The second book in the Lest Is Moore series, following Remember My Name, features bandmates and foster brothers Will and Ari! Say it again, I need to hear it slow Tell me I’m not on my own When the world caves in, you never flinch You say you’re with me—say it again
Say it again, with your mouth on mine Every ache in my chest lets go, unwinds I’ve been waiting for something to break Say it again, tell me you’ll stay
Say it again when my head’s too loud When I’m too weak, too tired to be proud I don’t need much, I just need this Tell me I’m not alone—say it again
Say it again, whispered in the dark like that Like you mean it, like you’ll never take it back Everything goes quiet when you say my name Say it again, tell me you’ll stay
Say it again, I’m worn so thin Too tired of fighting this pain I’m in When you say you’re here, I can finally breathe Say it again—stay forever with me
I loved Remember My Name so much, and considering how Rebecca makes you fall in love with the side characters as well, I was really excited for Will and Ari’s story 😻
“Say it again?" He whispers low against the hollow of my throat. “I’m here, Ari. You’re not alone. I’m here.”
Ohmigod, the pining, the yearning, the longing..😮💨 I told myself to stay strong but honestly I was down hard in the prologue already 🫠 It’s one of those books when you can genuinely feel the connection between the MMCs. There was never a doubt that they belong together 💗
I loved so many things about this book. Ari and Will spent most of their lives together, which made it much more complicated to transition to romantic relationship. And the mental health representation was fantastic, the way both Will and Ari turned to therapy for help ❤️🩹 How they actually worked on their issues, instead of falling into toxic codependency. Then we have that found family aspect - how all the characters care and stand for each other, I’m not kidding when I say you are going to love the whole crew! And of course, the way Rebecca addresses political issues. I don’t live in the U.S., but I truly admire how she speaks through her works ❤🔥
And of course, all the songs 🔥 “If I love you, set you free But loving you is all of me I don’t know how to not hold on Who am I if you’re gone?”
Fantastic book. So many emotions, the care and love that really does overcome everything ❣️ I'm soooo ready for Naz's story ☺️
Say It Again is book two in the Lest is Moore series. This MM rockstar romance story is about Ari and Will.
I have to start by saying I absolutely loved book one, Remember My Name. I definitely was looking forward to book two with Will and Ari. They are foster brothers, and I love me some taboo, but unfortunately it didn’t work for me with the way it was executed in this story. I did love Ari’s character and think he deserved better. I struggled with Will, and I especially didn’t like the way he treated Ari. I usually can’t get enough of a character that’s protective and possessive, but it didn’t sit right with me when it came to Will being this way with Ari.
I didn’t like how Ari felt that Will didn’t have feelings for him, and it sucked seeing Ari try to move on with another man. When Will finally starts to figure out his feelings toward Ari and gets therapy, I still had a hard with him. I think that Ari was just so in love with Will, that he easily forgave him and was able to move on quickly.
Even though it was great to see Jesse and Luc again, I really didn’t need to relive some of the same scenes from book one. I got bored at those times since I already knew what happened, and I felt it took away the focus from Will and Ari.
Unfortunately there were a few too many things that frustrated me when reading this story, but it could be a me thing. Although this book didn’t hit like I had hoped, I am sure others will enjoy it.
Rebecca had me at "will you read this?" — and honestly? Best decision I never had to make. 😏🖤 I devoured every. single. word.
