Magic births demons, lies birth betrayal. In a world torn by war, survival means choosing a side…
Ethalyn has never known freedom. Raised in a land where the military decides every future, her only choices are to die, or to fight. As a soldier of the Ashen Corps, she is thrust into a brutal war where ordinary humans must battle elemental mages and raging demons for their very existence.
When Ethalyn is assigned to a squad led by a mysterious lieutenant hiding a past as dangerous as her own, she discovers bonds of friendship, rivalry, and something more forbidden than she ever expected. Yet, secrets cannot stay buried; someone knows what she is hiding, and they will use it to break her.
As the lines between ally and enemy blur, Ethalyn must decide who to trust. But the war is not what it seems, and the greatest threat may already be within their ranks.
Full of magic, betrayal, forbidden love and dangerous truths, this spellbinding fantasy is perfect for fans of Divergent, Dragon Age and The Last Air Bender.
okaaaaay this one really ate (aside from the irritating FMC...)!! 🤭 i'm lowkey excited for the next book hehehehe (if only to see my beloved malakai again..)
⋆。°✩ 𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒕
the plot of ruin me was a little all over the place, to be honest. i wasn't sure exactly what the reasoning was behind most things that our characters did, and a lot of the twists and turns didn't really hit as hard as i feel that they should have.
even thinking about it now, barely two days after finishing it, i don't really remember many key points of the plot. now i'm a very forgetful person, but i feel like the memories of this book should've stuck with me for longer than 48 hours... 🥹
when a character died during the mishmash of action in the final 15% of the book, i really did not feel a single thing for them. i kinda just shrugged and moved on ✋
⋆。°✩ 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔
𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘺𝘯 ⭑.ᐟ 🔥
i seriously recoiled in shock when i found out our FMC is TWENTY-EIGHT YEARS OLD. she consistently acted like she was EIGHTEEN. it constantly surprised me how childish and naive ethalyn was.
she definitely felt like the oh so special 'chosen one' main character. she was the typical sassy yet gut-wrenchingly (🙄) tortured soul. i really didn't feel much for her, and that's not a very good sign for the main character... 😬
𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘪 ⭑.ᐟ 🩸
LOVED THIS GUY FROM THE VERY BEGINNING.
also i'm like 99% sure he's literally sylus from 'love and deepspace'. like... the red eyes, the white hair, the 'kitten' nickname... yeeeeeah that's my man 🤭 i'd recognise him ANYWHERE.
my trust in this man did not waver for a MOMENT. i never gave up faith!! 🙏
𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭 ⭑.ᐟ 🗡️
this man omg. i did not trust him from the start. he's AWFUL. i genuinely hated every moment he was there. absolute peak emotional manipulation 🙄
he's just the usual best 'friend' who evolved to want total control of a girl who's friendzoned him. yikes.
𝘢𝘴𝘩𝘭𝘦𝘺 ⭑.ᐟ 💣
i liked her, but her only personality trait was liking bombs... it got old very quickly 😬
⋆。°✩ 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈
the writing was not my favourite, but i did enjoy the experience. i enjoyed the process of reading this, but the writing style didn't really stand out to me.
⋆。°✩ 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔
i'd probably read the next book in the series, but i probably won't think about this one very often. still, it was a good time!
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AHHHH I GOT THE e-ARC FOR THIS!! thank you so much to netgalley, the author and victory editing for giving me the e-ARC of Ruin Me in exchange for an honest review!
Thank you to the amazing Hanna for making me part of her street team and giving me the opportunity to read the ARC of this book.
From the first page I was hooked by her writing style, world building and characters. I thoroughly enjoyed reading this and would probably have devoured it in one sitting if I had not needed to sleep, take care of my little ones and work!
Ruin Me follows the story of Ethalyn and her journey to self acceptance, love, friendship and finding her inner power. Alongside her life long friend Lionel (the boy next door vibes mixed with Jacob Black & Dain Aetos), Ethalyn is determined to make her life better. Along the way she meets Malakai, the guy you should hate but who winds their way into your affection. I loved the banter and the constant tease of what will happen next.
For me, what made this book stand out, and why I gave it 5 stars, was the time Hanna Scaalez has spent in actually building her characters personalities and giving the reader the time to feel attached to them before the drama truly unfolds. I rarely feel properly invested in my characters so really enjoyed being drawn into Ruin Me!
