Austin I made it to age eighteen as Frankie Morse—Frank, Junior—my dad's prized possession and sometimes punching bag. But only because Dad never knew I was gay. On my eighteenth birthday, I defied him, and ran. Crossed three states, in the miraculous gift of an old truck, before I ran out of gas outside the Star & Bar ranch in the Sierra Nevada foothills.
Now I'm broke, they aren't hiring, and my string of luck has apparently come to an end. But here, in the free California air, I can choose to use my middle name, Austin. I can be as gay as I please. And maybe, just maybe, the approval I see in a weathered winter cowboy's eyes means I haven't totally wrecked my life.
Seth After messing up bigtime years ago, and letting a young man get hurt on my watch, I'm never mixing business and pleasure again. I'm gay, I'm out, but when I'm around the horses and the cattle, I refuse to be distracted. Even by a young man with a world of hurt in his eyes, and a mouth created to tempt me. Austin needs a helping hand, but that's the only kind of hand he's getting. If he's even willing to bend his pride enough to take that.
I'm 33, he's 18 and barely finding his feet, and anyhow, we're full up with ranch hands for the winter. But when I find him bartering barn-cleaning for a place to sleep that isn't below freezing, I'm not made of stone. My cabin's small, but I can give him shelter. Just for one night, or two.
A novel connected to "Cowboy Dreams" featuring a determined young man, a cautious older one, difficult pasts, stubborn pride, a truck named Tilly, some horses, cows, and dogs, and only one bed. (Content warning for abusive parenting and attempted assault. Contains spoilers for "Cowboy Dreams.")
I get asked about my name a lot. It's not something exotic, though. “Kaje” is pronounced just like “cage” – it’s an old nickname, and my pronouns are she/her/hers.
I was born in Montreal but have lived for 30 years in Minnesota, where the two seasons are Snow-removal and Road-repair, where the mosquito is the state bird, and where winter can be breathtakingly beautiful. Minnesota’s a kind, quiet (if sometimes chilly) place and it’s home.
I’ve been writing far longer than I care to admit (*whispers – fifty years*), mostly for my own entertainment, usually M/M romance (with added mystery, fantasy, historical, SciFi…) I also have a few Young Adult stories (some released under the pen name Kira Harp.)
My husband finally convinced me that after all the years of writing for fun, I really should submit something, somewhere. My first professionally published book, Life Lessons, came out from MLR Press in May 2011. I have a weakness for closeted cops with honest hearts, and teachers who speak their minds, and I had fun writing four novels and three freebie short stories in that series. I was delighted and encouraged by the reception Mac and Tony received.
I now have a good-sized backlist in ebooks and print, both free and professionally published. A complete list with links can be found on my website "Books" page at https://kajeharper.com/.
You can find me and my book reviews on my author page here on Goodreads - I hang out on Goodreads a lot because I moderate the Goodreads YA LGBT Books group. I also post free short YA stories on that group, more than 50 of them so far.
Kaje Harper’s Winter Cowboy is a thoughtful and poignant age-gap romance that acts as a companion piece to the novella Cowboy Dreams (also highly recommended if you haven’t already read it). It picks up the story of one of the secondary characters in that book, Frankie Morse, a kid of seventeen, terrified that his abusive father (the local sheriff) would find out he was gay, but unable to get away because he had no money and nowhere to go. He works on Joe McNeil’s ranch (the Circle-K) for a short time, saving what money he can and intending to leave home when he’s eighteen – but his father steals the little money Frankie has and then tries to force him to apply to the police academy, and when Frankie refuses, things get violent and he narrowly escapes with his life, running to the ranch to gather the few belongings he’s stashed there. Knowing something of Frankie’s situation, Joe ‘sells’ him (for a dollar) his beat-up old truck and Frankie heads out, intending to make his way to San Fransisco to start over.
A few days out, Frankie – who has decided to go by his middle name, Austin – realises he’s not going to make it to his destination (he’s low on petrol and money) so he stops off in the small town of Selbyville in hopes of finding work. Cold and hungry, he goes into the local diner where he gets chatting with an older guy who tells him about the Star & Bar ranch outside town – but says they’re not going to be hiring until the spring. Still, Austin decides it’s worth a try and heads out in the truck – which unfortunately, konks out before he can get there. It’s dark, so he holes up until the morning, then starts walking.
As Austin trudges along, he meets Seth, one of the ranch hands, who takes him to see the boss – who confirms that he’s not hiring now and says to come back in March. But a few days later, he offers Austin a week of temporary work, which will at least give him a chance to earn the money he needs to get his truck fixed so he can get around and find some other work until he can go back to the ranch in the spring.