Now listen — yes, this is Book 2 of the Less is Moore series, but don't let that stop you. I jumped right back in without missing a beat. The story pulls you in and keeps you there. 🔥
This is Ari & Will's story. Foster brothers. Inseparable since the moment Ari stepped into the same home — a home that wasn't always safe, but Will made sure Ari never had to face it alone. From day one, Will was his shield. His constant. His person. 😮💨💔
The setting? Stunning. The characters? Layered and real. The emotions? Oh honey — buckle up. This story is soaked in pining so thick you could drown in it. Every single time I thought "THIS is the moment—" Rebecca snatched it away from me. 😭 The audacity. The NERVE. And yet I couldn't stop. Wouldn't stop. The drama, the tears, the passion, the fights — it's all worth every agonizing page. 🖤
And can we talk about Rebecca for a second? 🙌 She shows up for the LGBTQ+ community not just in words but in her stories — fierce, loud, and unapologetically. That kind of courage deserves to be celebrated. Thank you, Rebecca. Genuinely. You have my support always. 🏳️🌈✨
This one is not for the faint of heart — but it IS for everyone who believes love, in all its messy, complicated, beautiful forms, is always worth fighting for. 💋
Go read it. You'll thank me later. 😈
🎤 Rockstars 🎤 Friends to lovers 🎤 Foster brothers 🎤 Forbidden 🎤 Found family 🎤 Gay for you 🎤 Power bottom 🎤 Rimming, comes in his pants
I’m being generous with the 4 stars, I’d say it’s more 3.5⭐️ but I digress.
Once again with the cheesy lyrics. 😩
I however did really like Will & Ari and watching their relationship unfold. The smut didn’t come off as gratuitous and I felt actually lended to the story and the pace of their reconciliation. It flowed well with their overarching journey of coming to terms with their feelings for one another amidst the taboo of it all (foster brothers).
And I am interested in Naz and his bodyguard, Scott’s, relationship.
Truly is a hit or miss situation with Rathe but she gets me to read almost everything she writes, so. 🤷♀️
*this is a very politically charged story which kudos to Rathe for bringing it to the forefront especially during these times but I note only if you need a break from current affairs and are maybe looking to escape when it comes to reading.
First Rebecca, Thank you for speaking out on so many injustices happening in the world bc yes books and reading is very political. Second, I very much enjoyed reading about Will and Ari! I love a hurt comfort book with a lil possessive energy 🤪 Can’t wait to read more from not only this series but also from Rebecca🫶🏾
I love this one! Ari and Will were so cute and sweet. Also i loved the real world tie ins! One of my fav rockstar series. Amazing! Def recommend!! If you havent read this series you better start!! Rebecca is one of my fav authors!!
Say It Again is so different from the first book in the series, and I really liked it for that.
One of my favorite things was how Ari's relationship with Will started out as what could have been just trauma bonding and codependency, but Ari actively works on healing himself. Will gives him space to handle things on his own without smothering him, even when it's hard.
"You can't just give up, because the world is ugly."
That line stuck with me.
I also really respect that this author doesn't shy away from discussing the political agenda negatively affecting our community today, especially since it seems she got backlash for it in her last book. It is relevant, and it adds real weight to the story.
On top of that, I loved getting glimpses of what Jesse went through in Remember My Name from his bandmates perspectives. There were moments we did not get to fully experience in his book, and seeing those gaps filled in was so satisfying.
I cannot wait for Scott and Naz's book, and I just know Emmy and Blake have to be getting one at some point too.
I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again (hehe) - Rebecca Rathe knows how to write angst. Whether it’s athletes or rockstars, she will make her characters, and her readers by extension, feel some things before it’s all over.
There was a point in this book where I didn’t know if I could handle all that was happening. Will, one of our MCs, was being just so toxic and kind of mean? But not in a bully romance way, in a, “I’m so emotionally stunted, I don’t know how to feel things without taking them out on the person I love” way.
I should have trusted Rebecca, though. There was genuine development in Will’s journey. He didn’t become perfect, but he became self aware.
And Ari… my sweet angel baby Ari. He went through his own journey, too. It pained me to see just how dependent he was on Will in the beginning, which made his healing all the more gratifying. So when the pair finally became lovers, it wasn’t in the name of toxic codependency.
I commend Rebecca Rathe for her political advocacy that has made its way into this series. Rock and punk music is prolific for being a genre of protest, so it only makes sense for their characters to feel so strongly about injustice, and to let that influence their music.
