Homicide Detective Aiden Cooper is hunting a serial killer, but never thought to look next to him.
Despite not remembering his past, it defines Aiden Cooper’s life. He almost died, but he doesn’t know why. Now, he spends his life hunting killers and answering the why for others.
When he meets Nathan Turner, it was only supposed to be one night. Then he shows up out of the blue, and it’s a whirlwind romance.
But the thing about the wind is it kicks up things that were long buried.
Things like secrets.
Lies.
Truth.
Nathan Turner always knew he was never going to have a normal life. Psychopaths never do. But when he first caught sight of Aiden Cooper, he knew the other man would be his.
Forever.
And he’d do anything to make it happen.
But betrayal is a hard pill to swallow. Even more so when you’re on opposite sides of the law. Both their lives hang in the balance based on decisions the other will make.
Can they make it out together?
Ruin Me, Daddy features an obsessed psychopath, a cinnamon roll homicide detective, stalking, on page murder, a secret identity and a whole lot of love.
I enjoyed every moment of this story. Aiden is an homicide detective, hunting a serial killer and living with a past that has plagued him for a long time. Nathan is a serial killer, who is obsessed with Aiden, he has him in his sights and won’t let him go. These two shouldn’t work but they do. Of course, Aiden doesn’t know the truth about Nathan. The first night they are together, Aiden discovers something new about himself and he loves it, he wants his daddy, and no red flags are going to keep him from having him. But those red flags keep getting tossed around and he can’t ignore them forever. Aiden has a lot of trauma in his past and is a good person, wanting to do the right thing while fighting his demons. Nathan is a psychopath and can’t let his little bird go, even if it is the smart thing. Together they have amazing chemistry and intensity to their dynamic, the plot is intriguing and keeps you interested. My one problem is I felt like some things weren’t answered…I would have liked an epilogue that gave me some details of their future…it felt like it just ended abruptly. It was well written though and I enjoyed it and the characters and where the story went.
Homicide Detective Aiden Cooper is hunting a serial killer, but never thought to look next to him.
Despite not remembering his past, it defines Aiden Cooper’s life. He almost died, but he doesn’t know why. Now, he spends his life hunting killers and answering the why for others.
When he meets Nathan Turner, it was only supposed to be one night. Then he shows up out of the blue, and it’s a whirlwind romance.
But the thing about the wind is it kicks up things that were long buried.
Things like secrets.
Lies.
Truth.
Nathan Turner always knew he was never going to have a normal life. Psychopaths never do. But when he first caught sight of Aiden Cooper, he knew the other man would be his.
Forever.
And he’d do anything to make it happen.
But betrayal is a hard pill to swallow. Even more so when you’re on opposite sides of the law. Both their lives hang in the balance based on decisions the other will make.
Can they make it out together?
Ruin Me, Daddy features an obsessed psychopath, a cinnamon roll homicide detective, stalking, on page murder, a secret identity and a whole lot of love.
YOU'RE MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS!!! Please read and pay close attention to the trigger warnings at the beginning of this book. There is some content and scenes in this book that may not be suitable for all readers and could be triggering for others. Always remember that your mental health comes first at all times.
Tropes: Dark Romance, Character Driven, Moody, High-Stakes, Love, Obsessive, Desire, Hidden Truths, Clash of Law vs. Lawlessness, Tense, Emotionally Charged, MM Romance, Homicide Detective, Hunting an Unaliver, Memory Loss, Defines MMCs Loss, Doesn’t know Why, Answering the Why for Others, One Night Stand, Sudden Whirlwind Romance, Wind Kicks up the Long Buried: Secrets/Lies/Truths, Psychopath, Other MMC would be His Forever, He’d do Anything to Make it Happen, Betrayal, Both their lives Hang in the Balance, Obsessed, Daddy x Boy, Cop x Serial Unaliver, Opposite Sides of the Law, Forbidden Romance, Possessive/Obsessive MMC, Mental Health Rep (Mentions of Psychopathy, ASPD, Panic Attacks, Anxiety).
Ruin Me, Daddy is the 1st book in the Twisted Desires Series by Jennifer O’Mallery.
If you’re not big into M/M romance’s then you may want to pass on this book. More than just an M/M romance this book also has an obsessed psychopath with a cinnamon roll homicide detective.
Ruin Me, Daddy has this fantastic synopsis and honestly, I loved the first meeting between Aiden & Nathan, and they were just supposed to have this amazing one night stand.
