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320 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 15, 2026
“I think if you live long enough,” Nico said, “you become a migrant from another timeline. There’s the world you learn to navigate as you enter adulthood, and then that world slips away from you by degrees, and after a while there’s nothing left of it, but you’re still here. That’s what I mean.”
It was a fascinating alternate reality to consider, but as I read through the three previous transcripts, I sensed an increasing distance and disinterest on the part of the interviewers. The man's stories were consistent from interview to interview, but the problem was that there was no way at all to verify anything he said. Still, his story lined up with Nico's husband's in a way that couldn't be ignored. This Kareem had thrown a party, and at a certain point in the evening, doubles of two of his friends had appeared.
I sat out there for an hour or so before I went in, looking at the lights of the downtown towers. I knew this strange other version of Kareem wasn't lying, because of the tattoo he'd described to me, TRUE DILIGENCE on the back of Ari's left wrist. Had we had the same childhood, this other person and I? My grasp of quantum physics was weak at best, but that line of text, I thought now, was an entanglement between us, between me and Ari. When I thought of the tattoo, it was easy to imagine a scenario where I'd done something quite different, where Id become a criminal instead of becoming the police. Two sides of the same coin, I thought, and the inevitable next thought was that if I had become a criminal, I would have been good at it, because I was good at everything I'd ever tried in my life. It was an absurd line of thought. I. was very tired. Strange to think there weren't just two versions of me, and two versions of Kareem and Nico and possibly everyone else, but two versions of our country. There was a world where my homeland had fractured into disarray, and another where my homeland had closed like a fist.