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Asking for It #2
Begging for It
The provocative author of Asking for It once again explores the dark side of erotic obsession, and the secrets that make it as dangerous as it is irresistible.
Some secrets should only be shared in the dark.
Jonah and Vivienne’s erotic bond—living out raw scenarios of captivity and force—began as no-strings sex between strangers who shared the same desires. Now the intimacy between them is turning into love, but it’s a love built on fantasies so extreme that exploring them makes guilt inescapable. But the risks they're taking are far more dangerous than they'd imagined.
A stalker is terrorizing the city, and one of Jonah’s ex-lovers names him as a potential suspect to the police. Standing by a man under suspicion could cost Vivienne everything. But when Jonah’s stepfather takes advantage of the scandal to seize control of the Marks family fortune, Vivienne is drawn into her lover’s broken family and twisted past. Only then will she learn how dark the truth really is...
Some secrets should only be shared in the dark.
Jonah and Vivienne’s erotic bond—living out raw scenarios of captivity and force—began as no-strings sex between strangers who shared the same desires. Now the intimacy between them is turning into love, but it’s a love built on fantasies so extreme that exploring them makes guilt inescapable. But the risks they're taking are far more dangerous than they'd imagined.
A stalker is terrorizing the city, and one of Jonah’s ex-lovers names him as a potential suspect to the police. Standing by a man under suspicion could cost Vivienne everything. But when Jonah’s stepfather takes advantage of the scandal to seize control of the Marks family fortune, Vivienne is drawn into her lover’s broken family and twisted past. Only then will she learn how dark the truth really is...
341 pages, Paperback
First published September 1, 2015
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Lilah Pace
5 books531 followersLilah Pace is a pseudonym for a New York Times bestselling author, so she can’t give away too much about herself here, but she has lived everywhere from Italy to the United Kingdom before putting down roots in the American South.
She’s addicted to Diet Coke, loves her dog, and daydreams about several British movie stars (though usually no more than two at a time).
And while it took her a long while to get up the courage to write books, now she hopes she’ll never stop.
She’s addicted to Diet Coke, loves her dog, and daydreams about several British movie stars (though usually no more than two at a time).
And while it took her a long while to get up the courage to write books, now she hopes she’ll never stop.
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August 15, 2017
★★★★! Begging for It, book 2 of 3. Vivienne & Jonah’s taboo rape fantasies has deeper meanings!
“We don't get all better; we don't fix everything that's broken. We just learn how to work around the broken bits. How to do the best we can with what we have, and who we are.”
Books in Asking for It series should be read in order:
Book 1: Asking for It
Book 2: Begging for It
Book 3: Asking for More
In Asking for It, book 1 graduate student and artist Vivienne Charles’s is overheard by a stranger speaking about her deepest and most taboo rape fantasies. University professor, explorer and heir to an empire, Jonah Marks volunteered to play act her every violent erotic fantasy. The story went on to follow as they pushed each other sexually, while trying to stay detached…
Begging for It, book 2 picks up after book 1 shocking ending. As the dust settles Jonah and Vivienne are back hot and heavy, but what was meant as a game is spiraling out of control. Book 1 explored Vivienne’s need for being dominated, violated, humiliated, feeling fear now it’s Jonah’s turn to dig deep… while keeping them safe from the evil around them…
Nine words to describe Jonah Marks: Quiet, hot-cold, haunted, private, accommodating, fearless, discreet, reserved and composed.
Seven words to describe Vivienne Charles: Sweet, timid, lonely, private, closed-off, determined and loyal.
Begging for it, told from Vivienne's POV, is a candid exploration of two broken souls need for violence and taboo and the secrets and lies they hide and protect. I am happy with the ending. Up next is an extended epilogue, book 3, Asking for More.
Explosive sex! Excellent character development! A plot that digs deep!!
***
Hero rating: 4.5 stars
Heroine rating: 4 stars
Sexual tension rating: 4.5 stars
Sex scenes rating: 4.5 stars
Sex scenes frequency: 4 stars
Plot rating: 4 stars
Dialogue rating: 4 stars
Storytelling rating: 4.5 stars
Story ending rating: 4.5 stars
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Overall rating: 4+ stars
Would I recommend this series: Yes.
Would I re-read this series: Maybe later.
Would I read future books by this author: Yes.
September 4, 2015
2.5 stars. DNF at 76%. Review posted September 4, 2015.
An extra half star for the writing. That was the only aspect I actually liked about this sequel.
QUOTE OF THE DAY (it's very telling):
"Playing games with Jonah--pretending to be raped for my own pleasure--it feels so much sicker while people are really being hurt."
I.Could.Not.Agree.More. Also, her allegedly guilty conscience seems ridiculous to me. It's like carrying coal to Newcastle. It doesn't prevent her from acting out her rape fantasies.
As it was, I didn't really see her making serious efforts to solve her problems. She's turning in a circle, talking with her shrink yet nothing changes; when I abandoned ship at 76% nothing good had came out of it and I was so past caring if anything would change in the end. Of course Jonah was also screwed up and had his own baggage to deal with, but he at least tried to make some efforts. Though good old Vivienne didn't have any scruples whatsoever to play the manipulative bitch, always at the ready to get him back to play her twisted games. He just couldn't elope her claws.
But maybe we're getting back to where we were. Jonah learned my truth and came all the way back to me anyway. It feels like a miracle.
Wrong. You gave him an ultimatum. You manipulated him into coming back to you.
Vivienne feels ashamed and hates herself (duh, that's no news, we knew it in book 1 already). Then friggin' do something about it already! I'm going to top shame and hate off with the term selfishness. The heroine is very selfish. What do you call a woman who lures a man back by putting pressure on him, giving him an ultimatum? That's so damn selfless, right? And once they are back they hop on the same carrousel. It doesn't stop. It's an endless circle. Whenever there had been a tiny attempt from Jonah's side to step away from those games, she was so willing to pester him to go back to the status quo.
I would have begged for it to be different and better. It's a sequel and I at least expected some substantial character and story growth (stupid me, the story growth must have been the family drama) and a really serious attempt at solving their problems. I mean ifthey she can't fuck like the fucked-up individuals they she are is, they she's dysfunctional when it comes to a sexual relationship. It's safe to say that the author stepped up her game in Begging for It but, unfortunately, in a bad way.
My emotional world went from annoyed, impatient, downright bored to indifferent and then to disgusted. I don't think that these two need my empathy anymore. Irritating inner monologue and some gimmickry that should probably made me want to pat the "poor" heroine's head just made me feel disconnected from the MCs. While I was standing at the sidelines, hoping for that big change, that big aha-moment, the story dragged and then dragged some more. There was no big turnaround for me, so I threw in the towel after the umpteenth rape fantasy play. I also think that compared to the first book, the rape scenarios were way edgier. The scene around the 75% mark definitely overstepped the line of what is acceptable to me. But no worries, what is not acceptable to me, might work out just fine for you.
"Jonah?" I wait until he looks up, and we are face to face. "I need to--to
They
Are you effin' shittin' me?
Up till the 65% mark there was always the same old same old. Rape fantasies to the nth and the usual cock worship. She really needs her fantasies and can't get off without the rape kink (we know that already from book 1). Then, Ugh.
Jonah doesn't want to want our games--but he does. No matter how much he wishes otherwise, he will always want them.
And I'm desperate enough to make him admit it.
Yeah, he should thank Vivienne because she's so conniving and manipulates him to hold on to those twisted games. At least he showed initiative to break up with that sick stuff but she's so damn eager to keep going at it.
Three weeks is a long time. He'll have some time to get over what happened in Chicago. He'll want me as badly as I want him. He'll stop worrying about our games. Jonah will come back ready to do everything to me--to do anything, no matter what--
We could never walk away from each other in a break like any other couple. Either we will go up in devastating flames, or we'll be together--always.
Honestly, at that point I was hoping that they would go up in flames because I did not care about this couple anymore.
When Jonah said he wanted to quit playing rape games, that's on her mind...
If I love this man--and I do--then somehow I have to learn how to accept this.
But I feel so cheated, so deprived, and even angry…
"I see you now, Jonah. I know you. And you're so much braver and better than anyone else can ever understand. I wanted you, and then I needed you so much that…I didn't even think of it as love, because love is something we feel for other people. But you're part of me, or I'm a part of you. That has to be true, because you're the only one who's ever made me feel complete." My voice has begun to tremble. "If that's not love," I say, "what is?"
She hesitated before she replied and her response did not convince me at all. She loves the concept of him living out those rape fantasies with her. She loves being hurt and humiliated by Jonah. That makes her feel complete. I'm sorry but that's not love, it's fucked up.
The cock worship:
His enormous cock is still half hard, (…)
…though it's impossible--his enormous cock splitting me in two.
He's so goddamned huge. Not only long but thick, so thick that it's hard for me to blow him even when I can move my head, angle my throat.
"Also--nobody's cock is as big as yours."
Jonah takes out his enormous cock. The first time I saw the length of him he intimidated me.
…the huge head of his cock filling my mouth and throat in turn.
Jonah's enormous cock presses deeper into me...
His enormous cock juts out almost immediately, eager to be free,(…)
…the unreal dimensions of his cock, and his unexpectedly narrow throat.
Hmm…if he hadn't been so huge, would she have looked for another guy, with a bigger dick?
This is contradictory:
One of the reasons I want to be an artist is because art has the power to restore people. If they'll look--really look--one simple image can fill their minds with new thoughts, fresh emotions. A piece of art that speaks to you can open windows in a room you hand't even known was dark.
So why doesn't art restore her? She creates art and looks at art, after all.
Oh, fuck, if I wasn't wet before, I am now. I wonder if he can actually see it welling between my legs.
It is welling between her legs? My ass! It must be the liquor. She's drunk off her arse and playing another rape fantasy. Geez. Of course the morning after she isn't even hungover (nothing a little bit of orange juice wouldn't cure anyway) and she thought she wasn't that drunk. *cue eye roll*
"That's how Vikings used to rape their captives. I read it once. Never stopped thinking about it."
I'd rather not comment.
"Did you need it?" I whisper, pulling back enough to look him in the face. "The mask? Did you have to wear it to play? You--you couldn't look me in the face last time either."
His eyes meet mine; he's steadier than I would've thought. "The mask made it easier. That's all."
"You're sure?"
"Anything that brings me back to you is worth it," Jonah says.
I wouldn't be surprised if, by the end of the story, there had been some kind of magical resolution. Though I'd been 76% done already, I was just past caring and since the story and characters didn't hold my attention, I decided to cut my losses. DNF it is.