There’s an instant spark of attraction between Seth and Austin, although Seth tries hard to ignore it; not only is Austin over a decade younger than he is (eighteen to Seth’s thirty-three), but Seth still blames himself for a serious accident involving a co-worker, which makes him especially reluctant to become involved with someone he works with. But Austin’s quiet kindness, his dedication and his good-humour quickly start making their way beneath Seth’s defences; they work incredibly well together, and when the two of them have to take care of the ranch and the livestock when the other staff are cut off by a snowstorm, Seth is more than grateful to have Austin by his side. They enjoy each other’s company and the connection growing between them enables them both to open up about their pasts; Austin about his life with his father and Seth about the guilt he’s living with and why he’s closed off to the idea of a relationship. They know Austin is going to have to leave at the end of the week, but it becomes impossible to deny their mutual attraction and they agree to a week-long fling, no strings attached. But even as they’re agreeing to that, it’s clear that they’re already in over their heads, and that when Austin has to leave at the end of the week, it’s going to be hard to let go.
Winter Cowboy is a romance so we know where things are going, but I appreciated that the author doesn’t take the easy route to get there. Kaje Harper paints a realistic portrait of Austin’s situation as someone trapped in an abusive household and the dangers he faces as a young man with few resources or options, showing that the week-long job is a lifeline that has the potential to change his life. I appreciated that Seth recognises and respects Austin’s need to be self-sufficient, to make his own way after years of being controlled by his father, even as Seth realises he’s fallen for Austin and wants to help make life easier for him. Like Austin, Seth, needs to come to terms with past trauma and realise that maybe he’s not seeing things as clearly as he should, so that when he and Austin do reconnect, they’ve both been able to do a bit of soul searching and have learned that it’s okay to accept help, and in learning to trust Seth, Austin helps him to make his peace with the past.
I enjoyed the story and I liked both leads – Austin is easy to sympathise with and I liked his determination to reinvent himself and find his place in the world. He may only be eighteen, but he’s had to grow up quickly so he feels quite mature for being so young. I would, however, have liked Seth’s character to be a bit more defined. He’s a bit… bland isn’t quite the right word, but isn’t as vibrant as Austin, and he spends just a bit too long hung up on his ex, Miguel, who was there at the time of the accident that haunts Seth and is one of the reasons Seth blames himself for it. It’s not that Seth is still in love with Miguel – it’s clear he isn’t – it’s just that his preoccupation with him detracts a little from his growing connection with Austin.
The depiction of ranch life is really good though. The long days, the heavy workload, the need to put the animals first and cope with all kinds of weather, the economic realities of running a seasonal business on a tight budget, the camaraderie between Seth and the other hands and the practicality of the owner – all of it provides a strong backdrop for the central romance, and adds a sense of authenticity to the story.
Winter Cowboy is a skilful blend of gritty and sweet, and the romance between Seth and Austin is heartfelt, tender and sexy; these two guys are exactly what the other needs and although they’re dealing with a lot, their love for and faith in each other never wavers. It’s a relatively quick read, perfect to lose yourself in on a grey winter’s afternoon, and I’m happy to recommend it.
I've read Cowboy Dreams, so I was curious to read Austin's story. I was hesitant at first because of the age gap, not because I dislike age differences per se, but because I usually don't enjoy YA books. However, in this one the age gap is well balanced and it works. the mcs description is not very deep, but it's ok. The story is sweet and short, and provides the closure that the first novella was missing. I loved the epilogue!
This one started strong with powerful, compelling backstories for both MCs but lost its emotional depth as the story went on. I enjoyed the genesis of the relationship between Austin and Seth but past their first two days together, the ‘romance’ felt shallow and crude. To even call it romance feels inaccurate, there really wasn’t any romantic evolution or substantial relationship development. I mean, they had sexual chemistry, but past that, Harper didn’t do enough with Austin and Seth’s interactions for me to understand why they fell in love aside from their physical and sexual attraction.
I was also uncomfortable with the age gap. When there’s an age gap between older characters, I don’t mind but… 😬 a kid who just turned 18 years old and had literally just moved out from an abusive home falling in love with a dude in his 30s in a week is… cringe worthy at best 😬 And yeah, 18 is legal but it’s the gap that makes me cringe. An 18 year old is still a kid. A 30-something year old is not. And it showed. I’d have been ok with the pairing if it had been an 18 year old and a 23 or 24 year old but… I really wasn’t feeling the gap here. Combine that with Austin’s poverty and starvation and desperation and emotional trauma and it comes together to create a power dynamic that is problematic.
2.5 stars. Initially I rounded up but, after thinking about it as I write my review, I think rounding down feels more appropriate. The story is sweet on the surface but ultimately not very well thought out overall.
Austin and Seth were super cute together. I loved the caretaking but also the respect Seth had for Austin wanting to be independent. I loved how Austin eventually gave in to letting Seth help him and how they sort of found a type of peace in starting over with each other.
