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Fair Trade
Finleigh
I expected the things I wanted not to come easy. What I didn’t expect was Kai.
We used to be inseparable, until a pact gone wrong shattered our bond.
Now, he’s my nightmare.
While we’re competing for the same position, a permanent job at the most prestigious
tech firm in the country, he treats me like the enemy encroaching on his turf.
If he expects me to cave to him and go quietly, he’ll be met with stark disappointment.
But what’s he really after, the job or retaliation?
Mekhi
I can’t believe my eyes. Of all the new hires, it had to be Finn?
For 5 years I've avoided her, yet the wound of her betrayal still bleeds.
Every time I look at her, a fresh wave of hatred sears me to the bone.
How am I supposed to work with her?
I can’t!
I have to get her to quit, and a little bet should do the trick — winner takes all.
The job, the promotion, the new office... they’re mine, and I’m not above playing dirty.
She should leave while she can with her head high. I’ll ruin that perfect façade of hers.
For too long I’ve been itching to get her out of my system.
When it comes to Finn, nothing is fair.
I expected the things I wanted not to come easy. What I didn’t expect was Kai.
We used to be inseparable, until a pact gone wrong shattered our bond.
Now, he’s my nightmare.
While we’re competing for the same position, a permanent job at the most prestigious
tech firm in the country, he treats me like the enemy encroaching on his turf.
If he expects me to cave to him and go quietly, he’ll be met with stark disappointment.
But what’s he really after, the job or retaliation?
Mekhi
I can’t believe my eyes. Of all the new hires, it had to be Finn?
For 5 years I've avoided her, yet the wound of her betrayal still bleeds.
Every time I look at her, a fresh wave of hatred sears me to the bone.
How am I supposed to work with her?
I can’t!
I have to get her to quit, and a little bet should do the trick — winner takes all.
The job, the promotion, the new office... they’re mine, and I’m not above playing dirty.
She should leave while she can with her head high. I’ll ruin that perfect façade of hers.
For too long I’ve been itching to get her out of my system.
When it comes to Finn, nothing is fair.
362 pages, Kindle Edition
Published March 13, 2026
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Review of advance copy received from Author
4.25⭐️
4🌶️
🔥Former Best Friends
🔥Forced Proximity
🔥Enemies with Benefits
🔥Hate Fcking
🔥Praise Kink
🔥“It’s Always Been You”
🔥“I licked it, so now it’s mine”
🔥Dual First Person POV
Kai and Finn were childhood friends but a broken pact ended their friendship. Kai works in cyber security. He thought that the permanent position was his when the internship is complete. But when he gets called into his boss’ office to meet the new intern, he’s furious his position is at risk and then is shocked to see Finn. That shock quickly turns to anger. Finn is equally as shocked, but thinks they can work together and be civil. Kai has other plans. He wants to “scratch an itch,” to get her out of his system and then make her quit. The chemistry is instant but layered with so many emotions and hurt feelings. We learn about what caused their 12 year friendship to end their senior year through flashbacks and memories. When they’re forced to work on the same project and combine their work, things get even more tense. Kai doesn’t think he needs help, especially from her. I really did not like Kai for the first part of the story, but you learn underneath all the anger, he’s hurting and missed his best friend. Finn’s inner dialogue was heartbreaking because all she wanted was him, her friend. I enjoyed the tension created by the push and pull between them. It made for great banter and even better spice. However, I wanted to see Finn stand up to him more and not give into the attraction so quickly. Kai didn’t make it easy with his dirty talking and dominance. I loved the former friends to lovers twist on an office rivals relationship. What started out as childhood friends grew into a great love that endured heartbreak.
🚩Be sure to read the author’s note and content warnings before reading.
Plot: 4
Engaging: 5
Character: 4
Thank you Renate Rowland for the gifted advanced copy.
📚All thoughts and opinions are my own📚
🐦🔥Follow me on socials @myrisingphoenixera.reads🐦🔥
A Few Favorite Quotes:
“You should leave while you still can with your head high. It’d be a shame if someone were to ruin your reputation. You might not find a job ever again,”
“Just angry $£x. No feelings. We can leave the annoying emotions out of it. We’ve done it before.”
“Next time I f_ € k you, it won’t be sweet. It will be hard, Finn. I’m going to make you scream my name when you come.”
“I got a taste of your sweet pie. And you know the rules…”
“I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
“No, Finn took over slowly without me noticing, digging her claws deeper little by little.”
“If his coarse language won’t be the ruin of me, his tongue sure will be.”
“It’s you and I. Always has been… always will be,”
“You, Finleigh Archer, are everything—my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.”
4🌶️
🔥Former Best Friends
🔥Forced Proximity
🔥Enemies with Benefits
🔥Hate Fcking
🔥Praise Kink
🔥“It’s Always Been You”
🔥“I licked it, so now it’s mine”
🔥Dual First Person POV
Kai and Finn were childhood friends but a broken pact ended their friendship. Kai works in cyber security. He thought that the permanent position was his when the internship is complete. But when he gets called into his boss’ office to meet the new intern, he’s furious his position is at risk and then is shocked to see Finn. That shock quickly turns to anger. Finn is equally as shocked, but thinks they can work together and be civil. Kai has other plans. He wants to “scratch an itch,” to get her out of his system and then make her quit. The chemistry is instant but layered with so many emotions and hurt feelings. We learn about what caused their 12 year friendship to end their senior year through flashbacks and memories. When they’re forced to work on the same project and combine their work, things get even more tense. Kai doesn’t think he needs help, especially from her. I really did not like Kai for the first part of the story, but you learn underneath all the anger, he’s hurting and missed his best friend. Finn’s inner dialogue was heartbreaking because all she wanted was him, her friend. I enjoyed the tension created by the push and pull between them. It made for great banter and even better spice. However, I wanted to see Finn stand up to him more and not give into the attraction so quickly. Kai didn’t make it easy with his dirty talking and dominance. I loved the former friends to lovers twist on an office rivals relationship. What started out as childhood friends grew into a great love that endured heartbreak.
🚩Be sure to read the author’s note and content warnings before reading.
Plot: 4
Engaging: 5
Character: 4
Thank you Renate Rowland for the gifted advanced copy.
📚All thoughts and opinions are my own📚
🐦🔥Follow me on socials @myrisingphoenixera.reads🐦🔥
A Few Favorite Quotes:
“You should leave while you still can with your head high. It’d be a shame if someone were to ruin your reputation. You might not find a job ever again,”
“Just angry $£x. No feelings. We can leave the annoying emotions out of it. We’ve done it before.”
“Next time I f_ € k you, it won’t be sweet. It will be hard, Finn. I’m going to make you scream my name when you come.”
“I got a taste of your sweet pie. And you know the rules…”
“I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
“No, Finn took over slowly without me noticing, digging her claws deeper little by little.”
