Read for the 2024 PopSugar reading challenge. This is "A book with the word "leap" in the title."
This was written and published to coincide with the 50th anniversary year of the Apollo 11 mission that landed men on the moon. Based on the title and subtitle, as well as the description of this book on this website, I was expecting most of it to be focused on the scientific and technical levels of making the Apollo program happen, with the benefit of decades having passed so that history is more visible than it was when it was closer to what was the present day.
It's not that book. There are long segments that focus on scientific or technical questions, such as how the American space program was able to puzzle out and gain practical experience in orbital mechanics that allowed for the lunar orbit rendezvous that made the landings possible, and how the idea of lunar orbit rendezvous pierced the bureaucratic inertia of a NASA that did not believe it was a feasible solution given early 1960s understandings of the science of face.
There are just as long segments that focus on matters of political or even cultural history - setting the table for what made President Kennedy hone in on the Space Race as a source of inspiring rhetoric and an object that could restore some national pride, even while apparently in private Kennedy was repeatedly not all that excited about it and possibly by the time he was assassinated even looking for a graceful way to back out of the commitment to put a man on the moon by the end of the decade. Parts of the book discuss the way that the pursuit of the moon landings was part of what helped transform the idea of "technology" as something that really might be able to help out people's lives, rather than just a series of military research things that were putting an apocalyptic vision of the future out there.
I liked both aspects of the book. The internal insight into NASA was fascinating, going into the design of the computer and how this was unlike anything else that existed at the time, to the point that integrated circuits that have long since been common were side-stepped by IBM at the time that Apollo was ramping up. One description of a 1953(ish) classified military flight with a computer the size of a washing machine, designed by MIT, absolutely blew my mind because this flight autopiloted from Boston to Los Angeles using only that computer's inertial navigation programming. Like, wait a second, complete autopilot existed 70 years ago? I liked learning about an administrator named Bill Tindall and his circulating memos that were dubbed "Tindallgrams" in which he zeroed in on a variety of problems big and small, including, after the lunar flights had begun, continuously reminding people of the importance of not having any unscheduled dumps of waste into space since this altered the trajectory of the craft and made all of the math slightly wrong. The story of the design and inclusion of the lunar rover that was used in Apollos 15-17 is almost unbelievable.
Having finished the book, I feel like Fishman had two main goals in writing it which touch on but aren't directly connected to what actually happened with the space program. One, he had the goal of addressing critics who feel that, with the passing of time, the Apollo program was kind of a disappointment. This is viewed in the form of scientific critics who had grander dreams of space exploration noting that if you were going to design a program to maximize that, Apollo's laser focus on manned lunar landings was not the right way to do this. It's also viewed through kind of a cultural lens. There are also apparently critics he is addressing who feel like it was all a waste and the money should have been spent on other things for the betterment of society instead. This last bit almost seems like the classic Twitter "making up a guy to get mad at" thing, or maybe I'm just biased because I've always thought space was cool and I feel like the moon landings were generally rad as fuck and an awesome thing that any American can be proud of to this very day. To those critics, real or imagined, Fishman cites the total cost of the Apollo program to the total cost (just in dollars) of the Vietnam War, and I think that should pretty much settle any argument with that guy, if he exists.
The second goal, I feel, is kind of a call to action to Americans as a sort of reminder of our ability to tackle big challenges with a substantial mobilization on the societal level. This includes thoughts on how quickly "if we can put a man on the moon" emerged as a phrase in American culture, years before we'd actually successfully put the men on the moon, and on civil rights protestors who were present the day before the Apollo 11 launch with signs about how the money would be better spent on Earth instead. My wife and I had a lot of moon landing anniversary content on our DVR over the course of the summer of 2019 and this appearance was not news to me since it was in one of those programs. It's a good reminder that while the Apollo program is an American triumph it's not a triumph that was as connected to Black citizens of America.