A few things to expect from Say It Again: - rockstar romance - foster brothers - codependency/possessive - size difference - gender-nonconformity/femme boy
This is the second installment in the Doormen of the Lest is Moore series and here we go again with the “brothers” troupe. I shouldn’t say it like that since it is one of my favorite troupes, but I hate it when one of the “brothers” wants to be all scared about falling for the other. In this instance, they aren’t blood related at all but foster brothers which is so far from brothers it shouldn’t even be considered a taboo brothers story.
Ari is clearly in love with Will and with the way Will comforts him every chance he gets, I completely understand why. Will has always been the one there for Ari. Even as a child when he would have nightmares, Will would be the one comforting him, opening up his bed for him to come and lie down and get his nightly rub down to fall asleep. Now, years later it is something they still do while they’re members of a huge rock band named Lest is More. Except now they’re both clearly in love with each other but Will is really fighting it…annoyingly so. Will does a lot of “If I can have him, no one can!” In this book. He’s super possessive and protective of Ari and he finds it hard not to be but fails epically throughout this book.
It took me awhile to get through this book because I was frustrated by the “will they won’t they” angst. Once I sat down and made myself finish it, I was happy with it.
Oh my god..I tore through this book so fast. Rebecca puts something in their books that just pulls you in and holds you tightly. This is the second book in the Lest Is Moore series and I loved Ari and Will's story.
Will and Ari are foster brothers who had to rely solely on each other their entire lives. Will has always been Ari's protector, with a side of possession. Ari is his. But Ari can't be his because Ari is...
Ari worships Will. He needs him. Will is his protector and big brother figure. Ari has always relied on Will. For almost everything. As things go on, Ari needs some independence. He knows Will loves him and wants what's best for him, but the care and possessiveness becomes smothering.
The two men try but struggle to separate their paths. They need each other. Their way back is messy but ends in a super fun and delicious HEA.
This book has everything. It's serious and painful and funny and entertaining. It's spicy and tender and political and just... perfect.
The characters from book 1 are fully integrated and amazing. This book runs concurrently to book 1, which is also pretty cool. I can't wait to read book 3.
This is a foster brothers to more rockstar romance, featuring Will and Ari, and is book two in the Lest Is Moore series.
Will and Ari grew up in foster care together, and Will has been looking out for Ari for as long as he can remember. As they spend more time together on tour, lines get blurred and Will starts to question his feelings for Ari.
These two were all kinds of angsty and I couldn’t look away. The push / pull between Will and Ari was intense, Will especially struggled with his feelings and his behaviour gets a little toxic. They learn a lot about each other through this story and I was rooting for them the whole time for their HEA. What a journey! We get to see a lot of the characters from book one. Yay!
Things to expect in this book are: Book 2 in series MM rockstar romance Check CW Foster brothers Band mates Hurt / Comfort Mental health themes Reads books Codependent & possessive Caretaking Light stalking Push / pull Carries him Bi awakening Spicy times S*x club & public s*x C*ck warming Voyeurism / Exhibitionism Secret relationship Coming out Foster father drama It’s always been you Found family HEA
preaching to the choir on all the politics, got a little tiring. I read to escape that shit, I don’t need the epstein files and the big orange baby invading my gay smut. did make me yearn for more radical and sustained action to be taken by the people who have the biggest platforms, feels way too business as usual. BUT AGAIN I do not read fiction to invoke these feelings, I have the regular old reality to do that for me. I also think it took away from the relationship between will and ari. could’ve used way more back story on them. they literally grew up together and there’s like 2 flashbacks.
morales of this story thou - go to therapy! it will help! (I say to myself looking in the mirror) love is love is love is love and it’s worth fighting for. oh and fuck this administration:)
I enjoyed this but I think Will and Ari deserved a story not so tied into Jesse and Luc. Not only that but we also get bombarded with other couples!!! Don't you trust in their story and love to stand on their own? Between that and the heavy focus on politics (which I loved!!!!) I felt we didn't get enough of them. I wanted way more.