“If his coarse language won’t be the ruin of me, his tongue sure will be.”
“It’s you and I. Always has been… always will be,”
“You, Finleigh Archer, are everything—my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.”
Review of advance copy received from Author
Kai & Finn were childhood best friends turned enemies. They crossed a line they couldn't come back from. Years Later, she ends up working at the same company as Kai & they're competing for the same job. Well they raise the stakes & make a bet. Things heat up easily, tension builds like it never left, Kai doesnt make it easy for Finn.
Renate you did it again!! I fell in love with this book!! I absolutely loved Finn & Kai's story!
Renate you did it again!! I fell in love with this book!! I absolutely loved Finn & Kai's story!
March 19, 2026
Rating 4.5/5
I read this one several days ago, and I’m so glad I did! Angsty from the start because I wanted to know about what went down between Fin and Kai in the past that severed their friendship. The two of them are now supposed to work together, but Kai is holding on to circumstances from long ago. I liked how Author Renate Rowland conveyed Kai's passion, pain, hurt, and anger through his character. The friends-to-lovers trope is a favorite of mine, and the way Fair Trade showed Fin and Kai’s friendship go through such tumultuous times to get to where they needed to be was quite the ride that I enjoyed.
I read this one several days ago, and I’m so glad I did! Angsty from the start because I wanted to know about what went down between Fin and Kai in the past that severed their friendship. The two of them are now supposed to work together, but Kai is holding on to circumstances from long ago. I liked how Author Renate Rowland conveyed Kai's passion, pain, hurt, and anger through his character. The friends-to-lovers trope is a favorite of mine, and the way Fair Trade showed Fin and Kai’s friendship go through such tumultuous times to get to where they needed to be was quite the ride that I enjoyed.
March 14, 2026
Plot: 5/5 • Spice: 4/5 ————-> Yeah, I devoured this. childhood friends to taking each others virginities to friendship break up to years apart to winding up @ the same office to hate sex to reconciliation to HEA.
Finn and Kai were perfectly written for each other. I loved the banter, the passion, the little back stabbing moments. They truly fell back together without ever really falling apart.
I love that Kai comes back in the end. Threatens her boss, his former boss, and they still come out on top.
This was fun. A standalone. Work place romance. All of the above.
Finn and Kai were perfectly written for each other. I loved the banter, the passion, the little back stabbing moments. They truly fell back together without ever really falling apart.
I love that Kai comes back in the end. Threatens her boss, his former boss, and they still come out on top.
This was fun. A standalone. Work place romance. All of the above.
March 5, 2026
I’ve had the privilege to ARC read this gem of a book. And when I say it didn’t disappoint it didn’t iykyk. Mekhi (Kai) and Finleigh (Finn) were totally made for each other in every way possible. The teasing and banter was was chef’s kiss and the s*x was 🔥🔥. One of my favorite quotes was
“You, Finleigh Archer, are everything—my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.” And one of the funniest quotes was
“I licked it so now it mine” This was definitely a 5⭐️ read for me from the very beginning
“You, Finleigh Archer, are everything—my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.” And one of the funniest quotes was
“I licked it so now it mine” This was definitely a 5⭐️ read for me from the very beginning
February 7, 2026
ARC review
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Fair Trade is a sharp, emotionally charged enemies-to-lovers romance that thrives on unresolved history, workplace rivalry, and the kind of tension that crackles every time two characters share a room. It’s messy in the best way because hurt people don’t fight fair, and this book knows it.
Finleigh is driven, proud, and refuses to be intimidated, even when the past comes roaring back in the form of Kai, now Mekhi standing in her way. Her refusal to accept half-measures, especially when it comes to her heart, gives her a quiet strength that anchors the story. She’s not just fighting for a job; she’s fighting to prove she won’t be broken or pushed aside.
Mekhi is all sharp edges and unresolved bitterness. His anger is raw, simmering just beneath the surface, and his need to win at work and emotionally fuels some deliciously toxic tension. The bet, the power plays, the thin line between revenge and desire…it all feels intentional and personal. Their chemistry is undeniable, but it’s laced with resentment, making every interaction feel like a spark waiting to ignite.
What makes Fair Trade stand out is how it handles fairness or the lack of it. This isn’t a story about clean rules or easy forgiveness. It’s about two people carrying old wounds into a high-stakes environment and daring each other to flinch first. The push and pull between wanting everything and settling for nothing keeps the emotional stakes high until the very end.
If you love workplace romance, second-chance angst, and enemies who know exactly how to hurt each other because they once cared too much, Fair Trade delivers a compelling, tension-filled read that proves some battles are never just about winning they’re about survival. 💼🔥
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Fair Trade is a sharp, emotionally charged enemies-to-lovers romance that thrives on unresolved history, workplace rivalry, and the kind of tension that crackles every time two characters share a room. It’s messy in the best way because hurt people don’t fight fair, and this book knows it.
Finleigh is driven, proud, and refuses to be intimidated, even when the past comes roaring back in the form of Kai, now Mekhi standing in her way. Her refusal to accept half-measures, especially when it comes to her heart, gives her a quiet strength that anchors the story. She’s not just fighting for a job; she’s fighting to prove she won’t be broken or pushed aside.
Mekhi is all sharp edges and unresolved bitterness. His anger is raw, simmering just beneath the surface, and his need to win at work and emotionally fuels some deliciously toxic tension. The bet, the power plays, the thin line between revenge and desire…it all feels intentional and personal. Their chemistry is undeniable, but it’s laced with resentment, making every interaction feel like a spark waiting to ignite.
What makes Fair Trade stand out is how it handles fairness or the lack of it. This isn’t a story about clean rules or easy forgiveness. It’s about two people carrying old wounds into a high-stakes environment and daring each other to flinch first. The push and pull between wanting everything and settling for nothing keeps the emotional stakes high until the very end.
If you love workplace romance, second-chance angst, and enemies who know exactly how to hurt each other because they once cared too much, Fair Trade delivers a compelling, tension-filled read that proves some battles are never just about winning they’re about survival. 💼🔥
Review of advance copy received from Author
Buckle up! when the past comes crashing into the present, Kai and Finn must challenge their demons and each other for a prized position. Since we get to visit the past with both characters POV, we feel all the things. From childhood besties to rivals. As they come face to face with the competition to win the position, they clash on everything and it's hot. There are points when I was almost to tears from all the big emotions, laughing, and fanning myself from all that heat. This was fun and also a great mood boost. It might have you dreaming up a Hawaiian vacation *for reasons*
March 14, 2026
Fair Trade review
4.25 ⭐️
3.5🌶
Wow, what can I say. This was the first book I've read by Renate Rowland and after hearing amazing reviews of Freaks of Nature by my bestie (emme) I was so happy to be considered for this ARC read and boy it did not disappoint.
