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Heavy On My Mind: Caught Up In A BBW Love Affair
Can you imagine kissing the love of your life knowing it would be the last time? Unique’s world shattered the moment Diesel was taken from her without warning. One second, she had forever, the next she was left drowning in grief, forced to learn how to live in a world that no longer made sense. Loving again wasn’t part of the plan especially not when her heart still belonged to a dead man.
Then DJ showed up smooth and attentive reminding her of Diesel. Healing her in ways she never asked for. He brought light back into her darkness, reminding Unique what it felt like to smile again. But every step closer to him felt like betrayal to Diesel. What Unique doesn’t know is that DJ isn’t really who he claims to be and loving him may cost her more than her heart.
While Unique battles her emotions, danger is lurking. Jody lurks in the shadows selfish, money hungry, and obsessed. Power and wealth are the only things he worships, and Unique is the prize he believes belongs to him. Detroit is his battlefield, and he’s willing to destroy anyone standing between him and the throne.
As secrets unravel and enemies reveal themselves, Unique is trapped between a past she can’t let go of and a future built on lies. Will karma finally catch up to Jody, or will he rise as the King of Detroit with his queen forced at his side?
They say the second time around is sweeter, but when love comes wrapped in deception and danger, the real question is will Unique survive long enough to discover the truth, or will she lose everything trying to love again?
Then DJ showed up smooth and attentive reminding her of Diesel. Healing her in ways she never asked for. He brought light back into her darkness, reminding Unique what it felt like to smile again. But every step closer to him felt like betrayal to Diesel. What Unique doesn’t know is that DJ isn’t really who he claims to be and loving him may cost her more than her heart.
While Unique battles her emotions, danger is lurking. Jody lurks in the shadows selfish, money hungry, and obsessed. Power and wealth are the only things he worships, and Unique is the prize he believes belongs to him. Detroit is his battlefield, and he’s willing to destroy anyone standing between him and the throne.
As secrets unravel and enemies reveal themselves, Unique is trapped between a past she can’t let go of and a future built on lies. Will karma finally catch up to Jody, or will he rise as the King of Detroit with his queen forced at his side?
They say the second time around is sweeter, but when love comes wrapped in deception and danger, the real question is will Unique survive long enough to discover the truth, or will she lose everything trying to love again?
341 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 10, 2026
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February 7, 2026
They Got Everything They Deserved !! (It's A Double Meaning)
Girl, Unique had me throwed off for one she wanted Diesel to come back to her and he had to get well in order to do that. He didn't know his psycho, delusional ex-girlfriend was going to kidnapped him and change his face. Jody is delusional also, he didn’t speak up when he had a chance, so in Diesel mind Unique was fair game. Tiffany and Ariel has got to be dummest chicks ever all over some money they knew they weren’t get. Leticia risked everything for a man who didn’t want her. Diesel should have got a d.n.a test anyway not just take her word for it. Family sticks together no matter what. Diesel knew how Unique finally felt and that eating him up. Happy they got their baby boy back and they got custody of Miracle
Girl, Unique had me throwed off for one she wanted Diesel to come back to her and he had to get well in order to do that. He didn't know his psycho, delusional ex-girlfriend was going to kidnapped him and change his face. Jody is delusional also, he didn’t speak up when he had a chance, so in Diesel mind Unique was fair game. Tiffany and Ariel has got to be dummest chicks ever all over some money they knew they weren’t get. Leticia risked everything for a man who didn’t want her. Diesel should have got a d.n.a test anyway not just take her word for it. Family sticks together no matter what. Diesel knew how Unique finally felt and that eating him up. Happy they got their baby boy back and they got custody of Miracle
January 14, 2026
🖤AMAZING 🤩 🖤
I absolutely fell in love with these characters! The twists and turns omg! I couldn’t believe Latecia and Jody Absolutely insane! Like jealously will have people doing the most insane things! I’m glad they got exactly what they deserved! I’m so happy Unique and Dj got the happy ending they deserved! This is my first book from Ro. J and it won’t be the last! Keep creating wonderful books! 📚
I absolutely fell in love with these characters! The twists and turns omg! I couldn’t believe Latecia and Jody Absolutely insane! Like jealously will have people doing the most insane things! I’m glad they got exactly what they deserved! I’m so happy Unique and Dj got the happy ending they deserved! This is my first book from Ro. J and it won’t be the last! Keep creating wonderful books! 📚
January 13, 2026
Great Read
Ok now if the turn of events in the story didn’t shock me I don’t know what did! You had the four favorite couples. But of course you got the main which was Diesel and Unique. Beautiful! Then you got the crazies, which was Jody and Leticia lol Love make you do dumb things but geesh Great Read
Ok now if the turn of events in the story didn’t shock me I don’t know what did! You had the four favorite couples. But of course you got the main which was Diesel and Unique. Beautiful! Then you got the crazies, which was Jody and Leticia lol Love make you do dumb things but geesh Great Read
January 14, 2026
What In The HELL‼️‼️‼️
I have NEVER read anything by this author before, but they just gained another fan. Nobody couldn't have warn me about how this story was going to go with all the twist and turns, plots and schemes. This book was something to another and then some, but it was most definitely a 🔥🔥🔥GREAT READ 🔥🔥🔥
I have NEVER read anything by this author before, but they just gained another fan. Nobody couldn't have warn me about how this story was going to go with all the twist and turns, plots and schemes. This book was something to another and then some, but it was most definitely a 🔥🔥🔥GREAT READ 🔥🔥🔥
January 19, 2026
Page turner
This was my first read by this author and I must say very impressed. I am going straight over to her catalog after this. Diesel was BDE he stood ten toes down for his love for Unique. Unique was stubborn pissed me off at times, but finally got it together. Letitica should have suffered more lost than she did!! Five stars Ms. J!!🥰
This was my first read by this author and I must say very impressed. I am going straight over to her catalog after this. Diesel was BDE he stood ten toes down for his love for Unique. Unique was stubborn pissed me off at times, but finally got it together. Letitica should have suffered more lost than she did!! Five stars Ms. J!!🥰
January 21, 2026
The Drama
I loved reading this book. The storyline was full of drama, jealousy lies,secrets, and trauma. With characters that are envious, interesting, jealous,likeable, a couple of crazies, and a tribe that became a family. This author definitely delivers a five star read.
I loved reading this book. The storyline was full of drama, jealousy lies,secrets, and trauma. With characters that are envious, interesting, jealous,likeable, a couple of crazies, and a tribe that became a family. This author definitely delivers a five star read.
January 12, 2026
This book was so good 10/10 this was my 1st read by this author nd I’m looking forward to more
January 14, 2026
Okayyyyy
Read this in less than 24 hours. A few editing misses here and there but nothing that took away from the story.
Read this in less than 24 hours. A few editing misses here and there but nothing that took away from the story.
January 27, 2026
Good read!
This was my first read by this author and it didn't disappoint. It was indeed a crazy rollercoaster ride that kept you holding on. I can't wait to read more by Ro. J!
This was my first read by this author and it didn't disappoint. It was indeed a crazy rollercoaster ride that kept you holding on. I can't wait to read more by Ro. J!
January 26, 2026
GOOD BOOK!!!
I enjoyed reading this book. I love the way it ended. I loved me some Diesel/DJ. I’ll recommend this as a good book to read.
I enjoyed reading this book. I love the way it ended. I loved me some Diesel/DJ. I’ll recommend this as a good book to read.
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