-mm rockstar romance -forbidden romance -foster brothers -codependent/possessive -found family -“its always been you”
dude the pining & yearning paired with complete & utter denial was SENDINGGGG MEEEE!!! it created the most TORTUROUS slow burn but these two were soooo delicious!!!
The book was good and I love Ari & Will and it sucks that it took so long for them to get together. I like that we got to see Jesse’s story as well and I’m really excited for Nazs story. I hope Blake and Emmy get one as well.
I just love Rebecca's writing. The 'I'm just telling it how it is' vibe it this book made me love them even more. This is the type of author i will follow forever. I loved Ari and Will. The struggle to be together and the angst had me clearly seeing both their sides.They had such a great connection and a great love for each other. Book two down in the Lest Is Moore series and I'm loving all the characters, the story and the theme. I can't wait for the next book, to read Naz and Scott's story.
Rock stars, foster brothers, found family—and all of this from Rebecca Rathe? It’s bound to be amazing! I was quickly drawn back into the world of Lest Is Moore and didn’t want to leave it! The story of Will and Ari, two broken boys who’ve been destined for each other since their traumatic childhoods, moved and captivated me from the very first moment. Their relationship is very complex, and the lines between codependency, possessiveness, and love are blurred. It was great to read about how they found their way together ❤️. But it’s not just that—the connection with their bandmates and the whole team are so wonderful. The side characters play an important role, and you find yourself wanting to know more about them. The spice is just top-notch; I can’t help but keep saying it 🔥. Last but not least, the book also addresses political issues. I don’t live in the U.S. and can’t even imagine how brave it must be to take a stand on these issues today. I admire Rebecca for that—it’s simply impressive. I love this book and highly recommend it! Go ahead and order it—it’s a real joy, both in terms of content and visuals!
I love a taboo setup so this is right up my alley but the execution didn't do it for me. I found the political activism in this one tiring vs inspiring. It felt preachy especially considering the folks reading this book will more than likely be in full agreement on these topics already.
I liked that the timeline of this book overlaps with the timeline of the first, so we get to see what Ari and Will are experiencing when Luc and Jesse were going through their own journey. But at the same time there were certain scenes that I felt could have been cut to prioritize Ari and Will vs rehashing what we already know happened to Jesss and Luc.
There were just a lot of unclosed loops and moments that could have been teased out more for greater angst and tension between our MCs but were "resolved" before they could really gain mometum. ie: we're teased with something big happening for half the book that just never materialises in a real way, and is then resolved within the final 5% of the book.
I'm still excited for the third book about Naz and Scott, but tbh I spent a good chunk of this one wishing we were getting a story about Blake (band manager) and his assistant Emmy
I really loved book 1 so I was so excited for Aris and Wills story. But this was the perfect example why interconnected series should play after another (time wise). Book 2 fully overlaps with the plot of book 1. There were so many time jumps because the author didn’t want to repeat the plot of book 1. But at the same time it gave me the feeling that there were so many plot holes.
Another negative thing: we didn’t get to see new „surroundings“. Ari and Will are both members of the band and we already fully saw that in book 1.
Last but not least, book 1 was some kind of easy to read insta love story. It was a cute love story where the two MMCs really tried their best to make the relationship work. But here in this book?!? The miscommunication got so bad to the point the „relationship“ seemed toxic. Till around 60% they still didn’t completely opened up to each other.
i was so close to dnf-ing the book but since i was already at 75%, i bit the bullet and skimmed through the rest.
i love a good back and forth between love interested but will was just insufferable. i’m not a big fan of non-communication between characters but if done well, i eat that shit up, but again, i wasnt a fan of how it was done in the book. i was just constantly annoyed with will.
Not sure if it’s because it took me a longer time than usual is why that I didn’t connect with these characters as much as Luc and Jesse. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely LOVED the message of this book and how not only Will and Ari put their heart and soul into their songs, but the entire band. Everything in life and I mean EVERYTHING is inherently political and people who try to say otherwise are hiding behind their own wall of ignorance. Besides that, the drama was low, the slow-ish burn working up to the spicy spice was good!