After that one night I watched as Nathan and Aiden’s story became complex with these stunningly beautiful subtleties, but I will warn you that some of the subjects that are brought up in this story aren’t for the faint of heart.
When Detective Aiden finds that he’s caught the attention of this billionaire sociopath and serial killer Nathan he’s shocked and goes hunting for Nathan himself. Aiden is Nathan’s “little bird” and Nathan becomes Aiden’s Daddy.
I loved this twisted, dark, and really rather sweet story that was unique in its own brand of perfect. Both Nathan and Aiden have their own insecurities and doubts, and they both have their own secrets that they only share when they are ready and when they reveal and when they do, they are changed completely.
And when all the truths, they’ve both been hiding are revealed both Nathan and Aiden find that the true power of their love is actually the best bet in their happiness, and they do realize that the changes the truth brought to them were much needed.
Is Nathan going to be able to hide his secrets from his new detective boyfriend? Will love truly conquer all?
If you enjoy the Daddy/Kid dynamic, a good M/M read, an obsessive sociopath, a dark romance, and characters who have their own doubts and securities then this will be a good read for you and I recommend this one for you.
4.5 stars A romance between Aiden, a homicide detective hunting a serial killer, and Nathan, diagnosed with Antisocial Personality disorder at age 10, now a serial killer who has been successfully eluding the police for years, is not one which should work, but it does. When the two meet at a wedding reception (Nathan is actually there for his next victim), there is an instantaneous connection, leading to a one-night hookup with only names exchanged, no numbers. Both men cannot get the other out of their mind, and Nathan finds himself stalking Aiden, trying to manufacture an “accidental” meeting to reconnect and spend more time together. When Aiden calls him on it, Nathan admits the stalking, but the two work past that and the relationship continues to develop, each obsessed with the other.
The first night they were together, Nathan calls Aiden his “little bird” and has Aiden call him Daddy, something Aiden has never done before, but he finds he likes using the term and being protected and cared for by Nathan. There are red flags for Aiden about Nate, but he ignores them in favor of his love for Nate. Nathan is continuing his killings, and as they mount up, Aiden is noticing some coincidences which could make Nate a person of interest, but he declines to report it. He knows there is something off about Nate, but cannot get himself to point a finger at his Daddy as a possible killer. When things point more surely at Nate, Aiden must make choices about what he will do next, does he confront the man he loves, get his explanations, turn him in, or what? You will need to read to find out.
These two definitely have a strong physical connection, and both have a strong emotional one as well, Nathan as much as he is capable of, given his ASPD diagnosis. What he does know is that he loves Aiden, he could never hurt him, and he could never kill him, which limits his possible actions when things come to a head. Aiden loves Nathan, too, is invested in their Daddy relationship, but he doesn’t know what actions he could take if it all comes tumbling down. Both men have choices to make as things come to a head.
Characters are both complicated and complex, and there are hints of a connection which complicates interactions even more. Aiden is torn by his ethical and moral responsibilities versus his love for a man who makes him feel seen, safe, loved and cared for, something he desperately wants but doesn’t feel he deserves., and Nathan feels compelled to protect and cherish this man at all costs. It’s hard to see a way forward for them, for their love to endure. I still have unanswered questions, had Nathan ever been a person of interest until he got close to Aiden, would Aiden have been the only one to make the connections or would Nathan have gone undetected again, and what about the past tied into the choices Nathan made? I don’t expect answers, but it would make the story more complete for me.
Do be sure to read the trigger warnings, there is murder on-page and some gory descriptions plus explicit encounters between our 2 MCs. I received an advance review copy of the book and this is my voluntary review.
Ruin Me, Daddy by Jennifer O’Mallery is a dark and gripping romance that combines suspense, obsession, and emotional vulnerability into a story that is difficult to put down. From the opening chapters, the novel establishes an intense atmosphere that only grows stronger as the relationship between its two main characters develops.
Aiden, a homicide detective carrying the weight of past trauma, is easy to connect with. He is compassionate, dedicated to his work, and constantly trying to navigate the emotional scars he carries. Nathan, meanwhile, is the complete opposite—a serial killer whose fixation on Aiden blurs the line between desire and obsession. Their lives should never intersect in a meaningful way, yet the undeniable attraction between them creates a connection that neither can escape.
What makes the story so compelling is the contrast between the characters. Aiden represents stability and justice, while Nathan embodies danger and unpredictability. Their interactions are filled with tension, and every encounter feels charged with the possibility of everything unraveling. As Aiden becomes more entangled in Nathan’s world, he begins to confront parts of himself he has long ignored, leading to moments of both growth and conflict.
