True horrors—forged in childhood trauma and carried in unwell minds—do walk among us. Some resonate in the back of our minds, festering, until they have enough power to break free.
To most, Anthony Morozov appeared to be a reserved scholar who excelled in occult and language, but behind his disheveled appearance lay a dark secret. Anthony possessed an obsession, an infatuation with the macabre and the deceased.
Anthony was drawn to cemeteries like a moth to a flame, seeking solace among the silent tombs, a place to ask his darkest questions. One day, Death answered.
It started with Holly.
The Blurry Man reveals how the deprivation of human connection can form into something sinister and how fragile the human heart really is.
This is my first book by Jenny Toupin. I received this as an arc, and now I know exactly why I was told that I would love this. Because I do. Granted, I knew that this was going to be based on a true story, and as a true crime junkie, I knew this case. I've listened to podcasts and videos talking about this case a lot, and in saying that I think that Toupin did an amazing job at not allowing the case to overwhelm her own storytelling. Because I read this as a fiction book. I read this as a novel written by a very talented writer. Her writing skills are exceptional. I was able to feel for the characters, I was invested in them and their lives, and I think her style was very easy to read and captivating. And in doing so I did spend most of the book forgetting that it's based on a true story. Because obviously this is still a fictional novel, and it could have been very difficult to blur the line of fiction in reality, but I think Toupin did it exceptionally. I definitely wouldn't mind reading more of her work.
The Blurry Man is a fictional story based on a real Russian crime. With the Blurry Man Jenny manages to weave a tale of compassion, love and shocks is Antony a monster or a victim
Packed with many twists and turns I highly recommend this to not only horror fans but true crime readers
The Blurry man is expertly written by an author who clearly puts in the work. I had to put it down after the proulgue to collect myself!
The pace of the novel is brilliant and had me on the edge of my seat, always questioning what was going on. Anthony's progress is a creepy, unsettling, but also melancholic look into the darker sides of us. I was left both intensely satisfied and also heartbroken in so many ways.
This is a MUST read for anyone who enjoys horror and/or true crime. Easily my favorite book by Jenny Toupin so far and I am a fan for life! You dont want to miss this one.
This is a book that wears its dark theme on its sleeve: it hits hard from the very first few pages, with an awful scene of child r*pe setting the tone for the rest of the book, and preparing the way for the slow and unnoticed mental spiraling to follow. Based on the true story of "The Dollmaker," a reclusive Russian academic and cemetery historian who could speak thirteen languages and had a weak spot for dolls (to put it mildly), it attempts to tell the tale of a high-functioning schizophrenic from his own point of view - a perspective which creates sympathy and understanding for this intensely intelligent man, since the author approaches the mental issues with complete affinity and empathy.
In all honesty, however, this is less a book about internal struggle and mental illness and more about the subtle presence of horror in one's daily life, an exploration of perversion (gone undetected) as an integral aspect of one's everyday life, blurring the boundary between fantasy and reality - or so I prefer to read the story myself (otherwise a couple of blatant inconsistencies would stand out and mar anyone's enjoyment - the fact that the mother of a character is said to have died in two different ways, for example). We witness horror being tacitly integrated into the life of the main character, starting with unresolved childhood trauma, moving to his obsession with death and cemeteries (after he's forced, as a child, to kiss a dead girl on the forehead three times, according to a Russian tradition he was unaware of at the time), progressing to his academic engagement with the demonic and the occult, and culminating in his practice of saving little girls from "the cold", to use his own words. The true horror, as I see it, is that this is no facade: it's his honest way to live his life, a haunting, dark, evil and twisted way, sure, yet his own, "blurry" truth nevertheless. He truly inhabits, throughout the book, a sort of blurry area where it's impossible to see himself and his actions clearly.
I highly recommend the book to fans of true crime fiction, weird stories with unreliable narrators, or powerful and disturbing tales brimming with ambiguity and provocation. A great read for a cold winter night!
Based on real-life events, The Blurry Man by Jenny Toupin centers around Anthony Morozov, a bright but odd and reclusive young man. He foregoes a budding career as a college instructor and instead begins cataloging headstones at the local cemetery as part of a project for the local newspaper. It is here one day that he finds Holly, a traumatized little girl hiding in one of the old crypts. Rather than deliver her to the police, Anthony instead brings the girl home. He decides to raise her like a daughter, and lavishes on her all of the attention and love his own childhood lacked. In return, she gives him a much-needed sense of purpose.
Throughout Anthony's life, strange events like these seem commonplace. In his youth, for example, he stumbles upon a funeral, and unwittingly finds himself taking part in the family's mourning rituals. He feels a strange connection to the dead girl, Natali, and over the subsequent decades that follow, he imagines her ghost drifting in and out of his life as both companion and tormentor.
Toupin presents Anthony as troubled and desperately lonely, in search for a family he can call his own. He seems to have found this, and happiness besides, with Holly. Later, another girl, Abby, joins their makeshift family, and Anthony at last feels like the holes in his heart have been filled. The truth isn't this sweet, or simple, however. In fact, it's rather horrifying.
The Blurry Man is well-written, and Toupin does a terrific job playing her cards close to the vest in terms of the plot. You sense the twist at the end coming long before it arrives, but not exactly what--or how twisted--it is.
As a warning: The first chapter involves SA against a child. "The Blurry Man" is the name Anthony gives the man who assaults him, but the book isn't about that person in the end. It turns out that Anthony himself is the true "blurry man," because the world he perceives isn't clear-cut or real. He only sees what he wants to, and through Toupin's tale, that's what we as the reader are left to see, too: a fascinating portrait of an unreliable, but not entirely unlikable narrator, someone whose mental illness, once revealed, is as deeply unsettling as the deplorable act he suffers in those initial scenes.
Okay so weirdly I happen to know about “The Dollmaker” and a few similar inspired ideas, but this might have been one of the more effectively messed up ones.
This one starts off rough and is not for the faint of heart, so be warned the book opens with a child sexual abuse and as you can imagine the book just gets darker as you go.
This book kept me off kilter as I read it, not really sure if I was being told the truth by the narrator or if things weren’t as they seemed which would make more sense as things unfold.
I think for me the real horror in all of this is that he thought what he was doing was right some how, he was the hero in the story he was making up, making it impossible I think for him to see the real horror in what he was doing.
This was a little more true crime feeling for me than what I usually pick up and maybe that made this feel a little heavier and weighing on my soul, but I think I need to go grab a McFadden and clear my brain out after this one and have something light before my next descent into human horror.
Heavy recommend for anyone that likes dark horror but well done and created a cold chilling vibe that lingers long after you’ve finished.
Sometimes the ghosts that haunt you aren’t supernatural but just as dangerous.
A very chilling read and cleverly done as the ending reveals itself. I think learning that it was inspired by a true story makes it even creepier because you realise what humans are capable of. We try and keep our monsters on the page, to know the reality is disturbing.
NB: I will admit that the early chapter detailing child abuse was hard for me to read.