Five stars, no questions. Really enjoyed this. Made myself slow down while reading it so I *didn't* finish it in a single sitting, because I wanted to have more time to take it in. About halfway through, running on an elliptical and listening to The Mars Volta, I stopped reading to reflect on my experience with sleep paralysis in my 20s, and then I started writing an essay about body dysmorphia that I've never figured out how to crack (I've never wanted to not be alive, but I have very much wanted to exist without the tether of a body). Which is also to say, there's a momentum and pacing to Lavín's writing that is both very much for me and very much made me think about the frenetic energy of being human, and how all of that energy allows us to find our way through (whatever that might look like to each of us).
Side note: I haven't yet read a book published by Auto Focus that hasn't been exceptional.