The romance centers on an intense Daddy/boy dynamic and explores themes of possession, trust, and emotional dependence. While their chemistry is strong, the relationship is far from straightforward. Secrets, deception, and hidden truths constantly threaten to destroy what they are building, keeping the stakes high throughout the novel.
O’Mallery also weaves darker themes into the narrative, including trauma, mental health struggles, stalking, violence, and murder. These elements add depth to the story and reinforce its dark-romance identity. Readers looking for a lighthearted love story will not find it here; this book embraces the darker side of human nature and relationships.
The only aspect that felt slightly lacking for me was the ending. After such an emotionally intense and suspenseful journey, the resolution seemed to arrive rather quickly. I would have loved a little more time with the characters to see how their future unfolded and to provide a stronger sense of closure.
Overall, Ruin Me, Daddy is an intense and emotionally charged read filled with morally complex characters, dangerous attraction, and psychological tension. Fans of M/M dark romance who enjoy obsessive relationships, flawed protagonists, and high-stakes emotional drama will likely find plenty to appreciate. Just be prepared for a story that fully embraces its darker themes and challenges conventional ideas of romance. I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review
Jennifer O’Mallery’s Ruin Me, Daddy delivers a dark, emotionally charged story that pulled me in from the very beginning. At its center are Aiden, a homicide detective weighed down by a painful past, and Nathan, a calculating serial killer who becomes dangerously fixated on him. On paper, they are completely incompatible—but their connection is intense, magnetic, and impossible to ignore.
Aiden is written as someone deeply human: compassionate, determined to do what’s right, yet constantly battling his own inner struggles. Nathan, on the other hand, is chillingly obsessive, someone who refuses to let go once he’s decided Aiden belongs to him. What makes the story so gripping is how these two collide—law versus chaos, morality versus compulsion—creating a dynamic that feels both volatile and strangely compelling.
Their first encounter is meant to be nothing more than a fleeting night, yet it sparks something transformative for Aiden. He uncovers desires and parts of himself he hadn’t fully understood before, and despite the warning signs surrounding Nathan, he finds himself drawn in deeper rather than pulling away. Those warning signs, however, don’t disappear—they build, adding tension as the story unfolds.
The relationship leans heavily into obsession and emotional intensity, with a strong Daddy/boy dynamic layered into the romance. Their chemistry is undeniable, but it’s also complicated by secrets, hidden identities, and the looming danger of truth coming to light. Watching their bond evolve amid lies, trauma, and conflicting loyalties is what keeps the narrative engaging.
The plot itself is intriguing and layered, blending psychological elements with romance and suspense. Themes like mental health, trauma, and identity are woven throughout, though some of the darker aspects may be difficult for certain readers. The inclusion of stalking, violence, and on-page murder reinforces that this is very much a dark romance and not a light read.
One aspect that left me wanting more was the conclusion. While the journey was captivating, the ending felt somewhat abrupt. An epilogue or additional insight into what lies ahead for Aiden and Nathan would have added a satisfying sense of closure.
Overall, this story stands out for its intensity, emotional depth, and unconventional pairing. If you’re drawn to M/M dark romance with morally complex characters, obsessive love, and high emotional stakes, this book is likely to leave a strong impression. Just be sure to check the content warnings beforehand—this is a story that doesn’t shy away from difficult themes.