I know that I'm in the minority with my opinion, so my review shouldn't prevent you from giving it a try. Have at it! It's all yours. I, for one, have decided to go back to one of my favorite authors. She might put me back in my happy place.
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Pre-reading Begging for It:
Yep, I'm going to beg. I want it. Like…now! Begging for It is the much anticipated sequel to Asking for It. *grabby hands*
P.S. I'm not really into serials but, provided they're great, I'm game.
An extra half star for the writing. That was the only aspect I actually liked about this sequel.
QUOTE OF THE DAY (it's very telling):
"Playing games with Jonah--pretending to be raped for my own pleasure--it feels so much sicker while people are really being hurt."
I.Could.Not.Agree.More. Also, her allegedly guilty conscience seems ridiculous to me. It's like carrying coal to Newcastle. It doesn't prevent her from acting out her rape fantasies.
As it was, I didn't really see her making serious efforts to solve her problems. She's turning in a circle, talking with her shrink yet nothing changes; when I abandoned ship at 76% nothing good had came out of it and I was so past caring if anything would change in the end. Of course Jonah was also screwed up and had his own baggage to deal with, but he at least tried to make some efforts. Though good old Vivienne didn't have any scruples whatsoever to play the manipulative bitch, always at the ready to get him back to play her twisted games. He just couldn't elope her claws.
But maybe we're getting back to where we were. Jonah learned my truth and came all the way back to me anyway. It feels like a miracle.
Wrong. You gave him an ultimatum. You manipulated him into coming back to you.
Vivienne feels ashamed and hates herself (duh, that's no news, we knew it in book 1 already). Then friggin' do something about it already! I'm going to top shame and hate off with the term selfishness. The heroine is very selfish. What do you call a woman who lures a man back by putting pressure on him, giving him an ultimatum? That's so damn selfless, right? And once they are back they hop on the same carrousel. It doesn't stop. It's an endless circle. Whenever there had been a tiny attempt from Jonah's side to step away from those games, she was so willing to pester him to go back to the status quo.
I would have begged for it to be different and better. It's a sequel and I at least expected some substantial character and story growth (stupid me, the story growth must have been the family drama) and a really serious attempt at solving their problems. I mean if
My emotional world went from annoyed, impatient, downright bored to indifferent and then to disgusted. I don't think that these two need my empathy anymore. Irritating inner monologue and some gimmickry that should probably made me want to pat the "poor" heroine's head just made me feel disconnected from the MCs. While I was standing at the sidelines, hoping for that big change, that big aha-moment, the story dragged and then dragged some more. There was no big turnaround for me, so I threw in the towel after the umpteenth rape fantasy play. I also think that compared to the first book, the rape scenarios were way edgier. The scene around the 75% mark definitely overstepped the line of what is acceptable to me. But no worries, what is not acceptable to me, might work out just fine for you.
"Jonah?" I wait until he looks up, and we are face to face. "I need to--to
They
Are you effin' shittin' me?
Up till the 65% mark there was always the same old same old. Rape fantasies to the nth and the usual cock worship. She really needs her fantasies and can't get off without the rape kink (we know that already from book 1). Then, Ugh.
Jonah doesn't want to want our games--but he does. No matter how much he wishes otherwise, he will always want them.
And I'm desperate enough to make him admit it.
Yeah, he should thank Vivienne because she's so conniving and manipulates him to hold on to those twisted games. At least he showed initiative to break up with that sick stuff but she's so damn eager to keep going at it.
Three weeks is a long time. He'll have some time to get over what happened in Chicago. He'll want me as badly as I want him. He'll stop worrying about our games. Jonah will come back ready to do everything to me--to do anything, no matter what--
We could never walk away from each other in a break like any other couple. Either we will go up in devastating flames, or we'll be together--always.
Honestly, at that point I was hoping that they would go up in flames because I did not care about this couple anymore.
When Jonah said he wanted to quit playing rape games, that's on her mind...
If I love this man--and I do--then somehow I have to learn how to accept this.
But I feel so cheated, so deprived, and even angry…
"I see you now, Jonah. I know you. And you're so much braver and better than anyone else can ever understand. I wanted you, and then I needed you so much that…I didn't even think of it as love, because love is something we feel for other people. But you're part of me, or I'm a part of you. That has to be true, because you're the only one who's ever made me feel complete." My voice has begun to tremble. "If that's not love," I say, "what is?"
She hesitated before she replied and her response did not convince me at all. She loves the concept of him living out those rape fantasies with her. She loves being hurt and humiliated by Jonah. That makes her feel complete. I'm sorry but that's not love, it's fucked up.
The cock worship:
His enormous cock is still half hard, (…)
…though it's impossible--his enormous cock splitting me in two.
He's so goddamned huge. Not only long but thick, so thick that it's hard for me to blow him even when I can move my head, angle my throat.
"Also--nobody's cock is as big as yours."
Jonah takes out his enormous cock. The first time I saw the length of him he intimidated me.
…the huge head of his cock filling my mouth and throat in turn.
Jonah's enormous cock presses deeper into me...
His enormous cock juts out almost immediately, eager to be free,(…)
…the unreal dimensions of his cock, and his unexpectedly narrow throat.
Hmm…if he hadn't been so huge, would she have looked for another guy, with a bigger dick?
This is contradictory:
One of the reasons I want to be an artist is because art has the power to restore people. If they'll look--really look--one simple image can fill their minds with new thoughts, fresh emotions. A piece of art that speaks to you can open windows in a room you hand't even known was dark.
So why doesn't art restore her? She creates art and looks at art, after all.
Oh, fuck, if I wasn't wet before, I am now. I wonder if he can actually see it welling between my legs.
It is welling between her legs? My ass! It must be the liquor. She's drunk off her arse and playing another rape fantasy. Geez. Of course the morning after she isn't even hungover (nothing a little bit of orange juice wouldn't cure anyway) and she thought she wasn't that drunk. *cue eye roll*
"That's how Vikings used to rape their captives. I read it once. Never stopped thinking about it."
I'd rather not comment.
"Did you need it?" I whisper, pulling back enough to look him in the face. "The mask? Did you have to wear it to play? You--you couldn't look me in the face last time either."
His eyes meet mine; he's steadier than I would've thought. "The mask made it easier. That's all."
"You're sure?"
"Anything that brings me back to you is worth it," Jonah says.
I wouldn't be surprised if, by the end of the story, there had been some kind of magical resolution. Though I'd been 76% done already, I was just past caring and since the story and characters didn't hold my attention, I decided to cut my losses. DNF it is.
I know that I'm in the minority with my opinion, so my review shouldn't prevent you from giving it a try. Have at it! It's all yours. I, for one, have decided to go back to one of my favorite authors. She might put me back in my happy place.
***********************
Pre-reading Begging for It:
Yep, I'm going to beg. I want it. Like…now! Begging for It is the much anticipated sequel to Asking for It. *grabby hands*
P.S. I'm not really into serials but, provided they're great, I'm game.
February 2, 2017
There’s no doubt, this book had some pretty big shoes to fill after it’s highly addictive and deliciously dark predecessor, Asking for It.
For me, it became apparent, pretty early on, things weren’t going to be as exciting or unique as the first time around. What made ASKING FOR IT a standout was the way it deviated from the norm and introduced something provocative and different. Something bold. A fresh perspective. This, on the other hand, was reminiscent of so many other romance/erotica novels saturating the genre. I’m not saying it was horrible, but I think Lilah Pace played it safe this time. She toned down the scenarios and amped up the drama . . . big time.
The best thing about this series has always been Jonah and Vivienne together. All of the filler (that’s exactly what the majority of this book feels like), the side stories, and the angsty drama didn’t do it for me. It was like white noise. I kept turning the pages, but my heart wasn’t completely in it.
* THANK YOU to Berkley and NetGalley for a copy in exchange for an honest review.
For me, it became apparent, pretty early on, things weren’t going to be as exciting or unique as the first time around. What made ASKING FOR IT a standout was the way it deviated from the norm and introduced something provocative and different. Something bold. A fresh perspective. This, on the other hand, was reminiscent of so many other romance/erotica novels saturating the genre. I’m not saying it was horrible, but I think Lilah Pace played it safe this time. She toned down the scenarios and amped up the drama . . . big time.
The best thing about this series has always been Jonah and Vivienne together. All of the filler (that’s exactly what the majority of this book feels like), the side stories, and the angsty drama didn’t do it for me. It was like white noise. I kept turning the pages, but my heart wasn’t completely in it.
* THANK YOU to Berkley and NetGalley for a copy in exchange for an honest review.
September 5, 2015
***2.5 STARS ***
Well I loved the first book but this totally didn't do it for me....
Most of this review is in the spoiler,so if you haven't read this and intend to don't go any further
I still loved Jonah in this book but Vivienne annoyed the hell out of me.The only one I was routing for was her ex,Geordie...I was more interested in him getting his HEA to be honest.
I think this might be a case of 'It's not you,it's me' as this has got generally good ratings.
Just didn't work for me,unfortunately......
Well I loved the first book but this totally didn't do it for me....
Most of this review is in the spoiler,so if you haven't read this and intend to don't go any further
I still loved Jonah in this book but Vivienne annoyed the hell out of me.The only one I was routing for was her ex,Geordie...I was more interested in him getting his HEA to be honest.
I think this might be a case of 'It's not you,it's me' as this has got generally good ratings.
Just didn't work for me,unfortunately......
September 4, 2015
4 Beg for It Stars
Begging for it picks up right where Asking for it left off.
We learned a lot from asking for it. We learned that Jonah, as a child was forced to watch his mother get raped, which really messed him up, because of that, it’s a reason why he fantasizes about raping women. Jonah left Vivienne because he couldn’t handle Vivienne getting actually raped in the past. Vivienne is a mess and misses Jonah badly. I don’t blame the girl. What happens when your drug dealer leaves you? Jonah was like her drug and just like that gone.
I had a lot of questions going into Begging for it, like how long will the separation last? Will there be kinkier scenes between Vivienne and Jonah? What kind of obstacles will the couple face?
The story starts out slowly, but within the first ten percent we get into the heart of it all. The meat, the stuff I like and the kink, yes please. It did not disappointment. Jonah and Vivienne continue to work on the issues, Jonah has a complex about raping and Vivienne must have harsh sex to get off.
If only that was the only thing they had to deal with. There is a rapist around campus and Jonah is in the thick of it. Because of Jonah’s ex-girlfriend, Jonah is now being questioned about the raping. This also threatens Jonah’s inheritance.
A lot goes on in Begging for it. What attracted me to the series originally is the taboo storyline. It’s not a dark read, but it’s not light. I think it’s dramatic and has a lot of spice. I like the unconventional relationship and I felt like each steamy scene is different. I kept on wondering how the author would push the characters. Like, I said, really fresh, raw and good.
