Six months after surviving a plane crash, she’s terrified to fly, leaving her promising career as a pilot in ruins. Exhausted by sleepless nights, all she wants is to switch off, and a trip to her dad’s best friend’s cabin in Wintermore is the perfect excuse.
Nico Harland is haunted.
For twenty years, his grief over his sister’s death has made him hide from the world. Now, at forty-seven, he’s finally ready to try living again. But when an unexpected spring snow triggers an avalanche, he finds himself trapped with his best friend’s twenty-six-year-old daughter, the one person who understands his nightmares as intimately as her own.
They shouldn’t want each other. He’s too old for her; she’s off-limits, and he promised her dad he’d take care of her. But boundaries blur fast when the only peace they find is together, and what starts as comfort becomes impossible to resist. Trapped together, their connection deepens into something that could either heal their broken pieces or shatter them completely.
Fall or Fly is a spicy, age gap, dad's best friend romance with a happy ending. It's the third book in the Wintermore series, but can be read as a standalone. Full content warnings can be found on the author's website.
Sophie Snow lives in Scotland with her husband and cat, Pumpkin (who she loves dearly, even if he does bite.)
She writes spicy romance books with messy, queer characters and too many Taylor Swift references to count. She has been in love with love stories for as long as she can remember, and writing them as songs and novels since she was twelve.
A forest fairy in a past life, Sophie loves spending time in nature, drinking too much coffee, and trying out more hobbies than she can keep up with.
This had everything I should’ve loved. Snowed in, forced proximity, two damaged people finding comfort in each other… but it just moved way too fast for me.
We’re literally snowed in by chapter three, and from there it’s straight into intense feelings with almost no buildup. She’s already wanting him, dreaming about him, and I was just sitting there like… you JUST met this man?? It leaned heavily into instalove, and instead of feeling deep, it came across more like trauma clinging to trauma without enough exploration. 🥲
The age gap didn’t help either. I’m already picky with this trope, and the way it was handled just felt… awkward at times. Especially with the daddy kink element (some scenes were not hitting the right way 😭).
That said, the writing is good, the premise is interesting, and the spice is definitely there. But everything—emotions, healing, relationship development—felt rushed and crammed in, especially toward the end.
The ONLY reason this got bumped to 3 stars instead of 2 is that third act. It finally pulled me in and had me paying attention. Talk about crazy jump scare.
Overall: good idea, decent execution, just way too fast to feel believable.
things to know about the book ↓
❄️ age gap (she’s 26 / he’s 47) ❄️ dad’s best friend ❄️ snowed in / forced proximity ❄️ daddy kink ❄️ instalove
spice rating: 🌶️🌶️🌶️ swearing: yes
Thank you Love Notes PR & Sophie Snow for this arc in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
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this is such a cutie cover 🩵🩵 ready for some snowed in/forced proximity action
"Fall or Fly" by Sophie Snow is an age-gap forced proximity romance with good characters and lots of healing. I enjoyed this book for the most part. I am not the biggest fan of insta-love, and the FMC and MMC fall for each other reeeeeeeeeally quickly. They are snowed in for less than a week together and have already fallen so terribly hard for each other that they basically can't stand being away from each other??? Ehhhh. I didn't always believe it was anything other than forced proximity and/or boredom, until the last 15%-ish. I do like how the main characters, Este and Nico, help each other heal from their respective traumas. This exploration of mutual, similar shared traumas makes their bond stronger, in my opinion. I also like how Nico takes an interest in Este's reading habits. Despite the insta-love set-up, there does manage to be some excellent tension between the two of them. The spice elements are so good, though! Sophie Snow is always one of my go-tos for fan-your-face level hot spicy scenes. The stuff that happens in the third act surprised me a little bit! This one is pretty enjoyable and is not too terribly long.
Thank you to Sophie Snow and Love Notes PR for the complimentary ALC of this book. All opinions are my own. I was not compensated for this review.
I loved this. This was a good mixture of some of my favorite things like well done age gap, hurt comfort, competency kink and some light daddy kink thrown in.
I liked that Celeste (Este) was a grown up with a whole life and a solid self worth even though she was in a bit of a bad place with the plane crash. That plane crash felt even more devastating when you find out the full details about how the main pilot who was her friend died mid flight during some kind of malfunction that required her to do an emergency landing of a commercial plane full of people and that she was injured during it.
