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Jamie

People always tell you to be yourself, but that’s a luxury I can’t afford. Not when my desires feel wrong. Not when they’re something to be hidden and tamed, and definitely not acted upon.

When my boyfriend breaks up with me, it feels like a confirmation of everything I’ve feared. It also leaves me scrambling for a new start—and a new roommate.

Moving in with Tyler seems like the perfect solution, but it’s not. Not when living together has started to awaken needs that I’ve spent years supressing. Which is a problem, because nothing good can ever come of falling for a straight man.

Or can it?

It turns out I’m not the only one with hang ups and suppressed needs. Tyler's shame mirrors my own in a way that makes me feel seen. Understood. Wanted. Wanted by him.

I know this can’t last, but for now I’m his to take.

Tyler

I have long since given up on having a real relationship. I’ve tried, but what I have to offer is not enough. Or rather, it’s too much. Why would anyone sign up for that?

I thought I was doing just fine—finding temporary comfort and release in people I knew would never stay. It’s easier that way. Safer.

Then Jamie moves in with me and redefines everything.

Bit by bit, the protectiveness I feel towards him starts to shift into something sharper, more solid. And before I know it, I’m thinking of him as mine.

Would he stay if he knew about the parts of me I feel so ashamed of? Or would he grow tired of me like everyone else?

I don’t know how long what we have will last, but for now he’s mine to take.

340 pages, Kindle Edition

Published June 24, 2026

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Profile Image for Rachael Hamilton.
150 reviews11 followers
June 24, 2026
I really wanted to love this one, and for the first half, I was enjoying it. At about the 50% mark, everything felt mostly resolved. After that, the plot dragged with drawn out, mundane scenes to me.

But my bigger issue was regarding how these characters were framed. I found Jamie's character slightly infantilizing, which was off putting but something I tried to overlook. What I couldn't get past was the scene where Jamie gets turned on while Tyler describes raping his ex girlfriend.

I read dark romance. I'm not new to noncon or dubcon themes, and I've enjoyed books where characters work through trauma together or where the MMC is clearly morally gray. But this wasn't that. Tyler is portrayed as a decent person, and the rape of another woman is glossed over like it's just a minor speed bump. The vibe was “I'm sorry you did that to her, now take care of this boner.”

If this had been handled with care, or if Tyler was framed in a different manner maybe it would have worked. But treating sexual assault as an awkward obstacle while they move on like nothing happened wasn’t really for me in this setting.
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691 reviews568 followers
July 9, 2026
4.6 ⭐️
spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️/5
format: ebook

this was no thoughts, just vibes and i really enjoyed it.

the characters were very sweet and i enjoyed both of their pov’s. there was also really great communication a lot of the time which is so appreciated in a queer awakening book. i also really loved the “i didn’t know who else to call”/“who did this to you” aspects. it hits every. single. time.

the spice was also INSANE. i always adore an insatiable and needy bottom, and jamie completely delivered.

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Profile Image for Kit (kit.reads.romance).
186 reviews34 followers
Did Not Finish
June 25, 2026
Did not finish: 50%

I actually enjoyed almost everything about this book as far as I read, but other than not enjoying the way the queer awakening progresses (my personal preference as someone who doesn't particularly enjoy that kind of plot anyway, so I'm not going to talk about it here), I had one fundamental issue that made me DNF.

The "shame" that the MCs share is essentially being hypersexual. Add on to that Jamie being vocal in bed and enjoying cock warming. I feel like these things are all very normal and acceptable things but throughout they are treated as "disgusting" and "awful" and a whole lot of other words by the MCs and by Jamie's ex. At no point is the narrative challenged. My feeling is that these kinds of words need to be used extremely carefully in queer books especially when talking about queer sex and relationships. The whole thing comes off as too sex negative to me in a way that I just couldn't continue seeing unchallenged, so I had to DNF once I realised the second MC wasn't going to reassure the first MC that his desires were normal.
Profile Image for Georgia.
82 reviews1 follower
June 30, 2026
Are we going to overlook that one of the main characters is a rapist?

Aside from the fact that the whole book managed to be both sex heavy AND also sex negative (seriously, how are both MCs obsessed with sex yet it’s treated like such a dirty, depraved thing to enjoy it?), Tyler is literally a rapist. He raped his ex girlfriend while she was sleeping. It was something that absolutely did not need to be included; the only thing it did was completely obliterate the character of a perfectly decent MC. And then Jamie gets turned on when Tyler tells him that he raped his ex girlfriend, because of course he does - why settle for one disgusting MC, when you can have two?

Granted, this IS in the trigger warnings. However when I downloaded the book from KU it skipped straight to the first page when I opened it, so I missed them. Though, quite frankly, I don’t think it’s too ridiculous of an expectation that one of the MCs in a ROMANCE book isn’t a rapist. Also, it’s phrased as “discussions of a prior non-consensual act” which feels almost as dismissive of rape as the conversation that happens between MCs.

