Ewan Fate left home seven years ago never intending to stay gone. Now, he’s wondering how he’ll ever manage to go back. When an extended creative block and an inability to paint puts his career in jeopardy, he packs his bags, ignores his doubts, and travels home to the east coast.
The sleepy little fishing town of Siren’s Point isn’t so sleepy when Ewan comes back to town. Nothing much has changed since he’s been away— the locals still gossip, the lobstermen still haul traps, and Shiloh Lepage is still the love of his life.
Shiloh spends his days on the ocean, and his nights alone. He feels stuck in a relationship that has gone stagnant. He misses a childhood friend he hasn’t spoken to in seven years, and should have long given up on. He doesn’t know what else to do, and so he simply goes on.
Ewan is supposed to be on vacation. He’s supposed to be relaxing, and, if he’s lucky, finding himself again. But all he’s found is a rekindling of desire that never quite went away, no matter how many miles he put between himself and Shiloh. Now back in Siren’s Point, he finds himself confronted with old fears, new choices, and the realization that some things will never change.
Ця авторка підтримує Україну🇺🇦🥺 Книга неймовірно мила і атмосферна❤️🔥 ✨маленьке рибацьке містечко✨ в нього повертається Ewan, який став відомим художником і хоче перепочити пару місяців. В цьому місті досі живе його бувший найкращий друг Shiloh, який працює на судні і ловить лобстерів. Виявляється, що Shiloh надсилав Ewan листи всі ці роки…😏🙂↕️✨ Бал знімаю тільки за те, що трошки затягнуто і за те, що цього місця не існує в реальності
Putting on my reminder it's a nope or possibly a don't try it without a lot more info story. From reading the sample chapters, I already felt upset about whatever unknown thing set them apart for 7 years, and not willing to put up with OM action/drama from one MC's current relationship, which is part of the story. Ew for me. And no doubt sex-in-same-bed-as-current-lover ickiness will ensue. Sigh. But I know I'll want to read other characters who aren't second chance's stories in this adorable sleepy town, so, keeping the book on my list/radar to look for those.
For those who love second chance, those early chapters are well written and engaging! Check it out.
If JJ Mulder writes it, I’m reading it. I dropped everything the second this ARC was available and then attempted to read it in one sitting (I did eventually fall asleep around 2am). The characters made my heart ache. She’s never written a character I don’t love. Also maybe crazy to say but I already can’t wait for the next one in this series.
I am already so envious of anyone who gets to read this story for the first time. It reminded me of a perfect combination of Romeo Falling, To Catch a Firefly, and Tide Over (and even a little bit of Dip Out) - some of the most beautiful, tasteful MM romances written within the last couple of years. My original rating was 4 stars, but I can't stop thinking about these characters, and how fondly I think back on their story. I cannot wait to see what else JJ Mulder has in store for us for the next book in the series!
Tropes: - Small Town - Lobster fisherman x artist/painter - Childhood best friends to strangers to lovers - Slight OMD (but no cheating) - Years of emails gone unanswered - Pining/Yearning - SLOWBURN - Demisexual Rep, Anxiety Rep, Insomnia Rep - Somnophilia - Dual First Person POV - Present Timeline - 2.5 Chili Peppers
OMG this book 😭🩵 I was not emotionally prepared for what Finest Kind of Fate put me through. I knew we were getting second-chance, friends-to-lovers angst… but my HEART??? demolished. The inner thoughts alone had me staring at the wall and then straight up sobbing multiple times. From page one I was rooting for them so hard it hurt.
Also… Siren’s Point??? 🐚🌊 I would pack my bags and move immediately. Drop everything. Cancel responsibilities. That town feels like a soft place to land and I want to live there yesterday.
Ewan broke me. Poor man is spiralling — creative block, insomnia, anxiety, imposter syndrome — and escaping his chaotic LA life by going back to the home he ran from 7 years ago. He’s fragile in that quiet, aching way where you can feel how tired he is.
And then there’s Shiloh 🦞 our shy lobsterman who absolutely owns my whole heart. He never really healed after Ewan left and built a simple life to survive the hurt… and then boom, Ewan returns and everything shifts again.