She pretty much seduces him but in a very upfront way that felt fun and not skeezy.
I liked that Nico was already in a place where he was attempting to be less reclusive and change his life from his self imposed prison in the woods. His connection to Este did seem like it forced that agenda to move quicker but not just because of her and them hooking up. If anything him trying to solve this for himself brought her to him.
The daddy stuff which I can be a fan of fit but also was funny the way it came up between them. She called him that a little ironically when flirting and both were very surprised how much they liked that dynamic even noting that neither explored that kind of thing previously.
Being stranded in a gorgeous cabin in the mountains with two cute dogs and a hot competent man who can make stuff and cook with my ebook for 2 months sounds like my actual dream.
I liked the conclusion and the reveal to her parents (one of her dads being Nico's old childhood friend) it all felt very adult.
Even though this was more about them coming to terms with the things they were both hiding from and them figuring out if this is more than just sexual chemistry and loneliness pulling them together all in basically one setting I still felt immersed in them and their world.
If you like this type of thing this is definitely on the better end of those things with a good mix of sex and emotions.
Thank you to love notes pr for this arc. I’ve been a fan of Sophie snow since I first read naughty or nice in 2024 . Since then I’ve read every book of hers apart from the one that’s now been taken down and being re-edited and 2 of this books ( 3 including this one) have been as arcs .
It’s always an honour to read Sophie snow books
This has the daddy kink in it for all you daddy kink lovers . It’s also a book that has more sex in than emotional connection. - but emotional connection is there . I do think although this book is short considering it’s under 300 pages it’s a fun read . It’s frustrating at some points and truly is definitely a 3 star read imo - but it’s fun - it’s enjoyable- it’s got the usual Sophie snow charm in it .
I do wanna be honest tho this book didn’t hit the way Sophie’s other books have . Maybe it’s because the last 2 books of hers have been ff ( sapphic) and this is mf - but this doesn’t hit the same way . I feel myself missing the fmcs from the past 2 books.
But it also unfortunately doesn’t hit the same because ofc now I judge books more harshly - what I once woudve swooned at / loved I now side eye - but this is still an enjoyable read just not exactly what I’m looking for in a romance these days . I would still recommend this to people who want a short read that is high spice and set over the span of 1-2 months .
I do very much love Celeste the fmc of this book and her dealing with her trauma ( GETTING INTO A PLANE ACCIDENT). Celeste was a pilot ( co - pilot ) in the past . But obviously and accident happens - on one of the planes ( aka a crash ) . SHE now has trauma - due to crash and what she witnessed during that crash . I feel for her deeply - I just don’t think a fling 6 months after it happens with your dads best friend - while stranded in a cabin on a mountain together ( sex wise and emotion wise ) is the way to get through that trauma- even if she does have a therapist .
- the mmc is the brother of the fmc in spicy or sweet ( the past book ) . And the fmc is a brand new character.
The 3rd act was crazy yet enjoyable- and it didn’t have a 3rd act breakup which is always a win
Tropes : - best friends daughter - DADDY KINK ( she calls him daddy - he calls her angel) - Dads best friend - forced proximity - age gap - 26 yr old fmc - 47 yr old mmc - no 3rd act breakup - snowed in ( literally from the 3rd chapter in) - lowkey insta love / lust ) - both have trauma
the tropes drew me all the way in, it just moved a bit too fast for me.
the characters are snowed in by the first few chapters, and este, our fmc, almost immediately starts wanting nico, our mmc. my problem with this is that he's essentially a stranger, despite her dad being his best friend, and that it was extremely insta-lusty (not a fan of that trope). este also seemed incredibly immature for her age, and while we're talking about age, their age gap (and the fact that they're strangers) is brought up far too many times throughout the book. i don't know exactly how many times it was brought up, but it was enough to be uncomfortable and give me the ick. age gap is one of my favourite tropes, but this one wasn't handled well imo-- and when paired with the daddy kink, it felt very weird. one of este's dads kept telling her to "take care" of nico, which was very odd to me because she literally does not know him in the slightest, so what does he mean by that?
i did very much enjoy the writing style and the imagery-- i could picture everything perfectly in my head and it was definitely cozy and cute. the third act was so bingeable, and i really liked that este helped heal something in nico that no one else has been able to. they both healed and helped each other in different ways, which i really really enjoyed. definitely looking forward to reading more of sophie's books int he future!
if you're looking for a spicy and fast-paced read, this one is for you!
thank you to the author and lovenotes pr for the e-arc! 💌
❆ age gap ❆ snowed in ❆ forced proximity ❆ dad's best friend ❆ no third act break up
Sophie does it again. Everyone is sleeping on this author, okay? Her stories are the perfect balance of heart, hilarity, spice, and tough stuff that will make you cry, but you will be so glad you read it by the end.