Cinnamon Roll vs. Moral Black Hole: A Sensational Serial Killer Romance
📚 Book = Standalone (bk#1) 🔥 Burn = Fast-paced / Instant obsession 🎭 OW/OM Drama = No, 🔪 Alpha/MMC = Absolutely, 🌶️ Heat/spice = 6/10, 😬 Angst = Med, 💔 Third Act Breakup = No, 🤥 Cheating = No, 🌈 MM/FF = MM, 🤷🏻♀️ RH/ Poly = No, 🔹 Writing = 1st Person, MultiPoV, 🔸 Genre = Dark Contemporary Romantic, 🔹 Tropes = Killer x Homicide detective✨Strict Top & Bottom✨Daddy/boy Dynamic✨Amnesia✨Stalking✨Cat and Mouse✨Obsessive Psychopath✨Unaliving as Love Language✨Opposites attract✨HEA✨ ‼️ Trigġers - My own POV = Med, (Please check before reading)
Aiden Cooper is a dedicated homicide detective who spends his life seeking justice for others, driven by a past trauma at seventeen that he can’t fully remember. While hunting an elusive serial killer, he falls into a whirlwind romance with the intense and dangerous Nathan Turner. What Aiden doesn’t realize is that he’s playing a high-stakes cat-and-mouse game with the very man he’s searching for. Nathan is a psychopath with a singular, dark fixation on Aiden—he’s ten steps ahead and determined to own the man he views as his fated match, regardless of the cost.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book! It’s a wonderful, fast-paced read with sensational chemistry and magnetic heat. The "Cinnamon Roll meets Psychopath" trope is one of my favourites, and having the "good guy" be a cop added such a gripping layer of irony to the plot. Nathan is a compelling, morally grey hero; his obsessive and predatory nature makes him a total "moral black hole," yet to Aiden, he is a swoonworthy and protective "Daddy." I loved the psychological tension as Nathan’s darkness wrapped around Aiden’s goodness!Aiden is such a lovable protagonist—his vulnerability and the mystery of his amnesia kept me totally invested. While the book features some gore and on-page intensity, as a lover of dark romance, I found the "Predator vs. Protector" dynamic addictive rather than overwhelming. The Daddy kink was perfectly executed and added a "yummy" layer to their intense connection. My only minor point was the speed of the ending; I struggled slightly with how quickly Aiden’s life transformed in the final chapters. I would have loved a bit more time to see his transition into their new, "unconventional" future, but their overall dynamic was still absolutely scrummy.
Monica O’Malley has delivered a high-intensity, suspenseful standout with Ruin Me Daddy. It pushes boundaries with its blend of obsession and "Touch Him and Die" energy. If you love a dark, addictive cat-and-mouse romance with a hero who is as unhinged as he is devoted, I recommend this one.
1.5 ⭐️ for the setup and intention, but I was pretty bored after the first three chapters. I couldn’t bring myself to finish the book—mainly because the main characters irritated me.
Nathan is a cold-blooded predator with no feelings beyond possessiveness and intrigue who stalks and murders, but also is a huge wimp when he thinks Aiden is unhappy with him? Aiden is a cop with “an impressive record” that somehow ignores every one of his gut feelings about everything?
The author randomly line breaks every few paragraphs (even mid-conversation, at times) so what would be a time-skip or scene change in other books is, in this case, an aesthetic choice; it seems like the timeline is all over the place, just in the first two hundred pages. (Nathan had apparently been stalking Aiden enough to know that he likes to order a specific burger “at the same place at least twice a week” when it’s only been three days since their “date” and maybe two weeks since their hookup? He also put a GPS tracker on Aiden’s—again, a COP—car but when?)
A thing I absolutely can’t stand is a character being made out to be intelligent until it comes to dick. These characters are grown men; why is the cop acting like a scorned teenager, agonizing over something he’s adamant is a one-night-stand yet, in the same thought, saying they need to “hash this out”? What the fuck are we doing? He’s a COP (no respect from me on that, but goddamn), and he’s out here giving a man who all but admitted to stalking him his number to text him rather than follow him.
As for the “daddy” of it all? I hated it. Rubbish. Ridiculous. My guy had never once called or thought of himself as a Daddy (or just got off on the title), per his own thoughts after the first instance, but he suddenly wants to be a Daddy? Whatever; that’s fine, but Aiden’s constant “my Daddy” after their first encounter got on my nerves because he was, again, calling it a one-night-stand while getting pissy at Nathan for not offering more than the one night.
The initial setup had me so interested in what would happen; I wish their first meeting had been in Nathan’s POV, keeping us in the same mindset from the setup and letting us see the pivot in his thoughts.
Overall, this lacks whatever it is I’m looking for right now. I received an ARC for this book through GRR, and this is my honest review.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Review for (Twisted Desires-1) Ruin Me, Daddy by Jennifer O'Malley
Tropes- Murder Possessive & Obsessive MC Cop/Serial Killer Each MC on different sides of the law Sexual Graphic violence Daddy/boy on-page murder Stalking Breath play Forbidden romance Mental health ASPD panic attacks and anxiety Breeding kink
Ok, this story has so many of my kinds that I love, so I had to read this. Boy, Jennifer O'Malley knows how to write a hot story with a cop that is trying to stop a serial killer, Daddy kink, heck yes please. Breath play. I live the lifestyle, so I am always looking to see how authors write scenes like breath play. I love breath play, so I loved this scene. Daddy/boy is also a hot ticket for me, so this story hit so many; I just can't say enough about this story. I mean, the title made me stop and say, "Yep, I need me some of this." I am addicted to homicide detective stories, let me tell you. So there is Detective Aiden Cooper, who is searching for a killer. Most wouldn't look at someone you know right. After almost dying, Aiden doesn't remember his past, which changes his life. Not remembering your past changes someone's thoughts, the way they see things. All Aiden wants to do is search for serial killers to take them down one at a time. Nathan Turner was a one-night stand that you think you will never see again. Nope, not a one-night stand when he walks back into his life. There are so many lies and secrets that are in between them. Nathan's life has been nothing normal, being a psychopath. All Nathan knew once I saw Aiden was that he would have him at any cost. Can this story work out when you have two men from different sides of the law? I loved the Daddy/boy play so much also. I just couldn't put this book down. I didn't want it to end, so I'm glad it is just the start of a new series. I will try to wait patiently lol.
