Once upon a time
I have to give this book credit for sucking me into the lives of these three women, although I wanted to love it so much more than I was able to. The blurb sounded so sweet and fun. And really, the first part of the book was just that. However, it quickly stopped being fun and became heavy and slow. And it felt like the female leads behaved as though they were a lot younger than they’re presented to be. Erin’s a difficult character to like, and I’m not proud to admit that I haven’t been able to achieve it yet. It’s told in the first person and Erin’s compulsive, neurotic need for perfection got to be too much in short order. I also found her to be overly judgemental and a bit hypocritical. I would have liked to have had the perspectives of the guys too. I adored Matt. He’s so sweet and fun, that I’m a little baffled by what he (or any of the other guys in her life) sees in Erin. I was able to understand why Erin does the things she does; her fears are almost palpable at times. On the other hand, I still so badly wanted to shake some sense into her. Erin may have driven me batty, but I I pretty much loved everyone else around her and I’m looking forward to seeing how the rest of the series plays out.
Interlude
I’m so confused by my reactions to this story. I love the extended cast of secondary characters and I would happily take Matt for my very own. But Erin makes me want to tear my hair out in frustration. I can come up with all kinds of reasons why I don’t like her. She’s manipulative, hypercritical, judgmental, hypocritical and a romantic in defiance of any evidence to the contrary. However, I think it all boils down to the fact that in Erin I see an unpleasant mirror of all the same things I don’t much like myself. That doesn’t stop me from badly wanting to knock some sense into her. She refuses to trust the good sense of her friends and family when it’s her own that’s suspect. I’m so glad to see the pairings coming together. Now I’m trying to figure out if I’m more afraid or excited to see what Erin will do in the next book.
Happy Ending
I’m not sure if I’ve read such a thoroughly frustrating heroine before. This has been a really long journey we’ve gone on with Erin, but she had a lot of learning and growing she needed to do before we could see her happily ever after. I was in the camp with her sister and best friend: Erin made this bed, she’s the one that needs to lay in it. I agree that she created every ounce of her own trouble. I am in awe at the patience and perseverance Matt displays when interacting with Erin. I wouldn’t have been able to do it. However, I’m enough of a drama-junkie that in spite of my personal feelings about Erin’s actions, I stuck it out to the end of this series. I don’t know how to put it into words, but there’s something addictive about these stories.
I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author.