I NEED the next book desperately and shall be impatiently awaiting more!
I received an ARC of this book and OH MY GOD I actually enjoyed this so much 😭🔥 This was such a good, well-written fantasy with mages, demons, and ungifted humans who’ve been at war for so long that literally EVERYONE is suffering. No one is okay. Not the mages. Not the demons. Not the humans. Just pain everywhere.
And the survival aspect??? They have to join this military testing force just to get food and live. Like imagine your LIFE depending on passing brutal tests. The tension was insane. Every chapter felt high stakes.
BUT THEN. THE FMC KEEP A DARK SECRETS. I DIDN'T EXPECT THAT, I WAS SHOOK.
also there’s a DEMON in her group her force leader. The tension between them?? The mystery?? The vibes?? I’m not saying anything else because YOU NEED TO READ IT YOURSELF. I refuse to spoil it. Just know I was internally screaming. And her childhood friend who has always been by her side, always protecting her?? but i Hate that man seriously!
AND THE ENDING! I did NOT expect it to go that way. I was completely stunned. It left me speechless. I just stared at the last page like… excuse me??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT’S HOW IT ENDS??? I’m still not over it.
This book has war trauma, hidden identities, secrets, emotional damage, complicated relationships, and the kind of tension that makes you want to flip pages at 3AM. If you love messy loyalties, survival tropes, and characters who are all morally stressed and emotionally wrecked, this one is for you. I Highly recommend.
Dear Queen I need the next book immediately because I refuse to sit with that ending like this 😭🔥
This book pulled me in right from the very first page!
I loved the writing style, the main characters, the side characters, the banter, and all those toe-curling moments that will have your ears turning just as red as our FMC’s.
Ruin Me is fast-paced without ever feeling rushed. The story is set in a military world where a brutal war rages between humans (the ungifted), demons, and elemental mages. We follow Ethalyn in her POV - a feisty, badass FMC with a sharp tongue that frequently gets her into trouble.
She ends up as a soldier in the Ashen Corps (the human military), determined to prove herself at any cost. The squad she’s placed in? Absolute treasures. I adored the banter and watching their relationships grow naturally over time.
And then there’s Lieutenant Malakai .. our morally grey MMC .. constantly smirking and utterly jaw-dropping in more than one way. The tension? Immaculate. To make things even more complicated, her childhood friend (and former/current crush) is also in the same squad… and the way that love-hate dynamic unfolds is both chaotic and deliciously entertaining.
The world building is small-to-medium in scope, but it fits perfectly for a first book. It lays a strong foundation while clearly leaving room for expansion in the sequel.
If you love magic, military settings,, twists & turns, slow burn, hidden truths, and a morally grey MMC - this one’s for you.
oh. my. god. 1. i am so thankful i was granted this ARC on netgalley and that i saw my book friend’s 6 star rating of this book and gave it a chance 2. THIS. BOOK. IS. INCREDIBLE. absolutely one of the best fantasy/romantasy books ive ever read. and youre telling me i have to WAIT FOR THE REST OF THE SERIES?!!! im devastated!!!
anywayyyyyy this book is wonderful. each character you almost have completely different feelings for: love, hate, DESPISE, omg so sexy, SO FUNNY x2, sweet, ANNOYING, woe is me, etc. nate’s character reminded me a lot of ridoc from the empyrean series because of his quick wit but also how caring he was. even ashley gave me ridoc vibes, her character is just perfect. i wont say too much but we obviously love ethalyn but all i can hear is sexy music in my head whenever malakai pops up🤪🫣🫦🖤👀😮💨🤭
ummmmm sorry got sidetracked. PLEASE give this book a chance. it has mages and demons and romance and banter. its all so perfect. i loved the mages magic and wondering what other kinds are out there and what can they do and and why and why is there beef between them all and WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN?!! i still dont even know😫hanna pls drop all the books immediately, i BEG you🖤💰
WOW! I loved how this story started off with action right from the start.
What an amazing way to incorporate a military world, with a world full of demons, magic systems and more!
So many characters and so much banter, that I was left giggling at all the right moments.