This was such an addictive read. From the very beginning, I was completely pulled into the story and couldn't wait to see how everything would unfold.
Aiden is a homicide detective carrying a lot of trauma from his past while hunting a serial killer. Nathan is a psychopath with an unhealthy obsession with Aiden and unfortunately for Aiden, he has no idea that the man he's falling for is also the man he's hunting.
The chemistry between these two was absolutely electric. Their dynamic is intense, complicated, and filled with secrets, obsession, and emotional tension. I especially enjoyed the contrast between Aiden's desire to do the right thing and Nathan's complete lack of moral boundaries. They shouldn't work together at all, yet somehow they do.
Aiden was easy to root for. Beneath the investigation and romance, he's dealing with old wounds, unanswered questions, and discovering new parts of himself. Nathan is unapologetically obsessive, possessive, and completely fixated on Aiden, making for a fascinating morally black character.
The plot kept me engaged throughout, balancing romance, suspense, and psychological tension really well. My only complaint is that the ending felt a little abrupt. I would have loved an epilogue or a few extra chapters to see more of their future together.
✨ Homicide detective x serial killer ✨ Obsessive love ✨ Cat and mouse ✨ Morally black MMC ✨ Psychological suspense ✨ Opposites attract ✨ Amnesia ✨ HEA
Dark, intense, and impossible to put down. If you enjoy morally complex characters and high-stakes MM dark romance, this one is definitely worth checking out.
I really wanted to love this book. The premise was so promising - a homicide detective hunting a serial killer while unknowingly falling for him? I'm sat. There was so much potential here, and I kept reading hoping it would live up to it.
Spoiler: it didn't.
A lot of the character dynamics just didn't work for me. The Daddy aspect never felt believable. Nathan admittedly never seemed interested in being a Daddy until he met Aiden, and even then it felt more like a label the story wanted him to have than something that naturally fit his character. And Aiden had never wanted to call someone Daddy - had never considered the Daddy/Boy lifestyle at all - until Nathan demanded he do it while they were hooking up? None of that clicked at all.
I struggled with Aiden as a character. He's a homicide detective, yet he was often portrayed as so naive and oblivious that it became difficult to see him in a profession that requires some degree of awareness and intelligence. I don't need detectives to be geniuses, but there were moments where I just wanted to shake him out of his stupidity.
That said, there are some positives. The book has some interesting twists, plenty of dark romance, and an interesting premise. It just never fully gelled for me in a way that made the romance or the central relationship feel convincing.
[I received an advanced copy of this book. All reviews and ratings are my own.]
This was a good read. Not great but definitely good. The pacing was nice and it kept me interested enough that I never struggled to pick it back up after a break.
Other than that I'm not sure what to say...
Aiden, was quiet the traumatized mess and I can't recall ever reading a character that gaslit themselves so thoroughly. There was a lot of talk about Nathan's red flags, which he ignored, even though he was quiet the red flag himself there at the end.
Nathan, while obsessive and possessive and a lot a bit crazy, was probably the less interesting MC. Not because Aiden was super interesting or anything, but because Aiden was so willfully oblivious.
For a cop/psychopath romance it was pretty uneventful, just a lot of "Will Aiden figure it out?", when he should have been a WHOLE lot more concerned in the first place.
I had to take a while after finishing the book to decide if I actually liked it. While I can say I definitely didn't like the different parts individually, as a whole the book was good almost in a "What the f*ck is going on right now?" type of way.
Would I read this book again? Most likely not, but did it make me want to read more by the author? 100%
I want to thank Gay Romance Reviews and the author for allowing me to read an ARC of this book.
