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WHEN YOU LOVE TWO MEN, THE STAKES ARE HIGHER.

I love Beast and Muscle. The two brutal Warlords of the Bedlam Butchers have taken me into their arms and their life. Nothing can ruin my happiness…except the rest of the club. They’re tough, rowdy, and everything I’m not. It’s clear I need to fit in or hit the road, because I can’t make my guys choose between me and the Butchers.

To make matters worse, cocky, outrageous Muscle has shut down entirely. Something’s bothering him, bringing war flashbacks with it, and it’s threatening to destroy our fragile new relationship.

One thing’s for sure. I may be down, but I’m definitely not out. And I’ll fight to the death for my men if I have to.


Available Now in the Motorcycle Clubs series:

HIS WILD DESIRE by Ella Goode (Death Lords MC #1)
OFF LIMITS by Ruby Dixon (Bedlam Butchers #1)
WANTING IT ALL by Kati Wilde (Hellfire Riders #1)

HER SECRET PLEASURE by Ella Goode (Death Lords MC #2)
PACKING DOUBLE by Ruby Dixon (Bedlam Butchers #2)
TAKING IT ALL by Kati Wilde (Hellfire Riders #2)

THEIR PRIVATE NEED by Ella Goode (Death Lords MC #3)
DOUBLE TROUBLE by Ruby Dixon (Bedlam Butchers #3)
HAVING IT ALL by Kati Wilde (Hellfire Riders #3)

THEIR FIERCE LOVE by Ella Goode (Death Lords MC #4)
BETTING IT ALL by Kati Wilde (Hellfire Riders MC #4)
DOUBLE DOWN by Ruby Dixon (Bedlam Butchers MC #4)

Coming soon:
THEIR LASTING CLAIM by Ella Wilde (Death Lords MC #5)

75 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 15, 2015

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Ruby Dixon

162 books20k followers
Ruby Dixon is an author of Science Fiction Romance. She likes fated mates, baby-filled epilogues, and cinnamon roll heroes. She also likes to write biographies of herself in the third person, because it feels more important that way.

Ruby also loves coffee and dirty books and will probably be a cat lady at some point. :)

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Profile Image for Whitney.
330 reviews130 followers
October 8, 2019
RD must have realized what a great trio Shy, Muscle, and Beast are because this book is a continuation to their story! I was super excited to see another novella dedicated to them because they totally won me over in Double Trouble.



This short story follows Muscle. Prior to joining the Bedlam Butchers, Muscle had served some time with the military in Afghanistan. He had endured some painful experiences that left him suffering with PTSD. Beast and Shy can see that he is slowly spiraling out of control but are unsure of how to help him. When an enemy of the gang turns out to be an old friend of Muscle, he completely shuts down - leaving Beast and Shy to pick up the pieces.

3 STARS!
Profile Image for Becca.
225 reviews26 followers
May 21, 2025
this was an extremely quick read. Shy, was definitely in need of help and this trio not only came to life but were perfect together.
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Author 15 books514 followers
November 3, 2021
Back to two stars because the relentless grip on being straight that these two men have?? unrealistic
Profile Image for Chris.
1,316 reviews38 followers
February 18, 2023
2.5 Not So Shy Stars

Shy's story continues... I wasn't expecting this... I would have preferred if there was only one book. This book was ok, fast-passed and steamy.
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1,121 reviews1,731 followers
October 14, 2021
*3.5 stars

This is just a short little continuation of Beast, Muscle, and Shy's story from the previous book. This picks up two weeks after the end of book three in the series.

I really like this couple! They are super entertaining to read about. However, I did not like his one as much as the previous book, so that is why I am giving it half a star less.