I’m genuinely just baffled by the choice to include that.

How, as a reader, am I supposed to root for a man who raped his ex girlfriend, and a man who gets turned on by the fact that his boyfriend is rapist? Like seriously, what the hell?
Profile Image for Vanessa V.
149 reviews12 followers
June 26, 2026
ARC REVIEW

4.5 ⭐️ rounded up

This ARC was such a fun surprise!

Jamie gets dumped by his boyfriend and is given two weeks to get out of their apartment. He never saw it coming, although looking back there were plenty of signs he chose to ignore because he wanted so badly to be loved. My heart broke for him from the very first chapter.

He works as a receptionist at a chiropractor’s office, where Tyler a ridiculously hot, very straight (or he thinks) Gymbro/himbo has been giving him butterflies with nothing more than a smile.

So imagine Jamie’s panic when he shows up to view a room for rent and Tyler opens the door.

Jamie knows developing a crush on his new roommate is a terrible idea. A truly awful, doomed, no-good idea. Naturally, he does it anyway 🤷‍♀️😂

I absolutely adored Jamie. He has never really known what it’s like to be loved freely. His ex spent years making him feel ashamed of the things he loved, wanted, and enjoyed even his beloved gay romance books. Watching him slowly realize he deserved so much more than crumbs of affection was heartbreaking.

And Tyler? Protective, caring, and completely gone for his “little bunny” long before he realizes what’s happening. His awakening was equal parts sweet, hilarious, and slightly chaotic the way all the best himbo awakenings should be.

The audiobook scenes had me laughing out loud. What exactly did Tyler expect from a spicy audiobook? Sweet summer child behavior at its finest. 😂. Tyler deciding that listening to spicy audiobooks at the gym was a completely normal, and not-at-all disastrous idea… truly terrible judgment, but extremely entertaining. 😂😂😂

This book confirmed that I will happily read every roommates-to-lovers, Gymbro awakening romance put in front of me. Apparently, a giant man discovering he’s head-over-heels for his adorable little roommate is my kryptonite 🙈😂

Tropes I loved:
🐰 Roommates to lovers
💪 Himbo/gymbro awakening
🐰 Protective hero
💪 Forced proximity
🐰 Sweet but pining MC
💪 “Oh no, my roommate is hot

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️✨
Profile Image for Matthew Williams.
119 reviews5 followers
July 8, 2026
His to Take by Sakara Storms is a well-written, smut-forward debut that had the ingredients for a thoughtful exploration of shame, desire, and compulsive sexual behaviour, but largely uses those ideas as window-dressing for two highly compatible men to have an extraordinary amount of sex. Its most serious attempt to examine the harm those behaviours can cause is then handled so recklessly that it undermines both the thematic argument and the central romance.

Jamie has spent years being made to feel ashamed of what he wants. His ex-boyfriend belittled his desires, cheated on him, and eventually dismissed their entire relationship as experimentation. When the breakup also leaves Jamie searching for somewhere to live, he moves in with Tyler, a client from the chiropractic clinic where he works and the extremely attractive straight man he has been quietly admiring.

Tyler carries a similar shame. Acting on his sexual compulsions has repeatedly caused the collapse of previous relationships, leaving him convinced that what he needs is simply too much for anyone to tolerate. Jamie and Tyler quickly discover that their respective definitions of “too much” align almost perfectly.

There was real promise in that premise. MM romance is often at its best when it uses familiar tropes and erotic fantasy to tell deeper stories about belonging, trust, self-worth, and the relief of being fully known. His to Take gestures towards a story about two men unlearning shame around desire. Instead, they mostly avoid confronting that shame because each happens to find someone whose urges are equally intense.

Neither man really reaches the conclusion that his desires are not inherently depraved, nor does the book meaningfully distinguish between neurologically compulsive behaviour and an intense appetite for sex. Jamie and Tyler simply become proof that there is someone out there just as “depraved” as the other. The romance develops along similarly narrow lines. Tyler wants to nurture and possess; Jamie wants to be nurtured and possessed. That compatibility is clear, but there is little runway between roommates and lovers.

Jamie is sympathetic, particularly given the emotional abuse he has endured, but his characterisation frequently tips into infantilisation. He is small, effeminate, highly emotional, prone to tears, and repeatedly compared to Tyler’s pet rabbit. When piled together, these traits create a dynamic that felt increasingly uncomfortable to me, particularly when combined with the extreme size difference, rigid sexual roles, and Tyler’s possessiveness.

Tyler is no more developed beyond what the fantasy requires. He is muscular, ludicrously well endowed, protective, and sexually insatiable. Who he is outside these traits (his job, his hobbies, his friendships) does not meaningfully shape the story. His queer awakening is also remarkably frictionless.

