I’m not sure why, but I’m drawn serious literary examinations of faith. Not because I have any — I would describe myself as intellectually atheistic and emotionally agnostic — but because I see such books as earnest efforts to wrestle with our deep need as humans to connect with something larger than ourselves, to give us some small bit of assurance that there’s a point to all of this. Sometimes these needs find expression, as -- regrettably -- they do now, in politics and culture wars and tribalism. I read books about these things too and am left saddened and often angry. But the novels that concern themselves with the bigger questions of Meaning, they speak to a different, more intimate part of me.
I think, for example, of Mark Salzman’s splendid novel “Lying Awake” (2000). A Carmelite nun is widely known for her piety and the ecstatic, almost miraculous visions she has. When it is discovered that she has a treatable brain tumor, the question must be asked: is the tumor creating these visions or is it somehow the mechanism through which she is able to receive visions of the divine? Will surgery cure her, or will it cut her off from her special connection to God?
There are other books I might name that fall into this category. Marilyn Robinson’s “Gilead” novels, certainly. Yaa Gyasi’s “Transcendent Kingdom.” “The Brothers Karamazov.” Even — no, not “even,” because it truly does deserve a place on this list— Mary Doria Russell’s sci-fi novel “The Sparrow.” What links these titles for me is that they don’t start out from a place of faith but come at the matter with curiosity, respect, and intelligence. There is no great epiphany at the end of these novels, no voice from above demanding "Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?", that neatly wraps things up and answers all questions. There are only the questions, and that place inside us midway between emotion and intellect where the questions reside.
Charlotte Wood’s “Stone Yard Devotional” now has a place in this company. Not because it’s about faith or belief or anything like that but because those things silently lie just outside the story, like dim shadows cast by an uncertain light. The protagonist is a middle aged Australian woman. She is never named. Her marriage has fallen apart, but there’s nothing to suggest there was anything acrimonious about the split; they both simply realized it was over. She doesn’t believe in God, doesn’t feel any need to pray or even understand what the point of prayer is. But for some reason her burnout leads her to a remote Catholic retreat. She stays for a time, leaves, and then — to her own surprise and the surprise of everyone she knows -- comes back. And stays this time.
The book chronicles her life there — her sometimes awkward interactions with the sisters (phrases like “biblical mumbo jumbo” come frequently to her mind), the chores she takes upon herself to earn her keep — and bits and pieces of her life before the retreat. The memories that come to her, the things she did when young but now regrets. I won’t say much about what happens in “Stone Yard Devotional,” beyond noting that the story is told with humor ("I wonder if the nuns annoy each other. Whether one’s very low bowing is seen as pretentious by another; or if another’s failure to hit the right note drives her neighbour nuts"), sensitivity, a certain irreverence ("What is the meaning of this ancient Hebrew bombast about enemies and borders and persecution? What’s the point of their singing about it day after day after day?") , and guileless humanity -- by which I mean, the narrative voice speaks clearly to us, as if this unnamed woman were someone we've met by accident and find, as we listen to her, that we rather like. She will discover an unexpected (and not particularly welcome) personal connection at the retreat. And she will endure a plague of truly biblical magnitude when a drought sends thousands and thousands of mice into every building and field in the retreat. (Such infestations seem to occur with some regularity in Australia. I almost included here a link to video footage of a recent outbreak but decided not to. It truly is horrifying. If anyone’s interested, they’re really easy to find.) But mostly we come to know her best in the moments between these “events”.
“Stone Yard Devotional” is an unassuming and deeply human story about our need for connection with others, our uncertainty about what it means to be a good person, and where we fit in the scheme of things. Wood doesn’t throw any of this in our face. Rather, she lets them quietly percolate up through the thoughts and memories of an ordinary woman wrestling with questions that, while ordinary in themselves, truly matter.
“Stone Yard Devotional” was on the shortlist for the 2024 Booker Prize.