TROPES: brooding hero (Muscle), contemporary, damaged hero (Muscle), damaged heroine, kindle unlimited, motorcycle club, novellas, sweet heroes (Beast)
Profile Image for Shay.
1,269 reviews39 followers
March 6, 2015
I just finished Double Down and I just loved it. Im a biker girl through and through and this did not disappoint. This follows the Bedlam Butchers MC club and this continues the story for Shy, Muscle and Beast. Shy is Shy for a reason, had to be with her brother so when she is now protected and owned by them but there are some issues with the other ole ladies and sweetbutts and she will have to learn to defend herself. We also have Muscle having his past come back to haunt him. Will he learn to let things go so they can all be happy? Please read and see what happens. Trust me, it hot and sexy and you will love it!
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1,521 reviews98 followers
June 9, 2017
The continuation of Shy, Beast and Muscle's story did not disappoint. Actually, I was surprised how much I was engrossed into the story about Shy's struggle with club bitches and old ladies and Muscle's haunted past and I wished to be much, much longer.
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1,580 reviews95 followers
August 15, 2024
No sé por qué leo esta mierda y no me explico cómo Dixon escribió esto y fue después a escribirnos a los aliens azules que son todo amor y cortesía.
Pero bueno, por lo menos son cortos.
Profile Image for Shyla Colt.
Author 167 books1,004 followers
January 30, 2015
An intense tale of love, breaking free from the past, and rediscovery. There are some things that happen in ones lives that leaves scares they continue to affect you long after the event has passed.
Muscle and “Shy” are perfect examples of that. After escaping her abusive brother, Shy is brought into the world of the Butcher’s of Bedlam M.C. While she loves her men, Muscle, and Beast, the world they thrive in leaves her edgy, and uncertain. Used to blending in by being silent, and praying she wasn’t noticed, she must decide if she’ll fight for her place.
Muscle is a vet with memories that pull him from his sleep. Unable to continue hiding his unrest he’s slipping on his job as enforcer, and endangering the three-way relationship he has going between him Shy Girl, and his road partner Beast.
Beast is the type of man anyone would want. Alpha, but sensitive toward his woman. He protected Shy when she needed it, and held back when he needed to. I love the way Ruby always shows us the man behind the cut.
Profile Image for Miranda Whore.
937 reviews86 followers
January 16, 2016
AMAZING SERIES, full review to come.

Merged review:

I am a HUGE fan of this series. The Motorcycle Clubs books have become something I look forward to every month. I may or may not stalk the authors in hopes that releases come early.

I don't want to give away anything on the storyline because, well, it would give away details from all the previous Bedlam books and I loathe spoilers. So what I will talk about is how wonderfully Ruby Dixon spins a story. I swear even though these are novellas I never, ever feel like they were lacking in story or depth. Not to mention she writes so freaking AWESOME smut. If you aren't into kinky fuckery you should probably find a different series to go with because there is some serious m/f/m action going on in the Bedlam Butchers. HOT!!

Total Five stars with five drenched panties for smut. A must read!!

Review by the Head Whore at Mommy's a Book Whore.
Profile Image for Christina.
87 reviews3 followers
August 18, 2017
The second book in the Shy, Muscle and Beast trilogy, this one picks up right after the last one. In this book, Shy is trying to find her place in the club and with the guys.

This book was great, lots of sexy time, i actually like Shy as a character, Beast is great as usual and Muscle has grown on me since the first book where I could have left his ass on the curb.

My only disappointment was the scene in the restaurant. When Beast puts the vibrator in Shy I was like heck yes! This is gonna be good! But then it got ruined by Shy getting bullied by a sweetbutt which confused me bc Shy is an old lady and therefore sweetbutts are inferior in the MC world and not allowed to speak to them with anything other than respect. Then she gets bullied by old ladies who don't think she's worthy or something so she goes and has a cry in the bathroom all the while the guys are pressing the remote. So she's not only being bullied but embarrassed bc she's on the edge of having a big O. She's upset by this but doesn't pull it out? Like mood ruined, nope not happening.

She does however earn her respect in the end and I like how it ended. I really like this threesome better than Gem, Dom and Kitty.

I think Ruby Dixon does awesome work in the smut realm. Will anything top IPB? Probably not but it's a good fix while waiting for the next one.
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419 reviews
May 12, 2025
I’m just gonna let this quote speak for itself:

"Fact is, we’re a motorcycle club. Sometimes we do sketch stuff. Sometimes guys beat their women. Shit happens. No one’s going to step in and try to put me or Muscle in line if they think we’re disciplining Shy."

(And just to be clear—it’s not that the MMCs are hitting the FMC! But I still can’t get behind a book or series that takes place in an environment where that kind of behavior is normalized or enabled.)