Of course the book isn’t about sex and I liked the back story. I like that Jonah has to work on not only his personal issues, but the issues he currently faces, like his job, and his family. Then, Vivienne has to deal with her family too. I’ll be honest, I wasn’t a fan of her family, especially her sister, she is very annoying.
The story really pushes boundaries and shows you a different side of relationships. It’s interesting to see the way Vivienne and Jonah are programed. I like that Vivienne pushes Jonah and Jonah tries hard not to cross that invisible line, he struggles a lot in the book.
If you loved the series, you will not be disappointed by this conclusion.
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December 26, 2021
2,5 stars
Apparently I'm the cat, who was killed by curiosity, because I couldn't bring myself to skipping this one, even knowing there would be problems to expect. But of course I wanted to see it for myself, so here I am.
(There will be a mild spoiler later on, I'll mark it.)
It was still beautifully written, with amazing art references and deeply heartbreaking at times.
And while the first book was a psychological exploration of a kink, this one was a wild mix of different things. The author decided to get more plot for this one, with a stalker in the city and Jonah being the suspect; with Jonah confronting his nightmares and his degenarate step-father; with Vivienne, being quite selfish and ignoring Jonah's feelings.
Frankly, I don't have much energy to get into many details, let me just tell you, I did not appreciate the character development here.
° Bringing in the rapist stalker to prove a point (about rape and non-con fantasy being not the same, duuuh) felt like a cheap plot device.
° Vivienne's constant need to psychoanalyse everybody was too much, let alone insensitive and rude, even if we only got it from her inner comments. She even went and tried to "understand" (read: "analyse") Jonah's siblings - their characters and motivations - having only met them five minutes ago and knowing nothing about them as people, except for their childhood trauma - as if that would define them.
° Because this book was mostly about Jonah, I absolutely needed to hear his side of the story. The lack of his POV made it harder for me to believe in the relationship with Vivienne, especially because of her egoistic behaviour and total disregard of his feelings in the beginning.
SPOILER
° Now to Vivienne's ultimatum to Jonah... While I understood where she came from and why she did it, making him feel like she wouldn't want to continue the relationship if it'd be a vanilla one, was not only a low blow - it also did not give me an impression she was in love with him at all. I'd say she was in lust... And that's about it. END of SPOILER
All in all, this sequel felt way too preachy and therapeutic - and I should have left it alone.
PS. Here are my thoughts on the first book if you are interested.
Apparently I'm the cat, who was killed by curiosity, because I couldn't bring myself to skipping this one, even knowing there would be problems to expect. But of course I wanted to see it for myself, so here I am.
(There will be a mild spoiler later on, I'll mark it.)
It was still beautifully written, with amazing art references and deeply heartbreaking at times.
And while the first book was a psychological exploration of a kink, this one was a wild mix of different things. The author decided to get more plot for this one, with a stalker in the city and Jonah being the suspect; with Jonah confronting his nightmares and his degenarate step-father; with Vivienne, being quite selfish and ignoring Jonah's feelings.
Frankly, I don't have much energy to get into many details, let me just tell you, I did not appreciate the character development here.
° Bringing in the rapist stalker to prove a point (about rape and non-con fantasy being not the same, duuuh) felt like a cheap plot device.
° Vivienne's constant need to psychoanalyse everybody was too much, let alone insensitive and rude, even if we only got it from her inner comments. She even went and tried to "understand" (read: "analyse") Jonah's siblings - their characters and motivations - having only met them five minutes ago and knowing nothing about them as people, except for their childhood trauma - as if that would define them.
° Because this book was mostly about Jonah, I absolutely needed to hear his side of the story. The lack of his POV made it harder for me to believe in the relationship with Vivienne, especially because of her egoistic behaviour and total disregard of his feelings in the beginning.
SPOILER
° Now to Vivienne's ultimatum to Jonah... While I understood where she came from and why she did it, making him feel like she wouldn't want to continue the relationship if it'd be a vanilla one, was not only a low blow - it also did not give me an impression she was in love with him at all. I'd say she was in lust... And that's about it. END of SPOILER
All in all, this sequel felt way too preachy and therapeutic - and I should have left it alone.
PS. Here are my thoughts on the first book if you are interested.
September 30, 2015
3.5 - 4 ★'s
When we last left Jonah and Vivienne, they were not together. Jonah was having a hard time with finding out the truth and with Vivienne not telling him. They are both miserable.
But...there just happens to be an actual rapist on the loose. Everyone is taking precautions but It.Keeps.Happening. And of course, Jonah is a suspect...even though Vivienne has been with him the times the rapes occurred.
Word gets out to Jonah's stepfather and all hell breaks loose prompting a visit to the windy city and a sibling pow-wow. It was great to see Jonah's siblings coming together but I wish there would have been more resolution. And I would love a book for Maddox!
These events leave Jonah in a rather weird space and after a failed 'play' at the family mansion, Jonah calls things off again.
Vivienne's determined not to mope around this time too much. She spends a lot of time with her friends, helping where she can, especially with Geordie who's working on his own problems. She desperately wants Jonah back but the ball is in his court.
Of course, he can't stay away for long and brings gifts the only way he knows how. They both make an effort but that's all it is for now.
Naturally, the rapist attacks again and it's not a surprise at who he attacks or how it ends. The only surprising thing was who the rapist is. That one threw me...I was questioning everyone!
Jonah and Vivienne get back together and Jonah is more patient with Vivienne working through her problem.
The book is left open ended so I'm not sure if it's the last book or not. I would be happy either way or like I said, a book for Maddox would be wonderful!
Favorite quote:
♥ "I only want to capture you. The real man that I love. Just as you are.”
He shakes his head, but not in negation. In wonder. “You captured me already. Don’t you know that?”
When we last left Jonah and Vivienne, they were not together. Jonah was having a hard time with finding out the truth and with Vivienne not telling him. They are both miserable.
But...there just happens to be an actual rapist on the loose. Everyone is taking precautions but It.Keeps.Happening. And of course, Jonah is a suspect...even though Vivienne has been with him the times the rapes occurred.
Word gets out to Jonah's stepfather and all hell breaks loose prompting a visit to the windy city and a sibling pow-wow. It was great to see Jonah's siblings coming together but I wish there would have been more resolution. And I would love a book for Maddox!
These events leave Jonah in a rather weird space and after a failed 'play' at the family mansion, Jonah calls things off again.
Vivienne's determined not to mope around this time too much. She spends a lot of time with her friends, helping where she can, especially with Geordie who's working on his own problems. She desperately wants Jonah back but the ball is in his court.
Of course, he can't stay away for long and brings gifts the only way he knows how. They both make an effort but that's all it is for now.
Naturally, the rapist attacks again and it's not a surprise at who he attacks or how it ends. The only surprising thing was who the rapist is. That one threw me...I was questioning everyone!
Jonah and Vivienne get back together and Jonah is more patient with Vivienne working through her problem.
The book is left open ended so I'm not sure if it's the last book or not. I would be happy either way or like I said, a book for Maddox would be wonderful!
Favorite quote:
♥ "I only want to capture you. The real man that I love. Just as you are.”
He shakes his head, but not in negation. In wonder. “You captured me already. Don’t you know that?”
September 3, 2015
FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED:
One of the most fascinating, well-written, carefully thought-out stories I have ever come across, the Asking For It duet is nothing short of electrifying, and it owned my breath cover to cover. While its key theme might deter some readers from tipping their toes into this story, I remain in awe of the author’s ability to handle a rather problematic topic in such meticulous detail, intelligently and responsibly, never glorifying any vile acts, but rather giving her characters a chance to express themselves in all their damaged glory, free from judgment and condemnation, and even find some self-acceptance in the end. If you’re not afraid of the taboo, if you are able to perceive some themes in fiction as just that, without giving them the unnecessary dimension of reality, if you enjoy exploring on occasion a darker but not any less titillating brand of erotic romance, I urge you with all my heart to give this crazy-wonderful story a chance. You might find yourself loving it just as much as I did!
Vivienne and Jonah’s relationship had reached an impasse at the end of their first book, leaving us with the lingering question whether the darkness that brought them together and forever tied to one another—the fantasy that they both hate but cannot seem to escape—would ultimately tear them apart too. As we remain in the heroine’s head, we continue witnessing the inner struggle that has been Vivienne’s constant companion in her adult life. Even though she has slowly come to terms with her body’s response to her sexual fetish, to the violent aspect of it, and its intoxicating effect on her mind, she continues berating herself for needing that fantasy every single time in order to achieve sexual gratification. She struggles to reconcile her sexual desires with the kind of independent, emancipated woman she is outside the bedroom, that dichotomy tearing at her self-esteem and leaving her powerless.
We also get to finally peel off more and more layers of Jonah’s complex personality, even glimpsing his greatest demons first hand and the source of all the relentless anger and pain churning inside him, but once we discover what hides within his darkness, that knowledge only serves to leave us even more uncertain of the fate of their relationship.
With each step they take forward as a couple, letting one another deeper and deeper into each other’s secrets, and loving each other unabashedly, it becomes clear that their connection goes far beyond their mutual desires and the ability to please and understand one another’s needs as no one else could. But they also become increasingly aware that while their sexual attraction and compatibility could never be questioned, the fire blazing between them could end up swallowing them whole.
This is an outstandingly conceived story of self-acceptance, of embracing our own wounds, scars, flaws, and finding comfort in the knowledge that being damaged does not make any of us ‘abnormal’ or unworthy of love. No matter how deep their wounds are and how permanent their effect is on their psychological make-up, characters like these show us that they can become more than just the sum of their weaknesses, that their love can transcend it all, empowering them to become functional individuals in every sense of the word, rather than crippling them and pushing them even deeper into their demons’ arms. A daring tale that was truly impossible to put down, showcasing not only Ms Pace’s impressive storytelling skills, but also her ability to frame a person’s most startling shortcomings as sources of strength and power—I am afraid I could never fully express how much this story has amazed me with its honesty, fearlessness and insight into a dark theme I never expected to quite enjoy so much. Stories like these give us hope that no matter how much harm is inflicted upon us, we are never truly broken. And only we can put the pieces back together. Bravo!
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“We’ve dealt with the dark desires spun from our worst secrets and found ultimate pleasure in them, together.”