For a while Will annoyed the HELL out of me with the back and forth of his feelings/protectiveness over Ari but once that man went to therapy we were all set lol. I loved how even through all of the messiness Will brought into their relationship, Ari could never let go of him. He had already stolen Ari’s heart so long ago that there was no way he could turn that love off. And OMG those song lyrics!!! The way Will carried around a small piece of Ari’s book with his lyrics (that were actually heartbreaking) but then when Will added his own lyrics? Dead. We didn’t get him saying “i love you” explicitly (kinda mad) but he poured his entire heart and soul into that song wanting to show Ari how much he loved him and how alone he’d be without him. Will too, didn’t know how to let go of Ari because they had always had each other. The start of their relationship at the foster home may have sort of trauma bonded them leading to toxic habits as adults, but once they started working on themselves they were able to fully grow together as lovers as the best versions of themselves 🥹 The ending statement Ari gave basically telling everyone to fuck off and mind their business about their relationship was perfect. And the way he reiterated our terrible political climate and insisting that love would always be stronger was perfect too.
Also, I know Naz and Scott’s story is next but I am quite literally screaming over the epilogue with Blake and Emmy, like yeah imma need that asap 🤣
— quotes
“Say it again?” He whispers low against the hollow of my throat. “I’m here, Ari. You’re not alone. I’m here.”
“I want him. I want him in a way I can’t separate from the guilt or fear of losing him. I want him so badly it scares me. And I can’t tell him, because the moment I do, I can’t take it back.”
“The truth is, I still don’t know how to exist without Ari orbiting my life. Without his presence softening the edges.”
“This is about possession. This is about not wanting anyone else to have him because my heart, my body, my mind, my everything decided a long, long time ago that Ari is mine.”
“In my head, in my heart, it’s mutual. He owns me, too. He always has.”
“If I love you, let you go But holding you is all I’ve ever known I don’t know how to be anything else I don’t know how to be alone.”
“No amount of therapy or toxic behavior on his part could lessen my feelings for him. I’d still kneel at his feet and hand him a leash if it meant I could have him.”
“I think I realized toxic wasn’t a dealbreaker for me when I walked away more hurt and pissed than I’ve ever been in my life, then immediately wanted to turn around and come right back to you. I don’t ever want you to stop reminding me of all the ways I’m yours.”
“Not one other kiss in my life has ever felt like that one did, but this fills my entire soul with heat. I want more. I want him. I want everything.”
“I want you, Ari. I’ve always wanted you.”
“When I kissed you that first time. It really was meant to be innocent. All I ever wanted was to make you happy, to give you everything our shitty lives made feel impossible. But that day, I knew.” — “Knew what?” — “That you were mine.” (🥹🥹)
“This kiss isn’t as sweet as the last one, but it’s no less passionate. This one is deep and desperate, teeth and tongues and heavy breaths. I feel like I could be swallowed whole here and now and never come up for air. Who needs to breathe when I have him?”
“I am worthy of honesty. I am worthy of love. I am worthy of this chance we’re taking. And he is worthy of knowing what he’s worth to me.”
“It’s you, Ari,” — “You’re the only thing that anyone could threaten or take from me that could break me.”
“Even when he left, he never left me. He simply went to find a better way of being. I was afraid that if he didn’t need me, he’d leave me behind. But he chose me. Even when I fucked up, he chose me when there was someone better. And here he is choosing me again, declaration and all, because he wants me. Because he thinks I’m his good thing.”
“Joy is not betrayal. Joy is not denial. Joy is fuel. Joy is resistance.”
“I think it’s just that it’s him. He’s fucking perfect. For me. My good thing. My chosen everything.”
“Their side can spin narratives. They can amplify stupid conspiracies and lies. They can use illegal tactics to bully and expose our secrets. But they can’t manufacture what we have. Because what we have is truth. And love. And love always wins.”