The sex is easily the novel’s strongest and most consistent element. His to Take opens with an aggressively explicit solo scene and rarely eases off from there. It sits firmly towards the smuttier end of the MM romance spectrum. The scenes are descriptive, varied, and competently written. The quantity never felt inappropriate for the kind of book Storms was writing, even if the specific dynamic did little for me personally. The problem is that the sex repeatedly replaces emotional development rather than deepening it. Jamie’s response to praise could have offered a meaningful counterpoint to the shame instilled by his former partner. Tyler’s compulsive sexual behaviour could have been explored with nuance rather than used primarily to justify his apparently limitless appetite.

One narrative choice damages the book far more seriously. Tyler admits that he previously raped a sleeping partner. The text correctly identifies the act as rape, and Tyler expresses shame over what he did. The problem is not simply that a romantic lead has committed something abhorrent. The problem is how little weight the novel gives that admission.

Jamie acknowledges how awful the experience must have been for Tyler’s former partner, then becomes visibly aroused by the idea of Tyler doing something similar to him. They immediately begin discussing how they might recreate it consensually within their own dynamic, and later do exactly that. Consent fundamentally changes the act, of course, but placing erotic negotiation directly beside Tyler’s disclosure of rape, then following through on it later, feels reckless. The choice undermined my ability to connect with either character. This reinforces the book’s portrayal of both men as driven by sexual compulsion, but rather than reading as provocative or sexy, their inability to separate arousal from the disclosure of sexual violence is simply repellent. Tyler’s shame is difficult to take seriously when the narrative repurposes the same act as kink almost as soon as he confesses it.

Readers looking for a very explicit romance built around size difference, strict sexual roles, infantilising pet names, possessiveness, and two men whose compulsive sexual needs align almost perfectly may find a great deal to enjoy. I found the book less successful as a romance and much less successful as an exploration of shame.

His to Take repeatedly approaches something emotionally interesting, then takes the shortest route back to sex. Its characters do not truly unlearn the belief that their desires make them “broken”. They simply find someone “broken” in precisely the same way.
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703 reviews24 followers
June 27, 2026
I really enjoyed this book. It was sweet and spicy. A needy bottom paired with a greedy top, what more could you ask for?
Tyler and Jamie were adorable together and perfectly matched in their needs and desires. Their friendship/relationship development was written well and didn't feel rushed or unbelievable.
There was so much to love about this story. I loved the cute pet name Tyler gave Jamie, and Jamie's whole character was incredibly lovable. He was so insecure about himself, and there were so many times I just wanted to give him a hug. The side characters all had such different personalities, and I loved every one of them. I really hope we get more stories about the side characters from the author.
Jamie just wants someone who will love and accept him for everything he is and everything he wants. I think anyone who has ever felt like they were "too much" for people will see themselves in Jamie.
Profile Image for Sarah Taylor.
227 reviews2 followers
Review of advance copy received from Author
June 10, 2026
Well where to start Jamie is a sweetheart and sexy from first chapter but his boyfriend or as we meet Jamie ex boyfriend is just a horrible guy who did not treat Jamie right at all.Jamie is sweet shy kind loving and has no confidence or self esteem after bad experience with ex and Tyler who is a client at the company where Jamie works as a receptionist while training to be a masseuse is a very nice kind and friendly guy who seems like the kind of guy who is perfect for Jamie.anyhow no more spoilers it’s a beautifully written story with a few ups and downs but an extremely satisfying ending and I will be keeping my eyes open for anymore books by this author in the future thank you for picking me to be one of your arc readers and the bonus chapter well nothing else to say but it was hot and sexy
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Matt.
349 reviews17 followers
June 29, 2026
Jamie is down on his luck and has to find a new place to live when his boyfriend breaks up with him. Has he found the perfect place with his new roommate, Tyler?

The story is a sweet little romance wrapped in a healthy dose of spice. 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
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19 reviews7 followers
June 16, 2026
ARC received but Honest Review. This book was a great comfort read for me with the friends to lovers trope. It also had drama and lots of spice! I really enjoyed Jamie and Tyler’s story! 🐰
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324 reviews2 followers
July 12, 2026
I'm done with this at 72%

The first part was maybe 4 stars but as others have mentioned, at 50% it felt like a totally different book. So strange

Don't need to know or care what happens next.
Profile Image for Christina’s Bookshelf.
265 reviews13 followers
July 10, 2026
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Spice level: 🌶️🌶️🌶️

Kept seeing it recommended in my MM books Facebook group. So I thought I’d read it. I wasn’t disappointed! It was really sweet and I loved both MMCs equally!
Profile Image for iky reads.
200 reviews38 followers
July 21, 2026
I’ve met plenty of golden retriever MMCs on my reading journey, but then Tyler came along… and his awakening was equal parts sweet, chaotic, and so much fun to watch.

I really enjoyed the gymbo roommates vibe and the chemistry between the MMCs. Just be aware that this is a very sex-heavy read and does include some significant trigger warnings, so definitely check those before diving in.