One of the most fascinating, well-written, carefully thought-out stories I have ever come across, the Asking For It duet is nothing short of electrifying, and it owned my breath cover to cover. While its key theme might deter some readers from tipping their toes into this story, I remain in awe of the author’s ability to handle a rather problematic topic in such meticulous detail, intelligently and responsibly, never glorifying any vile acts, but rather giving her characters a chance to express themselves in all their damaged glory, free from judgment and condemnation, and even find some self-acceptance in the end. If you’re not afraid of the taboo, if you are able to perceive some themes in fiction as just that, without giving them the unnecessary dimension of reality, if you enjoy exploring on occasion a darker but not any less titillating brand of erotic romance, I urge you with all my heart to give this crazy-wonderful story a chance. You might find yourself loving it just as much as I did!
“The hands that caress me hold me down; the moan of satisfaction I imagine turns into screams for help, screams no one hears. As the fantasy becomes more savage, more brutal, I glory in it more and more.”
Vivienne and Jonah’s relationship had reached an impasse at the end of their first book, leaving us with the lingering question whether the darkness that brought them together and forever tied to one another—the fantasy that they both hate but cannot seem to escape—would ultimately tear them apart too. As we remain in the heroine’s head, we continue witnessing the inner struggle that has been Vivienne’s constant companion in her adult life. Even though she has slowly come to terms with her body’s response to her sexual fetish, to the violent aspect of it, and its intoxicating effect on her mind, she continues berating herself for needing that fantasy every single time in order to achieve sexual gratification. She struggles to reconcile her sexual desires with the kind of independent, emancipated woman she is outside the bedroom, that dichotomy tearing at her self-esteem and leaving her powerless.
“Jonah understood what I needed and how to give it to me. He let me become a victim; I let him become a monster.”
We also get to finally peel off more and more layers of Jonah’s complex personality, even glimpsing his greatest demons first hand and the source of all the relentless anger and pain churning inside him, but once we discover what hides within his darkness, that knowledge only serves to leave us even more uncertain of the fate of their relationship.
“Jonah is like one of the dormant volcanoes he studies—solid as stone, proud as a mountain, seemingly implacable but with a fire deep within that could erupt at any time.”
With each step they take forward as a couple, letting one another deeper and deeper into each other’s secrets, and loving each other unabashedly, it becomes clear that their connection goes far beyond their mutual desires and the ability to please and understand one another’s needs as no one else could. But they also become increasingly aware that while their sexual attraction and compatibility could never be questioned, the fire blazing between them could end up swallowing them whole.
“We are bound together and yet parted. Two halves that can’t be glued into a whole. Maybe that’s how it is when you find someone whose wounds are the same as your own.”
This is an outstandingly conceived story of self-acceptance, of embracing our own wounds, scars, flaws, and finding comfort in the knowledge that being damaged does not make any of us ‘abnormal’ or unworthy of love. No matter how deep their wounds are and how permanent their effect is on their psychological make-up, characters like these show us that they can become more than just the sum of their weaknesses, that their love can transcend it all, empowering them to become functional individuals in every sense of the word, rather than crippling them and pushing them even deeper into their demons’ arms. A daring tale that was truly impossible to put down, showcasing not only Ms Pace’s impressive storytelling skills, but also her ability to frame a person’s most startling shortcomings as sources of strength and power—I am afraid I could never fully express how much this story has amazed me with its honesty, fearlessness and insight into a dark theme I never expected to quite enjoy so much. Stories like these give us hope that no matter how much harm is inflicted upon us, we are never truly broken. And only we can put the pieces back together. Bravo!
“My power over him comes from my powerlessness in his arms. The paradox intoxicates us both.”
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July 31, 2015I. Just. Can't.
If I thought I loved Lilah before...
EVERYONE needs to read this series...
Holy wow am I excited for this book!
Umm...excuse me, is it September yet?!?!
Don't mind me...I'll just be patiently waiting...and stalking Lilah
(Joking...kinda...)
If I thought I loved Lilah before...
EVERYONE needs to read this series...
Holy wow am I excited for this book!
Umm...excuse me, is it September yet?!?!
Don't mind me...I'll just be patiently waiting...and stalking Lilah
(Joking...kinda...)
January 10, 2023
4.5 STARS!
Really hard to read . . . but I enjoyed every second of it. Yes, parts of the plot were quite obviously devices that felt clunky, but overall they moved the story and the characters forward.
The author took the story in a difficult direction, digging in nooks and crannies that were both uncomfortable and horrifying, one of which very much hit home for me. And I thought Vivienne's selfish behaviour was very true to life.
I can see how this kind of a story would either create resonance or dissonance for a reader, so please be wary. For me, it triggered a lot of self reflection and I'm taking that as a win. This author is truly talented.
Really hard to read . . . but I enjoyed every second of it. Yes, parts of the plot were quite obviously devices that felt clunky, but overall they moved the story and the characters forward.
The author took the story in a difficult direction, digging in nooks and crannies that were both uncomfortable and horrifying, one of which very much hit home for me. And I thought Vivienne's selfish behaviour was very true to life.
I can see how this kind of a story would either create resonance or dissonance for a reader, so please be wary. For me, it triggered a lot of self reflection and I'm taking that as a win. This author is truly talented.
August 23, 2021
We don’t get all better; we don’t fix everything that’s broken. We just learn how to work around the broken bits. How to do the best we can with what we have, and who we are.
How...how do I even find words to describe how amazing this book is?
I'm just so happy this book exists.
How...how do I even find words to describe how amazing this book is?
I'm just so happy this book exists.
November 13, 2015
FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED:
One of the most fascinating, well-written, carefully thought-out stories I have ever come across, the Asking For It duet is nothing short of electrifying, and it owned my breath cover to cover. While its key theme might deter some readers from tipping their toes into this story, I remain in awe of the author’s ability to handle a rather problematic topic in such meticulous detail, intelligently and responsibly, never glorifying any vile acts, but rather giving her characters a chance to express themselves in all their damaged glory, free from judgment and condemnation, and even find some self-acceptance in the end. If you’re not afraid of the taboo, if you are able to perceive some themes in fiction as just that, without giving them the unnecessary dimension of reality, if you enjoy exploring on occasion a darker but not any less titillating brand of erotic romance, I urge you with all my heart to give this crazy-wonderful story a chance. You might find yourself loving it just as much as I did!
Vivienne and Jonah’s relationship had reached an impasse at the end of their first book, leaving us with the lingering question whether the darkness that brought them together and forever tied to one another—the fantasy that they both hate but cannot seem to escape—would ultimately tear them apart too. As we remain in the heroine’s head, we continue witnessing the inner struggle that has been Vivienne’s constant companion in her adult life. Even though she has slowly come to terms with her body’s response to her sexual fetish, to the violent aspect of it, and its intoxicating effect on her mind, she continues berating herself for needing that fantasy every single time in order to achieve sexual gratification. She struggles to reconcile her sexual desires with the kind of independent, emancipated woman she is outside the bedroom, that dichotomy tearing at her self-esteem and leaving her powerless.
We also get to finally peel off more and more layers of Jonah’s complex personality, even glimpsing his greatest demons first hand and the source of all the relentless anger and pain churning inside him, but once we discover what hides within his darkness, that knowledge only serves to leave us even more uncertain of the fate of their relationship.
With each step they take forward as a couple, letting one another deeper and deeper into each other’s secrets, and loving each other unabashedly, it becomes clear that their connection goes far beyond their mutual desires and the ability to please and understand one another’s needs as no one else could. But they also become increasingly aware that while their sexual attraction and compatibility could never be questioned, the fire blazing between them could end up swallowing them whole.
This is an outstandingly conceived story of self-acceptance, of embracing our own wounds, scars, flaws, and finding comfort in the knowledge that being damaged does not make any of us ‘abnormal’ or unworthy of love. No matter how deep their wounds are and how permanent their effect is on their psychological make-up, characters like these show us that they can become more than just the sum of their weaknesses, that their love can transcend it all, empowering them to become functional individuals in every sense of the word, rather than crippling them and pushing them even deeper into their demons’ arms. A daring tale that was truly impossible to put down, showcasing not only Ms Pace’s impressive storytelling skills, but also her ability to frame a person’s most startling shortcomings as sources of strength and power—I am afraid I could never fully express how much this story has amazed me with its honesty, fearlessness and insight into a dark theme I never expected to quite enjoy so much. Stories like these give us hope that no matter how much harm is inflicted upon us, we are never truly broken. And only we can put the pieces back together. Bravo!
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“We’ve dealt with the dark desires spun from our worst secrets and found ultimate pleasure in them, together.”
One of the most fascinating, well-written, carefully thought-out stories I have ever come across, the Asking For It duet is nothing short of electrifying, and it owned my breath cover to cover. While its key theme might deter some readers from tipping their toes into this story, I remain in awe of the author’s ability to handle a rather problematic topic in such meticulous detail, intelligently and responsibly, never glorifying any vile acts, but rather giving her characters a chance to express themselves in all their damaged glory, free from judgment and condemnation, and even find some self-acceptance in the end. If you’re not afraid of the taboo, if you are able to perceive some themes in fiction as just that, without giving them the unnecessary dimension of reality, if you enjoy exploring on occasion a darker but not any less titillating brand of erotic romance, I urge you with all my heart to give this crazy-wonderful story a chance. You might find yourself loving it just as much as I did!
“The hands that caress me hold me down; the moan of satisfaction I imagine turns into screams for help, screams no one hears. As the fantasy becomes more savage, more brutal, I glory in it more and more.”
Vivienne and Jonah’s relationship had reached an impasse at the end of their first book, leaving us with the lingering question whether the darkness that brought them together and forever tied to one another—the fantasy that they both hate but cannot seem to escape—would ultimately tear them apart too. As we remain in the heroine’s head, we continue witnessing the inner struggle that has been Vivienne’s constant companion in her adult life. Even though she has slowly come to terms with her body’s response to her sexual fetish, to the violent aspect of it, and its intoxicating effect on her mind, she continues berating herself for needing that fantasy every single time in order to achieve sexual gratification. She struggles to reconcile her sexual desires with the kind of independent, emancipated woman she is outside the bedroom, that dichotomy tearing at her self-esteem and leaving her powerless.
“Jonah understood what I needed and how to give it to me. He let me become a victim; I let him become a monster.”
We also get to finally peel off more and more layers of Jonah’s complex personality, even glimpsing his greatest demons first hand and the source of all the relentless anger and pain churning inside him, but once we discover what hides within his darkness, that knowledge only serves to leave us even more uncertain of the fate of their relationship.
“Jonah is like one of the dormant volcanoes he studies—solid as stone, proud as a mountain, seemingly implacable but with a fire deep within that could erupt at any time.”
With each step they take forward as a couple, letting one another deeper and deeper into each other’s secrets, and loving each other unabashedly, it becomes clear that their connection goes far beyond their mutual desires and the ability to please and understand one another’s needs as no one else could. But they also become increasingly aware that while their sexual attraction and compatibility could never be questioned, the fire blazing between them could end up swallowing them whole.
