bow but enough to feel satisfaction. Everyone doesn't change or become perfect but you are lead to believe in their future growth.
Jaded tackles a tough subject. It would be great if churches were never like this, but the sad truth is there is hurt and bitterness and anger out there. However, we do have the chance to change, to go to that person and apologize or forgive. Jaded handles this truth well and again, realistically. We don't feel the anger and bitterness Ruthie has been hanging onto is justified but we also can see her reasons behind those emotions and our hearts break for her.
I'm so glad I had to opportunity to read this book. I have the second book on my to-read list once it's published!
I was given a copy of this book by the author and publisher in exchange for an honest review. They didn't influence my opinions in any way.
April 1, 2015
I love novels about small towns because I don’t come from one. The fact this (fictional) small town is situated in Texas, USA and not in my home country of Australia made it even more interesting.
Ruthie Turner intrigued me from the first page. It was clear Ruthie has a chip on her shoulder the size of … well, the size of Texas. And I couldn’t wait to find out why.
A hard-working and resourceful girl, she has a lot to contend with due to circumstances beyond her control. Her mother has a ‘past’ and because of this, she and Ruthie are shunned from joining the local worship service. If they ever wanted to, that is. Ruthie has a dim view of church-goers in the light of what went on.
Interestingly enough, Ruthie’s opinion of God isn’t completely negative, and her attitude toward Him is challenged when she meets the eye-catching new preacher, Dodd Cunningham. Despite Ruthie’s best efforts to avoid Dodd, their paths keep crossing and her barriers go up – barriers that Dodd does his best to break down.
This book had everything in it that I love. Complicated family dynamics, quirky characters, a mystery about the past, and best of all, romance. The chemistry between Ruthie and Dodd is fabulous.
But that’s not all. Varina Denman has written a story that shows all too well the dangers of becoming religious, and yet the themes of God’s love and grace come shining through. I will be recommending this fabulous debut novel for a long time to come.
Thank you to David C Cook publishers and NetGalley for free ebook in exchange for an honest review.
Ruthie Turner intrigued me from the first page. It was clear Ruthie has a chip on her shoulder the size of … well, the size of Texas. And I couldn’t wait to find out why.
A hard-working and resourceful girl, she has a lot to contend with due to circumstances beyond her control. Her mother has a ‘past’ and because of this, she and Ruthie are shunned from joining the local worship service. If they ever wanted to, that is. Ruthie has a dim view of church-goers in the light of what went on.
Interestingly enough, Ruthie’s opinion of God isn’t completely negative, and her attitude toward Him is challenged when she meets the eye-catching new preacher, Dodd Cunningham. Despite Ruthie’s best efforts to avoid Dodd, their paths keep crossing and her barriers go up – barriers that Dodd does his best to break down.
This book had everything in it that I love. Complicated family dynamics, quirky characters, a mystery about the past, and best of all, romance. The chemistry between Ruthie and Dodd is fabulous.
But that’s not all. Varina Denman has written a story that shows all too well the dangers of becoming religious, and yet the themes of God’s love and grace come shining through. I will be recommending this fabulous debut novel for a long time to come.
Thank you to David C Cook publishers and NetGalley for free ebook in exchange for an honest review.
June 1, 2016
Ruthie was only a little girl when their church rejected her family. Now she and her mother do not attend church and hate all Christians. Not a good recipe when Ruthie finds herself falling in love with the new guy in town, Dodd. Because Dodd is the new minister. Ruthie, Dodd, and the rest of the community will all learn about secrets, forgiveness, and Christian love as they navigate the uncharted waters of small town gossip and fear.
This book was a wonderful shock to me. It was written in a style I don't normally go for, had the feel of a YA novel, and could have bent towards depressing. And yet somehow this author blew me away. The writing style was captivating, the characters were raw, authentic, and engaging. The secondary characters were just as gripping as the main ones. The story was emotion and character driven, yet there was some drama woven in as well. The author did a great job of describing the scenes so that I felt pulled into the story. Some of the more negative emotions that could have made the story dark were handled well and left me feeling thankful or thoughtful instead of depressed. I sped through this book and promptly reached for the 2nd one because it was such an enjoyable read. It wasn't fast because it was fluff, it was fast because I become immersed and read it all at once. Overall, I would highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys Christian fiction, small town romance, thought provoking stories.
I received this book free of charge from Litfuse in exchange for my honest review.
This book was a wonderful shock to me. It was written in a style I don't normally go for, had the feel of a YA novel, and could have bent towards depressing. And yet somehow this author blew me away. The writing style was captivating, the characters were raw, authentic, and engaging. The secondary characters were just as gripping as the main ones. The story was emotion and character driven, yet there was some drama woven in as well. The author did a great job of describing the scenes so that I felt pulled into the story. Some of the more negative emotions that could have made the story dark were handled well and left me feeling thankful or thoughtful instead of depressed. I sped through this book and promptly reached for the 2nd one because it was such an enjoyable read. It wasn't fast because it was fluff, it was fast because I become immersed and read it all at once. Overall, I would highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys Christian fiction, small town romance, thought provoking stories.
I received this book free of charge from Litfuse in exchange for my honest review.
March 8, 2015
Come venture with me to Trapp, Texas and meet Ruthie. Ruthie’s walk has never been easy. She has lived under the pallor of the town’s judgment for most of her life. She finds it easier to “hide” in the shadows, than to “live” in the light. Her experiences with “God’s Judgment”, rather than His Grace, cause her to be skeptical of those that espouse belief in the God of the church. Until one day, when her world is turned upside down with the arrival of a new family in town. Can she trust these new comers? Can she trust her feelings around them? Can she trust the God they love and serve?
Varina Denman weaves this wonderful tale of a hidden dream and desire to be accepted by the town she has called home, all of her life. She brings the readers into the mind and feelings of Ruthie, a young woman, that has been rejected by the congregation of her childhood church and friends. A rejection caused by a supposed sin that was not of her doing.
Through the eyes, ears and other senses of Ruthie, Varina brings not only the sights, but sounds and smells of Trapp, Texas alive. She spins a story that will keep the reader enthralled and engaged. As I read, Jaded, I had the great pleasure of walking the streets of the small Texas town. Once I had entered Trapp, I had no desire to leave.
The next time you are searching for an escape from your daily grind, pick up a copy of Jaded and travel to Trapp, Texas. I guarantee you won’t be disappointed.
Varina Denman weaves this wonderful tale of a hidden dream and desire to be accepted by the town she has called home, all of her life. She brings the readers into the mind and feelings of Ruthie, a young woman, that has been rejected by the congregation of her childhood church and friends. A rejection caused by a supposed sin that was not of her doing.
Through the eyes, ears and other senses of Ruthie, Varina brings not only the sights, but sounds and smells of Trapp, Texas alive. She spins a story that will keep the reader enthralled and engaged. As I read, Jaded, I had the great pleasure of walking the streets of the small Texas town. Once I had entered Trapp, I had no desire to leave.
The next time you are searching for an escape from your daily grind, pick up a copy of Jaded and travel to Trapp, Texas. I guarantee you won’t be disappointed.
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