Overall, it was a fun read.
Profile Image for Jess.
28 reviews3 followers
July 29, 2026
TRIGGER WARNING: RAPE!!!!!!

at first, i wasn't going to leave a review. was just gonna drop my 1 star and move on to the next kindle unlimited book... but then i got to the part where tyler tells jamie about how he "accidentally" raped his ex-girlfriend and jamie gets turned on imagining that he was the ex-girlfriend getting raped, so they fuck???? what in the hentai gooner pilled hell was this?! the author needs to leave the discord servers and subreddits IMMEDIATELY.

tangentially and not as criminal was when the straight man taught the gay man, who has anonymous sex, about STIs and why he should test regularly. 🫩
2 reviews
July 14, 2026
MC is hypersexual so it excuses fact that he raped his girlfriend, what?

Shame, bc until that book was somewhat enjoyable.
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665 reviews8 followers
July 1, 2026
🐇He begs so prettily, so desperately. The way he says my name, like it's the answer to everything🏋

"His easy acceptance and gentle nature makes me question my whole existence. I've spent so long walking on eggshells around people, afraid to say or do something that would make them decide I'm a burden, a freak."

"I know what I need to do. The exact opposite of what I want to do. If every fiber of my being is drawn to Tyler by some invisible thread, then...I have to pull back. I have to pull back hard, until the thread snaps. Until everything breaks. I just have to hope it's not too late to come back from this."

"Jamie is fun in a different way. The kind of way that makes your whole being relax when you're around him, like sliding under a thick blanket while it's freezing outside."

"Did you think I'd close my eyes and pretend you're someone else while you work hard to get me off? That'd be pretty unfair, don't you think?"
"I..."
"If you're going to wreck your throat on my c***, you can damn well be sure that I'll watch every second."

"Some part of me decided then that keeping him close is non-negotiable. At first I was convinced I was purely being protective--and that part is not really a lie. But there's something else now, too."

"I love you too. So much. You saved me, you know? In so many ways. My knight in grumpy armor."

"I used to think that I was destined to spend the rest of my life begging for crumbs of affection, for a safe place, for a chance to be myself. And then he waltzed into my life, when I was a complete mess, took one look at me and, for some crazy reason, decided I was worth the effort. Someone worth loving."

This was not only a phenomenal book but now a top favorite book of 2026 for me. I can't believe this is a debut book for this author. I'm speechless. This author not only has a great writing style and flow, but this was some of the best spice I have ever read 🥵. This was a very spicy book, but there were so many emotions and feelings throughout this book that made the storyline very strong. This did have me in my feels quite a bit and my heart broke for poor Jamie 😭. I just wanted to hug him. The characters and side characters were fleshed out so perfectly too. This author did a flawless job handling the sensitive topics in this story. I love how this story touched on hypersexuality and kink shaming. I have nothing but amazing praises for this author and this story. I hope we get a story for Blaze, Seth, and Aidan. Even better if it were a MMM story!

This story follows Jamie and Tyler. Jamie just got dumped and cheated on by his boyfriend. He is now looking for a roommate and a new place to stay. Meanwhile, at work, he has a huge crush on Tyler, who comes in for massages. Jamie ends up going to check a place out and it happens to be Tyler's place. They end up becoming roommates and fast friends. Jamie feels safe and at peace for once that he can be himself. Tyler, being hypersexual and having a high libido always brings women around. This upsets Jamie as he really likes Tyler. He starts to distance himself and that upsets Tyler. Jamie tries to go on a date but that ends in a traumatic disaster. One day, Jamie gives Tyler a massage for his migraine and Tyler pops a boner 😆. Jamie asks to take care of it and one thing leads to another and it gets spicy 🔥🔥🔥. These two start a fwb situation but feelings get confused and complicated due to miscommunication. While they deal with their new relationship, Jamie's POS ex comes back to blackmail him. Will Jamie lose the peace and security he just found? Can these two admit to each other that what they have transcends friendship?

I really loved both of these men. They were complete opposites that fit together perfectly. Their banter had me cackling a lot 🤣. Jamie was such a gentle, shy, soft, insecure man who wanted to live his truth. He's a needy boy who always wants to be filled 😏😉. Tyler is a gymbro who is ripped and oblivious to who is crushing on him 🤣. He is so protective, gentle, caring, and just so humble. He battles with hypersexuality so his libido is through the roof. The chemistry and connection between these two were 🥵🥵. The spicy scenes mixed with the kink and dirty talk was chef's kiss 🔥🔥🔥🔥. I loved how Tyler was sarcastic and would cracks jokes to calm Jamie down. He made him so comfortable that Jamie stopped feeling ashamed of his desires and wants. I loved how easily Tyler accepted his new sexuality. He was so accepting with not only himself but all of Jamie. The gym scene where Tyler listened to Jamie's spicy book had me laughing hard 😅. They both are completely feral and touch starved for one another 🥵. They're both insatiable 😜. I loved seeing them both open up and be vulnerable with each other 🥹. Seeing Tyler go into motherhen mode and being protective had me swooning. My heart really broke for how Jamie perceived himself. He grew a lot in this story and I was so happy to see him accept who he was by the end 🥹. Let's not forget Fiona 🐇🥰. I recommend this book times a thousand. 🐇🏋‍♂️
1,303 reviews33 followers
July 14, 2026
DNF @ 41%

The intro was alright. Gave decent expo without feeling too heavy-handed or expodump-y. Could've done with a bit less time spent on some of Jamie's internal thoughts about Tyler though (we literally spend an entire page of just him comparing Tyler and David while he was booking Tyler for his next massage appointment).