I have been wanting Nico’s story for so long and what a treat to finally have it! He is Shay’s brother if you’re familiar with Sophie’s other books in the Wintermore series. He’s a recluse, and condemned himself to a mountain cabin after their sister died.
He is finally trying to reconnect with his best friend after all these years, and invites him and his family up to the cabin to visit. Enter Este, our FMC. She’s trying to process through her own trauma, and the result is this truly beautiful story Sophie has given us.
Added bonus? Daddy shmink. Thanks for that, Sophie :) 10/10 would recommend this book.
“Do you plan on having human babies or just the dogs and sourdough?”
This book is so freaking cute!!! Omggggg, and also heart wrenching (I was not expecting to cry a little but it happened).
This book follows Este, who is traveling to her dads best friends cabin (up a mountain) and is planning on meeting her family there for a little vacation. Once there she faints it the arms of one steamy mountain man, Nico, who catches her with grace. Her family’s flying the next day but overnight bad weather hits. Flights are cancelled, roads are blocked, which leaves two damaged people stuck together for a month and to dogs who hate everyone but her.
This story shows both characters trauma in a that feels very real and not over the top. You really get to connect with both characters and see they way they don’t just trauma bond, but heal together. But in the end, the dogs Earl and Grey really steal the show.
Thank you’ll to the author Sophie Snow for the opportunity to read another arc, I loved it just like the last!
“Show me.” “Show you?” “Show Daddy where it hurts, angel.”
I was so eager to dive into 𝗙𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗢𝗥 𝗙𝗟𝗬 because I am a huge fan of forced-proximity and dad's best friend romances, and this beautifully emotional, incredibly spicy story delivered on every single front.
Right from the first chapter, I found myself laughing out loud. Nico makes such an interesting and funny first impression. I absolutely loved the detail of his dogs being named Earl and Grey, which fits him perfectly, and Este’s brilliant idea to just start naming everything else after teas brought such a great lightness to the story. And speaking of Nico, I actually had to pause and look up exactly how tall 6'6" is (around 198 cm, FYI). On a completely unrelated note, if anyone knows where one can find a Nico in real life, I am just asking for a friend.
Beyond the humor, the way this book handles trauma and healing is genuinely moving. Both Este and Nico have been knocked down hard by life, and their journey made me truly believe in the power of getting back on your feet, no matter how long you have been down. The plot is incredibly well-balanced, making even their small, quiet daily routines feel captivating rather than monotonous. The writing is clear and beautiful, effortlessly carrying the deep conversations and the cozy, snowy world-building.
I also have to applaud how the romance was handled. The twenty-one-year age gap never feels problematic. The power dynamics are beautifully explored, highly consensual and mostly initiated by Este. The author delivers a fantastic exploration of the daddy kink dynamic, and the spice level is absolutely off the charts. Chapter nine definitely raised my blood pressure, and a certain "it doesn't count if..." scene will leave you breathless. It was also incredibly refreshing to see realistic reactions from side characters, particularly Nico's sister, where we actually see a genuine thought process and discussion rather than just instant acceptance or blind denial.
Honestly, there isn't a single thing that didn't work for me here. The pacing, the character growth, and the intense chemistry were flawlessly executed, making it impossible to put down.
I highly recommend this to readers who love an age-gap romance packed with immense emotional depth, forced proximity in a snowy cabin, and top-tier spice. If you enjoy stories about healing broken pieces and navigating complex relationship dynamics with care and respect, this is a must-read. 5 glowing stars from me!
To me, romance lives or dies by the quiet moments.
Sophie Snow has created a story that feels both tender and emotionally grounded, anchored by two characters who don’t just fall in love, they grow into it. Nico is, without question, a standout. It’s easy to see why he lands firmly in top tier book boyfriend territory; he’s layered, attentive, and emotionally present in a way that feels genuine rather than idealised.