OK, must speak about my newest book boyfriend Malakai... mmm the morally gray and delicious MMC. I won't dive to much into him as you truly need to experience his full attributes.
With the banter, there is so much angry yearning, you are left wondering as you read will they kill each other or will they cave in to carnal urges. Oh and not just with the mains either 😏
I CANNOT WAIT for the second book as this ended with a cliff hanger I did not expect.
I give this 4.5⭐️ Oh how I loved this story♥️. 🤛I absolutely and totally immersed myself into all these incredible characters.
From a world of ungifted, mages and demons, comes this amazing story about a brutal war, many secrets, trust issues, family, friendship and love.
Our FMC When Ethalyn meets the Lieutenant, animosity and vigilance is instant and absolute for both parties. She holds somewhat innocent ideologies and yet she is strong and determined to win her ways. I love how she can be such a badass but also loving and fragile.
Our MMC He is ruled by pain and emptiness. He could almost kill with his tyrant ways and arrogant attitude. He is brutal and unapologetic. With a chip on his horns and guilt on his heart, he will never care for anyone, not even a little bit-e "pun intended". He will bend but only on his terms. And trust me, he is also full of himself in so many good ways.
All the side characters have a place in this story and in my heart. They are gripping, intriguing, loving and amusing. The chitchat is so entertaining. Nothing keeps you grounded and calm such as some good banter! I'm still laughing as I write this and remembering some of the comebacks🤪
The world building is awesome and well illustrated. It is just enough to keep you implicated without being overwhelmed. When engaged in battles, details of the exchanges such as magic castings and weapon crashes, are easy to perceive and imagine.
In the end... Well "color me freaking mind-blown!!"🤯🤯🤯
Hanna K Scaalez gave us a brilliant story and I can't wait to read book 2!❣️
If you love to read books such as fantasies, military, enemies to lovers and action...you must read this book.
First thank you Hanna for choosing me to read your story!
This book had me from page 1 and never let me go!
What an incredible read! Ruin me had me laughing, swooning, crying, and yelling wanting to yeet my kindle across the room!
Hanna did a phenomenal job with the character building. You can see she took the time creating them. I formed a love hate relationship with some of these characters throughout the book! Maliki is my new book BF! That man can tangle me up anytime 😉 I need Ashley as my best friend! You can feel the loyalty through the page. 🫶
This book had me biting my nails pretty much the entire time with anticipation! It’s action packed and full of twists that I didn’t see coming. The build up to that ending 😳 I was definitely not expecting! I need more now 🙏 Thank you again Hanna Scaalez for choosing me you have earned a reader for life!
This story has: ✨Mages ✨Demons ✨Ungifted ✨Tension ✨Betrayal. ✨Rivalry ✨Forbidden enemies to lovers ✨Found family
First off, a massive thank you to Hanna for letting me be part of her AR team 🤗
I really enjoyed this read. I got completely immersed and finished it in one sitting. The pacing is fast-ish, with the tension building at just the right speed. I appreciated that the author gave us time to actually get to know the characters instead of dropping us into chaos from page one. Squad K (aka the kiddos squad) totally stole my heart. Their friendly banter was funny and so real. The friendships and trust that built up within the group felt authentic and just added so much to the story. And our MCs? I loved their bickering, the push and pull, all the chemistry. Malakai could definitely Ruin Us all. 😜☺️
First I really need Goodreads to give more than 5 stars as an option.
Second, I’m freaking without words!! THIS FREAKING BOOK!!
Holy crap where do I begin. The war the “unfitted” are fighting with the Mages and the demons. Pure gold story line. I ate the shit up! Everything flowed so well and literally gripped me in and I couldn’t stop until I finished the book. This story builds brick by brick and moves so smoothly it was a masterpiece. It gave you everything you needed to visualize everything.
Ethalyn was pure badass and I just KNEW there was more to her story. I love her character development throughout this book and I cannot wait to see where this series takes her. Ashley, gods I love her!! She’s so dang funny and witty she kept the story going and the way she isn’t afraid to call Ethalyn out on her crap?!? Everyone needs a friend like that! MALAKAI, sweet baby Jesus! I need more!! His banter with Ethalyn made me literally a giggly little girl. He was so broody and angry in the beginning. I loved it. Then you could tell the second that switch flipped and he became completely possessive and danggggggg 🥵🥵🥵 I love it. The dungeon….THE DUNGEON?!?! The slow burn was definitely slow burning and the payoff was *chefs kiss*!!!
