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269 pages, Kindle Edition
Expected publication February 19, 2026
I’m finding Sev Berlant tonight and I don’t give a damn if it’s a bad decision.
I want him in an ugly, reckless, completely unmanageable way. And if he ever discovers that I’m capable of even a shred of a feeling toward him, he’ll drop me like a lead weight in an instant.
I don’t know how to act when people are worried about me. It makes me feel like I’m not on an island of my own. Like I’m vulnerable. Like if I get too used to the feeling of having others around, it’ll all blow up in my face when something inevitably goes wrong.
I’ve wanted a quiet, easy kind of love for my entire life, probably because I’ve never had anything like that before. I crave it, like an ache in my bones.