Every scene with them??? You can feel the pull instantly. The chemistry is soft but intense — one needs caring, the other instinctively gives it, and underneath all of it is this deep love that never actually went away 🥺
The spice is gentle and low-key 🔥 but honestly it fits the story perfectly. Would I personally have complained about more? No 😌 But their connection carried every moment so it never felt lacking.
And the side characters 👀 I need their stories immediately. This book sets up such a cozy emotional world and I am already impatiently waiting for whoever comes next because I want everyone’s backstory.
This one hurt in the best way — tender, healing, aching, and full of quiet love 💙
*I received a complimentary copy of this book but this is my honest and voluntary review!*
JJ has a way of writing that feels like a warm hug. I liked this one a whole lot, but did find it to be a tad too long considering it’s very slice of life with little plot. Also, if Dryden Roy is going to have his own book, he’s gonna need to be very vulnerable very early on for me to forgive his sharp tongue. But Oli and Nils are next and that one feels like it’s gonna be a heart healer.
This story was heart-aching AND heart-warming. Packed with all the feels of being a human just trying to survive AND do right by the people we love.
JJ’s writing has a way of pulling you in, cocooning you in this cozy bubble, even when shit is going sideways. I felt all their worries, their happiness, their frustrations, their pain, their regrets, their embarrassment, their love, their yearning DEAR GOD THE PINING WAS SOO GOOD.
I admit, somewhere after I reached the middle, it kind of lost me, but I managed to finish it and enjoy it as it was. This one has a lot of angst and unsaid thoughts and feelings, it's painful, but then the romance slowly starts to creep in, making it even more enjoyable.
Shiloh and Ewan aren't the lovey dovey type, but their love truly felt authentic and real. It happened gradually, the author took their time with them and I liked that. Some rushed love stories give me the ick, so nothing compares to a well marinated romance.
Oh, and I absolutely loved their names!!
Sure, there were parts when the action felt stagnant, but overall, it was a good one and I'm glad I picked it up. I also recommend it for a change of air.
DNF. This one pains me a lot to DNF because I loved the first 40% but then it all started crumbling down (for me). After I lost interest in the MCs, I feel like I just need to move on. This book had all the vibes and mood of a book I read and loved about a year ago with an underwater welder but unfortunately it fell short. Side note: not really comparing the books or authors, just the vibe I got from it. This feeling is probably just me so take it with a pinch of salt. Important note: I do like this author a lot, have read their other books and will continue with the series for sure. It's just this one did not work for me.
I love JJ Mulder’s hockey romances - and I was excited for this book as I need a break from hockey after the non stop Heated Rivalry mania! Sadly, this was a miss for me. I was more interested in a potential relationship developing between Oli and Nils than I was between Ewan and Shiloh. And I think I might’ve like Dryden Roy more than I liked Ewan?
Not for me, but definitely won’t put me off reading more of Mulder’s books.
Thank you so much @authorjjmulder for the digital copy to review.
I don’t know how JJ does it. Every single book she writes, I fall so deeply in love with our main characters. I end up with hundreds of highlights. I sigh and laugh and cry and wonder how she took the emotions out of my body and the thoughts out of my brain. I captured 18 quotes here to share and it’s not enough.
Ewan and Shiloh are souls intertwined. From the moment you meet them, the air crackles with electricity. The guarded way they act after being hurt. The desire. The fear. The love. The friendship. The way they bare their souls. The loneliness they both feel. Vulnerability. Communication. So so much more love.
I won’t spoil anything for you but I planned a lobster tattoo already for these two (shoutout to @tattoomartian for being on board for any idea I have) because they mean so much to my heart. I’m afraid I’m more like Ewan, but I have Shiloh’s lonely heart in the beginning.
I just love them and can’t recommend this book highly enough.
sadly I struggled with this one. Ewan annoyed me a lot and it was so slow paced and the tortured artist trope is not my thing... still love J.J. Mulder's writing and will continue with this series! :)
This book was a slow burn of just sweetness and pining and rebuilding a friendship after years.