'I’d never felt like this over anyone, like I needed them or even wanted them. He was like an infection that got in my system and I couldn’t get him out. But in a good way. Maybe. I still hadn’t decided... Apparently, I had no willpower when it came to this man. My foot tapped on the floor, a strange sense of anxiety shooting through me as I tried to decide if I should leave it at that or tell him more. It was almost too easy to talk to him and tell him what I was thinking. It was dangerous. I found that Aiden made me think about a lot of impossible things.'
A serial killer psychopath and a homicide detective romance?! Sign me up! I loved this book. Great world building and wonderful characters. I loved both Nathan and Aiden. I loved their dynamic and their chemistry was fire! (And Nate's nickname for Aiden- little bird- I thought was so sweet). There was also suspense that kept me anxious for when the truth was discovered- because it had to happen somehow. Would Aiden discover the truth and arrest him? Would Nate surrender his freedom, or escape- by deadly force if necessary? I liked that both men had insecure moments and at their core thought they were really sweet. I also liked the supporting characters. I was hooked.
This is the first story I've read by this author and I'm excited to read more. 5 stars
I received a copy of this book for free for my honest review.
I feel like 3 stars is generous and I’m give it that because I really enjoyed the premise of the book and the HEA and decisions behind it.
The beginning of the book is great and the idea behind the story. The first spicy scene is done really well also and I really liked how Nathan immediately switched his focus to Aiden at the wedding bar and never lost that focus.
I also liked how the story wrapped up. I don’t care how unrealistic it is that there is a HEA or how it comes about, I like my couples happy and resolved at the end.
With those points made, this book was a mess. So much of it didn’t really sense. The characters personalities were conflicting at times, the Daddy kink is one I normally enjoy but here it was not working for me. Nathan calls himself Daddy so often. Then everyone fist bumps, the slang everyone uses felt dated, the relationship felt like bad fanfic written for high schoolers. The writing itself felt like juvenile. I really hate giving bad reviews, but I appreciate honest reviews from others so I’m trying to give my honest opinion here.
The idea behind this book is great, I just wish it had been executed better.
🌕🌕🌕🌕🌗 This is such a dark story that has so many bright nuances, I loved it. I enjoy the fact that their love story isn’t linear, isn’t perfect, isn’t all sunshine and rainbows, it takes work, and effort, and sacrifices that make sense in the story, but are sad. I loved how relatable Aiden is, how he tries so hard to do what’s right, to be the best version of himself he knows how, but doing the right thing does not fill that big, empty space in his life and heart. I confess I have a weakness for fictional psychopaths, and Nathan isn’t an exception. His obsession with Aiden is disturbingly beautiful. He cares for him as much as he can, and in such a beautiful way. Their need to belong, their need to be loved and accepted, to be known and seen, to have that empty space finally filled by someone… even in the midst of their darkness, they find their way to each other, make incredibly hard choices, and choose each other above everything else, and that is beautiful to see. And the journey the author takes us on, the journey we share with them, it’s beautiful, and I loved it. I highly recommend it.
If you are into the dark side of romance then this is for you! It blends a gritty thriller with an intense, obsessive relationship that won’t be for everyone but if like me you enjoy morally grey (or outright black) characters, you will find it hard to look away.
Aiden is easy to root for: a determined detective with gaps in his past that quietly shape everything he does. In contrast, Nathan is chillingly controlled, calculating, and completely unapologetic about who he is. The tension between them is immediate, but what makes it compelling is the imbalance of knowledge, one of them understands far more about their connection than the other, and that undercurrent of unease runs through the entire story.
The plot doesn’t hold back. It’s sharp, unsettling at times, and unafraid to explore the darker edges of obsession and control. At the same time, there’s an oddly compelling emotional thread, as twisted as it may be, that keeps you invested in how everything will unravel.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Ruin Me, Daddy is dark, addictive, and built on a dynamic that absolutely shouldn’t work—but somehow works perfectly. Aiden is a homicide detective haunted by years of trauma, trying to stay on the right path even as his past keeps dragging him. Nathan is a serial killer with a chilling, obsessive fixation on Aiden, and once he sets his sights on him, he refuses to let go. Their chemistry is intense from the start. Aiden discovers a new side of himself the first night they’re together, and he embraces it with a vulnerability that makes him even more compelling. He sees the red flags—there are plenty—but he’s drawn to Nathan in a way he can’t shake. Meanwhile, Nathan is a full‑blown psychopath who treats Aiden like his “little bird,” and the possessiveness, danger, and twisted tenderness between them is impossible to look away from. The plot is engaging, the tension stays high, and the character work is strong. Both leads are layered, flawed, and fascinating in completely different ways. Their dynamic is the heart of the book, and it delivers.