“We are bound together and yet parted. Two halves that can’t be glued into a whole. Maybe that’s how it is when you find someone whose wounds are the same as your own.”
This is an outstandingly conceived story of self-acceptance, of embracing our own wounds, scars, flaws, and finding comfort in the knowledge that being damaged does not make any of us ‘abnormal’ or unworthy of love. No matter how deep their wounds are and how permanent their effect is on their psychological make-up, characters like these show us that they can become more than just the sum of their weaknesses, that their love can transcend it all, empowering them to become functional individuals in every sense of the word, rather than crippling them and pushing them even deeper into their demons’ arms. A daring tale that was truly impossible to put down, showcasing not only Ms Pace’s impressive storytelling skills, but also her ability to frame a person’s most startling shortcomings as sources of strength and power—I am afraid I could never fully express how much this story has amazed me with its honesty, fearlessness and insight into a dark theme I never expected to quite enjoy so much. Stories like these give us hope that no matter how much harm is inflicted upon us, we are never truly broken. And only we can put the pieces back together. Bravo!
“My power over him comes from my powerlessness in his arms. The paradox intoxicates us both.”
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September 13, 2015
5 Sexy and Edgy Stars!!
“Even the best of us isn’t purely good. And even the worst of us isn’t purely evil.”
This book is pure PERFECTION. My thought when finishing was, "Now what do I read?!" This is one of my top favorite series EVER. I am truly obsessed with this author and this story. Jonah and Vivienne are incredibly written characters, filled with depth and raw emotion. This is a very adult story, dealing with very adult subjects. With that said, these book are among the most highly erotic stories I have ever read.
This series is not for everyone, but if you like sexy, edgy, mature stories, then definitely give these books a try. Lilah Pace's writing captivated me and drew me into Jonah and Vivienne's story like very few authors can do. While the subject may seem very taboo, I found these books to be as much an exploration of women's sexuality as they are "forbidden" erotic romance. These stories take you on an emotional journey that is sensual, enthralling and addictive, to say the least.
BEGGING FOR IT is the conclusion to the series and picks up right where the first book ended. They must be read in order. These two characters are absolutely unforgettable, and I could not really fathom how they were going to make their very unorthodox relationship work. Jonah struggles with his own seemingly-insurmountable dark fantasies, while Vivienne also struggles to come to terms with her own deep-seated fears, as well as her very dysfunctional family. I literally raced through this book, fearful that the author was not going to give these two perfectly damaged souls the conclusion they were worthy of. I felt tremendous empathy for both of these characters and was deeply satisfied with the fantastic conclusion to their stories. I can't say enough about these books. They are thought-provoking, emotional and incredibly readable.
“We don’t get better; we don’t fix everything that’s broken. We just learn how to work around the broken bits. How to do the best we can with what we have, and who we are.”
I am completely OBSESSED with this author and cannot wait for whatever books she might have planned for the future. I hope there are more books under the name Lilah Pace - I will read anything she writes!
(ARC provided by the publisher in return for an honest review.)
“Even the best of us isn’t purely good. And even the worst of us isn’t purely evil.”
This book is pure PERFECTION. My thought when finishing was, "Now what do I read?!" This is one of my top favorite series EVER. I am truly obsessed with this author and this story. Jonah and Vivienne are incredibly written characters, filled with depth and raw emotion. This is a very adult story, dealing with very adult subjects. With that said, these book are among the most highly erotic stories I have ever read.
This series is not for everyone, but if you like sexy, edgy, mature stories, then definitely give these books a try. Lilah Pace's writing captivated me and drew me into Jonah and Vivienne's story like very few authors can do. While the subject may seem very taboo, I found these books to be as much an exploration of women's sexuality as they are "forbidden" erotic romance. These stories take you on an emotional journey that is sensual, enthralling and addictive, to say the least.
BEGGING FOR IT is the conclusion to the series and picks up right where the first book ended. They must be read in order. These two characters are absolutely unforgettable, and I could not really fathom how they were going to make their very unorthodox relationship work. Jonah struggles with his own seemingly-insurmountable dark fantasies, while Vivienne also struggles to come to terms with her own deep-seated fears, as well as her very dysfunctional family. I literally raced through this book, fearful that the author was not going to give these two perfectly damaged souls the conclusion they were worthy of. I felt tremendous empathy for both of these characters and was deeply satisfied with the fantastic conclusion to their stories. I can't say enough about these books. They are thought-provoking, emotional and incredibly readable.
“We don’t get better; we don’t fix everything that’s broken. We just learn how to work around the broken bits. How to do the best we can with what we have, and who we are.”
I am completely OBSESSED with this author and cannot wait for whatever books she might have planned for the future. I hope there are more books under the name Lilah Pace - I will read anything she writes!
(ARC provided by the publisher in return for an honest review.)
September 2, 2015
2.5 stars (not gonna round them up to 3 'cuz I was disappointed)
Not as good as the first one, I felt like the author could have solved the problems in maybe half the number of pages. The story kind of dragged on.
It was interesting nonetheless. There were things I liked and I liked how the problem was "solved". Just too long and a bit boring at times.
Not as good as the first one, I felt like the author could have solved the problems in maybe half the number of pages. The story kind of dragged on.
It was interesting nonetheless. There were things I liked and I liked how the problem was "solved". Just too long and a bit boring at times.
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February 23, 2016Amazing.
Deep.
Wonderful.
Thought provoking.
Brutal.
Fantastic.
Full review to follow if I can ever find the words to express my love of this.
Deep.
Wonderful.
Thought provoking.
Brutal.
Fantastic.
Full review to follow if I can ever find the words to express my love of this.
November 28, 2015
Begging For It had me begging for more! Corny, yes. But, hot dayum. So true! Begging For It was an incredible ride as the Jonah and Viv continue to figure out their relationship, come to terms with their mutual dark kinks of rape fantasy and deal with a real rapist who's terrorizing their city and has brought suspicions to Jonah's door. Darkly passionate, erotic and simply delicious.
This was book two for Jonah and Viv. Their first book, Asking For It, was amazing but left off with an open ending. Something that usually doesn't work for me at all but in their case totally did and I was crazy excited to dive into their lives again. I was sucked in completely into the chaos of their life, love and desires. Held riveted by Viv and Jonah as they struggle with their desires, the investigation and family drama that threatened everything they hold dear.
I'm not sure why perp is called a stalker in the blurb but the suspense side of watching these two deal with a rapist on the lose and with accusations was horrifying, frustrating and had me working up a good mad for all involved. How frustrating to have your private kinks used against you. To be judged by society, family and friends for having a 'deviant' desire. The emotional turmoil these two went through. Whew. I did catch on fairly early with who was behind things but it was still interesting watching everything unfold.
The romance was full of ups and downs that had me cheering during their moments of triumph and aching as they battled the world around them. The sex scenes were incredibly hot. While it wasn't as dark and erotic as book one it was passionate, sexy, and intriguing. I really love these two. Now and again they make me want to shake them but they're good people, ones I'd totally be friends with and ones I desperately wanted to see happy.
The secondary characters (other than her horrid family) were fantastic and added a wonderful layer to the story--including his siblings who I would LOVE to hear more about some day. Come on give us more books! lol A lovely ending to a brilliantly complicated love story.. Nicely done! A beautifully twisted romance that touches the heart, heats up the sheets and leaves you begging for more!
**This one leaned towards a 3.5 overall mainly because the first 10% of the book was a strong recap of book one and that didn't do much for me since I'd read it already. But once that passed...holy cow.
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Notes along the way:
omg omg omg!! It just showed up in my inbox! Darn you, ladies at Penguin (but *tackle hugs* you too)! You tempt me so bad! Must be good. Must be good and read my review books in order. I will NOT read this one this very instant. Absolutely not. No ma'am! I will be good!
Pffft!
*rips it open and dives in*
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7/12---Ahhhhh it...was...good! It took a bit for it to stop feeling like a recap of book one (about 10% in) which was really the only negative thing for me about the book.
The sex scenes were incredibly hot. The relationship full of ups and downs that had me aching for the two. The secondary characters (other than her shit-tastic family) were fantastic and added a wonderful layer including his siblings which I would LOVE to hear more about some day. Come on give us more books! lol A lovely ending too. Nicely done!
August 30, 2015
What a perfect conclusion to easily one of the best books I have ever read. It was just as hot as the first one, except here we get to really explore not only the extent of their "games", but also what can happen outside the games.
I won't lie, this book made me want things I had never thought I wanted in a bedroom. You want to recommend it to everyone, but then blush when you realize you've just told your sweet little aunt to read something so dirty.
The secondary characters were so integral and fully developed. You found yourself just as invested in their lives as in Vivienne and Jonah's. The group of friends aren't there just to conveniently move the story along; they are their own stories, and I loved that.
The family dramas faced gave new input into what shaped the couple, and it was painful to watch. Whether Vivienne's selfish family in denial, or Jonah's tight knit siblings with a dark secret, the families were important, and the book was not underwhelming in their portrayal.
The therapist appointments were, again, crucial to the plot, and greatly appreciated. It helped show that the subject matter was never taken lightly, and it gave insight into the inner workings of the characters.
Vivienne’s final strength is brilliant! No spoilers, but she finds herself stronger than she could have imagined. A beautiful conclusion, with a happy enough ever after, because nobody can be perfect.
So, blush, blush, go, and read this book ASAP! ~ George, 5 stars
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Warning: if you read book one, you will know there is subject matter in Begging for It that will be difficult to read for some people. While all acts between the leads is consensual, there is implied danger, violence and even rape.
Jonah and Vivienne are back! Book one kind of left us hanging as far as what would happen next, and where the story would take us down the road. While it took a turn I wasn’t expecting, I found I was captivated by the journey.
This portion of the story has a lot thought and healing in it. I loved the fact that not only was Vivienne growing as a character, but that the words held a lot of meaning and that many of us will be able to relate to her revelations. I appreciate the fact that it’s not just Vivienne’s problems that we get a glance at either, as her friends seem to all have their own lives and drama, and yet, Vivienne is able to take advice from them and apply it to her current situations. I am not a writer, but I can only assume the thought processes that went into those scenes was incredibly fulfilling.
The heat in this book is not as intense as book one, but be warned it’s still super-hot! Just because the pan is on simmer, doesn’t mean the contents don’t boil… ~ Devlynn, 4 stars
I won't lie, this book made me want things I had never thought I wanted in a bedroom. You want to recommend it to everyone, but then blush when you realize you've just told your sweet little aunt to read something so dirty.
