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First published September 29, 2026
'You must never take anything I say seriously, unless I'm laughing. Then it's likely to be a topic of the utmost gravity.’
“I'll be remembered long after I'm gone.”
[Oscar Wilde to a 4 year old future King Charles] I won't tell you that as it was rather rude, but it was also deeply unkind. My friends encouraged me to challenge him on it, and, for a moment, I was minded to do so. But then it occurred to me: what if, by rushing forward with my anger, I was simply paving the road to my own destruction? Why give him the satisfaction of rising to the insult? So, rather than getting upset about it, I laughed it off. Had I made a different decision, my entire life might have taken a different course.
'I wish he was here,' he said, aware of the catch in his throat as he. spoke. 'I wish all of them were here. Albert. Parsnip. Cyril, of course. There are so many wonderful people I've known whose absences have. left me feeling desolate. My sister Isola. My steadfast Constance. Even Bosie. It's thirty years since he died, but I think of him still. And then there's Gus. Above all others, there is my beloved Gus. What I wouldn’t give for him to be by my side to see me ascend the stage tomorrow to accept my prize? His voice caught again, and he reached for his handkerchief to wipe away the unexpected tears. Please don't be offended. Advik, he said. I'm so happy that you're here. But on a night like this.. find myself overwhelmed by memories of people I loved who were taken from me too soon. … But they are always in my thoughts. There are moments when I feel suffocated beneath the weight of angels, and I wonder whether, when my own time comes, those same seraphim will carry me to my reward, or simply watch as l am punished for my sins?
“Are you deliberately trying to be rude?”
“No, it comes quite naturally to me.”