I absolutely adored Finn & Kai's story from start to finish. The push and pull tension throughout was just gripping. I adored how their relationship developed. From childhood best friends to work place enemies and finally to lovers. Rollercoaster of emotions. The way that Renate gave you snippets from their childhood from both POVs and what happened really made you understand the characters and their story and why they both had so many emotions (especially Kai)
The banter was brilliant and I really loved the little hawaiian names and touches in this book. "Ku'u lani" (my heaven) oh my daze that is such a beautiful nickname 🥹
The spice in this book was breathtakingly beautiful! Man...I now want a tall, tattooed Hawaiian man who dominates, calls me his good girl and makes me beg 🥵😂
🌸 former best friends
💠 workplace romance
🌸 praise kinks
💠 some degrading
🌸 enemies with benefits
💠 hate f*cking
🌸 "I licked it, so now its mine"
💠 "it's always been you"
🌸 forced proximity
Some of my favourite quotes:
"I can’t deny what her simple touch does to me. It’s a drug, rushing through my veins at lightning speed and leaving me tingling all over"
“The view of you on your knees…” He smacks his lips at the insinuation. ”Now that’s something I could get used to.”
“Then I guess the math still adds up.” “Yes… here we are… still nine solid inches between us.” And then his hips press into mine, letting me feel every single one.
“You feel that?” He pins me with an icy stare. “This most basic, primal urge consuming your rational thinking? That’s how needy I want you. I’ll have you begging before I make you come.”
“I said. Beg. Me. Finn,” he repeats, stressing each word. “I want to hear you begging me to fuck you.”
“But I didn’t miss out, Finn.” His lips brush mine in another fleeting kiss. “I got a taste of your sweet pie. And you know the rules…” His lips pull away from me. Breath feathering across my cheek toward my ear, he rasps, “I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
“It’s you and I. Always has been… always will be,” he says, the feathering touch of his thumb skating along my wrist.
“I loved you first, Ku’u lani.” Hearing the term of endearment propels me back. “You called me by that name at the hotel in Colorado.” My heaven— I looked it up. But I wasn’t sure if it referred to me or the bird when I asked him.
“Is that what I am? Your heaven? The little bird on your shoulder?” His kiss stalls. Kai backs up an inch, but his possessive hold on my chin remains. “You, Finleigh Archer, are everything— my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.”
4.25 ⭐️
3.5🌶
Wow, what can I say. This was the first book I've read by Renate Rowland and after hearing amazing reviews of Freaks of Nature by my bestie (emme) I was so happy to be considered for this ARC read and boy it did not disappoint.
I absolutely adored Finn & Kai's story from start to finish. The push and pull tension throughout was just gripping. I adored how their relationship developed. From childhood best friends to work place enemies and finally to lovers. Rollercoaster of emotions. The way that Renate gave you snippets from their childhood from both POVs and what happened really made you understand the characters and their story and why they both had so many emotions (especially Kai)
The banter was brilliant and I really loved the little hawaiian names and touches in this book. "Ku'u lani" (my heaven) oh my daze that is such a beautiful nickname 🥹
The spice in this book was breathtakingly beautiful! Man...I now want a tall, tattooed Hawaiian man who dominates, calls me his good girl and makes me beg 🥵😂
🌸 former best friends
💠 workplace romance
🌸 praise kinks
💠 some degrading
🌸 enemies with benefits
💠 hate f*cking
🌸 "I licked it, so now its mine"
💠 "it's always been you"
🌸 forced proximity
Some of my favourite quotes:
"I can’t deny what her simple touch does to me. It’s a drug, rushing through my veins at lightning speed and leaving me tingling all over"
“The view of you on your knees…” He smacks his lips at the insinuation. ”Now that’s something I could get used to.”
“Then I guess the math still adds up.” “Yes… here we are… still nine solid inches between us.” And then his hips press into mine, letting me feel every single one.
“You feel that?” He pins me with an icy stare. “This most basic, primal urge consuming your rational thinking? That’s how needy I want you. I’ll have you begging before I make you come.”
“I said. Beg. Me. Finn,” he repeats, stressing each word. “I want to hear you begging me to fuck you.”
“But I didn’t miss out, Finn.” His lips brush mine in another fleeting kiss. “I got a taste of your sweet pie. And you know the rules…” His lips pull away from me. Breath feathering across my cheek toward my ear, he rasps, “I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
“It’s you and I. Always has been… always will be,” he says, the feathering touch of his thumb skating along my wrist.
“I loved you first, Ku’u lani.” Hearing the term of endearment propels me back. “You called me by that name at the hotel in Colorado.” My heaven— I looked it up. But I wasn’t sure if it referred to me or the bird when I asked him.
“Is that what I am? Your heaven? The little bird on your shoulder?” His kiss stalls. Kai backs up an inch, but his possessive hold on my chin remains. “You, Finleigh Archer, are everything— my sanity, my North Star, my calm in the storm, and the other half of my soul.”
March 14, 2026
When the past crashes into your present
Kai and Finn were best friends for many years. Then they crossed a boundary and where things could and should have changed for the better they actually fell apart completely.
Now Kai is working to get a permanent position at his company when he us told another is starting and looking for the same position. Kai figures no problem he will outshine them or make them quit. What he doesn't expect is Finn.
This book is filled with chemistry mixed with desperation and fear. Can they just give in an get it out of their system then go back to being no one to each other or will they fall deeper into what once was and seems to still be?
A little competition, a bet with high stakes, some sabotage, and more desire than they know what to do with.
Together their connection us undeniable. The spicy scenes are intense and give the right amount of tease mixed with satisfaction. In bed they are absolutely perfect together but can they ever find that balance outside of sex?
I loved all the little things they did that kept the other alive for them. The times Kai watched out for her that she never even knew of. The memories they can't and won't forget. The family that always saw them together.
Such a fun read. These two are the perfect challenge to the other and they really balance each other. Thank you for a wonderful book.
Kai and Finn were best friends for many years. Then they crossed a boundary and where things could and should have changed for the better they actually fell apart completely.
Now Kai is working to get a permanent position at his company when he us told another is starting and looking for the same position. Kai figures no problem he will outshine them or make them quit. What he doesn't expect is Finn.
This book is filled with chemistry mixed with desperation and fear. Can they just give in an get it out of their system then go back to being no one to each other or will they fall deeper into what once was and seems to still be?
A little competition, a bet with high stakes, some sabotage, and more desire than they know what to do with.
Together their connection us undeniable. The spicy scenes are intense and give the right amount of tease mixed with satisfaction. In bed they are absolutely perfect together but can they ever find that balance outside of sex?
I loved all the little things they did that kept the other alive for them. The times Kai watched out for her that she never even knew of. The memories they can't and won't forget. The family that always saw them together.
