4.5 stars
Artist/mechanic Troy works hard to keep himself afloat, preferring to pursue his junk assemblage career, but working as a motorcycle mechanic to make ends meet. Basically a loner, he has had an online friend for over a year, one he shares his deepest thoughts and fears with, including the fact he is gay, an anonymous person who he can open up to without fear of being ignored, one he can share problems with and get advice.
Seth is a golden retriever type personality, outgoing, upbeat with a sunny attitude, confident and endlessly enthusiastic, a billionaire looking at life from the wealthier end of the spectrum, with enough money to buy anything he wants, do anything he wants, and use money to solve anyone’s problems.
Troy and Seth meet when Seth brings his Cosmic Starship Harley (apparently a very expensive, very exclusive version) into the shop for a minor repair. Troy is in awe of the bike and the man who rode in on it, but keeps the interest in the man under wraps, since he’s not out. Seth is interested in and attracted to Troy, and wants to pursue a friendship or more. When Troy finally gives into his attraction to Seth, they end up spending time together, discovering they have some common interests and get along well. They do have one intimate encounter early on, but Troy isn’t out and doesn’t feel right continuing that part of the relationship. Over time, Seth discovers that they have had another connection, one which he knows he should disclose, but prefers not to, waiting for the “right time”, which never comes before Troy discovers the truth and the relationship ends. Neither can forget the other, and both seek a way to reconnect to see where things can go, if trust can be rebuilt.
I was drawn to these characters from the get-go, falling in love with Seth’s personality, understanding the angst Troy feels over his sexuality and fear of coming out due to his past, engaging with them as their relationship grows, rooting for it to work out. When Seth’s secret is discovered, I could identify with Troy’s sense of betrayal and anger over the lie, all while understanding Seth’s motivation at the same time. As often happens, it proves the adage about communication being key to making a relationship work. I found the characters, both Main and supporting, to be relatable and realistic, ones I could imagine encountering in real life, as were the relationship situations encountered by Troy and Seth. The story flowed for me and I read it in one sitting.
Two of my favorite lines in the book were “It’s like talking to a lampshade, with the bulb off.” And Seth replied, “But I’m ‘your’ lampshade.” Not sure why, it just tickled my fancy and wasn’t one I’d ever heard before.
The book was interesting and entertaining, low heat, some angst, but definitely an enjoyable read, one I could recommend, whether new to this author or a loyal reader. I received an ARC from the author and this is my voluntary review.