Si Aleksandr Kushner ay isang tanyag na Russian poet, at tulad ng ibang Russian writers then and now, ayaw nilang maging maligaya. Hahaha!
Hindi naman sa tragic o melancholic ang mga tula niya sa librong ito. More on stoic, matiisin at pessimist ang tingin sa buhay. However, kahit ganoon s'ya, hindi nawawala ang beauty at human spirit.
For example, sabi ni Kushner sa tula niya para kay Irina Evsa, "Given the choice, which would you choose: the art/ Or the lives of these Romans, the men and women?/ You'd choose their lives. And so would I. Isn't it sad?/ For, after all, life is short, and doesn't shine with anything."
Paborito ko naman 'yung tulang Farewell To The Century dahil, ewan, natawa ako sa tone ni Kushner kahit seryoso s'ya. Sabi n'ya, "Look at yourself, what a lowlife you are,/ A communist, a total fascist, to put/ The best face on it: an avant-gardist./ Could even a mother love such a one?/ Last year's brown leaf."
Kahit pessimist at stoic si Kushner, kahit papa'no, appreciative naman s'ya sa life in general. In fact, habang nagkocontemplate s'ya sa mga pangyayari sa 20th century, lumalabas ang pagiging grateful n'ya, in a way:
If I had been born in Germany in the same year,
If I'd been born in any European country:
In France, Austria, Poland--I'd have been lost long ago,
Swallowed into a hell of gas, burnt up by fire like a dry twig.
But I was in luck: I was born in Russia, and, outrageous a spot
As it was--has it known one sweet day?--
Brazen, despotic, beggarly, harrowing,
Hellish--still it gave me a chance to survive.
Grabe talaga ang mga Ruso. I wonder kung paano sila nakakatagal sa bansa nila. Parang walang nakangiti, lahat nakabusangot. Hahaha! Pero gusto kong makipag-inuman sa kanila ng vodka. Alam kong malalalim silang kausap. And I don't think they like small talks. I don't like small talks. 🤓
Ang di ko lang gusto sa book na 'to ni Kushner, karamihan sa mga tula niya ay walang pamagat, so minsan akala ko karugtong pa rin 'yung nasa kabilang pahina, pero ibang tula na pala. Iyon lang naman. Tanggap ko na na ayaw nilang lumigaya. Huhu.