Kaje Harper in her element: resilient kid fleeing an abusive family situation, weathered stoic who's been burned before and is afraid to let his guard down. A simple, effective story told in simple, effective prose. Perhaps a bit insta, but believably so. An enjoyable, quick read, nothing particularly innovative but surprisingly restful (given the premise), with a good supporting cast and two lovely epilogues.
I only wish all the above didn't sound like a backhanded compliment, because in this dumpster fire timeline where my ability to focus on a book currently hovers around zero, "simple, effective, and surprisingly restful" is high praise, indeed.
I got an ARC from GRR in exchange for an honest review.
This is my second book by this Author, the first one being the interconnected Cowboy Dreams and honestly I find her writing addictive. There is something very real and gritty about her prose and her ability it transport us back in time even a few decades is quite exceptional. She sets a mood and tone that are exceedingly immersive and the narrative and plot lines are tightly controlled.
These are honestly not long stories but they encourage you to take your time and love in these men’s lives and what’s unfolding for them. What else could you ask for from a good book really.
My heart hurt for Austin. What a rough childhood, what an evil parent and I don’t honestly know what to say about his mom, it’s messy and I hate that Austin bore the brunt of it all. But what a man he turned into, resilient resourceful proud hardworking with a kind gentle heart.
Seth has been through one of those things in life that sometimes piles regret so high on you can’t see past it ever. He got lucky Austin showed up. Seth’s a kind decent man and he deserves Austin and Austin deserves Seth.
Kaje Harper does not take it easy on her characters- I could get through the first part if the book without having an anxiety attack. Her portrayal of destitute and impoverished is a helpless nightmare. But she shows us the light, the turn, the blends of kindness shining on from all directions of found family.
This is a beautiful love story with exceptional character chemistry and is beautifully told against the backdrop of harsh ranch life. I loved both the epilogues, the second one made me cry.
Highly recommend reading this book and Cowboy Dreams. They are interconnected but can be read standalone.
Well written age-gap story about 18 year old Austin running from his abusive dad, and 33 year old Seth still punishing himself for a past mistake. The ranch setting is well researched and felt accurate. The character development is quite good, and the story plausable, if optimistic (which we can all use right now).
This is linked in a smallish way to Kaje Harper's excellent novella, Cowboy Dreams, but no need to have read that first. This on actually predates Cowboy Dreams, although it overlaps the same time period at the end. I can recommend both books, although Cowboy Dreams is the 5 star recommendation.
I really liked it. It very much should be read after cowboy dreams, as it would spoil some details of that book. If you don't mind the spoilers, it very much stands on its own as a story. While age gaps often make me uncomfortable, especially when one of the main characters is freshly 18, there was really not much of a power imbalance. Which is kind of shocking as Seth is technically Austin's superior in the job, but he doesn't act like it or throw it to Austin at any point. It makes for a sweet story amidst the hardship and painful backstories, which is very much my jam.
This one wasn't as good as Cowboy Dreams. I resorted to skimming to evade wordiness, some despair, sex scenes, in order to finish reading. The emotional hits work just fine, and the plot's not bad. it was just boring while the younger one's desperate but prideful. I liked the characters just fine, I liked the realities of ranch work, though much of it is skipped because it's not interesting to read. I liked the ending. Good average read with bits of greatness, as a treat. :)
3.5 stars, rounding down. Terrific life-on-a-ranch story; the romance didn’t work so well for me. Age gap, two cowboy/ranch hands, the young one on the run from his past, the older wary of getting involved and distracted, as that led to trauma in the past. I loved Cowboy Dreams and was intrigued to learn what happened to Austin, the boy who was given an old truck to escape his abusive POS father.
First, I loved the authenticity of life on the Star & Bar Ranch. The tough workload, long days, need to put the animals first and deal with all sorts of weather, and the reality of how tight finances can be all seemed real and immediate. The camaraderie of the hands and the practicality of the owner resonated with truth. The setting shone as a strong backdrop for the story.
The romance felt…convenient. Both MCs are good, decent men, both doing their best to work hard and do the right thing. I enjoyed them as individuals, though Austin was more present and defined as a character, as was Tilly, the ancient, unreliable truck that gave him freedom but also became a bit of an albatross around his neck. Seth seemed kinda…generic? He was so hung up on his past and thoughts of Miguel, his previous fellow-ranch-hand lover, that it detracted from his connection with Austin in the present. And while getting over the traumatic event of the past was important for his arc, his repetitive thoughts of how sexy and amazing Miguel was, how beautiful, including remembering Miguel’s physique down to the nipples during an intimate time with Austin, kept bumping me out of the moment and making me cringe. And I’ll admit I’ve already forgotten where Seth is from and what his background is, whether he had family and whatnot.
Then there was the rundown on how inexperienced Austin oh, so obviously was during their first intimate encounter…like, gee, don’t do the kid any favors, letting him blow you. Overall for too long it felt like Austin was a convenient replacement for Miguel; he happened to be the guy who came along when Seth was finally ready to move on, rather than Seth truly falling for AUSTIN. Seth seemed to have more of a hero-savior complex than interest in Austin as an individual? I know that isn’t true, but, it skirted the line too much for me.