What really makes the novel shine, though, is the dynamic between Nico and Este. Their relationship isn’t built on grand gestures or over the top drama; it’s built on trust, vulnerability, and the way they gently push each other beyond their comfort zones. They are one another’s foundation. There’s a sense of mutual care that runs through every interaction, making their connection feel earned and deeply satisfying.
The pacing is also great. The story unfolds smoothly, allowing both the romance and the individual character arcs to breathe and develop. Even the spicier scenes are thoughtfully integrated. They enhance the emotional stakes without ever derailing the plot or feeling gratuitous.
But the real magic lies in the small moments; the lingering glances, the quiet conversations, the in between spaces where love actually takes root. Cooking together. Reading together. Just existing together. Those scenes carry the emotional weight of the story and make the romance feel intimate and authentic.
Thank you so much for Sophie Snow for this early copy! All thoughts and opinions are my own <3
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What to expect: * Age gap * Daddy kink * Dad’s best friend * Forced proximity * Snowed in * No 3rd act breakup * Pilot FMC * HE reads smut to her!! * “Spit on it, baby.”
Spicy chapters: 9 11* 12 14** 17 20 23 29
*partial chapter ** solo
My thoughts while reading: 🚨ALERT SPOILERS AHEAD🚨
“Mild age play” 👀
“Previously in Wintermore” THANK YOU SOPHIE! From all the girls w bad memories, you are appreciated 💕
“I’m going to die out here, and my dads are going to find my Kindle and all the kinky shit on it when they recover my body.” Killer opening line hahaha
Mimi the mini!!!!!!
SHOW DADDY WHERE IT HURTS ANGEL OH MY GOD
He’s reading her kindle to her omgggg
“I blow on your tea before I give it to you because you burned your tongue the other day. You stubbed your toe on the stairs, and I sanded down the corners of every step to make them rounder. I put rubber mats out on the porch because it gets slippery when it’s wet, and I don’t want you to fall. Do you really think I’d do anything that would put you in danger, angel?”
“That’s my girl.” I’m feral
“Of course it’s not too much,” I murmur, rubbing my free hand over her back. “You were made for this, weren’t you, angel? You can handle everything Daddy has for you.” AHHHHHHH
This was, I think, the most emotionally raw book from Sophie we’ve gotten so far. This was such a beautiful book 💕
The writing style was very nice, the setting was perfect, the spice was spicing and the idea for the plot was great... however the execution was very much meh
I think I had way too high expectations based on the promo and some of the reviews and was therefore a little disappointed
It felt kinda rushed - not enough exploration at the start and straight into 'I'm having sex dreams about him and I just met him and im gonna push myself on him'. You are snowed in with a man you just met (your dad's friend too!!) and within few days you're throwing yourself on him? I mean i get it, but this was all very rushed and up till the axe-ident i was gonna give it 2 stars, but after that it got little better and we could actually see some development. It wasn't as spicy as i was led to believe it would be tho!
I liked the quality time they spent together, just enjoying reading together on the sofa, working in his workshop or just eating, that was lovely! And when they finally gave in after the accident?? THANK GOD!! It really started to get better towards the end, with them coming to terms with how they feel and what the snow melting means and all that. After the hospital? It was as if i started a whole new book, it just shifted and everything got so much better.
The self loathing from Nico's side was insane and understandable but still too much.
Was very heavy on the trauma, too much at times for me, as it was repeated in almost every chapter and not in an original way .. just repeat and repeat.
The characters were nice, all of them, i just feel that they were lacking some depth, something you could grasp onto, just very plain-ish.
Overall it was fine, but i was expecting bit more.
