This had such a cool concept, I'm so mad that everything else about it ended up disappointing me.
Content warnings include: death of parents, murder and death, robbery, poisoning, homophobia, fire, graphic violence and gore, semi-explicit sex on-page; graphic mentions of pedophilia and child abuse.
Masks is a book I totally love on paper. In a historical fantasy setting there are jesters, who are bound to nobles and act as entertainers, spies, assassins, political councils, advisors and general companions. Mark got trained to become a jester after his mother's murder and his father's disappearance. As such he excells at manipulation and intrigue, but it's not what he truly wants in life. He never chose this path himself, yet over the course of the book, even as he makes the conscious decision to run away from everything he's ever known, he ends up getting pushed back into that mold.
My biggest problem with the book was how it lacked and sort of exposition and explanations. It was extremely confusing from beginning to end.
The very first scene is about 11-year old Mark, sitting next to the corpse of his mother, while the church and several noblemen talk about what to do with him. It's extremely bureaucratic, and none of the debts or indentures and how those work in combination with this world's church, laws and nobility are explained. His mother apparently owned a wine shop, yet that is never mentioned again, while the ship his father was in charge of but didn't own comes up again and again with two different names, and I could never figure out if the ship has two names or if it's two different ships. It gets even worse when later the history of various countries is brought up, complete with war and treaties and various cities involved, and it all gets more political with a ton of players that Mark or other characters are familiar with, but who are never properly introduced to the reader.
There was also so much subtext. Mark, and particularly his Jester-alter-ego Lark, is a master manipulator who notices and remarks on other people's microexpressions and their implications all the time. But none of that is explained to the reader. It was so frustrating knowing that something was being implied, yet I could never figure out what, and it was usually never brought up again afterwards.
Maybe that means I'm not smart enough for the book. I know having everything spelled out might have ruined some parts and would even be called bad writing by some, but there needs to be a certain baseline of (in this case political) knowledge established in order for the reader (or less general: me) to be able to figure it all out on my own, but there just wasn't. I was struggling to stay afloat in this world from the very first page and could never catch the stream, and that just doesn't make for a pleasant reading experience.
And it was like this not just in all the political intrigue plot, but every single part of the book. Personal relationships and their historyand nuances, how the country's faith and church worked, tons of bureaucratic background that was apparently super important, norms and values within this world's society.... just urgh.
Additionally, for the most part I wasn't too fond of the plot decisions. I just plain didn't like what happened almost all of the time. I mostly had no idea where things were heading, and Mark changed his mind countless times, often from page-to-page, that it was hard keeping up with where he personally was standing too.
One choice I particularly resented was the homophobia and some surrounding details. Mark was given to a known pedophile as a child, and thus grew up and lived in a household where he was sexually (and in other ways) abused, to the knowledge of everyone in the city. When asked or hinted at this, he himself denies being abused or raped, though he is also aware that this is a defense mechanism for himself. What's worse though is that Mark, who is aware that he is gay, believes he deserves the abuse due to internalized homophobia and the hostility he regularly experiences when out, since he does not pass as straight even to people don't know who he lives with. There are other nuances that make all this even more messy and sad.
He eventually removes himself from his living situation, but even when he is in a whole other country the homophobia doesn't stop. I particularly hated a few decisions around the best friend he makes along the way and homophobia, and how the book treats it.
I just did no like that homophobia was made part of this world, it doesn't seem to serve a purpose other than make Mark even more miserable than he already is.
I also want to mention that this book has no romance. Mark loves quite a lot of people over the course of the book, but none of his relationships qualify as romance.
Relationships in this book are everchanging, and while some do develop romantically... yeah, no, no romance.
There were also some weird paranormal/magical touches that might-or-might-not be related to the religion, but it was never explained or really mentioned aside from weird voices speaking in bold letter that in no way related to what was going on around them at the time. Just another thing that added to the general confusion and frustration.
Generally this book just wasn't a pleasant reading experience despite my love for the concept. Not only did I struggle with the lack of exposition and didn't like a lot of the plot choices, it was just so miserable due to the characters being miserable, and it made me feel miserable as well.