Shiloh and Ewan just pulled me in from the start. All the wanted was the other one back in some sort of relationship. But once they reunited they realized it wasn’t like it was before.
The way my heart hurt when Shiloh realized Ewan was back after ignoring him for seven years, even though he wrote to him constantly kind of broke my heart because that poor man really tried his hardest to keep their relationship together. And he deserves so much love. Which is why I found it so surprising that he was such a D bag of a man for two years. Ewan coming back to his small town was probably something he didn’t wanna do but noon in his mind he had to get back to where he came from to really be himself again. He slowly came out of his shell through out the book and I loved seeing his personality come out.
These two were two souls that should’ve never been separated because the moment they reconnected it was like a piece of one another finally felt at home.
Friends to lovers is such a fun trope because you now they have that connection and then these two rebuilt that friendship all whole totally pining over the other?? Yes. Please.
Read this book on a rainy and foggy day for the full effect but not for sadness but to fully experience the feels of a lobster town and the smell and excitement these two fell in love with and the what they experienced
Their seven-year gap was not caused by any wrongdoing by either of them. I think Ewan just needed to get away from his own mind after his mother passed, and it just went on longer than expected.
It did give the same vibes as sex and the City, where Carrie has her assistant file away all of Big’s emails. It was cute.
There was very little drama, and they both picked up like nothing had happened. They had a quiet discussion about why they didn’t stay in touch, confessed to each other, and moved on, building their relationship back up.
It had me very interested in Oliver and Nils, and I do hope they’re next. I also want to know why Dryson Roy is the way he is.
I think it was a nice set-up for a new series. Nice world-building and an easy read. I enjoyed it.
This book made my heart so happy. You know when you just know two people are meant to be together? That’s Ewan and Shiloh.
Shiloh is the greenest do green flags. He’s steadfast and takes care of those that he loves. This man waited SEVEN years for his best friend to come back. To finally be happy.
Ewan. Sweet, sweet Ewan. Ran away because he was in love with his best friend. Kind of black cat energy that you just want to hug. Artist who doesn’t take care of himself and dang does Shiloh take care of him.
This book was a slow burn and most people know those are not my jam. This one was. This one had me coming back for more.
I really enjoyed this! I started this book before going to bed and it kept me up far later than I thought it would with the little angst and miscommunication in the beginning. I just had to see that get sorted out before going to sleep. I loved how Ewan and Shiloh basically went right back to how they were with each other seven years ago, showing that even with that much time away from each other they still knew each other really well. I loved the setting of this book, the vibe of this town was so clear and easy to picture in my head. I also enjoyed some of the side characters, Oliver and Nils specifically and I really hope they get a book!
Ewan and Shiloh haven been friends forever. When Ewan leaves Siren's Point when he turns 18, following his mother's death, and seven years pass without a single word from him, Shiloh still can't stop himself from loving him. Now, Ewan, unravelling at the seams and in desperate need of a vacation, is back and willing to face the consequences of his disappearing act.
I was not ready for this. This is a story of love and forgiveness and vulnerability and the need of doing things right by the people you love. This book is magnificent. The longing. The pining. And the loving. This book is filled with so many emotions I can't seem to wrap my head around a good review. Ewan broke me so many times - especially when recognizing myself in some of his traits - and Shiloh. Oh the man he is.
Getting to know these characters is falling in love with them. Ewan, the artist, the tortured soul spiralling with insomnia, anxiety and so many regrets about leaving. Shiloh, the shy lobsterman who survived his best friend leaving by building a simple life, telling himself he didn't need more, only to have the lie split open upon Ewan's return. But only a few scenes with them and you can feel the passion, the love, the desire and understanding crackling between them. Their vulnerability is beautiful and i felt every single thing between them as if i was living it myself.
I loved that the story took its time. There are relearning each other, spending time today, whether its going hiking or going to the lighthouse, and Ewan lets Shiloh take care of him, even giving him a place to paint. I love how they complemented each other: opposite in a lot of aspects but perfect puzzle pieces together. Two souls entwined. To see Ewan coming back to himself in the steady presence of Shiloh was so healing.