4.5 . “Like falling & flying all at once” 🩵 Fall or fly is the 3rd book in the wintermore series and I think it might be my favourite one. I loved getting to know nico better after meeting him in sweet or spicy. He was such a recluse I couldn’t picture how this story would go. Insert Este, Nicos best friend’s daughter and 21 years his junior and we finally got to see the side of him I was hoping for. 😻 . This was the perfect grumpy MMC that I needed to get me back in my romance era. The way he was taking care of her even when he was suffering himself. Him stealing her kindle to see what she was reading and then that scene 😉(you’ll need to read it to find out what am on about) . I loved meeting Este, Sophie did a great job of writing her character and sharing the trauma she had been through. She fitted perfect into the story and how she brought him out of his cabin and back into real life was beautiful to read. . Sophie is slowly becoming one of my favourite authors. I can’t wait to start another one of her series 💞 . Thank you to lovenotes.pr & Sophie Snow for giving me the opportunity to read this one! 💌💘
‘fall or fly’ is the third book in the interconnected romance series ‘wintermore’ by sophie snow. i have not read any of the others in the series, but it catches you up with the others stories easily enough. i’d give this three and a half stars if i could. it’s a quick, super enjoyable romance with two interesting leads, este and nico. though a romance, there is focus on them both individually as they work through their own trauma. i think romance enjoyers looking for an enjoyable and somewhat fast read will certainly love this book. and i’ll definitely be checking out some more of sophie snow’s work.
I am a sucker for a grumpy MMC who has hidden himself away from the world 😍 Nico is the epitome of he hates everyone but her. He just has so much love and care to give and all I can say is Este is pretty darn lucky.
I love how these two characters gravitated towards each other. Their trauma bond was written so well, and the emotional and mental journey these characters go on together is beautiful. They're two missing pieces of a jigsaw puzzle.
Nico and Este are just so good together, and they deserve all the happiness in the world.
If you love an age gap, dad’s best friend romance, this is definitely the book for you.
Thank you to Love Notes PR and Sophie for the ARC.
This was such a ride! I enjoyed this quite a bit. I was expecting it to be sweet and spicy but I wasn’t expecting as much emotion as I got. Lovely surprise for me there. I loved the dynamic and how they flowed and existed together. Just such a good time!
AMAZING. Sophie never disappoints! The way they both help each other heal & move on from their past was just ahhh I can’t even put into words. “I’m flying. I’m fucking flying” sobbed. Thank you Sophie snow and love notes pr for this arc.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Grumpy MMC, age gap, hurt comfort, insta lust. I’m here for every single one! I really enjoyed this book, I loved that Este and Nico moved quickly and I loved that they helped each other heal. It was an enjoyable read and everything that I’ve come to love from Sophie’s books! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
THIS BOOOOOK?! Firstly, thank you SO much to Sophie Snow for allowing me to read this as an ARC as part of her content team.
Listen, when I think I can't love a book by her more, she then writes another one. Fall or Fly absolutely is my favorite Wintermore book for sure, but it doesn't take away from how much I love all of her books and series.
Nico and Este were just *chef's kiss*. Their trauma bonding, the emotional and mental health growth, was just also so well cared for and well-written. Their relationship was equal parts loving and spicy. I loved Nico so much; he was such a great and caring MMC for Este, and always wanted the best for her, and it was just so heart wrenching at times.
Overall, without going into spoilers, they were so GOOD together, and I was rooting for them the entire time. I'd never demand more of an author, ever. But, I will say that I would not be upset if we got more of Este and Nico in the future. But if we don't, it ended in just the right way for me to be happy.
If I could give this more than 5 stars, I absolutely would.
Sophie Snow has a gorgeous way with words and if she writes a book I’m going to read it and love it and this book was no exception. I want to stay in Wintermore forever. This story follows Este and Nico it’s lovely and incredibly relatable. They have a soft, reliable yet spicy love that was so comforting and cosy to read. I hope you love this book as much as I have, my tea collection has grown exponentially since starting this book and I’m blaming Nico for my new addiction!
Thank you to Sophie Snow and Love Notes PR for providing me with an arc of Fall or Fly.
I absolutely adored this next installment of the Wintermore series. This series all are age gap romances and this one was a romance between two people learning to deal with traumatic events that happened to them. Our fmc recently was in a plane accident and is trying to figure out what her life will be in the future and then she gets stuck in the mountains with her dad’s best friend who is still dealing with the trauma of a car accident decades prior. I absolutely adored this addition to the series and I can’t wait to see what is next.
Thank you Sophie for having me as an ARC reader! All opinions are my own
Wow! Honestly I don't know what it is about Sophie's Wintermore series and the way she handles Age Gap Romance but I just eat them up and Este & Nico's story was no exception.
