Some boys want to be a girl's first. I want to be her last.
People call me crazy, insensitive, dead-eyed, unresponsive, blank. An aberration without the capacity to feel human emotion, just like my dad. People say I'd be behind bars if my family's obscene wealth didn't keep buying me out of trouble.
People are right.
I've never cared about anything. Girls. Rules. Boundaries. Never cared for anyone until her… my beautiful icy angel with the stuttering eyes and the forced smile.
One glance and she's my instant fixation. So vulnerable, I taste blood. So pure.
When I learn her darkest secret, it only intensifies my obsession. And despite her bravado, she's desperate enough to accept help on any terms from anybody.
Even a sociopath. Even a liar. Even me.
This is a DARK/BULLY standalone romance and contains graphic scenes, mature content, and elements that may be triggering. Please read at your discretion and check the content notice in the preface of the book.
I would like to preface this review with the confirmation that I did in fact, read the trigger warnings for this before I started it. That being said though, this is an EXTREMELY heavy dark romance book. Yes, the trigger warnings listed a lot of things BUT, the amount of sexual assaults alone here (we are talking about: attempted rape, multiple rapes, druggings to enable rape) is actually insane. While they also do say there are suicidal ideations, this isn’t something that’s kind of glossed over. The amount of time spent on this and in depth planning of this is also extremely high. (I wouldn’t call the above spoilers since it’s in the trigger warnings but I do think people should have fair warning going into it that the prevalence here is sky high.)
There really aren’t very many happy moments in this book. The subject matter is not easy to read and is highly detailed. I have read a lot of dark romance, dark bully romance and enemies to lovers but I would easily put this in the top 5 darkest I have read.
The actual writing was good but I wouldn’t reread this or recommend it to a friend. By the time it is over, you don’t know if you need to stare at a wall, have a full lobotomy, read a rom-com or evaluate all of your life choices that lead you here. That being said, if you like very dark romances, with heavy subject matter and can stomach reading about the above, you’ll probably enjoy this.
All of that said, I did like Ophelia and she will probably need several decades of therapy which I don’t know she will have based on everything that happens by the end.
Thank you to Book Sirens and to the author for this advanced reader copy of the book. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily
This was all over the place. Though for me this not the darkest thing I have read I felt that the rape incidents were too many to count. I’ve read pitch black and devoured those reads since the author took the time to make sure the characters were safe. That didn’t happen here. It was just looked over. Like “oh, she was drugged and raped several times” to “well that kind of sucks but onto the next thing”.
No. This isn’t truly a bully romance either. The guy stepped on her glasses that’s it. The entire storyline is so unrealistic. Both get away with murder. Yes it is fiction but let’s not write scenarios that don’t make any kind of sense even within the story itself.
This was a let down for sure. The tropes and TW’s are there but it just feels like the author said to herself “let’s just throw a bunch of things together and hope for the best.”
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It's been a long time since I read a high school bully romance, and Layla. So, I picked it up as soon as I saw it. And that was so worth it.
This book has everything we expect from Layla's book - non-con, bully, feisty but sweet fmc and bully turned obsessed hero. Damien is a selfish alphahole, so if you are expecting a redemption arc, please don't. He is bad from start to end. And Ophelia! That girl made my heart hurt so much. If you are a reader of dark romance, you will be able to predict what's going on, but it doesn't take away from the story. I had a lot more feelings when it came to her character.
Please read the trigger warning - this book is heavy! 🚨
This author does a great job writing dark bully romance - I really loved Ophelia as the MFC she doesn’t let her challenges stop her despite constant bullying and the physical limitations with her eye sight- she thinks she is weak someone that should not draw attention to herself - when in fact she inspires ….
Damien ends up becoming a better person because of his love for his Snowflake … Little Ghost !
I went back and forth between 3-4 stars. I’ll settle on 3.7 (possible spoilers ahead with recaps) I almost DNF, but I’m glad I kept going. The first half is rough because it’s so depressing. This book is DARK so definitely read the trigger warnings.
h is albino, blind, and handicapped. She’s also suicidal, and has future plans to unalive herself. She is bullied a lot. It mostly by this OW. The OW used to have a bf, and she caught her bf, Chris, in bed with h. h had been drugged by Chris, and Chris had gRaped h. OW blames h, and makes it her life’s mission to torture h. h’s mom is 💩, and left h when she move out. So h has been living with mom’s ex. He’s kind of like her guardian. You’d think this h would be timid, but she’s not. She has some spunk to her.