I had the sense that if things hadn’t randomly worked out for Austin to stay on the ranch, Seth would have let him go and remembered him fondly; there was no indication he’d have considered going with him, that was never even a thought in his mind, and Austin would have moved on and made a life elsewhere, wherever he could find a permanent job, because, understandably, the boy has to eat. (And I really could have done without the random hitchhiking near-disaster…ick, and, kill that truck driver, please.) And honestly, I rather severely disliked Kendrick, the ranch owner, for being practical to the point of being mindfully oblivious and even uncaring about his employees’ personal lives.
There is an 11 years later epilogue that was frustrating due to the milestones we’re told happened, but fun with where they go and what they do.
Usually I adore this author’s character connections and arcs and the sense of authentic, beautiful intimacy she creates. It just wasn’t working for me in this book. But, I did find much to love in the ranch, Ebony the cow, Ahwan the horse, and the small town atmosphere. I’d happily try another story in this world.
HEA. Age-gap. Cowboys. No others, no OM action in the present, but the past lover is definitely a secondary character, and one I wished for a lot less of; one near-SA that is never dealt with/addressed/revealed, which was sad and frustrating. Wonderful ranch setting. Recommended for those who wish to know what happened to the boy Joe gave his truck to.
My thanks to Gay Romance Reviews for the ARC; this is my free and impartial opinion.
I love Kaje Harper’s writing and Cowboy Dreams was of one my all-time favorites from her vast library. Recently, I might’ve said ‘cowboy’ and ‘Christmas’ and she granted my wish!
Frankie, in Cowboy Dreams, broke my heart. He’s the young man, son of a deputy, who Joe helps escape. Gives the kid his truck and all his saved money. That’s not much – Joe’s a cowboy on a working ranch and he gets by. When he saw the danger Frankie was in, he didn’t hesitate to help. Cowboy Dreams ends long after that scene – with Joe finding his happy ending with Sylvester.
But we never heard from Frankie again.
Rewind ten years.
Frankie’s coaxing Joe’s old truck through the mountains and makes it to California. Woohoo! Except this he doesn’t make it to San Francisco. Nope. He makes it to some Podunk town with five bucks in his pocket and almost no gas.
He’s desperate.
This entire time, my heart is in my throat. I mean, what’s the kid going to do? How’s he going to survive? Kaje doesn’t write tragedies, so he’s not going to die. But what traumas is he going to suffer before finding his happy ending?
I won’t go through everything he endures – cause it is kind of heart wrenching – but he winds up at a cattle ranch. He meets Seth and there’s undeniable chemistry. Frankie chooses to use his middle name, Austin, and he begins a new life. Even this is precarious, though, because there’s no paid work on the ranch. Still, Seth and Austin figure it out. And as much as they find each other, there are a TON of hurdles between them and their happily ever after.
There are so many beautiful moments in this story. Seth’s got demons. Reasons he’s not going to allow himself to be distracted by another beautiful man – especially one so young. He’s got to work through a lot of crap in order to be the man he believes Austin deserves.
Austin, for his part, isn’t just running away from his abusive father. He thought, by getting to San Fran, that he could start living his true self. In all honesty, he probably wasn’t cut out for big city living. He was a rural Colorado kid. He’d learned ranching. Ironically his father landed him the job so he could ‘man up’. Instead, Austin developed a crush on an older out cowboy and realized maybe he could have more in life. I have to say, the final precipitating event that caused him to flee shattered my heart and every time that incident came up, both my rage and despair were triggered. So he had shit to work through as well – especially when facing having no job at the ranch.
I kept telling myself everything would work out, even as things looked damn bleak.
But that’s what Kaje does best – makes things look impossible and then pulls them back from the brink. As I said, she always gives a solid happy ending – often with a touching epilogue. She sure delivered that here. She writes because she wants to control the outcome of a story. To ensure her characters, and more importantly her readers, have a sense of hope.
Cowboy Dreams has stuck with me over the many months (and the significant amount of money she’s raised for a Ukraine charity). I think Winter Cowboy had an even greater impact on me emotionally. She broke me and then allowed me to heal. Even as I write this review, I’m tearing up a bit. Austin’s plight had me despairing. My happy ending, and even happier epilogue, had me grinning. I can’t see how I can get a third book – giving me a trilogy – but I certainly hope she’s got something up her sleeve.
Oh! One more thing! Only one bed is one of my favorite tropes - so another reason to grab the book!
I highly recommend this book. One of my favorites of the year.