Such a fun read. These two are the perfect challenge to the other and they really balance each other. Thank you for a wonderful book.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Finn(leigh) and Mekhi (Kai) have been best friends since kindergarten, but when they cross the line, their friendship doesn’t survive.
“I hate her for putting me on the spot. For forcing me to choose between taking our relationship to the next level or letting her make a huge mistake…”
Years later, they become rivals competing for the same programmer position. Mekhi has already been working at the company for two years, and he’s not about to let Finn steal this opportunity from him. So they make a bet: whoever loses has to resign. In the meantime, Mekhi makes Finn’s life miserable at the office.
Will Finn resign, or will she stand her ground and beat Mekhi at his own game?
▪︎ office bully
▪︎ rivals
▪︎ best friends to enemies to lovers
▪︎ forced proximity
▪︎ enemies with benefits
I'm thrilled that I learned a few words of Hawaiian thanks to this book. Love the images in the back, that I have learned are drawn by the writer herself. Also the cute chapter images.
The book was easy to read, very spicy. I found out that Bully romance is not my cup of tea, but I am glad that I gave it a go.
I do have a point of criticism this isn't the first book and probably won't be the last. Unsafe s*x happens a lot in books and I think that's a shame. I would prefer they set the right example. It is fiction but some topics are just important. I feel like it diminishes the experience for me.
▪︎ all the "firsts"
▪︎ hate f**king
▪︎ praise kink
▪︎ possessive MMC
"I know it hasn't come easy. The hings that matter the most never do."
Thank you to Renate Rowland for providing me with an Advance Review Copy (ARC) of this book. I truly appreciate the opportunity to read it early. All thoughts and opinions are entirely my own.
“I hate her for putting me on the spot. For forcing me to choose between taking our relationship to the next level or letting her make a huge mistake…”
Years later, they become rivals competing for the same programmer position. Mekhi has already been working at the company for two years, and he’s not about to let Finn steal this opportunity from him. So they make a bet: whoever loses has to resign. In the meantime, Mekhi makes Finn’s life miserable at the office.
Will Finn resign, or will she stand her ground and beat Mekhi at his own game?
▪︎ office bully
▪︎ rivals
▪︎ best friends to enemies to lovers
▪︎ forced proximity
▪︎ enemies with benefits
I'm thrilled that I learned a few words of Hawaiian thanks to this book. Love the images in the back, that I have learned are drawn by the writer herself. Also the cute chapter images.
The book was easy to read, very spicy. I found out that Bully romance is not my cup of tea, but I am glad that I gave it a go.
I do have a point of criticism this isn't the first book and probably won't be the last. Unsafe s*x happens a lot in books and I think that's a shame. I would prefer they set the right example. It is fiction but some topics are just important. I feel like it diminishes the experience for me.
▪︎ all the "firsts"
▪︎ hate f**king
▪︎ praise kink
▪︎ possessive MMC
"I know it hasn't come easy. The hings that matter the most never do."
Thank you to Renate Rowland for providing me with an Advance Review Copy (ARC) of this book. I truly appreciate the opportunity to read it early. All thoughts and opinions are entirely my own.
March 3, 2026
Been a while since I devoured a book this quickly. The emotional roller coaster, the history, the friction…
Such a spicy read and so good. I will admit I put the book down more than once wanting to punching our MMC, but Kai got himself together. And our FMC had to deal with some not so kind words, and the brutality of being a woman, but Finn got payback and apologizes.
So worth the read, if you like spice :D
Such a spicy read and so good. I will admit I put the book down more than once wanting to punching our MMC, but Kai got himself together. And our FMC had to deal with some not so kind words, and the brutality of being a woman, but Finn got payback and apologizes.
So worth the read, if you like spice :D
Review of advance copy received from Author
Thank you, Renate, for the ARC! I devoured this steamy story in two days!
Finn and Kai are best friends for twelve years until their feelings get too big and complicated for teenagers to handle and they walk away. Fast forward five years and they find themselves competing for the same job. Kai is still furious with Finn for ruining their friendship, and yet can't keep his hands off her. He thinks he can keep his emotions out of their increasingly hot encounters, but he is so very wrong. The line between love and hate is razor thin.
We get both POVs in the past and present, which helps build the connections. My heart broke for their teenage insecurities, and soared for them as they were finally brave enough to share their true feelings. Tears were shed!
Finn and Kai are best friends for twelve years until their feelings get too big and complicated for teenagers to handle and they walk away. Fast forward five years and they find themselves competing for the same job. Kai is still furious with Finn for ruining their friendship, and yet can't keep his hands off her. He thinks he can keep his emotions out of their increasingly hot encounters, but he is so very wrong. The line between love and hate is razor thin.
We get both POVs in the past and present, which helps build the connections. My heart broke for their teenage insecurities, and soared for them as they were finally brave enough to share their true feelings. Tears were shed!
February 17, 2026
I thoroughly enjoyed Finn and Kai’s story. It was so spicy, so sweet at moments. I cried once and teared up multiple times. The spicy moments were freaking amazing!! The push and pull, and the bully aspect were done so well. You could feel the tension between them, feel the old heartbreak. I love that Finn gave as much as Kai did, she didn’t take his crap and I loved it. I also loved the tender moments between them, the flashbacks between then and now. Learning about Kai’s culture was so amazing, as well.
February 11, 2026
This book made feel all the feels!! I’m not a cryer but there are some scenes that had me tearing up.
First of all… Kai is an a*hole; a hot, delicious, kissable a*hole. Finn got on my nerves. I know that sometimes the chemistry is just undeniable, but girl!! He’s treating you like sh*t… resist him a little bit! Girl!! At least try!! I spent half the time screaming at her and wishing to be her.
The spice was *chef’s kiss*. The dual timeline and dual POV covered all the important details.
Kai and Finn are both interns in a Cybersecurity company; they haven’t seen a each other in a few years (or so she thinks) and have a whole lot of baggage and history between them. Who will give in first? Who will win the permanent position at work? Who will en up on their knees?
Definitely will keeping an eye on Renate Rowland for future reads.
First of all… Kai is an a*hole; a hot, delicious, kissable a*hole. Finn got on my nerves. I know that sometimes the chemistry is just undeniable, but girl!! He’s treating you like sh*t… resist him a little bit! Girl!! At least try!! I spent half the time screaming at her and wishing to be her.
The spice was *chef’s kiss*. The dual timeline and dual POV covered all the important details.
Kai and Finn are both interns in a Cybersecurity company; they haven’t seen a each other in a few years (or so she thinks) and have a whole lot of baggage and history between them. Who will give in first? Who will win the permanent position at work? Who will en up on their knees?
Definitely will keeping an eye on Renate Rowland for future reads.