“The best thing that ever happened to me came from the worst,” I say. “In the form of a boy not much older than me. I loved him. I loved him then, and I love him now.” (Crying😭😭)
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | Love finds a way, even when every reason says it shouldn’t.
Say It Again is the second book in Rebecca Rathe’s Lest Is Moore series, and while it’s definitely a slower burn than the first book, it makes perfect sense for the story being told. The relationship is taboo, and one of the MMCs spends a long time wrestling with what his heart wants versus what his head tells him is right. Because of that, the romance takes its time, but once Will and Ari finally let themselves fall, they fall completely. Every bit of the waiting pays off.
I absolutely loved Will and Ari together. Their chemistry felt genuine, and when the emotional walls finally came down, their relationship was incredibly rewarding to watch develop.
One of my favorite parts of this series continues to be the cast of characters surrounding the main couple. We get plenty of Jesse and Luc in this book, which made me so happy because I adored their story. Their relationship is still one of the sweetest parts of the series, and every scene with them reminded me why I fell in love with their book.
Rebecca Rathe has also done a fantastic job planting seeds for future stories. I’m really curious how Scott and Naz’s book is going to work since we already know they’re together. The same goes for Emmy and Blake, I assume they’ll get a book eventually, and I’m excited to see how their story unfolds. I’d also love to see AJ finally get Shawna. Watching him completely lose his composure around her is adorable. Even though I almost exclusively read MM romance, I’d absolutely pick up their book. And while we’re making wishes, I’d love stories for Alonso and Dez and maybe even Julien, too. There are so many characters here with great potential, and I’m excited to see where this series goes next.
I’ve seen several reviews criticizing the political commentary throughout the series, but I actually loved that aspect. Authors have platforms, and I appreciate when they choose to use them to speak about issues they care about. Rebecca does it thoughtfully, and it never took away from the story for me. In fact, the tour at the end immediately reminded me of the way Dropkick Murphys have used their concerts and their voices to stand up for what they believe in. I thought it was a powerful parallel and a fitting way to close the book.
If you enjoy slow-burn romances with emotional payoff, memorable side characters, and a series that feels like it’s building toward something much bigger, Lest Is Moore continues to deliver. I’m already looking forward to the rest of the series.
If you love Rockstars, stepbrothers and angst, you NEED to read this book!
It felt so good to dive back into the Lest is Moore series. I had the privilege of ARC reading Remember My Name and I completely fell in love with Jesse & Luc. Fortunately for her readers, Rebecca has this tricky way of making you fall in love with her side characters and go feral for their stories. I’ve been looking forward to Will & Ari’s story since they were first introduced in Remember My Name.
Ari & Will become foster brothers at age 8/10. Their foster parents are not good people which causes Will to become Ari’s protector. As they grow older and become band members, their relationship develops into something more. If you love pining/angst and the codependency trope, you will go feral for these two.
The connections, especially the hotel scene (IYKYK) playing out in books 1 and 2 had my jaw dropping. The political undertones were more significant in this book than the previous book. I really appreciated the difference in perspectives from the characters. Overall, I absolutely loved Ari & Will. These sweet babies deserve their HEA and I cannot wait for Naz & Scott’s story.