Nico being a wood working grump recluse shouldn't have been as attractive as it was but man even I was fawning over him after a few chapters. The fact that this man took care of her in so many ways and also started reading the books that she was reading to see what she liked was beyond attractive! We love a man that is willing to read our favorite books! I loved that Nico didn't push Este to heal and move past her trauma before she was ready, he helped her understand that it was okay not to be okay which in turn seemed to help her heal.
While I loved Nico both of the MCs were amazing and I found it extremely hard to put Fall or Fly down.
I look forward to another addition to the Wintermore universe and hope that Sophie doesn't keep us waiting to long.
Sophie’s books always bring me joy and I was so excited for Fall or Fly! Este and Nico stole my heart! I couldn’t put this book down and when I finally finished it, including stop thinking about it.
The bond that Este and Nico have is truly magic and my heart can rest easy knowing these two have each other. Getting a glimpse of Nico is Spicy or Sweet I knew he was going to break my heart once I got to be inside his head. Este is my new favorite and I knew I was going to love her when I saw we shared the love of spicy books, emotional support kindles and our men a bit older.
I cannot wait for you all to get your hands on Nico and Este’s story! I can’t wait to go back to Wintermore!
I received this arc in exchange for my honest review.
I'm a sucker for an age gap, and lemme tell you something, Sophie writes them perfectly every damn time, she never disappoints. I have been OBSESSED with this series so far, and I think I have a new favourite in the series.. I mean, I love all three books, but Fall or Fly? Well, this book was on another level.
I cry at a lot of books, we know this, but fucking hell, I haven't cried so hard at a book for a hot minute. My heart was in pieces for Nico already but after this? I'm not sure I'll ever recover, he may, but I won't. God that was fucking scary honestly, and that's without talking about everything Este had to go through. I love them both so much, and I'm so fucking glad they had each other.
I can't not talk about Este's bear Amelia Bearhart, I just can't ignore that. It's quite literally the PERFECT name, I'll never get over that. I need to get a bear now just for that.
If there's one thing you can trust, it's that Sophie will DELIVER when it comes to spice, and I mean a daddy kink? Come on, that woman knows the way to my heart. I'm not sure I'll ever stop thinking about Chapter 12... read it, and you'll understand why. We love a man that reads...
What a whirlwind this book was, Fall to Fly had me laughing, giggling, crying and a little frustrated but felt a connection from both Nico and Este in what they were going through. I also loved how they grew as individuals but also loved the growth as they became one. And I definitely need to go back and read more because the characters that were in here from previous books I loved them as well.
And I am absolutely loving the age gap, daddy kink, dad’s best friend like HECK YEAH!!!
When I finished Sophie Snow’s “fall or fly” I wanted to just sit with it. I love to read. I am a devourer of worlds (in print). I frequently finish a book and either write the review while everything is fresh in my mind, start another book especially if it’s in a series (or if I’ve finished a reread), or tackle some bit of adulthood that I’ve been procrastinating while finishing the book. Sometimes, however, I find myself sitting back in my chair, closing my eyes, and feeling perfectly at peace. Let’s see if I can adequately express why.
First, some logistical highlights. If you, like me, take the “interconnected stand alone books do not need to be read in order” to heart, and therefor read them out of order, you are going to LOVE Sophie Snow’s prologue, “PREVIOUSLY IN WINTERMORE…”
Este’s sister wins Enabler of the Year… or maybe that should be cheerleader. And since she becomes Este’s cheerleader in ::checks header:: Chapter 5, it doesn’t feel like a spoiler to tell you how much I absolutely loved that the pending romance wasn’t about to be a secret for the entire book. And it was from both sides because Nico called his sister as well after things started getting steamy. Quick Public Service Announcement – if you have a hard time laughing quietly, and don’t want to wake people up, don’t read chapter 5 after bedtime, or maybe run the water in the sink or something.
When I read “snowed in” and he’s a reclusive mountain man I was expecting insta-love, but it really wasn’t. Is it fast? Yes. There is insta-attraction, they’re a couple of good looking human beings and they’re attracted to each other, and Nico berates himself for it, but something that doesn’t come up in the book that I couldn’t stop thinking of is related to trauma and how he’s been hiding away for 20 years. Nico is 47, but his trauma took place at 25 and then he locked himself away from the world. In some ways he really doesn’t have any more life experience than Este, and in other ways he has less. And while they started having sex at whatever point it was, the love part of the relationship built over almost 2 months of companionship, conversation, and caring for each other.
