I adored this book and fell in love with Jason and Bennet the more I read. The blurb said the book is like a cozy hug, and I totally agree. I smiled so many times reading it, I could picture both characters clearly in my mind, and felt that their relationship and the development of feelings was so natural, both finding themselves in deeper than they ever expected without realizing it. Jason knows that he falls fast and hard but is “too much”, “a lot”, and never someone to be kept for long. Bennet didn’t feel he was good enough for anyone, but especially a man like Jason, so he kept his emotions as tightly under wraps as he could, feeling that Jason was just “settling” for him, not really as into him as he said. The chemistry between them was so hot, leading to many steamy times that just fit so naturally into the narration, but also helped to confuse the realization of where they both were heading emotionally. When Jason made his big statement, Bennet’s reaction was just as I expected, the nerd who could never really believe a jock like Jason could be attracted to someone as unseen as he considered himself to be, protecting himself by pulling back. But Bennet showed up when needed, to give Jason the confidence and focus necessary to prove that the tutoring for Statistics was just as important as what had developed between them outside of it. (I must confess, I was just as confused as Jason with all the Stats stuff, and I could identify with his frustration.)
I laughed at the D&D game at the Thinkers’ House when Jason attended as Dud the Cave Troll. I have never played the game nor seen it played, but I could see the appeal through Rowan’s narration and “Dud’s” remarks. I thought it was a good representation of Jason’s sense of humor coming through in the role play, and when he adopted the character with other interactions outside of the game. I hung on every word uttered by Jason and Bennet when Jason made his big reveal, and could identify with the place both were at when the realizations set in, then I smiled and felt that cozy hug feeling during the epilogue. I was so pleased with where Jason and Bennet ended up, it was the perfect ending for me, it was what they deserved — my heart was full for them.
I can’t recommend this book highly enough. I felt like I was right there with the characters, they were guys I would love to be around and call friends, I was quickly invested in their attraction, then more, to each other, the open door scenes were hot, and I was happy to see Peanut find his place. If you want a feel-good, low angst read with two very relatable guys, this could be the one for you. It was for me. I received an ARC from the author and this is my voluntary review.