Ruin Me, Daddy is dark, addictive, and built on a dynamic that absolutely shouldn’t work—but somehow works perfectly. Aiden is a homicide detective haunted by years of trauma, trying to stay on the right path even as his past keeps dragging him. Nathan is a serial killer with a chilling, obsessive fixation on Aiden, and once he sets his sights on him, he refuses to let go. Their chemistry is intense from the start. Aiden discovers a new side of himself the first night they’re together, and he embraces it with a vulnerability that makes him even more compelling. He sees the red flags—there are plenty—but he’s drawn to Nathan in a way he can’t shake. Meanwhile, Nathan is a full‑blown psychopath who treats Aiden like his “little bird,” and the possessiveness, danger, and twisted tenderness between them is impossible to look away from. The plot is engaging, the tension stays high, and the character work is strong. Both leads are layered, flawed, and fascinating in completely different ways. Their dynamic is the heart of the book, and it delivers
MM romance with obsessed psychopath and cinnamon roll homicide detective.
I have mixed feelings about this book. The blurb sounded great, and I loved Aiden & Nathan’s first meeting and what was supposed to be their one night together. But besides their first night being hot, I didn’t really feel the chemistry between the characters.
Unfortunately, for me personally, the daddy part felt forced and Nathan calling himself Daddy (or more like forcing him to be the Daddy, without Aiden’s consent at first) felt more cringey than hot. I usually enjoy the daddy/mommy kink in books, but something about Nathan being like “Open up, little bird. Let Daddy bird feed you.” gave me the ick.
Not a bad book, just not my personal favorite, but I’m sure a lot of people will love this.
I received an ARC of this book and I am voluntarily leaving a review. Receiving ARC didn’t affect my opinion of the book.
“It was wrong, but it felt so right with Nate. He made everything feel right.” - Aiden
“He was so brave, so good. I wished I could have protected him from all this, from me.” - Nathan
Aiden is the h0mic!de detective on a case with a serial unal!ver and Nate is a business owner with a secret. Aidan meets Nate, his daddy, at a wedding; they had a great night, and Nate can't let him go, so he *watches* over him. Aiden has been through a lot, and he just wants to be loved. He wants someone to choose him. He also thinks that he doesn't need anybody and that he can take care of himself; he especially doesn't need a daddy. But Nate shows him what it feels like to have someone. Nate feels things differently, and this is the first time that he wants to be a better person. He does try to do his best for his boy, Aiden, but he also has a hard time understanding feelings.
I really love how their connection was written and their feelings. Their relationship started and stayed intense with a lot of big feelings and situations. It is a dark, toxic story about two men who, despite everything, still needed to feel loved, and this is their story in their own way, and I loved it. I definitely want to read more books from Jennifer O'Malley. It was easy to read and very interesting.
I tried here. I really did. And I ended up DNF at 23%…
I found this book to be for lack of a better word boring. I found myself more often than not finding myself wondering what was going on as I was reading, which was a combo of writing style in some areas leading to confusion and me zoning out while reading due to boredom. I found the beginning of the book rather confusing. I don’t know much about the characters at about a quarter of the way through the book and I don’t think I could actually give a synopsis of the plot if I wanted to. I also have several instances of actually dozing off while reading the book (full disclosure, I read e-books in bed at night, but this is not normal for me).
One redeeming factor, I did think the first sex scene was decently written….
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Absolutely delicious! Aiden, has questions about his past. He's a dedicated cop, spending his time hunting killers and crooks. Nathan, is a psychopath embracing his not normal. When he meets Aiden, he knows Aiden, is his forever man. They are on opposite legal sides, but emotionally they click. Nathan, is aware but Aiden is oblivious to Nathan's nature. There are hints of something off, but it's a challenge to ask questions you don't really want to know the answers to. Exciting story of choices and decisions and commitment concerning career and personal happiness. Great dilemmas, good story, excellent characters. Well done, nice cover art! I received an ARC and am voluntarily leaving a review.
I found this story to be incredibly engaging. I was hooked from the get-go! There were lots of feelings felt. Spicy scenes were nice and spicy! I especially loved the two main characters: Nate and Aiden. They were depicted beautifully, and my heart went out to them both for just what all happened to them to make them into who they became. Do not fret -- there is an HEA, but it is a dark romance. Check your trigger warnings! I didn't always agree with the decisions made by Nate or Aiden, but I could see why they were making them.