H has an abusive dad. H is a psychopath- like..he has no emotions or empathy. He’s new to the school and his dad has already told him he needs to hook up with OW so he can close a business deal. Well, H sees h….and immediately knows he wants her. 🤪
H and h have a few run-ins and eventually he breaks into her house. He finds a hidden camera there. He has a buddy tap into the camera and he installs tracking on her phone. He finds that h has been hiding her mental illness pills (she won’t take them anymore but she doesn’t want mom’s ex to know) H finds out that h tried to unalive herself before and plans on doing it again.
H blackmails h into being his smex slave for a month. He also wants to watch her unalive herself at the end of the month. 🙃 Let’s just say the first couple of smexual events, h did not consent. She did not get any pleasure. It’s clear that H starts to develop some strong possessive feelings towards h. He even hires a bodyguard to follow her around so the bullies can’t hurt her.
Some of their smexual stuff is awkward. One good example, H makes h lick up his release off the floor. 😬😬 But there were also times it was 🔥. I was conflicted
So H is “dating” h in secret, but still going out with OW (H really hates OW, though) H’s dad finds out about h (because he walked in on them having smex) and H’s dad is a CREEP. He said some nasty things about h. H ☠️ his dad. H knows that was his only option left. H’s dad was an awful person.
OW made plans to do something awful to h at the dance, but H ruined her plans. OW still attacked h, but she got pepper sprayed in the face.
H looks back on a video of h in her home. He sees mom’s ex give h her nightly glass of cocoa. The cocoa is drugged. Mom’s ex has been drugging h for a while. While h is knocked out, he lets men come in and gRape her. Then he gets paid. Both H and h ☠️ him. GOOD! I did appreciate the little bits of humor from h when she told him she needed a lot of therapy.
I really enjoyed the ending and how he proposed. It was fitting for his character. I started this thinking he couldn’t be redeemed, but he was IMO. 🤷♀️ I also liked the epilogue where they have a daughter and she acts like her dad. 😂😂
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Damien's father sent him to a new school to get closer to a student (not the FMC) to secure a business transaction with her father. He agreed to it, but never planned on Ophelia, which ended up complicating things for everyone.
Damien ended up obsessing over her in a dominant, possessive way and he went to great lengths to protect her, even if she didn't realize it at the time. Ophelia had a rough go at life so far and her mental health was effected deeply. I was glad that Damien wasn't really that much of a bully, I felt he was more of a red flag, OTT type of guy, and I was all for that.
I really liked how much Damien actually adored her, but she didn't always see it because of his father's plans for him. But as time went on, Damien's priorities started to shift, and there was no way he was letting her go. The spicy scenes were super hot and detailed (you may need a fan while reading)!
There are very heavy subjects in this book, so please read the warnings! A few things were said that shocked me a little, but it was part of the story, and wasn't triggering for me.
Overall: 4.25 out of 5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐.25 Spice/Heat Intensity: 4 out of 5 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ Main Characters: Damien & Ophelia Nickname: Snowflake Darkness: 5 out of 5 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 (although the overall story is not that dark for me [I read pitch black books as well], but some themes are very dark, so I gave it 5 dark hearts) Type of book: MF, Dual 1st Person POV Reading Order: Standalone Novel Title: Pure Epilogue: Yes Ending Type: HEA
*OTT Possessive, obsessive, dominant, and protective MMC *Eyes only for her *MINE! *Stalking *Somno *Taking advantage of FMC after uncon drugging (not MMC) *Non/Dub Con *FMC bullied *CSA (not MMC) *Mental Health: *No sharing *No cheating (
⚠️ This book has descriptive parts that may be offensive or triggering to some. Please check all the authors' TW/CW before reading! 18+
*I received an early copy of this book and am voluntarily writing this review.