Now let’s talk about the last 10% of the book. I was ACTUALLY pacing through my living room with my kindle. I was screaming, I was on the brink of tears, I was angry as hell. Then I thought the book was going to end and I refused to turn the page. But thankfully there was one more chapter and everything started to really click into place. Then that dang cliffhanger….oooooooooo!! I neeed book 2 like now!!
This book has a bit of everything, and I truly felt it all. It’s been a long time since I read a book with this kind of banter, and honestly, I giggled so much. I loved the characters and Hanna’s writing style, and it was easy to relate to the characters and understand how the world is built. There’s a touch of spice too, and wow… that man.
This was a truly amazing book, and I felt genuinely sad when it ended. Luckily, it’s a series, which means I get more.
You’ll enjoy this book if you liked Fourth Wing, Silver Elite, or The Hunger Games.
I was honored to receive this book as an ARC from the author! Not only is Hanna the sweetest person, but she created an amazing story. This story spoke to my morally gray, banter loving soul. I fell in love with every character, but one (IYKYK lol). Even the side characters became an integral part of the story. The world building was well done and made even better by the FMCs understanding of the world around her. You go through the world with her and learn along side her. It is such a unique experience to have and what made this story standout to me. The ending was a cliffhanger, but it made me desperately feral for book 2!!! I can’t wait to see how this story progresses!!
Tropes: 🖤 Military 🖤 Forbidden Love 🖤 Found Family 🖤 Hidden Truths 🖤 Yearning 🖤 Touch her & ☠️ 🖤 Demons & Magic 🖤 BANTER beyond your wildest dreams
If any of these speak to you, please read this story! It’s so worth it!! ✨☠️❤️🔥
You're sucked in immediately as hopefuls try out for the Ashen Corps. Already getting to know the characters quirks from the outset.
As the story unfolds you learn more about each of the main characters. I have to say my favourite was Ashley throughout, little and feisty. The build up to the ending was brilliant, still had me guessing which way it would go and left me pondering on that final twist.
You will switch between loving and loathing some of the group, it's been very cleverly written.
Congratulations Hanna K. Scaalez, now I can't wait for book two!
Thank you so much to the author Hanna K. Scaalez for letting me read about Ethalyn and her squad combatting evils!
💥 You know what I love about a book? It starting off with a bang! 💥 Directly into the plot and action - and still a smooth and timely introduction to characters, the world and the plot.
📖 Ethalyn is put through trials to join the Ashen Corps - the special military to combat the demons who threaten to invade her world. While on different missions she’s realizing… maybe everything’s not as it seems? 📖
🗣️ The banter is bantering and I’ve been grinning and giggling on the subway while reading. The dialogue flows so realistically and it’s just the perfect mix of storytelling and characters talking/telling us how it is.
👯♀️ And let’s talk about our characters for a bit: they feel authentic, the relationships are beautifully written and even minor characters are interesting! (I have a few I’m hoping to see more of in the coming books)
🩷 I’m not the biggest fan of a triangle drama.. but this is executed exactly right and contributes to the plot! 👀 🤭
🙂↕️ If you like found family, touch her and…, looking for hidden agendas while reading, forbidden romance and magic? Then YES this is the book for you! 😍
Did I mention that the book is equal parts funny, moving and action packed?
FMC - Ethalyn MMC - Malakai Secondary - Lionel aka Sniper boy golden retriever boy - Nate
*Tropes* Military Romance Slow burn Love triangle
I devoured this book and am in desperate requirement of the second book post haste!
if youre looking for a slooooooow burn military single pov romance with magic, demons and humans with world building through the FMC's eyes? This is the book you need to add to your TBR.
The single pov made it completely immersive as you learn alongside the FMC and every accomplishment felt earned. The story starts with Ethalyn and her childhood best friend Lionel as they try to make for a better life in the military under Lieutenant Malakai who is seemingly harsh, unforgiving and unyielding. The way the book flows through friendships, betrayals, heart break and finding love that is unconditional and how it unfurls at a pace that doesnt feel rushes or too slow and the devastating impact of every decision made for a really amazing read.
