❥ 2,25✯
“𝐈𝐭’𝐬 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰. 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭’𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐲. 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧.”
The beginning of this book was actually good — promising even — and I was excited. But from 12% to 69%, honestly… nothing happened. It was just messed up and chaotic, especially chapter 6 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️. I had so many question marks and “what the hell?” moments 😵💫. And that’s honestly why my rating is what it is. There were things I liked, but because of chapter 6, I can’t rate it any higher.
Okay ummm… oh my God, she was literally raped 😬 I get why she didn’t use the agreed-on word — she had to and she was already halfway through that whole situation. But still, the middle plot was not plotting. It was foggy, messy, and turned into nothing but sex and push-and-pull 😒 After that, things did get better…
But I hated that we got two unnecessary extra chapters about how she won’t forgive Kane and bla bla... 😑
I also didn’t understand Dahlia or what she was even trying to do. Like, girl… you literally discovered who hurt your sister. What’s your next step? This is a dark world — they have a whole clean-up team after their purges. They could remove you and your sister from existence easily. She lacks any survival instinct and crosses every boundary possible. She was so dumb and boring to me 🙄 And then it all turned into her trying to get revenge on Kane, make him jealous, and push him into a real relationship with her?? Be for real. You should’ve run for your life from the beginning.
Now Kane… he should’ve chosen a submissive girl. His life would’ve been easier 😭 I liked his cold, controlled, dominant personality — but that was before… well, chapter 6. He humiliated her, was brutal, abused her, and acted as if she were an animal, and saw her as nothing but a toy for his pleasure. He even slapped her after she slapped him, plus all the “whore” and “dirty slut” comments 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ That was not enjoyable at all for me 😕 I understand people have different preferences, but personally, I don’t consider this CNC — it’s way too close to SA and non-con. Their relationship is not romantic in any universe. It’s purely toxic.
Now… what I did like:
• The way she left him on read and how angry and unhinged he got afterward 😭🔥
• Preston saying every name starting with a D except Dahlia — iconic 😭
• And the trio: Kane, Jude, Preston — the psychopathic, obsessive, stalking, sociopathic, possessive, controlling, manipulative, socially sick trio. They’re fun (oh, I mean terrible 🤭)
• I actually loved the ending too 🥲❤️
𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥: it had potential and a strong start, but the middle completely fell apart for me. The dynamic was too toxic, the plot too messy, and some scenes crossed lines I personally couldn’t overlook. Still, there were moments and characters that kept me engaged — just not enough to save the full experience 😬🖤
╰┈➤ˎˊ˗ 𝐏𝐫𝐞-𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝
I can explain… actually no, I can’t 😭🗿