Our FMC Ophelia is a resilient girl who is getting bullied for something under false pretences, getting punished for something that wasn’t in her control. When enough is enough she’s ready to start fighting back, and she does have a feisty side when needed💁🏽♀️
She soon falls into the eyes of our MMC Damien. A new starter to the school but he’s been sent there for a reason, and Ophelia falls into his tracks and she piques his interest. He offers her an agreement which Ophelia accepts when her hand is forced. Feelings and emotions are not programmed into Damien and what he wants is what he gets with no remorse.
This is only supposed to be an agreement for so long and they both get what they want at the end, but will Ophelia surprise Damien in a way he wasn’t expecting? You’ll soon get to know that Damien is her biggest threat and also her protector, no one touches what’s his😏
Will Ophelia help Damien to feel again?
I enjoyed this book and I did enjoy Damien’s bad ways, I think he is misunderstood and puts on a front to protect himself and most times has no choice. He grows on you and is an anti hero. He just needs to find the right person to show him love and care, and bring out a different side to him and will that be Ophelia? Get your copy to find out!🖤
Now personally a bully romance is one of my favourite tropes, but it may not be for everyone. There are some triggering topics in this book so it’s important if you still do, to read the trigger warnings🙏🏼
I don’t read trigger warnings myself but that is a personal preference, and have read a lot of dark romance books, but if you’re new into this genre I would suggest reading them. If not then dive in and enjoy🤪
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
This is pitch black. Not “morally gray.” Not “edgy.” Pitch. Black.
Read the trigger warnings. Actually read them.
I went back and forth between a 3 and a 4 for this one, and ultimately I rounded up because I like dark. I’m not afraid of ugly, uncomfortable, or psychologically twisted dynamics. But this book does not soften itself for the reader.
If you’ve never read Layla Simon before, you might not expect just how intense this gets. This was one of my first by her, and after looking into her backlist, the darkness here feels very on brand. She doesn’t flirt with taboo — she commits to it.
Ophelia’s life is bleak from the start. Her mother is awful. Her home life is suffocating. There’s no safe space for her. And Damien? He is not a misunderstood cinnamon roll hiding under a rough exterior. He is cruel. Calculated. Self-aware in his detachment. He treats her badly for most of this book.
There are non-con elements. There is manipulation. There is emotional brutality. If you are expecting a traditional redemption arc where Damien grovels and transforms into a morally upright hero… that is not this story.
Does he get revenge for Ophelia? Yes. Does Ophelia grow some spine by the end? Somewhat. Does Damien fully redeem himself? In my opinion, no.
And that’s kind of the point.
This is not a soft HEA. It’s a dark, twisted version of one. The ending fits the tone of the story — but the journey there is heavy and uncomfortable by design.
If you like your romance extreme, psychologically dark, and unapologetically messy, you’ll probably appreciate what this book is doing. If you need redemption, healing arcs, or moral balance… this likely won’t work for you.
For me? It was intense, well-executed for what it was trying to be, but definitely not an easy read. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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This one was just okay. I didn’t like Damien and Chealse stuff. I don’t think it added enough angst to be worth while. Damien was so bogus at the end too throwing the ink on chealse. She did deserve it for all the bullying she did to Ophelia but I was shook. Also Damien was so scared of his dad and willing to do whatever he wanted he even accepted that his dad pimped his mom out and eventually had her killed but Damien can kill him because he threatened to sleep with Ophelia. I mean it just doesn’t seem real. He was dating/seeing Ophelia for his dad because he didn’t have a choice but can kill him no issue after all that for Ophelia. And maybe it was a build up and Ophelia was just the tip but still was so random imo. I did like Ophelia a lot. She was albino and couldn’t see well. Damien bought her these nice glasses that had so much tech and could help her see. Damien also had glasses made to resemble her vision. I thought that was so cute. I did feel really bad for her at the end cause omg what Brian was doing was so sick. I had a feeling he was behind the Camara cause literally what. Selling Ophelia while she’s drug was so sick and then he tried to justify it by saying he needed the money and he didn’t let them hurt her like yuck. Sell yourself then. Ophelia was literally still in high school. And the fact that her own mom abandoned her and then blocked her number crazy work. It’s Amazon if how resilient and strong Ophelia came out even after all that and the bullying. She did attempt to kill herself and was planning on doing it again but still loved how snarky and she was always able to hold her own even with her impairments. Idk what this book was missing but it could have been better still relatively good.