Be prepared for taking emotional damage and rolling around theories in your head as soon as youve finished this book.
Easily a 5 star read.
Thankyou to Hanna K. Scaalez for letting me into the ARC group for this book.
A Spellbinding Journey Through War, Mystery, and Magic
OMG I LOVED THIS BOOK!!! I’m not usually drawn to “military‑style” settings, and I admit it took a few chapters for me to really get into it. But once their first mission started, the story seized me and I devoured the book in 2 days.
The characters have a depth I was not expecting, and I loved them so much for it. I don’t want to give too much away, there are so many layers and character building, the author did a fantastic job of making me care for them.
From the outset, there’s a sense that the human‑mage‑demon war is just the surface of something far more intricate. Revelations drop fast and furious, especially during the second half of the book. The author did not stop. Each twist propels you forward, making it impossible to put the book down.
I’m grateful to NetGalley for delivering this ARC. It gave me a chance to discover a hidden gem before its official release.
If you love a good mystery wrapped in a sprawling war‑torn world, this book is a must‑read. Its richly drawn characters, relentless pacing, and the promise of deeper secrets lurking behind the human‑mage‑demon conflict will keep you hooked from the first clash to the final, unforgettable revelation.
Lectura ARC. Me encantó tener la oportunidad de leer este libro antes de que se publique .
Que puedo decir la historia me encantó , desde la página uno ya estaba enganchada en la trama , tiene de todo un poco, nunca se sintió repetitivo ni lento.
El slow burn en este libro es magnífico de mis favoritos.
Muestra personajes que van desarrollándose y creciendo durante la historia.
Y en lo personal algunos personajes se quedarán como mis favoritos .
Es una lectura súper recomendada , súper rápida de leer, súper entretenida .
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ARC read. I loved having the opportunity to read this book before it gets published..
What can I say, I loved the story, from page one I was hooked on the plot, it has a bit of everything, it never felt repetitive or slow.
The slow burn in this book is magnificent, one of my favorites.
It shows characters that develop and grow throughout the story.
And personally, some characters will stay as my favorites.
Le livre est écrit du point de vue d'Ethalyn une jeune femme de 28 ans aux yeux roses qui lutte contre la famine. Une guerre oppose les humains nés sans dons, les mages (humains avec pouvoirs) et les démons (qui ont été amenés dans leur monde par les mages). Ethalyn s'inscrit dans l'armée pour éviter de mourir de faim. Elle y fait la connaissance d'Ashley, Nate et Mey qui feront partis de son équipe en plus de Lionel (son meilleur ami d'enfance) et d'Eve.
On plonge dans l'histoire dès les premières pages du livre et tous les ingrédients du succès y sont : action, retournements, magie, identités secrètes, un beau lieutenant ténébreux au passé douteux, un triangle amoureux et que dire des personnages secondaires ! Un gros coup de coeur pour Ashley et Nate qui m'ont fait rire à plusieurs reprises.
English : Thanks to the author and NetGalley for an ARC of this books.
I devoured it in three days.
The book is written from the point of view of Ethalyn, a 28-year-old woman with pink eyes who is fighting against famine. A war is raging between humans born without powers, mages (humans with powers), and demons (who were brought to their world by the mages). Ethalyn joins the army to avoid starving to death. There, she meets Ashley, Nate, and Mey, who will become part of her team, along with Lionel (her childhood best friend) and Eve.
I was drawn into the story from the very first pages, and all the ingredients for success are there: Action, Military, Magic, Demons, Yearning, Self-Growth, Forbidden Love, Slow Burn, Forced Proximity, Touch her/him and die, Hidden truth/identity, A handsome brooding lieutenant, a love triangle, and what can I say about the side characters! I especially loved Ashley and Nate, who made me laugh several times.
This novel was tremendously built and so riveting! Such an intriguing fantasy story with so many twists that I had to go back and double check that my eyes weren't lying along with a major side of adrenaline at some parts that I was screaming at!