Not a fan of how the story refused to give specifics around Jamie's kink and Tyler's condition. I appreciated that it wasn't explicitly revealed at the earliest possible moment, but it got annoying real fast just talking around the details. When a topic is central to the plot, it shouldn't be artificially obfuscated. By the time I DNFed, I still didn't really know what exactly was the deal with them. Jamie just seemed like he was really into dicks being inside him (weird thing to feel shameful about considering he's literally gay) + with a dubcon tangent hinted at (but hadn't been followed up on) and Tyler was giving sex addiction vibes, but I couldn't be sure because it wasn't explained.

I think this story needed to be more clear about how sex focused it was. The lack of any sort of emphasis on kink in the blurb made this seem like a more grounded contemporary romance story when in reality it's closer to an erotica with how it revolves around sex rather than the romance/sentimental dynamic.

Jamie freaking out when he found out that he could contract STIs through BJs has got to be one of the stupidest things I've read. I know people think that IRL, but making a sexually active MC in a book think that way only ever characterizes them as insanely dumb (which I don't think was the intention here). He's studying to be a massage therapist for goodness' sake. Presumably, he'd have been made aware of contagious skin conditions and been able to apply that knowledge to STIs.

Tyler catching onto the fact that Jamie was avoiding him came on way too fast. We'd barely even seen them establish a routine together, then the book suddenly wants us to believe that he'd noticed the status quo changing between them? I needed more than just Jamie cooking twice (and one time was when Jamie supposedly started to pull away) to really sell me on the idea that they'd fallen into a comfy existence with each other.

Also, why were we just told about this sudden change in how Jamie acted around Tyler? Shouldn't we have seen it play out from both of their POVs?

It happens again when Tyler mentions that Jamie started acting normal after he downloaded Grindr. Then again when Tyler says that things between him and Jamie have improved greatly after he saved him from being assaulted... I had to DNF after that third time, since it was clear that this author had no intention of actually showing the romantic, sentimental parts. It's great that we saw the big moments like the BJ scene and Tyler coming to pick up Jamie from the club, but the effect those moments had on the dynamic happening in the background was criminal. That combined with the story still not actually explaining what Jamie's kink was (if it was him wanting to sleep with dicks inside of him, that's was a very weird thing to make a big deal about since it's not particularly taboo. If it was the dubcon thing, then this story needed a clearer warning PLUS actually needed to show it on page instead of just having a single scene where Jamie mentions reading about it) AND why the hell Tyler was pent up in nearly every page he showed up in made me rate this a 1.5 stars rounded down.
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439 reviews49 followers
Review of advance copy received from Author
June 24, 2026
***ARC Review***

This is my honest and voluntary review.

I really enjoyed this debut novel by Sakara Storms. It’s a charming story about allowing yourself to be exactly who you are. Jaime and Tyler’s story is incredibly sweet. Jaime’s character arc is really interesting. I love how accepting Tyler is of Jaime, even before realizing that he might have feelings for him.

I love how Jaime and Tyler go from somewhat strangers to roommates to lovers. It’s a natural progression for how drawn to other another they are. Tyler is genuinely kind and protective and it does wonders for Jaime’s heart and mind. Jaime is a sweet soul. He’s so endearing and just wants someone to dote on and be doted on in return.

There is a bit of a need for more direct communication at first, but they figure it out. Neither MC is perfect (in their mind), both carry shame about things from their past, but they are perfect together and for each other. I appreciate that neither Tyler nor Jaime makes the other feel ashamed about past deeds. They lift one another up. It’s clear how much they care about one another. As they become something more than roommates, the dynamic between Jaime and Tyler is really fitting and it allows them to enter into a wonderful and fulfilling relationship.

The story flows really well. From the first chapter to the cathartic and swoon worthy epilogue. I appreciate the pacing and character growth. Jaime really blossoms under Tyler’s commitment to be a safe space and a soft place to land. Both MCs help one another feel accepted. Jaime and Tyler’s needs and desires align really well and it’s clear how compatible they are. The spice is definitely spicing in this story.

The cast of characters is really appealing in this book! Except David; he’s a tool. Blake and Seth add some more levity to the story. (I am hoping that Seth and Aiden get a book)! Looking forward to more from this author!

Side note: be sure to check out the Content Warnings in case of any potential triggers.
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117 reviews6 followers
Review of advance copy received from Author
June 17, 2026
ARC Review
*mild spoilers ahead*

Okay, so… I have very mixed feelings about this one.

There were definitely things I liked, but there were also a few that really rubbed me the wrong way.