Wow what a ride! This was a beautiful written story. It was an often emotional read for me and my feelings were all over the place more than once. . Austin probably had more hardships to endure – especially in his young life – but I felt for both of the MCs and their pasts. Austin because of his terrible upbringing and him fearing for his life as well as Seth who still struggled to get over his responsibility of a terrible accident on the ranch a few years ago. Both are perhaps a bit damaged emotionally because of that but they're upstanding, honest, hard working and somehow tender hearted men with a lot to give.
How lucky that they met each other and got a chance at a better life – together.
I feel totally incapable of doing this story justice with my review. But let me at least tell you that I really loved the story.
I am honest when I tell you I LOVE age gap but in this case...I got a bis squeamish. When I got the book I missed that Austin had just turned 18. I mean, yes, legally he was an adult and could do what he wanted but the whole situation seemed a bit....unbalanced and gave me a bad feeling.
That went away as soon as I got some pages in. Austin may be very young and perhaps seem a bit innocent but while reading I totally forgot that he was just this 'baby' adult. He felt older – perhaps because of the way he grew up. And he definitely knew his own mind. As soon as I got to know him a bit, saw him interacting and working at the ranch all those 'bad feelings' went away.
Sure he was still very lucky that he landed on this ranch with these nice and accepting people but I'm pretty sure somehow he would've made his way even without them. He was determined and clever. And I was so rooting for him!
Like always Kaje wrote compelling and very likeable characters with real struggles. Her descriptions of ranch life sounded true and realistic. I really felt like I was there as an observer, looking in on all that was going on. And I enjoyed it very much.
I think I never got a good handle on Seth, not as good as on Austin but I saw he is a good man who wants to do right at his job, with his friends, the animals...and most important with Austin.
I was so rooting for them and wished them all the best. Watching them falling in love and building a life and future together made me so happy. And I needed that desperately in these times.
Really I can't tell you enough how much this story made me fall in love with Austin & Seth and that life Kaje build for them. The story managed what I like most when reading: catching my interest very fast, holding it and even make me lose myself in the story's atmosphere, setting and feelings. I honestly could not stop reading and only did so because I had to. But as soon as possible I was reading again.
And now I really wish Kaje will write more cowboy romances.
Go on, give it a chance and read it yourself. It's so beautiful done!
Winter Cowboy is a side story connected to Cowboy Dreams. It stars eighteen-year-old Austin, and Seth, a thirty-three-year-old cowboy. This is told in first person from Seth and Austin’s pov.
First the cover. I really like it. It’s different than the usual designs used for contemporary books. The cover model looks like a slightly older Austin.
This story is about a character that was mentioned in the author’s book, Cowboy Dreams. I read that when it was a short story on the author’s blog so I know who a couple of the original characters mentioned at the end of this book are. But I don’t think it’s necessary to have read the first book to follow along in this one.
The blurb does a good job of describing the basic plot. There’s instant lust between Austin and Seth, especially on Seth’s part. I thought the relationship building was quite fast. Anyway, Seth tries to resist Austin but Austin’s insistent. Austin is hired for about a week’s work on the ranch, but then he must leave and find a new job over the winter. Luckily, he does find something until Christmas. Circumstances change at the ranch and Seth and Austin get back together. The epilogue is a very large time jump. Something like ten or twelve years.
Austin had a rough childhood. He runs away but has nothing to his name. He gets help from Joe, a ranch manager at the ranch Austin worked at for a while. Austin has moments of despair but he’s willing to work hard for a place to stay and earn his keep. Seth carries a lot of blame for an accident that happened to a young cowboy on the ranch years ago. He doesn’t want to get involved with Austin because of that guilt. But they get together for a brief time before Austin must leave. Austin matures in responsibility, and Seth must come to terms with his guilt. For most of the story, their character voices were distinct. But once Austin matured, and Seth forgave himself, their voices grew more similar, and I found it difficult to tell them apart. I could believe in the two men as a couple.
Overall, Winter Cowboy is an easy read. There isn’t much conflict, it’s mostly angst and yearning, Austin over-coming his circumstances, and Seth his guilt. The writing was good, but the character voices lost their uniqueness near the end. I give this book, 4 Stars and recommend it to anyone who enjoys cowboy stories and a non-stressful read.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
This book was unexpected and most welcome Christmas gift to me and I couldn't put it down. See, I was in a book slump for almost entire year. I read over 100 full length novels yearly, shorts doesn't count, and though I've read a few that I couldn't put down, the others were just okay. Good but left me wanting for more. What a journey of self discovery for each of the MCs this is. It's a story of resilience, integrity, self reflection and validating and owning ones feelings and mistakes in hindsight for what they truly are. I can't even start on what this book made me feel! It's full of genuine human reactions and realistic situations and feels, opposite to run of the mill situations I encountered lately in MM. Emphasis on suddenly inexistent homophobia in most newer books. That's not real life especially not in rural US.
It's the little, maybe insignificant details to some that did me in. Made me feel and even cry.