Malakai is a broody, dark and malicious entity that has been a thorn in Ethalyn side since she was successful in joining the Ashen Corps to escape her own torturous life and it seems that she traded it in for the cruelty of the Lieutenant himself. You are quickly given whiplash as they banter and bite at each other's mere existence until the tides change and their inner secrets are revealed to each other and thus binding them to each other as worlds collide on the brink of a war they both want to stop. Working to unite the separated, unaware of the deception burrowed closely within ranks until it is too late. The team can't escape the brutality of being blindsided; the blood, death and betrayal as they fight for not only themselves but each other. But the fight has simply just begun!
Thank you Hanna for giving me another Malakai to swoon over!
This is one of my new favourite romantasy books! 6 stars. The plot, the main characters, the side characters, everything was just perfection. I truly could not put it down and I am so ready for the next book!
Malakai, the MMC is just 👌🏻 the banter between him and the FMC, Ethalyn, is top tier. Ashley, one of the side characters is just an absolute badass with a heart of gold and I love her.
Morally gray tension. Found family chaos. Demons lurking in the shadows.
Ruin Me is a fantasy that understands one important thing: if we don’t care about the characters, the magic doesn’t matter - and thankfully, this one makes you care.
Thank you to NetGalley for providing us with an ARC in exchange for an honest review.
Ruin Me was such a strong start to what feels like a series with so much potential. One of our absolute favorite tropes is found family, and Hanna Scaalez truly delivered here. She took the time to let readers connect with the characters before throwing them into the fire (literally and figuratively). By the time the end-of-book action hit, we were fully invested — not just in what would happen, but in who it would happen to.
We loved the dynamic between ordinary humans, mages, and demons. The layered power struggle between these groups created tension without overwhelming the story, and it left plenty of room for the world to expand in future books.
Following Ethalyn’s journey was especially rewarding. Watching her move toward self-acceptance, build meaningful friendships, and begin to understand her own power felt earned and authentic. Her growth wasn’t rushed — it unfolded naturally alongside the friendships forming around her. The banter? So good.
Between Ethalyn and the mysterious, morally gray MMC, the tension simmered in that perfect slow-burn way. And her squad of newfound friends brought balance, humor, and heart to the story. Ashley was hands-down our favorite side character — chaotic, fierce, unfiltered, and exactly the kind of loyal best friend energy every fantasy FMC deserves.
Beyond the relationships, we really appreciated the deeper themes woven throughout the story: overcoming learned hatred toward those who are different letting go of fear and doubt learning to trust yourself — and the people who prove they’re loyal
The core group is broken in different ways, but that’s what makes their bond feel real. They’re trying to survive in a world that constantly works against them, and despite their clashing personalities and backgrounds, they blend into a found family you genuinely root for.
Our biggest takeaway is that this world has so much more to give — deeper dives into the magic system, the demons (and their king 👀), and the characters’ backstories. But honestly? We love that the author gave us just enough to hook us while clearly leaving space to grow. It made the ending feel like an invitation rather than a conclusion.
We are desperate to see where book two takes this crew!!
Explicit. I loved this so much! It was sharp and full of banter, had some moments that really tugged on my heartstrings and an enemies to lovers storyline that gets nice and steamy. The pacing was good, it was pretty much all systems go from the start but not in a way that felt overwhelming, it simply kept me engaged and wanting to read more. The characters were interesting and I wanted to constantly turn the page to see what would happen to them. The vibes felt a lot like Fourth Wing did - if you liked the push and pull between Vi and Xaden, you'll like this one too. The ending was a bit abrupt but sets up book two nicely and I am already looking forward to the next one!
I received an advance copy of this book and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.