Also, I hated the scene with the vibrator—specifically the part where Domino and Gemini are given the remote without Shy knowing. So two random men she has no romantic connection or trust with are given control of the vibrator inside her, and she assumes it’s one of the MMCs doing it? All of that just to prove she can “fit in” with the tough MC crowd? It was degrading and honestly just made her seem like a joke to them.

(Also, it was really weird considering Domino and Gemini already have their own romance going on—they’re the MMC's of the second novella in the series.)
Profile Image for Ashleah.
814 reviews29 followers
September 17, 2023
Double Down by Ruby Dixon is an erotic romance short story and the fourth installment to the Bedlam Butchers MC series. The audiobook is narrated by Hollie Jackson.

We continue to follow Shy, Muscle, and Beast in this installment, with each of them taking turns as our point-of-view character. After an old friend of Muscles' resurfaces, he spirals and becomes even more emotionally shut-off.

This is the shortest of all the installments so far. There's a bit more plot and a whole lot more steam.

CW: description of PTSD

I received a copy of this book to review. All opinions contained herein are my own.

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1,229 reviews20 followers
April 20, 2022
Beast, Shy, and Muscle! (Caleb, Cheyenne, Jason)

I'm so happy we're finally getting different POVs. This story has all three of theirs and the story is based off Muscle and someone from his military past comes back into his life which causes him to pull away from Shy. It's all a very sad past story and Muscle is haunted by it. Poor Shy has to finally find her spot in the club where she fits in, among the women that is.

Beast was attentive as ever and is probably my favorite Bedlam Butcher brother, he really speaks his mind and give Muscle a good shake when he needs it.
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4,521 reviews
December 22, 2023


Method: audiobook
Rating: 3/5 stars
Hero rating: 4/5 - Muscle
Hero rating: 4/5 - Beast
Heroine rating: 4/5 - Shy
Drama: 3/5
Trope(s): mc
Thoughts: will review later
Profile Image for Lara.
Author 8 books10 followers
March 31, 2019
Shorter than the others, almost like it could have been folded in to one of the other books to be a duology instead of trilogy. And while I like Shy standing up for herself, I want to know where she got the moves. Just from watching the Butchers training? Something else?

Loved seeing Easy and Michigan, though! The way the threads are winding together is really well done. Fun times!
Profile Image for Ana Paes.
759 reviews9 followers
April 22, 2023
Notes: it was quite an interesting book, I wish it had more of Beast's troubles but I'm glad Muscle solved his conflict. Also, Muscle and Beast are NOT straight at all. None of them are, thank you very much.
1,662 reviews27 followers
February 19, 2024
We're back with Shy and her guys but things aren't shaping up to good for a number of reasons, question is can Muscle work through his past and can Shy overcome her shyness and stick up for herself?

3/5 stars
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1,926 reviews
March 3, 2024
Beats and Shy help Muscle work his way through his nightmare after being assigned to investigate the person selling in their territory.

Muscle has to face his past in the present and with Shy and Beast by his side he finds their bond stronger for it
Profile Image for Mille-feuille.
543 reviews1 follower
August 6, 2024
This trio is the best in the series so far. Geniunely cute relationship. I wish I got to see the beat down from Shy'a point of view. I love characters that seem weak but when they flip a switch they go straight to 100.
Profile Image for Michelle Brantley.
456 reviews
October 23, 2024
So glad she found herself in this installment. I was cheering her on sad it didn’t last longer. Mess with the bull you get the horns! I love the chemistry building between all of them. Facing demons on muscles side and beast being the kind gentle beast
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3,311 reviews66 followers
January 10, 2021
Bad memories

Poor Muscle with his bad dreams and memories. It must be so hard for him to deal with anything sometimes.
2,881 reviews12 followers
July 28, 2022
good

I liked these three. Shy especially grew as a character, and I liked her. Especially that fight night scene and how she was after.
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Author 4 books30 followers
August 28, 2023
As advertised, these smuttastically filthy quickies are “for readers who want all of the heat and emotion, but who don’t have all of the time.”
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5,760 reviews
September 11, 2023
Hubo tantas cosas que no me gustaron de esto y la historia es tan genérica y predecible que no podría darle una calificación más alta.
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