Review of advance copy received from Author
I flew through this one! The spice and tension between Kai and Finn is honestly wild. The whole childhood best friends to rivals to what they are now worked well. You can feel all that history between them without it being overdone. The banter was one of my favorite parts. It felt natural and actually fun, not forced. As for Kai... his possessive ego had me rolling my eyes more than once. If anything, it made the dynamic messier in a way that kept me hooked. Overall, I really enjoyed this read. Spicy, tense and easy to get lost in.
February 2, 2026
Lei and Kai’s story is a rollercoaster I didn’t want to get off of. I read this book QUICKLY! I had previously been in a slump for a couple weeks, and when this came through it definitely pulled me out.
I loved both characters so much. While their story is filled with angst, love, hard decisions and sacrifices, I didn’t feel like there was any unnecessary “miscommunication” tropes, which can get irritating. The spice felt balanced but abundant, it didn’t overwhelm the story between the two characters, and you are able to connect with them both throughout the book. Definitely recommend to anyone who’s looking for a book with spice and a little bullying with a HEA.
I loved both characters so much. While their story is filled with angst, love, hard decisions and sacrifices, I didn’t feel like there was any unnecessary “miscommunication” tropes, which can get irritating. The spice felt balanced but abundant, it didn’t overwhelm the story between the two characters, and you are able to connect with them both throughout the book. Definitely recommend to anyone who’s looking for a book with spice and a little bullying with a HEA.
Review of advance copy received from Author
his is a contemporary enemies to lovers story centered on two rival cyber security experts with a complicated past, and it was impeccably done. The pacing, the banter, the spice, the angst, and the hate were all so vivid and well depicted.
Now that I have said that, let’s really get into it. Holy crap, I’m obsessed. This book absolutely clung to me emotionally. It dug its claws in deep and refused to let go. The pressure in my chest and the angry tears in my eyes carried me through it all, and I felt completely invested.
I have a mixed relationship with dual timelines, because as soon as you see that we are being taken to their past, you know it is going to hurt. You know it will take you through all their all consuming highs and gut wrenching lows, and there is a good chance it will break you. Watching the past unfold, when they had been inseparable best friends their whole lives before everything shattered, makes their present dynamic even more intense. Their love, their pain, and their history are layered and visceral.
In the present, every moment together is sexually charged. Kai definitely had no fucks to give, or at least that is what he made Finn believe. He is hurtful and cruel, and he knows exactly which buttons to push. He is deliberate in showing her his hate, letting her feel it in every word and glance, fueled by the sense of betrayal he still carries. The man in front of her is not the Kai she knew and loved. He is harder, holds all the control, and though Finn does not want to be, she is utterly under his spell, entirely his to command. The tension between them is viciously raw, blissfully intoxicating, and thigh-clenchingly good. Their hatred for each other mirrors the frustration and self-loathing tied to how much they desperately crave one another.
But underneath it all, they are lost and hurt without their other half, their soulmate. They are putting up walls to protect themselves from the deep pain they felt five years ago. Risking that vulnerability is not an option in Kai’s eyes, even as Finn opens up to him, softens toward him, and clings to the bit of him she still glimpses. That delicate balance between desire, hurt, and connection makes every moment they share charged with longing and tension.
Seeing them let go of their pain and find their way back to one another brought tears and made my heart feel like it was bursting. This book is everything you expect from the tropes, enemies to lovers, rivals, and spicy kinks, but it is infinitely more. It makes you ache, mourn, hope, and swoon all at once. Every page is a ride, and it is a story I will carry with me for a long time.
Now that I have said that, let’s really get into it. Holy crap, I’m obsessed. This book absolutely clung to me emotionally. It dug its claws in deep and refused to let go. The pressure in my chest and the angry tears in my eyes carried me through it all, and I felt completely invested.
I have a mixed relationship with dual timelines, because as soon as you see that we are being taken to their past, you know it is going to hurt. You know it will take you through all their all consuming highs and gut wrenching lows, and there is a good chance it will break you. Watching the past unfold, when they had been inseparable best friends their whole lives before everything shattered, makes their present dynamic even more intense. Their love, their pain, and their history are layered and visceral.
In the present, every moment together is sexually charged. Kai definitely had no fucks to give, or at least that is what he made Finn believe. He is hurtful and cruel, and he knows exactly which buttons to push. He is deliberate in showing her his hate, letting her feel it in every word and glance, fueled by the sense of betrayal he still carries. The man in front of her is not the Kai she knew and loved. He is harder, holds all the control, and though Finn does not want to be, she is utterly under his spell, entirely his to command. The tension between them is viciously raw, blissfully intoxicating, and thigh-clenchingly good. Their hatred for each other mirrors the frustration and self-loathing tied to how much they desperately crave one another.
But underneath it all, they are lost and hurt without their other half, their soulmate. They are putting up walls to protect themselves from the deep pain they felt five years ago. Risking that vulnerability is not an option in Kai’s eyes, even as Finn opens up to him, softens toward him, and clings to the bit of him she still glimpses. That delicate balance between desire, hurt, and connection makes every moment they share charged with longing and tension.
Seeing them let go of their pain and find their way back to one another brought tears and made my heart feel like it was bursting. This book is everything you expect from the tropes, enemies to lovers, rivals, and spicy kinks, but it is infinitely more. It makes you ache, mourn, hope, and swoon all at once. Every page is a ride, and it is a story I will carry with me for a long time.
February 18, 2026
💜ARC Review💜
Fair Trade by Renate Roland
Release Date: 3/13
Renate! Girl! This book was everything! I finished it in under 5 hours because I could not get enough of Kai and Finn 💜
This story follows two former childhood BFFs who had a huge falling out, and went radio silent for 5 years. Then as fate would have it, they found themselves clear across the country from their hometown in Colorado, working for the same company in NYC. After being forced to work closely on the same project, things take a tense and spicy turn!
I LOVED the dual POV and the constant flashbacks from both Kai and Finn. You truly felt every emotion conveyed from each of them. It made the banter and constant push and pull so addicting.
AND THE SPICE! Yeah it started early and happened often! Keep your water close by because you’re going to need it! I read A LOT of smut and it can get repetitive in spice heavy books. Renate has a true smut writing gift because there was not one repetitive scene! Each one had me fanning myself and clutching those pearls.
One other aspect that I absolutely adored was the attention to detail that was put into the Hawaiian parts of this book. I currently live in Hawaii and have been fortunate enough to see firsthand how important and cherished the culture and traditions are to the people of Hawaii. It was amazing to see how much effort Renate put into incorporating and conveying the culture and traditions in her story 💜
Thank you so much for the advanced copy Renate! This was an amazing read!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Fair Trade by Renate Roland
Release Date: 3/13
Renate! Girl! This book was everything! I finished it in under 5 hours because I could not get enough of Kai and Finn 💜
This story follows two former childhood BFFs who had a huge falling out, and went radio silent for 5 years. Then as fate would have it, they found themselves clear across the country from their hometown in Colorado, working for the same company in NYC. After being forced to work closely on the same project, things take a tense and spicy turn!