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Layla Simon has a knack for some seriously F’ed up shïte. This book started as it should: bullying, uncaring MMC who did whatever he wanted to whom ever he wanted (whether or no they wanted) then took a sharp turn and went WAY left. I assumed the big reveal was not nearly as sinister as it was! Nope, I was totally off and so glad I didn’t know ahead of time because in all honesty, I’d most likely have not read the book. It contains one of my VERY short list of triggers (I only have 2 that p*ss me right the F off) and, if course, out brilliant sneaky author snuck one in. Just a pünch to the face!! The story was dark but you weren’t realizing it in the moment, the depravity was so unhinged and copious (or I’m immune since I read so much dark) that I barely blinked an eye at some of the disturbing situations! Story was full of juicy steam and somo & dub-con & tough her and 💀vibes just yummy! I couldn’t put it down once I got started basically. All in all, I’m glad I gave Layla another chance by even reading the blurb on this one. I MUST be in a good headspace to read her novels that’s for sure (& this fact should be taken as the compliment it is)! Time for another break though😮💨can’t decide if I too am unhinged or horrified. 🤣
Pure reads more true Bullege (college bully), than high school bully, Layla Simon wrote a h*ll of a good one here. Bullege is in my top three favorite tropes—high school 18+ will have to be included in that category.
Ophelia was being relentlessly bullied by Chelsea, for something she didn’t do. Although she’s always outnumbered, she always fights back. Damien’s father is unimaginably cruel, and forces him to do things that curl his stomach. Damien and Ophelia are two tortured souls. From the very beginning, they both demanded my attention, empathy, and loyalty. Both for different, but heartbreaking reasons. Loved this book.
*** Recommended ***
MMC: ✨Damien FMC: ✨Ophelia HEA/Cliffhanger: ✨HEA Tropes: 👉high school bully romance 👉he falls first/harder 👉opposites attract 👉bad boy x good girl Triggers: 💥18+ 💥sex: somnophilia, dub-con, primal play, somnophilia, bondage 💥profanity 💥violence: bullying, physical assault, familial violence, physical violence, illicit recording, r ape-off page, verbal abuse, sexual assault 💥death: patricide, murder, attempted suicide, suicidal ideation 💥psychological: manipulation, coercion, parental abandonment, ptsd Spice Level: ✨🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ ✨MF I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Slow and intense red flag filled start (on page rape(s), attempted suicide and suicidal ideation) begins a temporary dub/non consensual relationship. This story has similarities to stories by Rina Kent, if you are a fan of their work you will probably enjoy this book as well. I strongly recommend checking trigger warnings. The story picks up toward the late middle/end for a stronger finish. Ultimately I really couldn’t get past the MMC Damien being a selfish lover (I almost DNF'd over the first two spicy encounters the MMC and FMC had) on top of all his other red flags. I enjoyed the diversity in this book. I received an advance review copy for free thanks to BookSirens, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Spoilers! Below are the tags I included in my personal tracking that other readers may find relevant: bully, choking, contemporary, crime, dark, fmc-ophelia, high school, mental health, mmc-damien, New Zealand, primal, sexual assault, spanking, stalker, standalone, temporary relationship
Fiction, romance, challenging, dark, slow pace Plot or Character Driven: character Strong character development: no Lovable characters: no Diverse cast of characters: yes Flaws of characters a main focus: yes
Plot: 4/5 • Spice: ———-> Ophelia is bullied for multiple reasons. She “stole” the popular girls boyfriend (lies) and she’s considered a freak. She has albinism.
The new guy, Damien, starts and has been instructed to have a relationship with the popular girl, Chelsea, per his father’s demand. However, after blackmailing each other, Damien leans towards Ophelia over everyone. He loves that even though she’s bullied she doesn’t back down. She has a backbone.