Fishman relates that the NASA guy who talked to these protestors, Thomas Paine (really), recorded in a memo later that he felt they should hitch their wagon to the Apollo rockets with the message that if we can do this, surely we can solve these other problems. Again, I think he pretty quickly dismantles any "why not spend money on X instead?" comments with the wry note that the people who say that don't usually want to spend any money on X other thing.
I wonder whether Fishman remains as optimistic about the potential of America to come together to solve big problems now as when he published the book. After experiencing the COVID pandemic and seeing the way that it played out here and the way that its chief legacy seems to be that whacko Republicans are leading charges against any vaccinations, I don't feel very confident about solving problems. There are just too many people out there who are going to refuse to do anything if it is even the slightest bit inconvenient for them.
Like, essentially all that we were asked to do was stay at home. Do nothing. There was sacrifice in that for everyone, in different ways. We all (who chose to be conscientious) lost time with loved ones that cannot be gotten back. For me, this was not getting to see my niece and nephew, who were 3 and 1.5 at the time COVID hit and in whose lives I had been at least a weekly presence up to that point. I did not get to see my grandmother in the day before she passed away in May 2020 because only one family member was allowed to be with her and that person (my aunt) wasn't allowed to leave once she arrived. I had the stress of wondering whether my job (writing about baseball) would stop paying me because there was no baseball. There was no anything. I recognize this is comparatively light and many people were hit harder - people whose jobs did stop, and others whose jobs suddenly became "essential workers" and they had to shoulder the burden of getting sick with a disease for which there was no vaccine and only an emerging understanding of how to treat its severe forms, without a clear idea of what made a person more at risk.
I think for everybody who grew up getting fed the "greatest generation" hagiography - generally about growing up during the Depression and then fighting World War II, though a lot of these people were also involved in political or bureaucratic leadership by the time the Apollo program got rolling - the COVID pandemic was basically our moment. Many, many people tried to do the best that they could to keep not only themselves and their loved ones safe, but also people they did not know and would never know, in a horrible and continually evolving crisis. That much is inspiring. But there were so many selfish people who refused to do anything at all - starting at the very top, with the Republican president who would never accept the severity of the pandemic because he thought it would make him look bad, and flowing down to his cult followers who eventually raged against the idea of wearing a mask in public indoor spaces or of getting two little shots to protect themselves and others from dying. Their lack of care harmed communities all over the country by prolonging the worst periods of suffering, and I will hate them for it forever. The one good thing for American society that the former guy achieved - presiding over the rapid development of a safe and effective COVID vaccine - is the one thing he'll never take credit for, because the freaks who are his most passionate supporters hate it. I think these selfish people are a distinct minority, and that much is heartening, but in raw number terms there are enough of them that they damaged any attempt to really solve the problems of COVID in both the pre- and post-vaccine periods. In a nation of 340 million or so people, even if your "basket of deplorables" is only 10% (and I think it's much larger) that's still 34 million people and they can mess up a lot of attempts to solve any problem. When the problem is "you might be unknowingly sick and you might breathe the virus on other people who are more vulnerable than you" that's a lot of cracks in any possible wall of solidarity, if you even have a federal government run by a Democrat who is both interested in and able to try to build a wall of solidarity, which of course in COVID times there was only the former guy. It is visible in government right now with the nihilistic faction of Republicans in Congress (again, maybe about 10% of the body) who want to refuse to have any money ever spent on anything that might make a poor or even middle class person's life better than it is right now.
Put a man on the moon? Or solve any problem that requires such a societal mobilization? You couldn't even get these people to put on a mask when there were refrigerated trailers needed to store the rapidly-growing pile of bodies that overwhelmed the normal system for dealing with the deceased, or to get a couple of shots when these shots were the thing that enabled the normal existence to resume for everyone. And as the progression of this year's presidential campaign shows, only four years later, you can't even get middle-of-the-road voters to believe in comfortable enough numbers in electorally significant states that none of the pro-COVID psychos should ever be allowed to wield any power again. I liked this book but I'm much more pessimistic about the call to action and conclusion the author has written than I might have been at the time he wrote it.