3.5
The appeal of Cara McKenna’s heroes is that they don't hew to the usual romance hero model. They aren’t always model GQ handsome or uber rich. They aren’t happy go lucky individuals. Often dark and broody with a gritty past, they offer no excuses for their actions. They do what needs to be done and will maybe ask for forgiveness afterwards but don’t hold your breath. Yet even with all the warning bells that go off in your head, there is something about them that makes you look twice. Besides the unbelievable sensual heat that rolls off them, promising you a night in heaven should you decide to dance with the devil, there is a trace of reluctant honor behind that gruff exterior. Their boundaries between right and wrong maybe be blurred but there is often a very good reason they walk in the gray area. They may not be your knight in shining armor but sometimes what a woman wants and needs are two very different things.
Give It All is the second installment in McKenna’s romance suspense series, The Desert Dogs. Set in the desolate desert town of Fortuity, Nevada, a small group of friends known as the Desert Dogs have come together to protect the town and its residents from a conglomerate that is fixated on building a luxury resort. Although the resort will bring in new money, it will also change the town. The conglomerate sent its trouble shooter, Duncan Welsh, to help grease some palms, keep the residents in check, and the timeline for development running smoothly. When one of the town residents is murdered, Duncan finds himself reluctantly dragged into helping solve the crime. Viewed now with suspicion by his employers for his actions, Duncan is at a loss on how to restore his professional reputation...or if he even wants to.
Duncan Welsh is a McKenna hero through and through. An introverted alpha, this wealthy educated British expat hides behind a thick shield, only showing the town what he wants them to see. He's got OCD, is fussy, peculiar, and emotionally shut off. A corporate mercenary of sorts, he is the best at what he does and he will do it regardless of the outcome or reasons why.
“I’m not bothered what my bosses are planning.” He sipped his drink. “Casino, water park, megachurch— it’s all the same to me. I came here only to do my job, and to do it well. My commitments are about as personal as a whore’s.”
Seemingly posed, uncaring, and in perfect control at all times...there is a darkness that shadows him, blinking out at you from behind his eyes, making you wonder if would happen if that darkness was ever set free.
He tongued his imposter tooth again, feeling a kinship with it. The both of them were imitations. Passing for perfect but underneath … broken.
McKenna dips deep into her characters’ psyches with this installment of the series. She introduced us to Duncan in book one, creating the perfect anti-hero for us to love to hate. But now she stealthily rips apart his protective shell, layer by layer, to reveal his damaged center. Duncan is broken. Raised in the foster care system, he has issues stemming from his chaotic and insecure childhood. Told he was a burden for so long, he learned that being perfect and indispensable were a way for him to gain love and affection. Hence the rituals he developed as a coping mechanism to help calm him and restore order to his world.
Degrading though these chores were, the calm was coming to him now. The fumes and the ritual were subsuming him, quieting his brain, banishing the panic and the pulsing headache. He could hear his bygone foster mother’s voice in his head— that soft, cultured accent offering the only kind words he’d known in the first half of his life. ‘Look at that! You cleaned that all by yourself? What did I do to deserve such a good helper?’ To deserve him.
Bar owner and townie Raina Harper knows all about damaged centers. Abandoned by her mother at birth, she was raised by her careless, scattered father who did his best to raise a child while eking out a living. His bar, now hers, is a monument to his dreams and failures. Raina feels trapped by the love and obligations of her past...her father, her friends, and her ex lover. Also emotionally closed off, she understands the need one has to let no one in because once you begin to feel...you can be hurt.
Love had bones to it. Solid, rattling things bent on cluttering you up long after the soft parts melted into the ether. You had to carry those bones around with you. Make room for them, dust them, trip over them. Sex and moments of easy companionship were enough—just don’t let those bones grow in. Keep it soft and shapeless with no skeleton, no means to follow you when the time comes to walk away.
Duncan and Raina’s relationship begins as an uneasy dance that is firmly based in distrust but heightened with a coiled whip of lust and need that flashes through them with each new encounter. They have nothing in common and the fear on both sides acts almost as an aphrodisiac. Duncan knows deep inside that Raina will change him. For the better or worse though, that remains to be seen.
She made him want things he’d never given much thought to. Noisy, messy sex; nails raking his back. Instincts he didn’t trust any more....
Raina takes perverse delight in ruffling Duncan’s feathers, teasing and taunting him, flirting with the untamed man she suspects hides beneath the surface. She wants to taste this man. Feast on him until she gorges herself into oblivion and forgets the ties that keep her bond to this town and life.
“Dancing tells a woman everything she needs to know about how a man’ll be in bed,” she informed him.
“I can’t imagine what dancing with me is telling you.” That buttery voice had changed, just like his breathing. Lower, darker. Distracted.
She grinned, unseen. “Tells me you’re a quick study.”
“I was always an excellent student.” More flippant words, but his tone said she had him.
Deception and betrayal go hand in hand as Duncan is helpless to avoid the turbulent sensual desires that run roughshod over his wants; opening his heart and mind to something new and exciting if he have the courage to reach for it.
The man he was now was different. Scarred and callused. Imperfect in many, many ways, but also more accessible than he’d ever imagined he could be. Vulnerable. Known.
A mess, but a whole one.
Duncan and Raina give it all to one another in the new book in Cara McKenna's Desert Dogs series.