There's a lot of realistic feels and heat. After years of reading MM I'm often tempted to skip "bedroom" (sorry in lack of better term, so I wont be flagged) scenes because they are sadly just run of the mill in most books. Not in this one. Every single scene is hot but most importantly significant to relationship development. I guess it's a somewhat lost art, but this author thankfully still knows how to do it. It can be read as a standalone but I recommend that you start with Cowboy Dream. You'll enjoy the epilogue in this one so much more. It's just as good I only wish it was longer, because it puts relationship development on fast track, but nevertheless it kinda feels natural and so right. As a professional horses person and someone who maybe knows a bit more about cattle and ranching than average reader I can also attest that both books are really well researched which I appreciate more than I can say. Kaje Harper is also a very versatile author so there's something for very different preferences on her backlist. I dare to hope for some more cowboys in the future.
I love when a book can absolutely destroy me and build me back up after. This one dragged me through the mud with the hopelessness, desperation, and pining. Then, with Austin and Seth’s clear communication, care, and love, it was like getting wrapped in a warm blanket of good feelings.
Austin is on the run from an abusive and homophobic father as soon as he turns 18 with nothing but a truck quickly running out of gas and an empty wallet. Austin is desperate for a new beginning and Seth is desperate to help him. This story was so sweet and emotional. Im going to be honest, I cried reading the epilogues. 😭😭😭
I would say it was about 3.5🌶️. Open door and explicit, a handful through out the story. The focus was not the spice, it was the intimacy. BUT LET ME TELL YOU. I LOVED the communication. It felt so intimate and authentic. I kinda felt like I should close my eyes to give them some privacy 🫣🫣🫣
This story makes me want to just hug and care for all the queer youth abandoned by their families. 🥺🥺🥺
This is truly a standalone. I did not feel like I was missing any context having not read the previous book in the series.
✨✨the vibes✨✨ Hurt/comfort 🥰 Virgin MC Escaping abusive parent Cowboy on cowboy 🤠❤️🤠 Found family 🥺🥰 Age gap
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“Who said romantic? I’m just looking for real.” Austin tilted his chin toward the bedroom. “Come on.” — “Maybe. I’ll think about it. I hate goodbyes.” Desperately, I suggested, “I could make you like hellos, though.” — His stomach rumbled and I laughed, delight flooding me. He was here, in my home, in my bed, and tonight, I had the right to take care of him.
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Frank Austin Morse comes out to his abusive father on his 18th birthday, and narrowly escapes from his house without being beaten. He runs to the ranch where he’s been working, and has stashed some of his clothes and belongings. Co-worker Joe sells Frankie his beat up truck, which dies three days out, on a side track near a ranch in California.
Related to Harper’s previous novel, Cowboy Dreams, this story tells the story of Frankie Morse, who’s only mentioned briefly there. Harper fleshes out Frankie’s story here, as well as everything that happens to Frankie after he leaves everything – including his family, his phone, and his first name – behind.
So, Austin Morse ends up in a small town diner where he’s told he might get hired on for ranch work in a few months. Heading out to the ranch, he meets Seth and talks his way into a week of temporary work. Seth and Austin work well together, even when they are unexpectedly snowed in with the rest of the staff stranded in town. At week’s end, Seth tries to get Austin to stay, but Austin is determined to make it on his own. Life isn’t easy for Austin, though he does keep a promise to let Seth know he’s okay as soon as he gets a new basic phone.
Harper deftly shows readers how life for a teen with few resources can be harrowing. Avoiding abuse of all kinds, Austin manages to find a short-term seasonal job, only to have his truck break down beyond his ability to fix it. I especially appreciated that both Seth and Austin needed to make peace with their pasts, and how each went about doing that.
Note that this book can be read as a standalone, but the epilogues contain spoilers for Cowboy Dreams.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
The most important thing you need to know is that this book can be read as a standalone, but it’s so much better read after Cowboy Dreams. In the end Kaje brings the story full circle, and it really packs a wallop if you’ve read Sylvester and Joe’s story first. The second thing you should know is that Kaje does not write a bad book. As usual she’s got complex characters with some really unfortunate back stories who are getting through life the best way they can. Is it great? Maybe not, but Austin, at least, is determined to save himself and in the process saves Seth as well. As the son of an abusive man, Austin is well-versed in survival, but when his father attacks him right after his 18th birthday, he realizes he has to get out. We learned this part of his story in Cowboy Dreams, from Joe’s history. What we don’t know is what happens after Joe sells him his old truck and Austin leaves town. Determined to reinvent himself, stand on his own two feet, and regain control over his life, he has to learn that sometimes it’s safe and ok to lean on others. In learning to trust Seth, he gives Seth a reason to break free of a past tragedy. Their coming together is surprisingly easy despite past trauma and a significant age gap, but external circumstances complicate their relationship. I really appreciate that there’s no really simple fix, despite Seth and Austin and a wonderfully supportive ranch crew wishing otherwise, and they have to work things out the hard way with grit and determination. Some serendipity does help, but by the time they get together there’s no doubt they are solid, and that Austin is truly a part of the bigger ranch family. Another winner from Kaje!
