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288 pages, Hardcover
Expected publication June 30, 2026
"Who am I trying to protect by keeping up appearances? And why does it make me feel so good, even today, to pretend like I'm not going through hell?"From the outside, everyone thinks Dionne Daphne has made it - editor for the illustrious Essence magazine, an independent woman making her way in New York City, and someone free enough to be with who she wants, when she wants.
When her ex-boyfriend of six years turns up on her doorstep, Dionne sees her life screeching to a halt.
"I am unable to turn away, although all I want to do is hide. I'm afraid that if any of these women hold my gaze, they'll know."
But the world doesn't stop turning just because she's received the shock of a lifetime - a promotion hangs in the balance and the more she reflects upon the news, the more she realizes she needs to confront her past - one way or another.
"You must commit to getting in touch with past partners if you receive a positive result. ... reality is that the result of this test could change the entire trajectory of your life."
I've sat down to write this review a few times but each time that I felt myself poised over the keyboard, nothing quite right was coming out.
"You're not broken," I whisper to myself...