They strike deal after deal with each other. Damien breaks into her room and steals her pill stash and sees there’s a camera installed in her room? odd. One thing about Ophelia is she tried to commit su!cide before. Damien steals all her pills.
Damien turns out to be a dark knight. He protects Ophelia. Convinces her she shouldn’t attempt again. Ophelia finds herself and becomes whole with Damien. They’re cruel. they’re twisted. They find happiness amongst each other. It’s kind of endearing.
Please read the triggers on this. There are some dark triggers. Including - r@pe, assult, murder, stalking, su!cide, attempted su!cide, but you also get HEA, found family, enemies to lovers, OOT MMC. And even with a high school background we actually do NOT have a virgin FMC. So that’s refreshing.
"You can’t love me. You don’t feel emotions, remember?”
“Slight correction. I thought I couldn’t, but it turns out I was just surrounded by immensely unlovable and unfeeling people. Won’t be making that mistake again.”
3 stars 𝄞⨾💿✮˚.⋆
this was enjoyable and ophelia's character is very interesting. i enjoyed seeing a FMC who had multiple disabilities and how damien could no longer deny how he felt about her. it felt like almost a carrie retelling. some things i didn't completely enjoy though like what happened to damien's dad and also what bryan did to ophelia. especially with bryan, that plotline felt like it came out of nowhere and just added a lot of TWs and trauma for ophelia when she already had a lot happened. it felt like it was skimmed over and all of a sudden they're married and its never brought up again. that doesn't seem easy to move on from when she was haunted by what craig did for years . i thought their marriage epilogue was also cool to see, but i guess its an unspoken thing that damien is killing people for their daughter and said daughter is also a psychopath? it felt like a 180 when we don't even know how far they go into the future.
Pure by Layla Simon This is a gripping and intense read that immediately pulls you in. From the very first chapter, the story wastes no time throwing you into Ophelia’s world, where she’s being targeted by the rich girl at school and her group of followers. The cruelty is sharp and uncomfortable, especially when Damien arrives on his first day and joins in. When he breaks Ophelia’s glasses—the very thing she needs to see—it sets the tone for just how dark and emotional this story is going to be. I found the book incredibly interesting, with complex characters that made strong impressions—yes, even the mean girls. They all add depth to the story and make the emotional tension feel real. The dynamics between the characters are intense, layered, and sometimes heartbreaking. If you’re into dark romance, this is definitely one to pick up—but be sure to check the warnings beforehand. I highly recommend this book for readers who enjoy emotional depth, complicated relationships, and stories that aren’t afraid to go to darker places. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Ophelia and Damien's story is dark. Read the trigger warnings please; there are some very heavy themes in this book.
A slow burn romance, if you want to call is that, between Damien (the bully) and Ophelia, who has a lot of challenges. Ophelia has been handed the worst in life; a mother who left her, a step father who is controlling, a whole host of mean girls that take absolute joy in torturing her, and now Damien. The story started out a little slow but picked up as it went along, however I just had a hard time getting into the story. I did love the disability representation in this book however. She really did an amazing job there. While this book wasn't for me, I do know other readers that would love it.
Layla Simon has blown my mind with this book! I didn't know if I wanted to hate Damien or love him. It was darker than I expected but I loved it. Ophelia was so strong despite all she was dealing with. I loved the way Damien was instantly drawn to Ophelia but didn't understand it. His struggle with his own life while also trying to handle her issues was such a great story. I really loved that Ophelia wasn't your typical girl that you read about. This is the first book I have read with a main female character like her but I don't want to spoil it so I will just say she is unique! Also not the typical HEA, but it fit their story perfectly! I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
I had read Freckles a couple of months back. It was my first Layla book, and I really liked it. So when I saw this one, I was like, “ I have to read it.” 😏 Damien had a lot going on with his controlling freak of a dad, and then Ophelia with all the bullying and not having a normal life. The way the story flowed was pretty good. Damien just went all in with poor Ophelia, and she was like, “Dude, get away. I have so much on my plate.” She had so many trust issues because she was never taken care of or given priority. Damien was so protective of his little ghost. I did not expect what all happened towards the end, but I am glad it turned out the way it did.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Okay, Okay! Who doesn't love a good Psychopath and Albino legal blind love story? Damien and Ophelia have my heart. He thinks he can't love until he meets Ophelia. She is the legally blind albino girl that is bullied by the local "mean" girls. Damien is tasked by his father to befriend the head bitch, Chelsea. He does not care for her at all, but his father basically black mails him into dating her. All the while he makes a deal with Ophelia that will have you swinging your feet with glee! As time progresses Damien realizes he in fact can fall in love and it is with Ophelia. Their story has so many ingredients: suicide attempts, bullying, and then add a dash of murder and that equals a love for the ages. Take the plunge and you too can enjoy this lovely tale!