I LOVED the dual POV and the constant flashbacks from both Kai and Finn. You truly felt every emotion conveyed from each of them. It made the banter and constant push and pull so addicting.
AND THE SPICE! Yeah it started early and happened often! Keep your water close by because you’re going to need it! I read A LOT of smut and it can get repetitive in spice heavy books. Renate has a true smut writing gift because there was not one repetitive scene! Each one had me fanning myself and clutching those pearls.
One other aspect that I absolutely adored was the attention to detail that was put into the Hawaiian parts of this book. I currently live in Hawaii and have been fortunate enough to see firsthand how important and cherished the culture and traditions are to the people of Hawaii. It was amazing to see how much effort Renate put into incorporating and conveying the culture and traditions in her story 💜
Thank you so much for the advanced copy Renate! This was an amazing read!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Review of advance copy received from Author
Finleigh “Finn” and Mekhi “Kai”
I enjoy a good bully romance, and honestly… his actions are not it.
We had flashes of their history fairly early, and honestly, it wasn’t painting Kai in a positive light. He’s a user, wanted her on his terms only, and frankly… he was a horrible friend.
So essentially… he wanted to lose his v-card. He used her for it, then hooked up with another chick straight away. And now, he ‘hates’ her because he caught feelings and didn’t want to at the time. While she gave him what he seemed to want… which was her stepping back so he could be with everyone else.
His actions when they find out they’re up for the same job are atrocious, and scream immaturity.
Finn shows moments of strength but ends up being an absolute doormat… She knows he has no intention of a future with her, and is sabotaging her job, yet she keeps going back for more. She was downright TSTL.
I rage read my way through this. I did not like either character. There was absolutely zero growth, and while the premise was good, the foundation of his story and feelings downright sucked. And forget about any kind of redemption.
I mean, I finished it, but mostly because I wanted to see what happened next. Not because I was hoping for a HEA… he was too far gone and she was TSTL for me to want that.
I enjoy a good bully romance, and honestly… his actions are not it.
We had flashes of their history fairly early, and honestly, it wasn’t painting Kai in a positive light. He’s a user, wanted her on his terms only, and frankly… he was a horrible friend.
So essentially… he wanted to lose his v-card. He used her for it, then hooked up with another chick straight away. And now, he ‘hates’ her because he caught feelings and didn’t want to at the time. While she gave him what he seemed to want… which was her stepping back so he could be with everyone else.
His actions when they find out they’re up for the same job are atrocious, and scream immaturity.
Finn shows moments of strength but ends up being an absolute doormat… She knows he has no intention of a future with her, and is sabotaging her job, yet she keeps going back for more. She was downright TSTL.
I rage read my way through this. I did not like either character. There was absolutely zero growth, and while the premise was good, the foundation of his story and feelings downright sucked. And forget about any kind of redemption.
I mean, I finished it, but mostly because I wanted to see what happened next. Not because I was hoping for a HEA… he was too far gone and she was TSTL for me to want that.
March 14, 2026
📚ARC Review Fair Trade📚
Fair Trade is basically a friends-to-enemies-to-lovers story with a lot of history behind it. Finn and Kai were best friends for years, but their friendship ended after 12 years. Now, five years after they last saw each other, they unexpectedly run into each other again—on Finn’s very first day at her new job. Of course, that just happens to be the same place where Kai is interning.
At first, things are pretty tense between them. What starts out as a bit of a competition for a position quickly turns into something more complicated when their boss assigns them to work together on a project. Being forced to collaborate brings all their old feelings back to the surface, and the mix of unresolved emotions and growing sexual tension makes for some really interesting moments between them.
One of the things I liked most about the book was how it uses flashbacks to show Finn and Kai’s childhood friendship. It gives a lot of context to their relationship and helps you understand why their dynamic is so intense in the present. Their constant bickering is honestly pretty entertaining too—it feels natural and adds a lot of personality to their interactions.
Overall, I really enjoyed watching these two navigate their complicated past while figuring out what they mean to each other now.
Fair Trade is basically a friends-to-enemies-to-lovers story with a lot of history behind it. Finn and Kai were best friends for years, but their friendship ended after 12 years. Now, five years after they last saw each other, they unexpectedly run into each other again—on Finn’s very first day at her new job. Of course, that just happens to be the same place where Kai is interning.
At first, things are pretty tense between them. What starts out as a bit of a competition for a position quickly turns into something more complicated when their boss assigns them to work together on a project. Being forced to collaborate brings all their old feelings back to the surface, and the mix of unresolved emotions and growing sexual tension makes for some really interesting moments between them.
One of the things I liked most about the book was how it uses flashbacks to show Finn and Kai’s childhood friendship. It gives a lot of context to their relationship and helps you understand why their dynamic is so intense in the present. Their constant bickering is honestly pretty entertaining too—it feels natural and adds a lot of personality to their interactions.
Overall, I really enjoyed watching these two navigate their complicated past while figuring out what they mean to each other now.
March 16, 2026
Longing and Tension
Fair Trade completely pulled me in from the start. The character development between Finnleigh and Kai was incredible, and the past-vs-present chapter structure gave deeper insight into what truly happened between them five years ago.
Kai is definitely your classic grumpy MMC, but watching his walls slowly crumble made the emotional payoff so worth it. The journey from childhood best friends to rivals to lovers is filled with tension, longing, and the constant push and pull between hurt and desire.
Both characters are clearly still wounded from the past, building walls to protect themselves from the pain they once felt. Yet beneath all that resentment, it’s obvious they are incomplete without the other. Seeing Finn begin to soften and Kai struggle with the vulnerability he fears made every interaction between them charged with emotion.
Watching them finally let go of their pain and find their way back to each other honestly brought tears to my eyes. This story delivers everything you expect from enemies-to-lovers and rival romances, but it goes deeper—making you ache, hope, and swoon all at once.
A story full of longing, tension, and emotional healing that will stay with me for a long time.
Fair Trade completely pulled me in from the start. The character development between Finnleigh and Kai was incredible, and the past-vs-present chapter structure gave deeper insight into what truly happened between them five years ago.
Kai is definitely your classic grumpy MMC, but watching his walls slowly crumble made the emotional payoff so worth it. The journey from childhood best friends to rivals to lovers is filled with tension, longing, and the constant push and pull between hurt and desire.
Both characters are clearly still wounded from the past, building walls to protect themselves from the pain they once felt. Yet beneath all that resentment, it’s obvious they are incomplete without the other. Seeing Finn begin to soften and Kai struggle with the vulnerability he fears made every interaction between them charged with emotion.
Watching them finally let go of their pain and find their way back to each other honestly brought tears to my eyes. This story delivers everything you expect from enemies-to-lovers and rival romances, but it goes deeper—making you ache, hope, and swoon all at once.