If you want a dark, MM, Daddy/boy romance, this may just be for you! I enjoyed Jennifer O'Malley's writing and will definitely be trying other books as well.
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Ruin me, daddy evoked many different emotions as I read this. These ranged from fear, love, lust, longing and many more in between.The relationship between the two complex main characters had me on the edge of my seat the whole time and the twist at the end is not for the faint hearted; but also was in some ways very very realistic to those who have experienced similar. Jennifer o”Malley makes you feel sorry and deep sympathy for the antagonist whilst also exploring the daddy/boi trope and showing what giving one’s whole trust to another can do. This book is not one for those who are solely after true romance but if you want something a little darker and deeper than I would recommend reading this.
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Ruin Me, Daddy by Jennifer O’Malley is book 1 in the Twisted Desires series. Once I started reading, I realized that I had read the short story that this was based upon. I love the idea of a serial killer Daddy and his cop boyfriend, but there were a few things that didn’t land for me. The emotions came way too quickly and I didn’t really feel like Nate was all in. Especially after the final confrontation. I also didn’t like the reveal of who had kidnapped Aiden when he was 17. That could have had a lot of emotional impact if I felt like Nate really cared for his “little bird”. But it felt a little fake when he’s been doing what he been doing for the past decade.
I received an ARC from the author and GRR for my honest review.
It's dark, delicious, and emotionally intense. Nathan and Aiden took me on a wild ride. They were absolutely unhinged and nuts in the best way. I had an absolute blast with these guys. This dark MM romance had me hooked from beginning to end. It's definitely not for the faint of heart. it's graphic and explicit, so be prepared for some gore. Morally gray... more like morally black. The Daddy/Boy dynamic between a cinnamon roll cop and a psycho serial unaliver was absolutely addictive as was the suspense.
This book was good. I wish that there had been more of a conclusion between the main characters but I did enjoy how their relationship progressed.
The story features a cop and serial killer falling in love. The cop has an intriguing history and a hinted at history with the serial killer and the serial killer appears to be killing at random however you found out that it's not what it seems.
The connection is deeper as there is also a daddy/boy relationship that is unearthed throughout their relationship. Nathan having the urges to kill like he does warring with his urge to be Aiden's daddy is such a contrast but it does make the story have an interesting element.
However the book and the story could give more. I think the daddy/boy kink could have been leaned into more as it definitely seems like the writer was aiming to make Aiden a little needier once he'd realised that side of him. I also think you could have had a bit more of an epilogue.
I would definitely recommend the book to other readers after checking the content warnings.
** I received my copy of this as an ARC and I’m happily leaving my review voluntarily **
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This is my first book by Jennifer O'Malley, and while the blurb and the premise drew me in, the book, in general, was a bit underwhelming.
Aiden is a homicide detective, and Nate is a psychopath/serial killer who's been stalking Aiden and is obsessed with him. Aiden falls for Nate and into their Daddy/boy dynamics very easily, despite feeling something isn't quite right with Nate.
I liked Aiden and Nathan as a couple; they seemed well-matched, and they had chemistry, even if the whole Daddy/boy dynamics felt a bit forced for me.
Overall, while the book didn't quite hit its mark with me, it was relatively intriguing and I'm sure others might enjoy it more than I did.
* Copy provided by Gay Romance Reviews; a review wasn't a requirement. *
This is going to be a fantastic series if this book is anything to go by. I was immediately drawn to Aiden and the mystery of his past. It was impressive that he had been able to build a life as a homicide detective who helped others answer their questions we he couldn't answer his own. That is, until Nathan turns up. Nathan, the psychopath who maneuvers Aiden exactly where he wants him to be and exactly where Aiden discovers he wants to be until all the dark questions start to be ones he can't ignore. I was on the edge of my seat with this one. I wanted them to be able to be together because of their chemistry, but I also wanted Aiden to find out everything and be able to have a "normal" life and I felt guilty about wanting either of those, lol.
Nathan is an important business man but he's also an unaliver, cooly and calmly. Missing out on his intended prey, he picks another so he can gain access to his original. Along the way, he finds Aiden, his "little bird" and hooks up. He is obsessed with Aiden so he can't dispose of him, wants to keep him. He knows him from earlier in their lives, Aiden who is now a homicide cop. It's an excellent thriller, dark, dirty and disturbing. A psychopath and a victim who doesn't remember but changed his life because of it. It's steamy, kinky and in your face. I received a copy of this through BookSprout and this is my voluntary opinion.