I don’t know how Layla keeps coming up with these stunning stories that get better every time. I love Damien. He is a dare devil and pushes barriers. He is on the nose and doesn’t care who he hurts to get what he wants, until Ophelia. I love his recklessness and cool and calm compartmentalisation. Nothing bothers him. He is a great character that helps me get invested. Ophelia was going through a torrid time and more so than anyone realised, especially with that final twist. I hate her bullies and love her inner reserve and strength. I feel that Damien gave her that extra push she needed. I like the fact more that this story wasn’t the norm. It had twists and turns and reeled me in. This is a great absorbing read and I read in one day as it was way too good to put down.
I loved that Ophelia was albino and basicly blind. She was a great character. Although I did get annoyed a couple of times with her back and forth feelings towards Damien. Loved that Damien had glasses made to see (lack thereof) through Ophelia's eyes. Yes, he was a bit of a bully, pretty manipulative, and a bit morally grey, but I thoroughly enjoyed his character. Side Notes: - - I really wanted to know if anything happened with Chelsea. She was an awful human being. Though I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, her father was a p.o.s. as well.
Pure is the tragic lovestory of Ophelia and Damien. Two young adults from vastly different walks of life. Not tragic in the no happily ever after, they get that, but it was hard faught.
Opie has a genetic disorder (Albinism) and all the bullying that comes along with being difficult, was abandoned by her mother. Damien is his rich daddy's whipping boy and pawn in business. There is no love lost there.
These two run into each other at the worst time, but Ophelia is not the wilting flower Damien thinks she is. Ophelia is a badass FMC and she has come a long way to get her HEA.
Lots of triggers so make sure you mind your mental health.
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No one is that stupid she barely knows the guy and takes pills from his hand instead of a bottle. Also what idiot lets moms ex boyfriend touch her knee and she doesn’t find it strange. Stupidity should be her name. It was so so obvious what was happening to her. Then he finds a camera pointing at her bed and thinks nothing of it such a stupid guy he should have had his tech guy look more into it and pull up footage of what it was recording what an absolute imbecile.
Im done with this author gave her too many chances and all her heroines are so dumb and stories are not worth it
I definitely flew through this, mind your triggers though this baby is dark! It does read I bit like a mash up between high school and college in some parts, but it somehow seems to fit. The battle these two had both between themselves and against others definitely made the ending that much sweeter though!
Pure by Layla Simon unfolds with a measured, slow-burn intensity, where attraction simmers beneath layers of guilt and long-held secrets. The characters feel bruised and real, their choices shaped by a past that keeps intruding at the worst possible moment. A late twist reframes everything, leaving the closing chapters charged with suspense and quietly unforgettable emotion.
Skilled writing technically speaking, but I still had to quit. The first sex scene was underwhelming and not hot. Gross actually. She had no choice about having sex on her period. I’ve read non/consent and had no problem with it, but this… idk it wasn’t done well. I tried for a bit after that, but it continued to go downhill.
What a perfectly twisted love story! I think this book has ruined me for any other dark romance novel. It's been so long since I read a dark romance this well written, and it had me hooked from the first page to the last. Can't wait to read more from this author. Definitely check the trigger warnings though it gets heavy.
This is a standard highschool bully dark romance with a few nuanced differences. I saw a review that called this pitch black, and i certainly wouldn't go that far. But... the arc from enemies to lovers is sharp on either end. The character's problems are unique, and there are some lesser explored dark tropes in this novel which I found refreshing.