Tropes: Rockstars/bandmates, forbidden, foster brothers, codependency, possessive, hurt/comfort, angst, ‘it’s always been you’, slow burn, found family
A few of my favorite quotes:
Because if this is what it takes to comfort him, to keep him safe from the demons that haunt him, then that’s just what it is. There’s nothing I won’t give to Ari to protect and care for him.-Will
“Say it again?” He whispers low against the hollow of my throat. “I’m here, Ari. You’re not alone. I’m here.”-Ari & Will
Starving for something that’s been building for half our lives. Something that would cross every line. Something that could ruin all of us.-Will
You don’t love me, you love the scars The parts of me that never ask for more You pull me close just to push me back I’m everything you want—except that-Ari
♾️⭐️ Well, Rebecca Rathe does it again with another outstanding book. Will and Ari‘s story is a complicated one where they are foster brothers who have been in each other‘s lives since they were children. Will has always been Ari‘s protector because he had a very traumatic past and from very early on Will has been the one to be there to calm him and look out for him. As they’ve grown, lines have become blurred with Ari becoming super dependent on Will but also being desperately in love with him. Will is seeming unaware of it but deep down as time has gone on he realises that his possessiveness is because he desperately wants Ari too. This book will bring you high and and lows with some really heart in your throat moments! I admit I might of had a knot in the middle of my chest desperately hoping that these two get their act together for the first 50% and then blubbered like an actual looney toon is my besties DMs. This was an absolutely beautiful story of two people who ultimately shouldn’t be together because of what society says, but cannot help but do it anyway because their love runs so deep. And when it finally happens??? Jeez, it was perfection! The character growth from both Will and Ari was incredible- with Ari addressing his co-dependency on Will and taking time away, and with Will choosing to seek out therapy ti confront and understand his feelings. This book couldn’t have been more satisfying to see the side characters I was so desperate for from book one come to fruition- and for them to completely meet of my expectations and then some! I dare say this could be my ultimate favourite of Rebecca’s books but then Naz and Scott are coming next so I could be wrong! Incredible!
I read Say It Again by @rebeccaratheauthor which is the second book in the Lest is Moore series. After reading Remember My Name, I was curious about band mates and foster brothers Ari and Will and their relationship, you definitely felt there was more going on than meets to eye!
This book gives glimpses into the past to build their history and how they got to the current place in their relationship and spans the length of Remember My Name, with a small amount of additional time at the end.
This is a rockstar/bandmates/foster brothers romance and this book brings the angst for the first half of the book. Both Ari and Will entered in foster care as children and my heart ached from the very first chapter learning what they, and especially Ari had been through. Ari was such a beautiful soul, I definitely see why Will wants to do everything to protect him.
There was so much pinning and yearning and longing and you could feel their connection. They were both very codependent and Will was extremely possessive of Ari, to a point where it begins to negatively impact their relationship.
I did spend time flipping between understanding where Will was coming from and just wanting to sit him down and admit what was right in front of him. His hesitation and concerns were valid, the lines were blurred because to the world they are brothers, though that is definitely not the case.
Ari makes the tough decision to put himself first and work on his mental health, in turn Will is able to step back and then seek the support he needed. I loved the way they worked on their relationship before taking things further, made their relationship that much stronger.
I love the found family in this book and the glismpse we get into Naz’s story (who we will see in book three). This book is so relevant to the current political climate and I enjoyed that they stood up for their convictions. I cannot wait for the next one!
So. This book takes place during the exact same timeframe as the first book, so if you've read Jesse and Luc's story, be prepared to see a lot of those events play out again. Unfortunately, the alternate perspective didn't really add much for me. I often felt like I was rewatching a season of a show I'd already finished. Sometimes that's fun and like comforting, but here it just bored me a bit.
I picked this book up for Ari and Will, but somehow I still felt like I was reading Jesse and Luc's book half the time. Or Blake's or Naz's stories which I hope we will get in the future. But respectfully, where are my boys?
What we did get was a lot of miscommunication. And more miscommunication. And then, just to spice things up, even more miscommunication. Or no communication at all. We were running on a treadmill: lots of movement, but not actually getting anywhere. Dudes, please. Use your fucking words!
The biggest thing missing for me was really understanding *why* these two are in love. I could absolutely see the emotional connection and the way they supported each other through difficult situations, but I a lot of their bond was built on shared trauma and I wanted more scenes of them just being together, making each other laugh, discovering little things about each other, falling in love, and giving me reasons to root for them beyond the angst. I just wanted the romance to romance more.
That said, the book is well written and despite my frustrations, I kept turning the pages because I genuinely liked Ari and Will (even though Will frustrated me a lot, too) and wanted them to figure it out. The political aspects didn't bother me at all.
Overall: a bit disappointed but I'm invested enough to want the next book, so clearly Rebecca Rathe did something right.