I have read all of JJ's hockey books and was really looking forward to this, and let me tell you, it did NOT disappoint. There is not a single thing I dislike about this book, except maybe one thing a side character says that had me ready to ride at dawn for Ewan, but because it was part of the story - and i think somehow necessary - i will let it slide. I also need Oliver's salmon glaze recipe ASAP. Oh and more Nils and Oliver. Like. Now.
Read if you like character development, second chances, forgiveness, hope, small town romance, caretaking and sweet gestures.
3 stars JJ Mulder is always a delight to read, I like her writing style very much and I love how she brings her characters to life. But sadly this story didn't work for me. And that's why:
Ewan: a 18 years old devastated by the death of his loving mother has every right to go away and try to find himself. I think he made the right choice by leaving a little town that, sooner or later, would have suffocated him. What I didn't understand were his reasons to never contact Shiloh again; his constant saying "I hurt him so he couldn't hurt me" doesn't make any kind of sense to me. If that were true, why did he come back?
Shiloh: he was determined to leave Ewan in the past. Then Ewan shows up, gives him lame excuses and he just say "I'm tired to be hurt, let's just move on". That was totally anticlimatic, I was expecting for him to make Ewan work hard to regain his trust. And about his relationship with Roy: I found it annoying that he kept comparing the man to Ewan, like everything Roy did was irritating. Why did he stay with him for two years, then? Moreover, Shiloh disliked Roy's behaviour but, at the same time, he resented him for not trying hard enough. It really felt like Roy was just there to warm Shiloh's bed.
Feelings: where were they? I didn't see passion between them, Shiloh and Ewan's dating was bland and flat. They went on with spending time together avoiding any real confrontation.
Shiloh's kink: I feel like it came out of nowhere just to spice things up.
Hopefully I'll appreciate Nils and Oliver more. I still recommend this book, because, even if it was a miss for me, JJ Mulder is an amazing author and her stories deserve to be read.
MY Read 334 Pages Sirens Point: Book 1 (a new series) MM Romance Small Town Second Chance Childhood Friends To Lovers Low Spice
Ewan fled his home town at 18 when his mom died and 7 years later he has returned because he is struggling to paint and is taking a "break" to find his creativity again. Shiloh was his best friend and totally understood his need to leave back then even if it broke his heart to lose the man he secretly loved. While Ewan has been gone he has tried to keep contact by e-mailing him almost weekly even though he never replied. When Shiloh has all but given up Ewan is home and confesses he never received a single email... This miscommunication annoyed me at first but played well in the story between these two who knew each other so well and just needed to get their groove back. When they both clear the air and confess they both had secret crushes back then that have never really gone away they have a second chance of being together; IF Ewan decided to stay. He is flighty and Shiloh is scared to lose him again and is willing to follow him wherever he goes if he gets to keep him. But can their lives combine? when Ewan sabbatical ends what will be choose?
A second chance with no flashbacks YAY! This book was hard to rate. I picked it up and put it down a few times. Kind of nothing happens and yet how can you call a complete emotional overhaul of your heart nothing?
Shiloh and Ewan’s past isn’t particularly well described. Their present is. This a slow burn in the most basic sense. It’s two people feeling out in real time if they are going to be ok. There is something beautiful in that.
I wish there was more. I wish I had connected to Ewan, I wish I understood how Shiloh could write a letter every week for seven years but assume they were actually being read??? Things were often presented as black and white, when really it was shades of grew.
I wish that we knew more about Ewan’s emotional state. I’m dang grateful there weren’t long flashbacks though.
Overall I love a book about a fishing town.
In the end I liked them both and the pull they had for each other.