Let’s start with the good:

For a debut, I thought the writing was solid. The story itself is very simple and really, pretty light on plot. The strangers to roommates to friends to f*ckbuddies to boyfriends progression feels very straightforward. There’s a lot of spicy scenes, and they are very well written. This is actually a very smutty book. And that make sense because really, sex is the foundation of Tyler and Jamie’s relationship. These two are clearly on the same wavelength in that department, and the book leans hard into it.

But… that’s also kind of it. They’re sexually compatible, so they just roll with it.

The thing is, I kind of want a little more from my books.

There’s very little character or relationship development. I was promised pining, but there really isn’t too much. Jamie is supposed to be heartbroken after being dumped by his boyfriend, but then he starts crushing on Tyler almost immediately after they move in together. Tyler is supposedly straight, but he jumps into bed with Jamie with basically zero hesitation or meaningful questioning. I love a good sexual awakening storyline, but this one just didn’t feel convincing to me.

And finally, my biggest issue: Jamie’s weak, whiny personality really got on my nerves. The relationship felt super unbalanced, and that’s something that always takes me out of a story.

Maybe, if this had been a novella, I probably would have rated it higher. By around the 60% mark, it felt like the main conflict was already over, and the rest just felt like filler.

That said, I can still see the appeal. If you’re in the mood for something light, easy, and very, very smutty, this might totally work for you. But if you’re looking for more depth or substance, you might end up disappointed.
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297 reviews11 followers
June 26, 2026
This was a good debut; I enjoyed reading it and had a lot of fun with the story. It’s a very sex heavy plot (for anyone it’s wasn’t already obvious to) which is fine by me; a-lot of the story is centered around the fact that Tyler and Jamie are basically a perfect match and completely 100% compatible in the bedroom. Which has been a big point of contention in their previous relationships.

This book is also heavy on miscommunication trope, but I can really appreciate that Sakara progresses the story past that before it became too annoying/ridiculous. Jamie’s ex made for an interesting plot point even though it was over kinda quick and with little fan fare.

I liked the writing style for the part. There were some parts where the characters internal monologue read more like a blog post. Specifically there were these random cut ins or 4th wall breaks… like mid sentence. Not a direct examples but something like: He thought that was big (he has no idea). *Or* He was laughing like it was funny – it wasn’t. These can be quirky on occasion the frequency in which they appear was weird sometimes and took me out of the scene.

I enjoyed the epilogue; I was hoping for some closure with Jamie’s family and was glad we got it.

Lastly, the set up for future characters is nicely woven into the story. Sakara kept it kinda vague but kind of not; at first it seemed like Seth/Blake was being set up, towards the middle it shifted to Blake/Aiden (which I personally was most intrigued by), and by the end it was leaning more to Aiden/Seth. So that all being said… I wouldn’t be surprised if the next book was MMM with all 3… and while that’s not my cup of tea; I know a-lot of others who would enjoy it. I could be wrong though and it may just be one of the 3 possibilities, we’ll see — but regardless I’ll definitely be keeping an eye on this author’s future works.
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189 reviews18 followers
July 8, 2026
⭐️ 3.5 Stars ⭐️

This was such a fun read, and it was my first time reading this author. I really enjoyed Jamie and Tyler's story. It was the perfect feel-good romance with plenty of spice.

Jamie and Tyler first meet at the chiropractor's office, where Jamie works as the receptionist and Tyler is a patient. When Jamie is suddenly forced to find a new place to live after his awful boyfriend kicks him out, he ends up becoming Tyler's roommate. One thing leads to another, and before long, supposedly straight Tyler and Jamie find themselves in a friends-with-benefits arrangement. After Jamie's last boyfriend refused to come out and ultimately left him for a woman, he can't help but wonder if he's setting himself up to get hurt all over again.

Jamie was such a sweet, innocent character, and I loved how quickly Tyler became protective of him. They had fantastic chemistry and were clearly well matched physically, but I did find myself wishing their emotional connection had been explored a little more. Once Tyler realized his feelings ran deeper than friendship, I appreciated that he never hesitated to claim Jamie publicly, introduce him to his friends, or show him the affection and reassurance he desperately needed. One of my favorite moments was watching Tyler gently but firmly stand up to Jamie's parents on his behalf.

Overall, I had a great time with this book. It's definitely spice-forward, and while I would have loved a bit more emotional depth and character development, I still really enjoyed watching Jamie and Tyler's relationship evolve. The chemistry was undeniable, the dirty talk was fun, and I absolutely loved all of the nicknames.

If you're looking for a low-angst MM romance with a friends-with-benefits-to-lovers storyline, a bi awakening, lots of spice, and plenty of feel-good moments, this is definitely one to check out.
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46 reviews5 followers
July 14, 2026
WOW! I was not expecting this book to be this steamy and beautiful at the same time… and I was most pleasantly surprised!!!