The secondary characters were so integral and fully developed. You found yourself just as invested in their lives as in Vivienne and Jonah's. The group of friends aren't there just to conveniently move the story along; they are their own stories, and I loved that.
The family dramas faced gave new input into what shaped the couple, and it was painful to watch. Whether Vivienne's selfish family in denial, or Jonah's tight knit siblings with a dark secret, the families were important, and the book was not underwhelming in their portrayal.
The therapist appointments were, again, crucial to the plot, and greatly appreciated. It helped show that the subject matter was never taken lightly, and it gave insight into the inner workings of the characters.
Vivienne’s final strength is brilliant! No spoilers, but she finds herself stronger than she could have imagined. A beautiful conclusion, with a happy enough ever after, because nobody can be perfect.
So, blush, blush, go, and read this book ASAP! ~ George, 5 stars
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Warning: if you read book one, you will know there is subject matter in Begging for It that will be difficult to read for some people. While all acts between the leads is consensual, there is implied danger, violence and even rape.
Jonah and Vivienne are back! Book one kind of left us hanging as far as what would happen next, and where the story would take us down the road. While it took a turn I wasn’t expecting, I found I was captivated by the journey.
This portion of the story has a lot thought and healing in it. I loved the fact that not only was Vivienne growing as a character, but that the words held a lot of meaning and that many of us will be able to relate to her revelations. I appreciate the fact that it’s not just Vivienne’s problems that we get a glance at either, as her friends seem to all have their own lives and drama, and yet, Vivienne is able to take advice from them and apply it to her current situations. I am not a writer, but I can only assume the thought processes that went into those scenes was incredibly fulfilling.
The heat in this book is not as intense as book one, but be warned it’s still super-hot! Just because the pan is on simmer, doesn’t mean the contents don’t boil… ~ Devlynn, 4 stars
September 19, 2015
Begging for It picks back up from Asking for It. The mystery intensifies and we get a better look into who Jonah is and his fucked up life. I loved the the dynamics of the tug of war relationship between him and Vivienne; their rawness and honesty was mind blowing.
Vivienne's & Jonah families...oooh my god where to begin, other than these people are insane....nuts, fucking looney tunes! Its amazing how either one turned out as stabled and well adjusted as they were.
Sandra Bullock hits the nail on the head when she says “Childhood is what you spend the rest of your life trying to overcome.” Because I swear if I had a family like that I would have ended up in a padded cell!
August 3, 2016
I really enjoyed the first book in this duology, but Begging for It is just not as compelling as the first book for three reasons, imo:
1. While some messages underpinned the importance of recognizing/confronting abusive relationship, I found the sequel was missing tension , character development and focus.
2. The 'rape fantasies' in this book mostly went in circles, and gave little corroboration to the first book.
3. And, what is the point of HEA ending if
1. While some messages underpinned the importance of recognizing/confronting abusive relationship, I found the sequel was missing tension , character development and focus.
2. The 'rape fantasies' in this book mostly went in circles, and gave little corroboration to the first book.
3. And, what is the point of HEA ending if
April 7, 2019
4.5 stars!!
Read for the 2018 DE A-Z challenge
I read the first book in this series awhile ago, which is pretty normal for me. Sometimes I do this when I really want to drag out a story I enjoy, and other times I do it because there’s another book I want to read. It’s the beauty of ADHD; my brain can move on very quickly. Anywho, the point is that I really liked the first book, Asking For It. The unflinching honesty and realism in the story appealed to me, and on a more superficial level, the sex was scorching. Yes, Jonah and Vivienne’s story explores rape fantasy, thus it might not be a “comfortable” read for everyone. But I really wanted to know how this relationship of theirs could progress in a healthy way, so I decided to jump into Begging For It.
We knew only one thing about each other—but it was the most intimate thing anyone could know. We had looked into each other’s souls.
On paper, and superficially, Vivienne and Jonah match up well. He likes to use force, and she gets off on it. Pretty simple, right? Yes... at first. But Vivienne and Jonah both have pasts filled with trauma, and they have to expose their wounds to each other to even try to begin to heal. The best way to put it is that the first book deals with the fantasy, and the second book deals with cold, hard reality. The progression of their relationship from partners in a specific kink (one that encourages them to stay emotionally detached, no less) to a real, emotional, stable love. Their problems were unique, yes, but it was very easy to understand why they felt the way they did. In the first book, Vivienne bothered me a little bit. I wanted her to at least be open to having a normal sex life with Jonah. But in this story, her strength and conviction ended up being exactly what was needed when Jonah's weaknesses started to unravel. The one thing I really liked about this story is how it showcased that overcoming trauma is a journey, not a destination. There's no "right" way to do it; all we can do is what allows us to live happily. On it's most basic level, this story was about how people with trauma go about reclaiming their lives so that they're the ones that write the narrative.
Nobody ever gets better for good. We can only take one day at a time, doing the best we can. Damaged is the natural state of most relationships in this world, and every single person alive.
I wouldn't say I loved every second of the plot. Jonah being a suspect in a crime wasn't entirely believable, not when the reader knows not only that he's innocent, but also that he's rich and powerful. That being said, it seems like the author understood that, because she tried to at least address that part of it. Also, I wanted more karmic retribution for the two people that damaged Vivienne and Jonah so irrevocably. That being said, I understand that in life, it very seldom works like that, and I appreciated the realism in the story. Still doesn't mean I didn't want their genitals to be gnawed off by piranhas.
This isn’t about waiting until we’re both comfortable and ‘healthy’ or whatever the hell else our goals should be. It’s about accepting that we’re both twisted as fuck and the only way we’ll ever work this out is together.
So, yeah... the progression of Vivienne and Jonah's unique love story was very enjoyable to read. The sex wasn't quite as hot as the first book, but the story had much more depth to it. We got to know Jonah better, which was great, because I ended up really liking him. So, lack of karmic retribution aside, I definitely recommend both books in the series to anyone that can handle the triggers.
No matter how deep it cuts, no matter how much you bleed, the truth can still save you. It's the only thing that can.
“You think you want it, don’t you? But you don’t want what I’m going to do to you. I’m going to find your limit, and that’s where I’m going to break you, do you understand?”
Read for the 2018 DE A-Z challenge
I read the first book in this series awhile ago, which is pretty normal for me. Sometimes I do this when I really want to drag out a story I enjoy, and other times I do it because there’s another book I want to read. It’s the beauty of ADHD; my brain can move on very quickly. Anywho, the point is that I really liked the first book, Asking For It. The unflinching honesty and realism in the story appealed to me, and on a more superficial level, the sex was scorching. Yes, Jonah and Vivienne’s story explores rape fantasy, thus it might not be a “comfortable” read for everyone. But I really wanted to know how this relationship of theirs could progress in a healthy way, so I decided to jump into Begging For It.
We knew only one thing about each other—but it was the most intimate thing anyone could know. We had looked into each other’s souls.
On paper, and superficially, Vivienne and Jonah match up well. He likes to use force, and she gets off on it. Pretty simple, right? Yes... at first. But Vivienne and Jonah both have pasts filled with trauma, and they have to expose their wounds to each other to even try to begin to heal. The best way to put it is that the first book deals with the fantasy, and the second book deals with cold, hard reality. The progression of their relationship from partners in a specific kink (one that encourages them to stay emotionally detached, no less) to a real, emotional, stable love. Their problems were unique, yes, but it was very easy to understand why they felt the way they did. In the first book, Vivienne bothered me a little bit. I wanted her to at least be open to having a normal sex life with Jonah. But in this story, her strength and conviction ended up being exactly what was needed when Jonah's weaknesses started to unravel. The one thing I really liked about this story is how it showcased that overcoming trauma is a journey, not a destination. There's no "right" way to do it; all we can do is what allows us to live happily. On it's most basic level, this story was about how people with trauma go about reclaiming their lives so that they're the ones that write the narrative.
Nobody ever gets better for good. We can only take one day at a time, doing the best we can. Damaged is the natural state of most relationships in this world, and every single person alive.
I wouldn't say I loved every second of the plot. Jonah being a suspect in a crime wasn't entirely believable, not when the reader knows not only that he's innocent, but also that he's rich and powerful. That being said, it seems like the author understood that, because she tried to at least address that part of it. Also, I wanted more karmic retribution for the two people that damaged Vivienne and Jonah so irrevocably. That being said, I understand that in life, it very seldom works like that, and I appreciated the realism in the story. Still doesn't mean I didn't want their genitals to be gnawed off by piranhas.
This isn’t about waiting until we’re both comfortable and ‘healthy’ or whatever the hell else our goals should be. It’s about accepting that we’re both twisted as fuck and the only way we’ll ever work this out is together.
So, yeah... the progression of Vivienne and Jonah's unique love story was very enjoyable to read. The sex wasn't quite as hot as the first book, but the story had much more depth to it. We got to know Jonah better, which was great, because I ended up really liking him. So, lack of karmic retribution aside, I definitely recommend both books in the series to anyone that can handle the triggers.
No matter how deep it cuts, no matter how much you bleed, the truth can still save you. It's the only thing that can.
“You think you want it, don’t you? But you don’t want what I’m going to do to you. I’m going to find your limit, and that’s where I’m going to break you, do you understand?”
September 23, 2015
“Since when did life start giving us what we deserved?”
We loved the first book in this two book series so were eager to see how it was all going to end up for Jonah and Vivienne. This series is quite emotionally charged and hard to read at times. However, the writing is so incredibly beautiful and vividly expressed that you can’t not keep reading, wanting these two characters to heal themselves as well as each other.
“I don’t want to leave you. I don’t even think I could, unless it’s the only way to keep you safe. Make you whole.”
It’s hard to know who to feel sorry for more but all the way through we couldn’t help but feel that Jonah had the biggest mountain to climb in overcoming an absolutely horrific childhood. We have to say that we didn’t feel that Jonah’s character development was all that apparent in this instalment. He had suffered tremendously and his sexual needs were not fully explored nor delved into all that much. We didn’t feel that he was given the same attention and chance of healing and self-realisation as Vivienne did. This saddened us as we felt so incredibly sorry for him.
‘He always wants to endure his pain alone, I realize. He doesn’t think about protecting himself, only protecting others.’
Relationships are hard to begin with yet when you add the extra emotional baggage of a horrendous past which ties in with sexual depravity there’s no question it will play a huge part in making it that much more difficult. Jonah and Vivienne are suffering still; yet together they have a release albeit it plagued with guilt, remorse and confusion.
‘His eyes are glazed like a man in a trance, and he’s started shaking harder than me. “Silver”, he says. “Silver.”
Vivienne went through the biggest change insofar as realising and overcoming the huge stumbling block evident from how her past plays out in her future; albeit not fully life altering change. She did however experience a setback which in turn turned out to be an eye opening discovery on the whys of her needs and wants.
