Hallie had agreed to join her colleague River for her extended family’s annual Christmas Tree holiday, posing as her fake girlfriend. River really didn’t want to be there without a plus-one because her family were always so hard on her perpetually single cousin Audrey.
Audrey was, as usual, dreading the family holiday in Michigan, where she was always made the butt of jokes, teasing, and bullying. Back home in California, Zora, Audrey’s best friend, had spent a lot of time helping Audrey to prepare mentally for the week, promising to come and rescue her if necessary.
From the beginning of this story, we see the warmth and compassion Hallie has for those around her; her helping River cope with her psychologically challenging family, and later how Hallie really comes into her own, protecting and caring about Audrey. Even though Audrey is a doctor and forensic entomologist, a leader in her field with a brilliant mind, the abuse she has suffered for years from her family was one of the main causes of her OCD, which is always much worse when she returns to Michigan.
For the first part of the story, the relationship seems a bit one-sided; Hallie looking after Audrey in the best way possible. Watching carefully and anticipating her needs, being there for her. However, later we see a more balanced relationship, which becomes intense and emotional.
When Hallie eventually has an argument with Audrey’s mother about their attitude, I like that it happens off-screen. That effectively keeps the negativity away from such a warm time between Hallie and Audrey, with its sadness about their impending separation.
With some of the subject matter here, this could have been a negative and melancholic book, but Jacqueline Ramsden’s excellent writing shows us the warm and sweet side of Audrey and Hallie. Also, this is such an emotional and inspiring story, I feel the author put a lot of themself into it. This level of beautiful doesn’t just write itself.