Read: 19Dec25, 19Jan26.
19Jan26 --- 4 stars. downgraded this a bit since my last read. the heroine Eleanor really got on my nerves this time. she was extremely naive in her behaviour and reactions to everything, and came across as a lovelorn child. I quite like my heroines to be a bit more mature and be able to control their emotions instead of being all over the place and tearfully crying "oh Falk!" at frequent intervals. For a man like Falk to fall for such a child felt a bit icky. she would bore him to death in reality. but the good points of my previous review still stand.
I probably don't want to reread this one too frequently.
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19Dec25 --- 4.4. stars. I liked this one a lot. It had an mmc who was fighting his feelings all the way, and I always finds that an interesting source of story conflict. He was engaged to another woman and had made a sensible choice of fiancée and then-BAM!-the h appeared in his life and all his well ordered plans got blown to smithereens, but he wasn't going to let them go down without a fight. lol.
Eleanor (25) is a big tall beautiful nurse, who is home at her parents' place for a holiday in idyllic rural Scotland when Fulk, a childhood frenemy and family friend comes visiting. She is in the barn looking at some new kittens when her 8 yr old brother says "you'll never guess who has come" and when she hears it is Fulk, she is disgusted and says he was a horrid boy and undoubtedly has grown into a horrid man and I shant bother to come and see him. And she doesnt realise that Fulk has come to the barn too behind her bro, and has heard every word. He is cynically amused/annoyed by it too. Ooh! I love it when sparks fly at the meetcute.
She is shocked by how much he has grown and says so (because he is of course a giant RDD) and in reply he says she's grown rather big too, which she finds offensive as she really is a big lady but with all the curves in the right places.
One thing I find odd here is that she met Fulk when she was 4 and he was sixteen, but apparently she remembers disliking him very clearly. How can a 4 year old hold a sixteen year old in such dislike? She remembers that his teasing made her kick him and she fell over, but when she cried he tenderly picked her up and comforted her.
So anyways, Fulk (36) is now engaged to the beautiful petite skinny dutch woman, and he makes a point of telling Eleanor how ethereally beautiful and petite his fiancee is several times to rub it in her face.
I loved the banter and snark between these two. It was quite realisitic and affectionate in a way even though it was also angsty because it always ended up goign wrong with one or other of them regretting what was said.
SPOILERS AHEAD
so anyway, they get to know each other better when he sees her at her nursing job being the efficient ward sister, plus they both participate in a harrowing snowstorm mountain rescue of some school boys together, winning each others respect in a big way, but most of the plot revolves around her goign to holland to nurse her sick 8 yr old brother, who Fulk invited to visit him there to keep the boy out of trouble but who got very ill. For much of the visit, Fulk's faincee is away in cannes and so she is mentioned in conversations,w hich always leave eleanor feeling dissattisfied.
FUlk herlps her a lot with nursing her brother and also carries on his full time job too, which makes her worry for him. She get a visit from the fiancee's mother, who is mean to her. Eleanor is quite sharp tempered when her ire is roused, and she has some blunt retorts for the nasty woman, and then she goes and let's Fulk know exactly what she thinks of him for letting the woman say those things too.
Anyway, Fulk is very enigmatic about his feelings for her but there are many hints for us, the reader, that his feelings fo r her are growing, but that he doesnt want them to grow so he retreats, working harder and avoiding Eleanor and being coolly civil with her. He does drop some delicious words/hints that he likes her too much, and he also steals the occassional kiss.
So anyway, at one point Eleanor realises she is in love with him, after which she is sad and pines for him, and is sad that his fiancée is such a cold hearted girl and doesnt seem to care for him at ll. But she thinks that Fulk loves the woman since he drove a 30 hour round trip just to see her in cannes for a day! Eleanor tries to hide her feelings, but she isnt that successful since he always seems to know how to read her face too well.
ENDING SPOILERS
When he brings her parents over for a surprise visit, she had thought he had gone away again to Cannes for the weekend to visit his fiancée, so when he comes back she is so happy that she squeals his name. He is really pleased when she does this, even though she tries to cover it up by immediately squealing at her parents and hugging them, but it was too late - i think he realised she did love him at that point and he was very happy about it.
I usually prefer for the heroine to run away in heartbreak in Betty books and for the hero to chase her and declare his love. We didn't get that sort of ending here. Here we get to finally see the fiancée Imogen turn up at his house to see Eleanor with her own eyes and she says a few nasty things and walks off. Eleanor says "wait, dont you want to see Fulk? Dont you love him?" because she is concerned that her presence in Fulk's house is breaking up his engagement to the woman he loves. Imogen laughs and calls her a stupid creature and says she doesnt love fulk and will not be marrying him and walks out.
And then Fulk walks out of his study and Eleanor realises he was home and overheard and urges him to go after Imogen to save his marriage, but Fulk says he also has no intention of marrying Imogen. That he stopped being in love with imogen the moment he saw Eleanor in the barn with the kittens, and that in fact he must have loved her since she was a child. (I find that a bit icky and unnecessary although I am sure it was meant innocently. like surely no 16 year old boy is looking at a 4 year old girl and falling in love with her, and I dont think that was meant here. I suppose it was supposed to express the romantic idea that they were fated for each other, but I found it a bit icky and unnecessary.)
Overall, it was an interesting read that kept the pages turning without being boring. i didnt need to skim any of it.
The book was great, but it has something missing which is why is didnt give it the 4.5 stars or 5 stars that I gave to some of my faves. I think it was the home setting that contributed to the problem -- Eleanor was in his home which took away the chance to see him having to find all sorts of excuses to see her and stealth date her like other betty heroes have had to do. We do see heroines in heroes homes in plenty of books, but usaully it's a MOC situation or it's a situation where she is working for him and nursing his loved one, which introduces some story conflict of their own, as well as giving the heroine a chance to show her resililence by either rising to the challenges of a new life in her MOC, or showing herself as an admirable/self-sacrificing/diligent worker and underdog. But in this book she was not an underdog and she was on an equal footing to him as a guest in his home while nursing her own brother, so there was no chance for stealth dating and no chance to see her rising to any underdog type challenges. In fact, she was coddled a bit because he was taking care of everything for her to make life easier for her. however the book did counteract that a bit by showing her as an efficient nurse during the first part of the book and also showing her as admirable and heroic during the snowstorm rescue. We did see Fulk do things for her like helping her nurse her sick bro staying up all night and then working all day at the hospital, plus he drove all the way to scotland to fetch her parents for a surprise visit when he thought she was missing them. But we didnt get that deliciousness of seeing him constantly going out of his way to watch over her or to stealth date her (of which Saturday's Child was such a fab example.) I think he was mainly trying to avoid her every time something happened that made him realise he loved her, but it was a bit too subtly told and I had to do a bit of guesswork to reach that conclusion.
Anyways, i did like the book and I wonder how I will feel on a reread, whether I would enjoy it more or less? Hard to tell.
I think the thing i loved best was that he was a snarky icehole and caused some angst, which i like, plus that he fought his feelings for so long, which i also love. I would have liked it better if she realised she loved him earlier in the book, offering more chances for pining, and also if the OW actually was in town rather than in Cannes, so that he was still having to date the other woman while he was making up his mind. I love a bit of other woman drama, clearly.