The daddy kink was lightly done. Este is established as a heavy reader, and happens to be reading a book series in which different books feature different kinks. That said, this is not a Daddy Dom situation, the “age play” is minimal, and mostly related to Este calling Nico “Daddy” (which she does not call either of her fathers, their terms being Pops and Dad) and Nico being in control in the bedroom – something that is addressed in communication and healthy boundaries.
The first kiss you guys. It did me in; that whole body, something in the movie is about to go Big Bang so you’re literally on the edge of your seat leaning forward almost holding your breath and you just know you’re going to end up bouncing in your seat like a little kid except then the bang goes bang and instead of feeling like a spring has been sprung you’re just. Still. In awe. Laser focused on the page and enthralled.
You want good things for Nico and Este, you can’t help it, you watch how they are with each other, how they take care of each other, how they’re present to each other and accept each other *as they are* and not as they wish they would be BUT also challenge each other to grow and heal and to challenge themselves and you want that healing for them and you go back and you check the blurb and the tropes to see if this is a guaranteed HEA book…
I loved knowing in advance that there would be no third act breakup, and I was DYING to know how a HEA would be set up given the mountain recluse/commercial pilot from Chicago situation, and all I can say is – SHUT THE FRONT DOOR!
The longer I sit here, the more Easter eggs I realize were dropped throughout the book and the perfection of this book keeps growing. This is a fantastic book, and I loved everything about it. Seriously y’all. Read. This. Book.
And because I'm a little flakey and this came from the publisher not my usual platform I forgot to mention this was an ARC, but the review is totally voluntary.
Holy SNOWW❄️ NGL was not expecting to enjoy this as much as I did.. however I had a feeling the "Daddy" kink would get me. First off I LOVE me an age gap story/ main characters! I personally have a large age gap with my partner so its just something I can relate to but also enjoy reading about since its not the "norm." I know this trope isn't for everyone but when its done right... its RIGHTTTT😏 Este our FMC is the eldest daughter, who followed in her father's footsteps in aviation, experiences everyone's worst nightmare- a plane crash- but not just being on the plane, but being forced to pilot one, leaving her responsible for 100s of lives. Suffering through some pretty bad PTSD & trauma, she quite literally grounded herself, refusing to ever step foot back or near a plane in the near future. In hopes to for a lil R&R, her dad's plan a holiday to visit & stay with 1 of their best friends, Nico at his remote cabin in the woods of Wintermore. But as luck would have it a snow storm hits altering everyone's plans. Este is the only one who ends up making it- but barely. Driving Mimi the Mini up a 1 lane vertical incline road in the snow was not on her bingo card. As fate would have it Nico hears her coming just in the nick of time to catch her before she falls, no literally cause she passes out the minute she gets the car parked lol. Fast forward these 2 are snowed in for the next month until the snow melts & the single road leading up & down the mountain clears up. But both Nico & Este find they have a lot in common & also a lot to work through- & what better way to heal than open up to the man your stranded with?! And it doesn't hurt that he's "hot", even thought he's Este's dads age. Nico has been carrying around decades worth of trauma & guilt for a car crash he feels responsible for. Which resulted in 1 of his sisters dying. Finding comfort in talking & just being in Este's orbit, he starts to open up & heal some of those old scars he's been repressing. But it also opens another door to an attraction he never saw coming. Sometimes forced proximity is TOO hard to resist. I don't think I'd ever want to be stranded in a remote cabin with no civilization for a month, but I would definitely be ok being stranded with a Nico!! The heat is palpable & is in no way slowing down no matter what the weather is. As Nico & Este's relationship heat up the reality of "getting back to normal" starts to surface, but what if Este didn't go home? With another near death AXEcident almost losing Nico, Este realizes what she actually wants in her life moving forward, & that includes Nico. Even though their journeys of healing brought them together, both Este & Nico found a safe place to land & love each other. If you're into: 💘Forced proximity 🕰️Age Gaps ❤️🩹Trauma bonding 🏡Small town 👨❤️👨Gay dads 🪓🔥and a recluse anti social mountain man THIS BOOK IS FOR YOUUU! Thank you LNPR for sending this ARC it was definitely a hit! Cant wait to go back & catch up on books 1 & 2! Also shout out to SS for the context intro of some of the characters, that definitely helped kick of this book. 4.3⭐️