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336 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 31, 2026
You know those men in romance books who’d take a bullet for the girl they love? 💔 Yeah… Stone is the kind who’d shove her in front of the bullet so he could play the devastated hero afterward while “taking care” of her. And honestly? That’s horrifying 😬 This book was straight-up emotional whiplash 🎢 I’ll give the author credit: the writing style is addictive, easy to binge, and I flew through it fast. But the plot? Absolutely not for me
Stone isn’t romantic. He’s manipulative, obsessive, and borderline unhinged. He doesn’t love Vanna in a healthy way — he wants to possess her. Instead of building trust or emotional connection, he lies, pressures, gaslights, and constantly pushes her into situations she clearly isn’t comfortable with. And somehow the book frames this as intense romance??? No babe, this is psychological warfare 💀 The chemistry was non-existent because Stone treats her like an object he needs to own, while Vanna spends most of the story emotionally cornered and exhausted. Everything between them felt forced
What makes this worse is that Vanna is deeply traumatized. She self-harms, survived an abusive childhood, and has an abusive ex. Stone knows all of this, , and STILL keeps pushing Vanna harder. At some points it genuinely felt like he wanted to destroy her mentally
And don’t even get me started on the birth control tampering storyline 🚩🚩🚩 But sure, let’s call this romance 🤡 While secretly trying to get her pregnant, he’s ALSO constantly pushing the “we need a baby” narrative until she gives in, even after she admits she’s terrified of passing down her mental illness:
“We don’t have a baby, Stone and how can you deny that the kid would have the mental stability of Dahmer?”
“Wow. You’re comparing our innocent child to a cannibal... have you ever even met a baby before?”
She scoffs, “Yeah. Plenty, but ours would have us as parents.”
“Vanna.” I tug her shoulder until she’s on her back, facing me again. “We would be great parents because we want to be. We don’t have to let ourselves get in the way of that.”
Meanwhile Vanna is literally telling him this:
“I’m sick.” She says quietly.
“Did you get your period?”
She shakes her head, “Not yet, but I don’t mean physically, Stone. I’m sick in the head. Like your sister and I don’t see how you can look at me and envision a future when I’m bound to end up like her.”
And his reaction? Compassion? Concern? Therapy? Nope He gets offended and turns himself into the victim 😒
“For some reason, I can’t even comprehend the fact that she actually just said that to me. That she could knowingly hand me the same heartache my sister had. My chest throbs as my heart bruises my sternum and my lungs go on strike.”
The blindfold scene was where I wanted to throw this book across the room 🚩 That is not romance. That is violation
The side characters somehow made everything worse 😵💫 Vanna’s “best friend” keeps pushing them together while acting smug and manipulative. This story felt like trauma piled on trauma piled on trauma
The final straw for me was She kicks him out and cuts contact for a month. Does Stone reflect or go to therapy? No He gets blackout drunk and starts messing around with random girls out of spite 🍻
“This distraction?” I chuckle to myself as I loop a finger inside the hem of her skirt to keep her on my lap... I don’t bother asking her name... “Am I gunna break your best friend’s heart? Oh, wait she doesn’t fucking have one, right?”
And the narrative treats this like tragic proof of love because he can’t perform properly 🙃
I finished this feeling exhausted Not devastated in a good dark-romance way. Just exhausted This book constantly uses mental illness, manipulation, reproductive coercion, abuse, and self-harm as shock value while still trying to sell the relationship as romantic. It left a genuinely awful taste in my mouth. If you love extremely toxic, chaotic, psychologically disturbing relationships, maybe this will work for you. But for me? It felt less like romance and more like watching two people slowly destroy each other while everyone around them cheers it on 🫠
TW: birth control tampering, reproductive coercion, manipulation, gaslighting, self-harm, suicidal ideation, abusive relationships, non-con/dub-con, violence, abusive parents, toxic dependency, cheating vibes, MM/FF/group sex, death of side characters.