It was so good to find out what happened to Frankie/Austin from Cowboy Dreams, a young man that Joe had helped escape his abusive father by selling Frankie his old pickup for a dollar. Frankie drives away from his childhood home, vowing to live his life the way he wants as he makes his way to San Francisco. Unfortunately, money and gas run out before he can get there. He makes his way to a ranch hoping to find work there, even though it is in November. He meets Seth, a cowboy on the ranch. Their attraction to each other is immediate. Unfortunately, Seth is unable to secure a job for Austin.
That next part of uncertainty that Austin goes through just tore at my heart. I loved how circumstances brought the two of them back together and how Seth worked to get Austin employment, even though temporary.
These two guys. Some MCs just burrow their way into your heart, and Seth and Austin did that for me. Especially Austin, who was determined to make his way in the world as independently as possible by not being afraid of hard work. I loved how Seth had an innate need to care for Austin.
But my favorite part was things coming full circle for Austin. I loved both epilogues.
I would like to thank GRR for the opportunity to read and review this ARC.
Winter Cowboy was yet another endearing, equal parts serious and sexy Kaje Harper romance, that explored intense, food insecurity AND a past of trauma contributing to safety issues and identity, while managing to still be heartfelt and romantic.
It was a lot Without feeling like a lot, And I will never not be in awe of Harper's ability to bring to life MCs who go through it and it not come off as performative, empty drivel.
Austin was crazy young though, and Seth quite a bit older, but this story wasn't about sexual power dynamics. It was scary and real and triggering, but Austin was determined and strong and he endured, which made this romance a hopeful one.
This wasn't just another romance, but a life story about grinding for stability, tough-as-nails work ethic, and relationship bonds that transcend sexual energy, because they're rooted in trust, intimacy, and emotional security.
Seth and Austin were beautiful together, and I will never get enough of the way Harper writes solid, patient, steadfast cowboys, who love each other deeply through all seasons, weather every storm with understanding, compassion, and gritty determination, and who go the distance for the other no matter what obstacles stand in their way.
Can't wait for more Kaje Harper because every romance is quite simply, a real one.
This year I’ve come across quite a lot of cowboy books, and the ones I’ve read so far haven’t disappointed. I still have a few on my TBR list, and this one also made it onto it, because based on the blurb I thought it had to be a good book.
And I wasn’t wrong.
Austin, an 18-year-old boy who ran away from home and from his horribly homophobic, abusive father, is not in an easy situation. Not at all.
He has a beat-up car, but no job, no place to live — and his wallet is literally empty when he ends up on Seth’s doorstep, hoping to get a job from Seth’s boss.
And that brings us to Seth. Seth is 33 years old, and at first he comes across as quite grumpy, but he’s actually an absolutely lovable guy. He blames himself for a past accident, which is why he doesn’t want to date a coworker — but life plays a trick on him when he meets Austin 🤭
That they fall in love with each other was never in question for even a second.
The communication between the guys was great, the coworkers were adorable, there were plenty of spicy scenes as well as sweet moments.
And as an extra bonus, we don’t get the usual 1–2–3 months later epilogue, but one set 11 years later.
Overall? I loved it 🥹
I received the ARC copy of the book from Gay Romance Reviews, which I’d like to thank them for. This is my honest opinion.
A lovely story about broken cowboys who get their shit together and have a good relationship. Both Seth and Austin (Frankie from another book. He goes by his middle name in this) have ghosts and demons to battle. They put in the work though.
The story starts with Austin running from his abusive and hateful father. His truck breaks down en route to San Francisco and Austin is stranded with not a penny to his name in the Sierra Nevada mountains at the start of early winter. In a town of just over 100 people and no work to be found, Austin contemplates selling himself to get to his destination.
Seth finds him sleeping in the horse barn of the ranch where Seth works and his heart breaks. He knows Austin needs an hand up and gets him a temporary position on the ranch. Austin stays with Seth in his cabin which has only one bed. You can guess the rest.
It’s not an easy ride to their HEA though.
Austin is especially so strong (a wee bit stubborn too) to keep pushing to make it on his own. Which is why he leaves the ranch for a month. I didn’t like it but I accepted it. Seth had to chase away his ghosts so he could be the man Austin deserved and needed.
Moderate steam, a lot (for me anyway) of angst, and mind the TW for abuse and attempted SA of Austin at one point.
I received a copy of this from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest opinion.
This is not exactly a sequel to Cowboy Dreams, but more like a companion piece. Joe & Sylvester don't show up until the epilog, but the homophobic cop that makes so much trouble for them in Cowboy Dreams turns out to be Austin's father.
