DNF at 30%.
No one's more disappointed than me by this rating. Ashes of a Shattered Soul was one of my most anticipated arcs. Before starting this series, I actually had two other arcs lined up, but I chose this one first because the trope intrigued me. The author teased: what if your fated mate was killed and his soul divided into two?
From that premise, I expected a romance unlike any other, I mean full of angst, moral dilemmas, and heartbreaking searching for love. It’s been a long time since I read reverse harem or even menage, so imagine my disappointment when this book failed to pull me back into the Rh community *cries*.
While the writing itself is undoubtedly beautiful, the prologue was confusing. It blended fantasy and sci-fi elements without any prior warning. As far as I remember, the author never mentioned sci-fi anywhere in the form or trope map. I felt tricked. I signed up for this knowing it was marketed as romantasy. I did NOT want a space adventure.
The magic system is also confusing. The glossary did little to help me understand the world, ANDDD what world? I genuinely can’t tell you anything about it!!!
We have Rynna, a dragon shifter with an asshole father. He sends her on a suicide mission, where she ends up captured, tortured, and exploited for her magic. Her fated mate is killed, and she feels it when their bond is destroyed.
How? Only the Weaving knows.
Then she’s thrown into another world: alive, confused, and free.
How? Only the Weaving knows.
She meets Kaelith in this new world, a snake shifter with purple eyes and a mouth that just won’t shut up. The way Kaelith constantly calls her "woman" annoyed the hell out of me. I don’t know if this is meant to be teasing in Western culture (I’m Asian), but I really didn’t like it. Nicknames can be cute, but "woman this, woman that" was just ... No??? Still, I tried to ignote it because he’s clearly written as the kind of character who knows he’s attractive and uses it as a weapon. I thought, okay! maybe this is my golden retriever MMC.
But then chapter after chapter passed, and we learned NOTHING about him.
What was he doing before he met Rynna?Who was he besides an orphan? Where did he live previously?
Only the Weaving knows.
What could have been a cute meet-cute quickly faded when the author randomly threw in a two week time skip. There’s a one bed trope, but no, we don’t even get the first night moment (and yes, I'm screaming internally). Suddenly, they’re comfortable with each other, flirting like Romeo and Juliet, and casually doing jobs in a village they never bother questioning despite it somehow surviving in the middle of a "war".
What war, you ask? Only the Weaving knows.
I will admit, the smut was good. My jaw literally dropped when Rynna claimed Kaeliyh with teeth and blood. It was messy, like hohoho ferally messy. One of the hottest bonding scenes I’ve ever read. That is, until I realized that by doing this, Kaelith’s life is now tied to hers. If she dies, he dies too. You’d think she would tell him that. Nope.
Why didn’t Rynna tell him? Only the Weaving knows.
Battle is coming. Swords flying. Fire burning.
Who’s the enemy? Only the Weaving knows.
There’s no explanation. No buildup. Suddenly, a mysterious being shows up and says, oh no, don’t kill Rynna and Kaelith, they’ll be useful! Then they go to war. And ofc they win because they're main characters.
And guess what? Time skip, two years later.
I have no words. I squinted my way through pages of battle scenes, completely clueless about the motive, only for it to end like THAT?
To make things even more complicated, the Weaving, whatever the hell it is, suddenly decides that Rynna’s job in this unnamed world is done. Her memory is erased. She vanishes, travels to the past, meets the Four Horsemen, kills humans, burns a village, and hooks up with the personification of Death.
Why? Only the Weaving knows.
Look, I’m no stranger to morally grey characters. But you can’t expect me to root for anyone when I don’t even understand their reasoning. It’s not even a case of "oh, lalala they’re just evil!" These characters literally just show up with ZERO background.
Whatever. Angway, the flashback ends.
And then, surprise!, another time skip. This time, FIFTY years later.
At this point, I was already sighing because what the hell am I even reading? I knew this book was heading straight for my DNF pile when the words started blurring together, bcs now Rynna is in another world. She’s already in a new place, with new people, and there’s still no proper introduction.
WHAT???
There, she meets Fenn, a mysterious stranger with a half blind eyewhich could have been interesting. A mentor figure with a disability? Yes yes, gimme! Except Rynna decided to fucks him within minutes of meeting him. That’s not banter. That’s just the worst foreplay I’ve ever read???
I stupidly thought there would be explanations later, but it feels like the author wanted readers to just vibe with Rynna and go along for the ride. On top of that, there are typos from the early pages. I usually don’t care about typos, you’ll almost never see me criticize that in my reviews. My English is average at best, and I still struggle with tense sometimes. So if I notice them, that says a lot.
By chapter 19, I had to quit. I realized I didn’t understand anything, not the magic system, not the relationships, not Rynna’s motivation. I don’t understand her captivity, her father, or why any of this matters. Kaelith is also gone. There was nothing left to hold my attention.
I might have pushed through if this book were around 400 pages, which is already standard for romantasy. But at over 700 pages? I’m sorry, I don’t have the patience or the time to solve this puzzle.