🌶️ 3/5 Favorite part: Ewan being Shiloh’s home Least favorite part: the spoiler weird kink scene Favorite side character: Roy, what’s his deal? Would I read more from the author: possibly
went to siren's point on a whim and now i never want to leave! this second chance friends to lovers romance set in the seaside small town of siren's point has reinvigorated my love for jj mulder and i couldn't be more delighted about it!
i didn't think i was that into small town but turns out maybe it just needed to be by the water and gay? i can't complain because i fell for this small town as soon as we got there. the descriptiveness in the writing truly made me feel like i was there. i could even smell the sea, it all felt so tangible and real. i want to LIVE there.
i was endeared by both ewan and shiloh immediately. there's a big difference in their current lifestyles and careers, but the commonality of the love they still carry for one another after so many years really warmed my heart. the angst was lined with this tenderness that neither of them could resist. the special bond they had and still have was so lovely to read. they both still have a lot of fears, especially with how they left things, but it was really nice to see them try to be there for each other in so many moments of doubt.
i think that the conflict it was building to was kind of over and done with pretty fast and felt almost pointless that it was that easy. not that i even Want a third act conflict to stretch on unnecessarily, but it was just like oh? okay then lol
i am already extremelyyyy invested in the other characters that we've been introduced to in this town and the fact that this will be a 5 book series? this food is SO GOOD. i am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure for the next book in june!!!!! i already love nils and oliver and i cannot wait for their story <3
Seven years ago, Ewan Fate left Siren’s Point and everything else behind, including his childhood best friend and love of his life, Shiloh Lepage. Now, a successful painter based in LA, Ewan decides to return home in an effort to get past his creative block. But his feelings for Shiloh never went away, and when the two meet again, Ewan is struck by how much he’s missed his friend. Shiloh is now a lobster fisherman and spends most days on his boat and most nights alone, still harbouring feelings for the friend he hasn’t seen in seven years. More lonely than ever, Shiloh is excited but also weary when Ewan returns to Siren’s Point. As the two reconcile and feelings are revealed, both Ewan and Shiloh must work together to figure out their futures.
This was such a cute and sweet book! I really liked the friends-to-lovers aspect of it, and the idea of one character returning home after being away for awhile. I also liked Shiloh and Ewan as characters. They were very distinct from one another but worked well together. I especially loved Shiloh!!! The shy lobster fisherman 🥹 His love for Ewan was so palpable and I loved how much he wanted to care for Ewan, who really did need someone to take care of him lol, bestie was not doing so well 😂 I LOVE HURT/COMFORT!!!! 🩷 The side characters, Daniel, Oliver, and Nils were great and I really liked them. I’m still unsure about Dryden Roy though. His character confused me, but I’m hoping we’ll get to see more of him in a future book 👀
My one complaint was that a particular kink was introduced pretty late into the book (like past the 70% point) and I felt like it needed more of a build-up, and more of a conversation. It felt a little out of place with the general pacing of the book and it threw me off a little (to be clear, I have no problem with the kink itself, just that it felt very sudden).
But in all, I really enjoyed this book and I SO look forward to the next book in the series 🩷 Thank you to the author for providing me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review 🩷
JJ Mulder is one of my favorite authors and I was excited to read her first book outside the hockey world. I was not disappointed! I loved these two and their love for each other. I got some major feels in the beginning of the book. I had some minor issues with the pacing and how the spicy scenes were written. I would have preferred more detailed descriptions of the generic spice so that it would match the more kinky scenes. It was like a mix of closed door and kink which felt weird in a way. Overall definitely recommend if you love MM romance and I’m excited for more books in this setting!
ARC Review! I know I've said I'm not an ARC person, they make me nervous blah blah blah. In my defense though authors I trust with my reading experience are releasing books!!
This book is what I would describe as sweet, soft, gentle, patient kind of love. Does that make sense? I don't know but it does to me. Loved Shilo so much, definitely my favorite character. He was so shy and sooo in love. He would do anything for Ewan regardless of the time spent apart! He showed his love in everything he did. Their communication at the start was rocky, but towards the end they did so well trying to communicate how they felt and how things were going to possibly be going forward. I would have like to see more of Roy but I will say I'm now really intrigued by his character and I want to see more. Same goes for Nial! I loved the sleepy fisherman town and the nosy neighbors. Loved Ewan's scrabble loving assistant and how good he was for Ewan. I can't wait to continue the series, so yea I definitely recommend it.
Such a beautiful story! It unfolded slowly with some sad moments throughout, but it was incredibly heartwarming overall. I really enjoyed it. The characters were wonderful and I can’t wait to read the next one.