The first pages made me wonder what I had gotten myself into, but very quickly I discovered the story of Jaime, a sweet, timid, and insecure massage therapy student working reception at a chiropractic office. Jaime has been through a recent breakup with an ex who made him feel ashamed of himself and of his desires.

Enter Tyler, a kind and handsome gym bro client of the chiropractic office. When Jaime goes looking for a new apartment, Tyler answers the door. Jaime is taken in by his warmth and the comfort of the apartment, but worries because he has always had a crush on Tyler, who is very very straight.

As the two become friends, they both realize something is changing between them, but when Tyler suffers a migraine and Jaime has just the spicy idea to make him feel better, an entire new world opens for Tyler. The protective and friendly feelings he has for Jaime become so much more.

Can Jaime ever allow himself to believe that what he craves isn’t shameful? Can Tyler reconcile his feelings for Jaime with what he always thought he knew about himself?

This book’s main tropes were:
- hurt/comfort (unexpected and lovely)
- size difference (who knew how cute and hot that could be?… forgive me, I’m newish to the genre)
- some dom/sub
- bisexual awakening
- and a whole lot of love

My first impression of the book was that it was going to be full-steamy ahead… and a little kinky (no shame, I loved it). But I wasn’t expecting the tender love that developed between the MCs. The book was very hard to put down, and I read it in a few days during my breaks while working.

4/5 stars. Highly recommend.
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55 reviews1 follower
Review of advance copy received from Author
June 23, 2026
All the freakin' ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨
And even more 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🌶️ 🤤🤤🤤🥵🥵🥵

Okay...WOW. Where do I start?

I finished the book a couple days ago, but I needed to pull myself together and gather my thoughts.

Another reader already mentioned in their review that it felt as if this book was written for them and all I can say is: HARD SAME!

This story hit every single one of my favorite tropes: size difference, pining, dirty talk (omg so much!), cock-warming, a needy bottom who wants to be filled at all times, begging, a protective top (who's such a himbo, lmao, I love him) and so many more! Easily the hottest read of 2026, and I can't believe this is the author's first book! Insane.

The plentiful sexy times aside, the story has depth and so much emotion. I related to Jamie on a spiritual level, with all his insecurities, and trying hard not to be a doormat and stand up for himself, as well as struggling with the feelings of not deserving something. Cue Tyler, the knight in grumpy armor, who saves the day and appreciates Jamie head to toe (figuratively and literally lol).

There was some angst, mainly due to the pining, and a bit of outside drama, but it was all there for a reason and it wasn't unnecessarily dragged out, which I'm very grateful for! So many authors overdo this, and it just makes me tired. This was the perfect amount!

The first date at the markets was so good! Funny, cute, and sexy (I really want to find a moisturizer that smells like honey, oatmeal and vanilla haha). Another thing that really made me happy - I appreciate it so much that the author didn't turn any of the female characters into villains or bitches. I'm so tired of women being torn down and used as antagonists. The fact that Jamie pretty much befriended all of them despite feeling jealous was so good! More books like this please.

Also, the petname? FUCKING SWOON

Last but not least - Seth? I already love you. You're such a diva.

I'm so hyped for book 2!

This must be my most favorite bit from the book (I died laughing)




Edit: I almost forgot! The bonus chapter! To quote Jamie, I almost combusted. SO HOT. There are not nearly enough somno scenes in the romance world!
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25 reviews1 follower
Review of advance copy received from Author
June 12, 2026
This book captured my attention from the first page. Both Jamie and Tyler had "secret sides" that they wanted to keep hidden and I was intrigued to find out exactly what they were.
I loved both main characters- Jamie was the shy quiet little bunny with hidden kinks that his ex had shamed him and made him feel wrong for having. Tyler was the protective gymbro who wanted to take care of him. He had his own secret that kept him from having serious relationships. The build up to them starting their situationship was fantastic. The pacing was excellent and I was excited to see how they navigated it once they got there. The chemistry between them up until this point was so good too.
The book then became a bit like a book of two halves. Whilst it was a nice build up to around 45% and then some wonderful spice, after that it seemed to have lots of different storylines thrown in that were never fully explored. The ex returned but was dealt with swiftly with relatively little fuss. Jamie collected lots of friends along the way - perhaps paving the way for future books with these side characters as main characters? There is a meeting with his parents but no meeting with Tyler's, who's family had been built up more in the first half of the book. There was no real exploration of the kinks that Jamie had, we found our Tyler's issue but got nothing more about it - it just resolved itself.
This was a perfectly readable book with likeable characters and a nice read if you're looking for something low angst.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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2 reviews1 follower
Review of advance copy received from Auteur
June 23, 2026
🌟 Rating: 3.5 / 5
🌶 Spice : 4 / 5

​A huge thank you to the author for providing me with an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review!


​What a fantastic debut novel! If you love a straightforward, fun romance with a healthy dose of steam—your classic "plot with porn"—this is absolutely a formula that works.