Austin has a bad childhood with a truly scary father, who happens to be the deputy sheriff in their small town. He runs when he turns 18 (thanks to Joe giving him an old truck), and winds up far down the road at the ranch Seth is working at. There's instant attraction between the 2 of them. Unfortunately there's no job at the ranch, like Austin was hoping. He is able to spend a couple of weeks working there over Christmas, though, and Austin & Seth fall in love during that time. Austin leaves to go find a job a couple of towns down until March, when the ranch will be hiring again. Seth and Austin are able to work things out in the end.
There's a 15 year age gap between Seth and Austin, but it seems like it's less. Austin never really feels like an 18 year old, due to the hardships he suffered growing up. Seth is 33, which really isn't that old either - and Seth is still working through getting over and old boyfriend and a ranch accident he thinks he's responsible for.
Loved this book (but then, I love all of Kaje's books).
Winter Cowboy is an amazing book with wonderful characters and a beautiful setting. It is sweet, gritty, deals well with some very difficult issues and I was fully engaged from the first page to the last. Austin is incredibly mature for his young age and so determined to make it on his own after spending the first eighteen years of his life being abused and controlled by his father. The only way for him to live his life authentically and freely is to get as far away as he can as soon as he can. Once he runs out of gas and money he finds himself in another small town looking for work. The local ranch is not hiring but after meeting Seth and forming a strong connection he has to do whatever it takes to find work nearby until spring. Seth is also amazing but has a lot of doubts about getting into another relationship after his previous one imploded in the worst way. They are exactly what the other needs and I love how their relationship develops. They have a lot to deal with but their faith in each other never wavers. The ending is perfect and I can't wait to see what the author has in store for us next.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
I absolutely loved this book! Austin is introduced in the novella Cowboy Dreams (which I also loved!), so I was excited to read his story.
Austin left his hometown at 18 to escape his abusive father. He didn’t have much more than the few clothes he could pack, his saddle and an old truck he bought for a $1 from Joe, a kind co-worker that understood how important it was for him to get away. He ends up at the Bar and Star Ranch looking for work.
Seth is in his 30’s and a ranch hand at the Bar and Star. He and Austin have a great connection despite the age difference. I loved watching them fall in love. Both are really good men that value hard work, the animals and their found family.
The road isn’t easy for Austin and the author really makes you feel his desperation and struggles. There are a lot of heart wrenching moments and I found myself shedding some tears. But I had faith that it was all going to work out, and the 2 epilogues were the perfect endings.
I really loved everything about this book and hated to say goodbye to Seth and Austin. It’s definitely a book that I will re-read in the future. I received a copy of this book from GRR and this is my honest opinion.
His mother left and his abusive father made his life difficult. Austin, formerly Frank Jr., was made to be his father's cook and servant. His father even got him a job and then took his money. A kindness from one of his fellow workers named Joe, helped Austin get the wheels he needed in the form of a rusty old truck that took him away from father and landed him at the Star & Bar Ranch where he meets Seth. Seth is wary of getting involved with Austin - there is an age gap - but Seth shows him kindness when he needs it. Austin's beginning at Star & Bar is not easy, there is no paid work there at first and although he and Seth begin a relationship they have to figure things out to stay connected until an opportunity opens up that helps Austin finally land where he needs to be - with Seth. It is truly not just a save for Austin, but Seth was just going through the motions before Austin landed in his life. And in the aftermath of being abused by his father, Austin still bears the scars. But this couple realistically deals with the good and the challenging. I received an ARC from GRR and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I very recently read Cowboy Dreams and was curious what happened to Frankie so I was all over reading his story. At the start of the story Frankie, who elects to use his middle name of Austin, is doing his very best to escape from a toxic parent, but he's almost out of money and his truck is just about out of gas so he looks for work at a ranch in the town where he's forced to stop. This is how he crosses paths with Seth and watching their relationship develop was such a satisfying read. They were both cautious (and they both have some past hurts that feed that caution). Watching them get to know each other while surrounded by a pretty awesome found family was wonderful. There are some spoilers for Cowboy Dreams in this one so if you haven't read that one, definitely go back and read it first. If you're looking for some hurt/comfort mixed with supportive found family this is an excellent choice.
***I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.***
Winter Cowboy is Austin’s and Seth’s story, an age difference romance set on a ranch during Winter. Austin, Austin’s middle name for reasons you will discover in the book, has made his escape from the family home and is out of cash and gas when he makes his way to the Star & Branch ranch, three states over from his home town. He impresses Seth and everyone else there with his willingness to work hard but there is no work and he moves on, leaving a hole in Seth’s life and a dent in his bed. Come Christmas Eve, Seth makes his move and a happy ever after is on its way.
This is a suitably cosy read with some darkness that gets dispelled by the end for a number of characters. The cast are all great and supportive of the two lovers without losing sight of the possible road blocks on the road ahead. I might just read this again next Winter, you never know.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.