A story full of longing, tension, and emotional healing that will stay with me for a long time.
March 18, 2026
Fair Trade
By: Renate Rowland
5⭐️
As always, first and foremost Thank You to Renate Rowland for allowing me the opportunity to read your book!
This book was really good, I loved the spice (which there was a good amount of) no too much that it takes away from the story but enough that it kept me hooked! (I love the spice 🌶️🌶️🌶️)
Kai - as a teenager he didn’t know what he wanted (like most teens), but being scared and confused with trying to figure it out. (I’m trying to navigate these emotions with my son right now.) But with seeking advice from someone close to him, and being able to talk the situation through, it helped him come to that realization! I loved when he came back and made it up to Finn for good and not just to play games with her!
Finn - I can’t imagine the whiplash of emotions she must have felt throughout the book, Kai being hot and cold so much would’ve been enough to make anyone just give up… but when you know something is meant to be, sometimes you have to let the emotions play out. (Someone can give the best advice, but sometimes you have to live it come to the conclusion yourself.)
Such a great book overall, would love to see a continuation of their story, or maybe a back story where they are building their game together!!
By: Renate Rowland
5⭐️
As always, first and foremost Thank You to Renate Rowland for allowing me the opportunity to read your book!
This book was really good, I loved the spice (which there was a good amount of) no too much that it takes away from the story but enough that it kept me hooked! (I love the spice 🌶️🌶️🌶️)
Kai - as a teenager he didn’t know what he wanted (like most teens), but being scared and confused with trying to figure it out. (I’m trying to navigate these emotions with my son right now.) But with seeking advice from someone close to him, and being able to talk the situation through, it helped him come to that realization! I loved when he came back and made it up to Finn for good and not just to play games with her!
Finn - I can’t imagine the whiplash of emotions she must have felt throughout the book, Kai being hot and cold so much would’ve been enough to make anyone just give up… but when you know something is meant to be, sometimes you have to let the emotions play out. (Someone can give the best advice, but sometimes you have to live it come to the conclusion yourself.)
Such a great book overall, would love to see a continuation of their story, or maybe a back story where they are building their game together!!
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February 5, 2026Fair Trade by Renate Rowland
This book is spicy with lots of sexual can’t keep their hands off each other disguised as hate and bullying at the workplace.
Under all the office bullying were years of past friendship and unresolved feelings between Finleigh “Finn” And Mekhi “Kia”that were never named between them.
For me this had all the feels for a frienemies with benefits to lovers feel. He was also so possessive and all like “mine” I was so here for.
The dual time lines give us so much more of them growing up and what really leads to the current situation. But also the deep connection that was already established between them also giving it so must angst. I felt like they really missed out on so much together being young and being best friends having shared so many firsts together would totally complicate and confuse the relationship when things started to change and grow into something more.
Well written I enjoyed the plot with them on a joint cybersecurity job together. Well paced and great characters.
Workplace Rivals
Childhood Best Friends
Office Bully
Forced Proximity
(Frien)Enemies with benefits
This book is spicy with lots of sexual can’t keep their hands off each other disguised as hate and bullying at the workplace.
Under all the office bullying were years of past friendship and unresolved feelings between Finleigh “Finn” And Mekhi “Kia”that were never named between them.
For me this had all the feels for a frienemies with benefits to lovers feel. He was also so possessive and all like “mine” I was so here for.
The dual time lines give us so much more of them growing up and what really leads to the current situation. But also the deep connection that was already established between them also giving it so must angst. I felt like they really missed out on so much together being young and being best friends having shared so many firsts together would totally complicate and confuse the relationship when things started to change and grow into something more.
Well written I enjoyed the plot with them on a joint cybersecurity job together. Well paced and great characters.
Workplace Rivals
Childhood Best Friends
Office Bully
Forced Proximity
(Frien)Enemies with benefits
Review of advance copy received from Author
Thank you Renate for a copy for an ARC review
Fair Trade by Renate Roland is a slow-burn, character driven romance full of tension, secrets, and morally gray choices. Kai is intense and protective, shaped by a troubled past, while Lei is smart, resilient, and unafraid to challenge him. Forced into close proximity, they navigate trust, loyalty, and their growing connection through stolen glances, quiet confessions, and moments of vulnerability.
As the story progresses, Kai and Lei face external pressures that test their loyalty, past secrets emerge, difficult choices must be made, and they are both pushed to confront fears they’ve long avoided. One of the most compelling aspects is watching them navigate these challenges together, slowly learning to trust one another despite the shadows of their pasts. Key turning points, such as moments of confession, high-stakes decisions, and small acts of protection, showcase their growing bond and emotional depth.
Supporting characters Mehki and Finley add tension, conflict, and insight that enrich the story. Fans of slow-burn romance with complex heroes and layered relationships will find this an engaging, emotionally satisfying read.
Fair Trade by Renate Roland is a slow-burn, character driven romance full of tension, secrets, and morally gray choices. Kai is intense and protective, shaped by a troubled past, while Lei is smart, resilient, and unafraid to challenge him. Forced into close proximity, they navigate trust, loyalty, and their growing connection through stolen glances, quiet confessions, and moments of vulnerability.
As the story progresses, Kai and Lei face external pressures that test their loyalty, past secrets emerge, difficult choices must be made, and they are both pushed to confront fears they’ve long avoided. One of the most compelling aspects is watching them navigate these challenges together, slowly learning to trust one another despite the shadows of their pasts. Key turning points, such as moments of confession, high-stakes decisions, and small acts of protection, showcase their growing bond and emotional depth.
Supporting characters Mehki and Finley add tension, conflict, and insight that enrich the story. Fans of slow-burn romance with complex heroes and layered relationships will find this an engaging, emotionally satisfying read.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Fair Trade was such an amazing story! The characters had depth and all kinds of messy, complicated feelings that made everything feel real. And the office tension? So good. Yes, I’m talking about the closet. Chapter 30 🥺 That’s all I’m saying. No spoilers here. Kai was demanding and bossy (yes, please), and I will never say no to an enemies-to-more trope. Finn was captivating in her own way, and I loved her determination not to let herself be beaten down. The back-in-time moments that built the foundation for the present worked well for me. Now Kai… Some of those bully moments? You were skating on thin ice. And that epilogue? The cherry on top of a heartfelt finale that made my heart so happy.
If you are looking for a feel-good story with missed/second-chance vibes and plenty of workplace tension, this one is for you.
Tropes
🌺 She wears his shirt
🌺 All the ‘Firsts’
🌺 Hate f**king
🌺 Praise kink
🌺 Edging & Begging
🌺 He's a biter
🌺 “Crawl to me."
🌺 “I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
🌺 "It's always been you."
If you are looking for a feel-good story with missed/second-chance vibes and plenty of workplace tension, this one is for you.