“You and I, what we have together, it’s more than this. And yet this is a part of us. It always will be.”
Whilst we certainly did enjoy this instalment and fully appreciated where the Author eventually went, we did feel that Jonah was somewhat ignored as a character and that he didn’t get what he needed to heal and feel ‘safe’ in his own skin as well as in his relationship with Vivienne. We also felt that not a lot actually happened development wise in the story and through character growth. Saying that though; there’s no denying that this Author is an incredibly talented and evocative writer! We definitely recommend this series.
“We’re intertwined now, you and I. Our lives aren’t separate.”
Our Review for Asking For It Book One
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September 23, 2015
“Since when did life start giving us what we deserved?”
We loved the first book in this two book series so were eager to see how it was all going to end up for Jonah and Vivienne. This series is quite emotionally charged and hard to read at times. However, the writing is so incredibly beautiful and vividly expressed that you can’t not keep reading, wanting these two characters to heal themselves as well as each other.
“I don’t want to leave you. I don’t even think I could, unless it’s the only way to keep you safe. Make you whole.”
It’s hard to know who to feel sorry for more but all the way through we couldn’t help but feel that Jonah had the biggest mountain to climb in overcoming an absolutely horrific childhood. We have to say that we didn’t feel that Jonah’s character development was all that apparent in this instalment. He had suffered tremendously and his sexual needs were not fully explored nor delved into all that much. We didn’t feel that he was given the same attention and chance of healing and self-realisation as Vivienne did. This saddened us as we felt so incredibly sorry for him.
‘He always wants to endure his pain alone, I realize. He doesn’t think about protecting himself, only protecting others.’
Relationships are hard to begin with yet when you add the extra emotional baggage of a horrendous past which ties in with sexual depravity there’s no question it will play a huge part in making it that much more difficult. Jonah and Vivienne are suffering still; yet together they have a release albeit it plagued with guilt, remorse and confusion.
‘His eyes are glazed like a man in a trance, and he’s started shaking harder than me. “Silver”, he says. “Silver.”
Vivienne went through the biggest change insofar as realising and overcoming the huge stumbling block evident from how her past plays out in her future; albeit not fully life altering change. She did however experience a setback which in turn turned out to be an eye opening discovery on the whys of her needs and wants.
“You and I, what we have together, it’s more than this. And yet this is a part of us. It always will be.”
Whilst we certainly did enjoy this instalment and fully appreciated where the Author eventually went, we did feel that Jonah was somewhat ignored as a character and that he didn’t get what he needed to heal and feel ‘safe’ in his own skin as well as in his relationship with Vivienne. We also felt that not a lot actually happened development wise in the story and through character growth. Saying that though; there’s no denying that this Author is an incredibly talented and evocative writer! We definitely recommend this series.
“We’re intertwined now, you and I. Our lives aren’t separate.”
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May 27, 2016
Buddy read with Aly
I loved Asking for It so I was really excited to read more of Vivienne and Jonah's story in Begging for It. I had such high hopes for them and I wanted to see them working through their issues both individually and as a couple. I wasn't expecting either of them to give up their kink, there's absolutely nothing wrong with two consenting adults enjoying whatever fantasy turns them on as long as nobody is getting hurt by it, but I did find it concerning that Vivienne couldn't enjoy sex in any other way. She has some deep rooted issues that she obviously needs to deal with for her own sake as well as for Jonah's.
I had such high hopes for this story that I can't help but come away feeling a little disappointed. Vivienne has no intention of changing, she doesn't want help and no matter how much she complains about hating herself for her desires she makes no effort to do anything about it. She's been in therapy for years and hasn't made even the tiniest bit of progress so either she's wasting her money on the world's most incompetent therapist or, much more likely in my opinion, she is pretending to pay attention and then blindly ignoring every piece of advice she's ever been given. It became so incredibly frustrating to see Jonah practically begging her to help him. He is desperate to change and working hard at dealing with his issues but whenever he asks her to bend even a little bit she gets resentful and starts acting like a child. She complains that Jonah won't give her what she needs but she never thinks about what Jonah needs. He doesn't want to give up their games altogether and he's not asking her to either but he doesn't want that to be all their relationship is about and she won't even try any other way.
Throw in the suspense of a serial rapist (and of course Jonah is the main suspect of the police investigation!) and the way Vivienne was acting made me dislike her even more. I didn't like her attitude and I found this book very frustrating to read. It felt like 90% of the story was Vivienne acting like a brat and then finally in the last 10% they had one couples session with the therapist and Vivienne was magically cured. The complete turn around she makes happens far too quickly to be believable and it all left me rolling my eyes. If I'm honest I can't for the life of me figure out why Jonah stuck it out for so long and I no longer care about them as a couple. This was such a disappointing sequel and it's made worse because I had such high expectations going in.
I loved Asking for It so I was really excited to read more of Vivienne and Jonah's story in Begging for It. I had such high hopes for them and I wanted to see them working through their issues both individually and as a couple. I wasn't expecting either of them to give up their kink, there's absolutely nothing wrong with two consenting adults enjoying whatever fantasy turns them on as long as nobody is getting hurt by it, but I did find it concerning that Vivienne couldn't enjoy sex in any other way. She has some deep rooted issues that she obviously needs to deal with for her own sake as well as for Jonah's.
I had such high hopes for this story that I can't help but come away feeling a little disappointed. Vivienne has no intention of changing, she doesn't want help and no matter how much she complains about hating herself for her desires she makes no effort to do anything about it. She's been in therapy for years and hasn't made even the tiniest bit of progress so either she's wasting her money on the world's most incompetent therapist or, much more likely in my opinion, she is pretending to pay attention and then blindly ignoring every piece of advice she's ever been given. It became so incredibly frustrating to see Jonah practically begging her to help him. He is desperate to change and working hard at dealing with his issues but whenever he asks her to bend even a little bit she gets resentful and starts acting like a child. She complains that Jonah won't give her what she needs but she never thinks about what Jonah needs. He doesn't want to give up their games altogether and he's not asking her to either but he doesn't want that to be all their relationship is about and she won't even try any other way.
Throw in the suspense of a serial rapist (and of course Jonah is the main suspect of the police investigation!) and the way Vivienne was acting made me dislike her even more. I didn't like her attitude and I found this book very frustrating to read. It felt like 90% of the story was Vivienne acting like a brat and then finally in the last 10% they had one couples session with the therapist and Vivienne was magically cured. The complete turn around she makes happens far too quickly to be believable and it all left me rolling my eyes. If I'm honest I can't for the life of me figure out why Jonah stuck it out for so long and I no longer care about them as a couple. This was such a disappointing sequel and it's made worse because I had such high expectations going in.
September 7, 2015
Thank you to BERKLEY and Netgalley for providing a review copy in exchange for an honest review.
Admittedly, Begging for It had some pretty big shoes to fill from its predecessor. Asking for It was not only one of my favorite reads of the year thus far, it was also innovative, exhilarating, and left me breathless for more. Unfortunately, I didn’t get any of those feelings with Begging for It. Where Asking for It felt brand new and swept me off my feet, I felt like I’ve read Begging for It a dozen different times in a dozen different books.
Two stars simply for the characters, Jonah and Vivienne. While I still enjoy them, I feel as though Jonah changed significantly in this one. He lost all mystery here, and I think that’s due in part to the storyline, which I wasn’t a huge fan of. There were so many places this book could have gone, and it was disappointing to see it go the route it did. The side story taking place in Austin felt forced to me—just a convenient way to bring Vivienne closer to Jonah’s way of thinking and bring them back together. It did a huge disservice to both characters. The emotion that was brimming in the first book was lacking here. It had a clinical feel to it, as if an outsider was describing things to the reader instead of the reader experiencing them along with the characters. As for Vivienne, I wish we’d seen more backbone from her as far as her own life and issues go. It was great to see her be there for Jonah, but I was hoping she’d finally level with her father and get some vindication by having at least one member of her family on her side. Instead, it was the same old, same old with her family, only it ended in a much worse place, because now her relationship with her niece is tenuous.
Jonah’s family and the way their upbringing shaped all of them and strengthened their bond was intriguing. I feel as though we may have been set up to read more of them, but I’m not sure I want to. The ending to Johan and Vivienne’s story felt rushed with no real character growth, and I need more than just an account of what the characters are going through.
Asking for It remains one of my favorite reads of the year, and it’s a book I know I’ll read again. This one just didn’t do the characters justice.
This review was originally posted at Badass Book Reviews.
Admittedly, Begging for It had some pretty big shoes to fill from its predecessor. Asking for It was not only one of my favorite reads of the year thus far, it was also innovative, exhilarating, and left me breathless for more. Unfortunately, I didn’t get any of those feelings with Begging for It. Where Asking for It felt brand new and swept me off my feet, I felt like I’ve read Begging for It a dozen different times in a dozen different books.
Two stars simply for the characters, Jonah and Vivienne. While I still enjoy them, I feel as though Jonah changed significantly in this one. He lost all mystery here, and I think that’s due in part to the storyline, which I wasn’t a huge fan of. There were so many places this book could have gone, and it was disappointing to see it go the route it did. The side story taking place in Austin felt forced to me—just a convenient way to bring Vivienne closer to Jonah’s way of thinking and bring them back together. It did a huge disservice to both characters. The emotion that was brimming in the first book was lacking here. It had a clinical feel to it, as if an outsider was describing things to the reader instead of the reader experiencing them along with the characters. As for Vivienne, I wish we’d seen more backbone from her as far as her own life and issues go. It was great to see her be there for Jonah, but I was hoping she’d finally level with her father and get some vindication by having at least one member of her family on her side. Instead, it was the same old, same old with her family, only it ended in a much worse place, because now her relationship with her niece is tenuous.
Jonah’s family and the way their upbringing shaped all of them and strengthened their bond was intriguing. I feel as though we may have been set up to read more of them, but I’m not sure I want to. The ending to Johan and Vivienne’s story felt rushed with no real character growth, and I need more than just an account of what the characters are going through.
Asking for It remains one of my favorite reads of the year, and it’s a book I know I’ll read again. This one just didn’t do the characters justice.
This review was originally posted at Badass Book Reviews.
September 1, 2015
Leigh's review posted at Guilty Pleasures Book Reviews
What a fantastic follow up to her first book! Just like she did in “Asking For It”, Ms. Pace has brought us back to the internal conflict Jonah and Vivienne face while they each struggle to accept their fantasies.