Ruin Me is a tension-heavy magical military romantasy that immediately pulls you into its war-torn world of ungifted soldiers, mages, and demons, balancing survival grit with slow-burn emotional intensity. Ethalyn’s decision to enlist in the Ashen Corps to escape starvation gives the story a raw, grounded edge from the start, and the central conflict—magic unleashing demons and leaving ordinary humans to fight the fallout—creates a stark, high-stakes backdrop. The enemies-to-lovers tension between Ethalyn and Lieutenant Malakai is where the book truly shines; their sharp banter, distrust, reluctant attraction, and constant push-pull between duty and desire keep every scene charged, even when his hot-and-cold behavior feels abrupt at times. I wasn’t fully sold on the love triangle element and found myself wishing for deeper political and historical context surrounding the Corps, the mage hierarchy, and how the world collapsed into its current structure, but the character work helps smooth those gaps. The found-family dynamic adds heart to the brutality—Ashley and Nate especially bring humor, loyalty, and emotional grounding—and Ethalyn’s gradual self-acceptance and growth feel earned rather than rushed. Some twists are easier to anticipate, but the final stretch lands with emotional impact and leaves just enough unanswered to make the next book feel necessary. Overall, this is an intense, character-driven opener with strong interpersonal dynamics and clear series potential, and I’m genuinely curious to see how the world and magic system expand in future installments. Thank you to Hanna K. Scaalez, Victory Editing NetGalley Co-op, and NetGalley for the advanced reader copy—I'm grateful for the opportunity to read and review this story.
I absolutely love it when you open a book and with out warning, you are simply thrust into the thick of it. 🤨 you want dainty and fair ladies?? No sir, not today.
From the very first chapter you are thrown into trial battles, as a means of which to gain the opportunity to serve in the wars against mages and demons to defend human kind. It becomes apparent from an early stage that for Ethelyn, the battles never end on the field. With a firecracker attitude and the essence of a spitfire for talking back she makes enemies within close quarters who are out to prove a point. Stand in line or die.
As the story progresses, its clear that things aren't adding up, nothing is as it seems and it begins to show that enemies and friends aren't what they seem. Who can she trust, who can she believe, who will stand by her side when her darkest fears becomes reality?
Ruin me, was a fabulous read, packed with action, found family, amazing banter and a true enemies to lovers.
***Thank you to Hanna for the ARC. This review is my own opinion and has not been influenced in any way.
This book surprised me. I have been trying to find a book that grips me from the very start and this one did just that, from the very first sentence. It's fast paced, high energy, with mean girls, hot guys ,love, friendship, action, yearning. Every trope I love.
This book grabbed me from the very beginning. The opening is strong and I was immediately invested, I just wanted to keep turning the pages.
There are several solid plot twists throughout the story, and just when you think you’ve figured everything out… the book throws something at you that completely surprises you. The pacing is good and never feels slow.
The tension between Malakai and Ethalyn was so enjoyable to read — their banter and bickering really added to the story. I also loved seeing the squad slowly grow into a real team. Their group dynamics were interesting, and the book has some well-timed humor.
Ethalyn is fierce and loyal, deeply caring about others. Her growth feels natural as she learns to understand her powers and accept herself.
Malakai starts off arrogant and somewhat unlikeable, but gradually reveals a protective nature and a softer side.
Lionel begins as sweet and protective toward Ethalyn. While he struggles with the changes happening around him (which makes sense), some of his later behavior was a bit disappointing.
Overall, the character personalities are well developed and easy to connect with.
I would have loved a bit more depth in the worldbuilding, and I think the trials and training sections could have been explored further, there was definitely more potential there.
A gripping start to the series with great tension, strong character work, and twists that keep you hooked. I’m very curious to see what happens next!
I don’t think I will ever emotionally recover from the last 50 pages. Like… OH. MY. GOD. I genuinely reached a point where I had to pause, “Did I read this correctly? Or was everything a lie?” The doubt, the confusion, the spiral—INSANE. And then—WHOOSH—there he is, stepping in like a knight in shining armor for his sweetie, his kitten, and suddenly everything makes sense again
Those final chapters took me on a full emotional marathon: blushing to squealing and screaming to shock to realization to hurt and somehow… love all over again…The tension, the reveal, the feelings—it all hit exactly where it was supposed to
I absolutely ate this look up. It was a quick Romantasy that had a good slow burn slow burn where you don’t quite know which way the FMC gonna go. The plot has a lot of opportunity for depth and world building. I’m hoping this ends up being a series with a couple books in it because I feel like the plot line in the characters really has what it takes to create that.
There’s a lot of elements of found family, dystopian war between elemental factions, and enemies to lovers. If any of these things interest you then I definitely recommend taking a look. I would love to see a little bit more character, development, and storyline development in the next book and that’s the only reason I can’t give it a full five stars. Otherwise I really enjoyed it.