​The characters were hands down the highlight for me, especially Tyler. He is officially the ultimate open-minded himbo, and I am obsessed! I loved the contrast between him being a brilliant, "not a hacker" tech-guy and just a sweet, lovable guy in real life.
But what really stole my heart was how naturally the romance developed. There is zero unnecessary drama or taboo when it comes to exploring his sexuality. He realizes he's attracted to men, accepts it with the most open mind ever, and just rolls with it. It was so incredibly refreshing to read!


​The author’s writing style is highly engaging, and the balance is fantastic: the spicy scenes are definitely spicy, while the cute moments are genuinely heartwarming.

​My only real critique is that the book does suffer from some pacing issues. There are a few lulls, mostly caused by repetitive internal monologues where characters rehash thoughts and feelings that had already been clearly established. It made some chapters drag a bit when the story could have kept moving.

​All in all, despite the repetitive moments, I had a blast reading this. It’s a very solid, incredibly promising first book, and I can't wait to see what the author does next. Highly recommend keeping an eye out for this release!
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131 reviews6 followers
June 26, 2026
This was the perfect blend of sweet and spicy.

After Jamie's boyfriend dumps him, Jamie is left looking for a new place to live. To his surprise the guy who answers the door and the next place he looks at is the hottie patient at the chiropractic clinic where Jamie is the receptionist.

Jamie is so sweet but he's been made to feel like he's too much, like he can't be his true self. That's all he really wants. Is someone to love him and accept all of him, kinks and all. I just wanted to wrap him up and tell him how perfect he is.

Tyler is an oblivious gymbro. He is so funny with how clueless he could be at times. I loved him. I adored how kind he was with Jamie. Beneath the muscles and confidence was someone incredibly kind, patient, and caring. Watching him become Jamie's safe place was one of my favourite parts of the book. He never tried to change Jamie, he simply gave him the space to feel safe and be himself.


The spice in this book absolutely delivered. Tyler's dirty talk was super hot and the spicy scenes were delicious. Jamie was a needy bottom and Tyler was the greedy top and they just fit together perfectly.
They had chemistry right from the beginning and their flirty banter was both sweet and cheeky.

There are also some amazing side characters who I hope get their own books *cough* Seth and Aiden *cough*

If you enjoy strangers to friends to lovers, needy bottoms, a protective top, praise kink, sweet pet names and a romance that delivers both heart and heat then this book is a must read.
12 reviews
June 26, 2026
Pros:
The author of this book has a really good voice. It was an easy and enjoyable read. I appreciated the relationship development, it felt natural and not rushed. There wasn't any point where I went "just talk to each other!" because they had their reasons for not communicating in the beginning, and had excellent communication by the end.

The explicit scenes were written significantly better than a lot of other indie / small press erotica scenes I've read. The content warnings were very clear, and I VERY much appreciate them, since I've been burned too many times by a bait-and-switch with undisclosed content. The book explicitly discusses consent several times, making sure that both characters are fully into what's happening every step of the way.

Cons:
The middle of the book dragged a little. There were several chapters in a row of very little except steamy scenes, which didn't progress the relationship much. I think if they had been cut down a little and spaced out in the end more, it would have flowed better. There was very little on-page sexual intimacy in the latter half of the book.

There wasn't a voice difference between the two characters. I wouldn't be able to tell you which one I was reading if you gave me a random excerpt from one of the chapters.

I'm not sure if the epilogue was necessary. The book was about the relationship between Jamie and Tyler, but the epilogue diverged from that. It doesn't harm the story, but it does take away from the emotional ending of the last chapter.
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59 reviews3 followers
July 8, 2026
His to Take was such a heartwarming story, I loved both Jamie and Tyler!! I wouldn’t call it a meet-cute, they just knew of each other because Tyler would get massages at the office he worked at. And the only person who cared enough to notice something was wrong.

It was really sad the way Jamie was always treated like a secret, a burden and a freak. How we was made to feel like he was too much when in reality he just wanted someone to love him for him. Okay and maybe wear him like a hat…..

In walks Tyler ‘a gymbro’ who has all the confidence in the world and has a heart of gold! But beneath that has his own condition of hyper sexuality which has affected having a relationship other than Fbuddies because of something that happened during his early years.

When Jamie needs to find a new apartment he has to go through the bad and weird before an amazing one seals the deal. Ofc he opens the door and there is Tyler with his bubbly self and boyish grin. Who wouldn’t wanna live there?!? AND BONUS! HE HAS A PET RABBIT THAT ROAMS THE PLACE CALLED FIONA!!! SOLD

They were a perfect match! You’d say complete each other 👀 without Jamie, Tyler would just live on protein shakes and takeout! The horror 🫣
I literally melt at the nickname he gives Jamie, little bunny!!! 😭🥹 and Tyler is his knight in grumpy armour. It’s super spicy but it’s also tender and sweet! And I’m so glad I read this!!

Also the thing between Seth and Aiden?!? I GOTS TO KNOW! I hope they get their own book because it would be funny to see someone put Seth in his place 💁🏽‍♀️
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