Vivienne and Jonah have a hard time settling into a relationship where their sex life is built solely on acting out rape and the power dynamic that goes along with it. For Jonah, there is the guilt that he is making Vivienne relive a past trauma, while at the same time, the fear that he is turning into the same monster as his stepfather. For Vivienne, she has actually come to accept this part of herself and begin to feel more in control of herself than ever. But when a serial rapist surfaces in their college town, and Jonah is wrongly named as a suspect, Vivienne experiences guilt that she is creating a game out of something that is actually and horrifically happening to other women.
The mystery of the rapist, the suspicion on Jonah, and the family politics of Jonah’s stepfather trying to use all this to his advantage…all of this weaves together to create a story that, much like Jonah, deliciously grabs you, holds you down, and won’t let you go until it’s finished with you. The sex is dirty and rough, but the affection that grew from the harsh and unlikely beginning between these two people is tender and sweet. I truly rooted for them to work things out as I fell further in love with both of them.
While the story of Vivienne and Jonah has reached it’s natural conclusion, I don’t feel that the story behind Jonah’s past is done. I would love to see this series continue with the characters we met in this book, namely Jonah’s siblings who all seem to have their own stories, and his stepfather as the ultimate villain. Ms. Pace is a truly gifted storyteller, and I am not ready to be done with this world that she has created.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
What a fantastic follow up to her first book! Just like she did in “Asking For It”, Ms. Pace has brought us back to the internal conflict Jonah and Vivienne face while they each struggle to accept their fantasies.
Vivienne and Jonah have a hard time settling into a relationship where their sex life is built solely on acting out rape and the power dynamic that goes along with it. For Jonah, there is the guilt that he is making Vivienne relive a past trauma, while at the same time, the fear that he is turning into the same monster as his stepfather. For Vivienne, she has actually come to accept this part of herself and begin to feel more in control of herself than ever. But when a serial rapist surfaces in their college town, and Jonah is wrongly named as a suspect, Vivienne experiences guilt that she is creating a game out of something that is actually and horrifically happening to other women.
The mystery of the rapist, the suspicion on Jonah, and the family politics of Jonah’s stepfather trying to use all this to his advantage…all of this weaves together to create a story that, much like Jonah, deliciously grabs you, holds you down, and won’t let you go until it’s finished with you. The sex is dirty and rough, but the affection that grew from the harsh and unlikely beginning between these two people is tender and sweet. I truly rooted for them to work things out as I fell further in love with both of them.
While the story of Vivienne and Jonah has reached it’s natural conclusion, I don’t feel that the story behind Jonah’s past is done. I would love to see this series continue with the characters we met in this book, namely Jonah’s siblings who all seem to have their own stories, and his stepfather as the ultimate villain. Ms. Pace is a truly gifted storyteller, and I am not ready to be done with this world that she has created.
Review copy provided for an honest review.
September 1, 2015
Sexy! Edgy! Raw! Perfection! This book made my pulse race and my entire body shudder. It gave me goosebumps and ripped me to pieces! BEGGING FOR IT smolders! It captivates and enthralls you. Pace takes us on a dark and erotic thrill ride that will test your limits. This book will have you diving deep into your soul making you crave your own dark fantasies.
Jonah and Vivienne were superb characters. Their sensual bond is something to be envied. I came off of such a high after reading the first book and BEGGING FOR IT brought me right back up and I soon became addicted once more. In this stunning and enthralling conclusion to this series, we find out what happens when the games have ended. Is there more to their relationship than the various sexual scenarios that are played out between them? Jonah's struggles continue once he realizes Vivienne's past. He doesn't want to be a monster, but Vivienne craves that beast inside of him. Vivienne is complete when she is in the midst of a game with Jonah. He gives her EVERYTHING she needs and in turn she satisfies his darker cravings. The games become too much for Jonah and Vivienne must decide if she can continue this relationship without them.
THIS book! This fantastic read was unforgettable. This series is one that I will never leave me. It was so incredibly sensual, passionate, and intense. It was thought-provoking, emotional, and brilliant. It was just EVERYTHING!
I became addicted after finishing up ASKING FOR IT, now I can safely say, I'm completely and utterly OBSESSED!
*Gifted copy provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review*
Jonah and Vivienne were superb characters. Their sensual bond is something to be envied. I came off of such a high after reading the first book and BEGGING FOR IT brought me right back up and I soon became addicted once more. In this stunning and enthralling conclusion to this series, we find out what happens when the games have ended. Is there more to their relationship than the various sexual scenarios that are played out between them? Jonah's struggles continue once he realizes Vivienne's past. He doesn't want to be a monster, but Vivienne craves that beast inside of him. Vivienne is complete when she is in the midst of a game with Jonah. He gives her EVERYTHING she needs and in turn she satisfies his darker cravings. The games become too much for Jonah and Vivienne must decide if she can continue this relationship without them.
THIS book! This fantastic read was unforgettable. This series is one that I will never leave me. It was so incredibly sensual, passionate, and intense. It was thought-provoking, emotional, and brilliant. It was just EVERYTHING!
I became addicted after finishing up ASKING FOR IT, now I can safely say, I'm completely and utterly OBSESSED!
*Gifted copy provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review*
did-not-finish
October 27, 2015DNF. I can't even talk about it... Ugh.
September 12, 2015
Please be Aware: This book deals with rape and rape fantasies. While the hero and heroine always have consensual sex, there are flashbacks and other scenarios where actual rape is discussed. Also, this is book two in a closely knit series. There are spoilers from book one.
Earlier this year, I read Asking For It by Lilah Pace, and was introduced to Jonah and Vivienne. That book (and this one) came with many warnings. Both Jonah and Vivienne had to deal with rape at a young age. Vivienne was raped by her sister’s boyfriend and Jonah had to witness (like in the same bed) his stepfather rape his mother for years. This greatly impacted both of them – and now as adults, they find sexual pleasure in working out rape fantasies in the bedroom. Always consensual, always safe, Jonah likes to pretend to rape women, and Vivienne can’t have a orgasm unless she pretends she is being raped. They found each other in book one, and their relationship continues to this book. Jonah is now pushing for less fantasy role-play. Now that he knows the truth about Vivienne and that she was raped, he doesn’t feel right playing out these scenarios. But Vivienne needs them for pleasure. So they come to a stand-still. They love each other, but are disagreeing on the physical aspect of their relationship.
As they work through their romance issues, a rapist is on the loose in their town and one night, the police come knocking on Jonah’s door. Stunned, he soon realizes an ex-girlfriend, who he shared his rape fantasies with, has gone to the police noting him as a possible suspect. With his alibi only being with Vivienne, the police keep a close eye on him. Jonah is concerned his very wealthy stepfather could get wind of this and use this against him as one of his games. Jonah’s siblings come to his defense and they all work together to keep their father out of Jonah’s life and his name in good standing.
When Jonah first becomes a suspect in the rape case, I admit I became a little annoyed. It kind of comes out of nowhere and I thought it felt a little forced. Making the guy who has rape fantasies a potential rapist – eh – I was not a fan. But by the end of the book, I was happy with how everything turns out. The rape allegations bring Jonah closer with Vivienne and his siblings (who I assume are all getting books). His stepfatherfather is a slimy toad but a powerful slimy toad. Watching those dynamics play out was interesting.
What really worked for me in this book is how Jonah and Vivienne work out their sexual issues. I like that there is no magic cure for their fantasies. While Jonah pushes for more vanilla sex, there are times where he is overcome by his desire to pretend to rape Vivienne and it’s so powerful. A very dark, intense scene plays out at one point and I think I held my breath the entire time. I think the ending drama with Vivienne is predictable, but the journey she takes in this book to be with Jonah and find peace with herself is well done.
This author does a nice job with writing a very erotic, dark, super-intense romance. I’m interested to see what happens with Jonah’s siblings in the future.
Grade : B
Earlier this year, I read Asking For It by Lilah Pace, and was introduced to Jonah and Vivienne. That book (and this one) came with many warnings. Both Jonah and Vivienne had to deal with rape at a young age. Vivienne was raped by her sister’s boyfriend and Jonah had to witness (like in the same bed) his stepfather rape his mother for years. This greatly impacted both of them – and now as adults, they find sexual pleasure in working out rape fantasies in the bedroom. Always consensual, always safe, Jonah likes to pretend to rape women, and Vivienne can’t have a orgasm unless she pretends she is being raped. They found each other in book one, and their relationship continues to this book. Jonah is now pushing for less fantasy role-play. Now that he knows the truth about Vivienne and that she was raped, he doesn’t feel right playing out these scenarios. But Vivienne needs them for pleasure. So they come to a stand-still. They love each other, but are disagreeing on the physical aspect of their relationship.
As they work through their romance issues, a rapist is on the loose in their town and one night, the police come knocking on Jonah’s door. Stunned, he soon realizes an ex-girlfriend, who he shared his rape fantasies with, has gone to the police noting him as a possible suspect. With his alibi only being with Vivienne, the police keep a close eye on him. Jonah is concerned his very wealthy stepfather could get wind of this and use this against him as one of his games. Jonah’s siblings come to his defense and they all work together to keep their father out of Jonah’s life and his name in good standing.
When Jonah first becomes a suspect in the rape case, I admit I became a little annoyed. It kind of comes out of nowhere and I thought it felt a little forced. Making the guy who has rape fantasies a potential rapist – eh – I was not a fan. But by the end of the book, I was happy with how everything turns out. The rape allegations bring Jonah closer with Vivienne and his siblings (who I assume are all getting books). His stepfatherfather is a slimy toad but a powerful slimy toad. Watching those dynamics play out was interesting.
What really worked for me in this book is how Jonah and Vivienne work out their sexual issues. I like that there is no magic cure for their fantasies. While Jonah pushes for more vanilla sex, there are times where he is overcome by his desire to pretend to rape Vivienne and it’s so powerful. A very dark, intense scene plays out at one point and I think I held my breath the entire time. I think the ending drama with Vivienne is predictable, but the journey she takes in this book to be with Jonah and find peace with herself is well done.
This author does a nice job with writing a very erotic, dark, super-intense romance. I’m interested to see what happens with Jonah’s siblings in the future.
Grade : B
December 26, 2025
I went to sleep after 5AM, this should tell you how much I enjoyed this book and how gripping it was :)
I kind of want books about all secondary characters now :D
I kind of want books about all secondary characters now :D
August 4, 2015
Just like the title...I was begging for this book. When I finished book 1, I didn't know how I would make it 3 months until the release of the conclusion to this AMAZING series. Then one day as if the fates aligned, I received the ARC for the outstanding book. I devoured it! Read it in one sitting! Refused to leave my bed until it was complete. This story was riveting. It skirted the lines most would not and I loved it because of it. Lilah Pace has become an instant one-click for me.
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