Tropes
🌺 She wears his shirt
🌺 All the ‘Firsts’
🌺 Hate f**king
🌺 Praise kink
🌺 Edging & Begging
🌺 He's a biter
🌺 “Crawl to me."
🌺 “I licked it, so now it’s mine.”
🌺 "It's always been you."
Review of advance copy received from Author
Fair trades is a workplace enemies to lovers romance about former friends, Finn and Kai, who end up competing for the same job while dealing with all these unresolved feelings from their past and a WHOLE LOT of sexual tension!
When I say I loved reading this ARC, I mean I LOVED it! The storyline goes back and forth between the current and the past between them and it just seemed to flow perfectly. It takes you from the beginning of their friendship, the falling out between them and then all the things that lead up to them coming back together again.
And let’s not even talk about the chemistry between them, it was pure FIRE! The sexual tension that was constant…..OMG!!! It was like 20/5 spice, almost makes you want to read it with one hand kind of spice!
I was sneaking in chapters before I left for work, at work, and each chapter just made me want to read another page before I put it down.
It had tension, it had emotions and it had all the spice… but most of all it had a happy ending. Honestly, I can’t even fully put into words how much I enjoyed it. It was definitely a 5/5 for me.
When I say I loved reading this ARC, I mean I LOVED it! The storyline goes back and forth between the current and the past between them and it just seemed to flow perfectly. It takes you from the beginning of their friendship, the falling out between them and then all the things that lead up to them coming back together again.
And let’s not even talk about the chemistry between them, it was pure FIRE! The sexual tension that was constant…..OMG!!! It was like 20/5 spice, almost makes you want to read it with one hand kind of spice!
I was sneaking in chapters before I left for work, at work, and each chapter just made me want to read another page before I put it down.
It had tension, it had emotions and it had all the spice… but most of all it had a happy ending. Honestly, I can’t even fully put into words how much I enjoyed it. It was definitely a 5/5 for me.
March 15, 2026
This is a friends to enemies to lovers, bully romance where Kai and Finn have been best friends for years until they took their relationship to the next level, causing them to fall out. Five years on and they now have to work together while competing for the same job.
I loved this book. Simple as. The split timeline, where we get to see the breakdown of their relationship and how it affected them both at the time, and the current time where we see their reactions to coming back together in the way they did. Kai made working together difficult with his pranks to make her look bad to coworkers and generally just being stubborn about working together. And they both struggle with their feelings for each other, the line between love and hate thinning with each encounter until they can't deny it anymore. I love the little links back to the past, the photos on the flash drive showing they still care about each other and think about their friendship, and Kai's tattoo linking them together forever in ink.
I loved this book. Simple as. The split timeline, where we get to see the breakdown of their relationship and how it affected them both at the time, and the current time where we see their reactions to coming back together in the way they did. Kai made working together difficult with his pranks to make her look bad to coworkers and generally just being stubborn about working together. And they both struggle with their feelings for each other, the line between love and hate thinning with each encounter until they can't deny it anymore. I love the little links back to the past, the photos on the flash drive showing they still care about each other and think about their friendship, and Kai's tattoo linking them together forever in ink.
March 30, 2026
He turns my days into hell, but when I am alone in my bed, he’s the only thing occupying my mind.
Finn and Kai were childhood friends who went through normal teenager feelings, emotions, and drama. However, a broken pact ended their friendship. After years later, Finn shows up to be the second intern at the cyber security place that Kai also interns at. She is willing to make it work, but he feels his position is threatened and tries to do everything to get her to quit.
Kai comes with a lot of baggage that isn’t explained until further in the book, so initially reading his story, can make you really hate him. Finns inner dialogue was heartbreaking for me because was she wanted was to be his friend. I do wish she would have stood up to him more, and not just give into his attraction. I would have loved to see her be a bad a** and tell him how it is! However, Kai didn’t make it easy with all of his flirting and dirty talk with her.
This book has a lot of sexual tension and was Fire! There was a lot of it along with a strong plot making this the perfect dark romance.
Finn and Kai were childhood friends who went through normal teenager feelings, emotions, and drama. However, a broken pact ended their friendship. After years later, Finn shows up to be the second intern at the cyber security place that Kai also interns at. She is willing to make it work, but he feels his position is threatened and tries to do everything to get her to quit.
Kai comes with a lot of baggage that isn’t explained until further in the book, so initially reading his story, can make you really hate him. Finns inner dialogue was heartbreaking for me because was she wanted was to be his friend. I do wish she would have stood up to him more, and not just give into his attraction. I would have loved to see her be a bad a** and tell him how it is! However, Kai didn’t make it easy with all of his flirting and dirty talk with her.
This book has a lot of sexual tension and was Fire! There was a lot of it along with a strong plot making this the perfect dark romance.
Review of advance copy received from Author
I really rate this at a 4.5⭐ and 3.5🌶️and man did I love this book. This is the first book by Renate that I have read and I will be going back and reading some of her other books as well. Finn and Kai are have known each other since childhood until lines are crossed and they have a falling out. Years later they cross paths when they both are interning at the same place, competing for the same job. The s*xual tension in this book was perfect. There were times I wanted to reach through my Kindle, grab Kai by the shoulders and shake some sense into his a** though. I enjoyed the dual POV as well as the flashbacks we get from when they were younger. You get to see the connection they have from the very beginning and when they see each other again after 5 years it's obvious that the connection never went away. They fight their feelings for one another hardcore, and the hate s*x was chef's kiss. Overall I couldn't get enough of Finn and Kai's story!!
Review of advance copy received from Author
Kai and Finn were best friends since childhood, but a misunderstanding and miscommunication caused them to part ways until they meet again five years later when Finn comes to work at Kai's workplace, and they now must work as a team. The situation does not go well because Kai harbors an intense dislike towards Finn and he makes the work environment an absolute hell for her.
We see the breakdown of their relationship via a dual timeline and how that translates to their current relationship. From friends, to enemies, to enemies with benefits where the hate sex is sizzling. He is hot and cold and keeps her so unbalanced that she doesn't know what will happen one day to the next.
I can honestly say I wanted to 🗡️him so many times and relocate his ⚾🏀 so that he spoke several octaves higher, but in the end, I felt that he redeemed himself.
This story contains:
😈Wicked chemistry
😡Enemies to Lovers🥰
🤯Hostile work environment
We see the breakdown of their relationship via a dual timeline and how that translates to their current relationship. From friends, to enemies, to enemies with benefits where the hate sex is sizzling. He is hot and cold and keeps her so unbalanced that she doesn't know what will happen one day to the next.
I can honestly say I wanted to 🗡️him so many times and relocate his ⚾🏀 so that he spoke several octaves higher, but in the end, I felt that he redeemed himself.
This story contains:
😈Wicked chemistry
😡Enemies to Lovers🥰
🤯Hostile work environment
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