The Black Parade

After the Dust #1

by Ilana Lindsey

As billions die from an apocalyptic cloud of polluted dust, David—a climate activist in a previous life—is holed up in an abandoned hospital in London offering a cure to anyone who needs it. Months earlier he escaped from a rogue government scientist whose illegal experimentation gave David two unasked for gifts: the ability to cure people with his blood and a locked collar around his neck. When Lysander, the sheltered son of an aristocrat, arrives and begs David to save his mother’s life, David has to try. Together, the two young men begin a journey across the UK toward an island community they hope will provide food and shelter.

Lysander struggles, longing for the security he took for granted before society crashed. He despairs over David’s hero complex and tendency to lead them both into danger. David is torn between protecting Lysander and the guilt that drives him to use his power to save the dying. Their clashing personalities, values, and ideas of what safety looks like, are woven together with an irresistible attraction that grows into something deeper. As they face the elements, other survivors, and a government desperately trying to reassert control, David and Lysander’s greatest challenge becomes staying together while fate conspires to rip them apart.

Genres: Adult, Dystopia, LGBT, M M Romance, Science Fiction, Horror, Queer

382 pages, Kindle Edition

First published April 28, 2026

Reviews

[The Reading Frog · Rating 5 out of 5]

Thank you to Ilana M. Lindsey, NineStar Press & NetGalley for this free ARC in exchange for my honest review

Rating: 4.75/5 ⭐
Re-readability: Absolutely, will re-read before the sequel comes out
CW: Explicit Description of corpses, parental loss, grief, suicidal ideation, sexually explicit content, death, violence, trauma responses to implied past SA.
Moderate Murder, institutional mistreatment and abuse, confinement/incarceration, kidnapping/abduction, involuntary drugging, blood, syringes, medical procedures, suicide(s), loss of multiple loved ones, homophobia, dissociation, xenophobia, antisemitism, racism, arson, self-harm, injury to an animal, grief, implied past (C)SA, implied past non-con.
Mild Mention of suicide, injury description, mention of concentration camps, endangerment of an infant, panic attack, derealization, mention of mental illness, mention of bullying, weed/alcohol, mention of self-harm (scars), mention of drugs.
My chosen soundtrack: A Quick One Before the Eternal Worm Devours Appalachia - Lizard in the Spring
Release date: Expected 28 Apr 26

Pre-order this book, y'all.
It exceeded my expectations, and I highly recommend it! Also, I like the review I've written, but honestly, just go in blind as I did.

How many fragile old men had died like this? How many people? Billions dead, and Lysander couldn’t hold it in his mind. They’d done it. They’d broken the world. It was all gone, ruined, with nothing left but to die of starvation or skin cancer or murder. He wanted to go back. He wanted things back to how they’d been, with music and running water and pizza delivery, and even Humphreys shoving Lysander’s head down the toilet and Father threatening to stop paying his school tuition and the horrible prime minister and wretched mornings after clubbing, and Mum holding him tight, her fingers in his hair, telling him it would be all right. It was all going to be all right.

Representation
╰┈➤ Queer/Gay MC, Lysander
╰┈➤ Queer/Questioning/Bi MC, David
╰┈➤ Jewish MC, David
╰┈➤ Mental health representation, both David and Lysander seem to deal with PTSD symptoms. Unspecified, but flashbacks and David's inner thoughts imply his mother was mentally ill.
╰┈➤ Autistic BGC, Rupert
╰┈➤ Asian BGC, Sunita (her family was Sikh)
╰┈➤ BIPOC BGC, towards the end of the book, a diverse group of characters is introduced. They didn't have a big presence in this specific book, but it's somewhat implied that they'll be big characters in the next one.

Themes
Dystopia, (post)apocalypse, survival, loss of civilized society, the uglyness of humankind, fighting for scraps, corrupt government, privilege or the lack thereof, altruism vs selfishness, ethical dillemas, being forced to make certain choices, politics, activism, extremism, radicalism, morality, propaganda, climate change, pollution, grief, senseless destruction, survivors guilt, shame, guilt, choice/agency or the lack thereof.

What I liked
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ I want to start this segment by highlighting the fact that even though I think this book is amazingly written, it is quite dark. There is a lot of discourse on heavy themes, as well as POVs that take us along in their intense emotions/trauma responses. This book doesn't glorify or diminish these topics, but they are not easy to read. Please take care of yourself and read the CWs if you think you might need them.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ I somehow went into this thinking it was ya, and I can now confidently say it's definitely not ya. Which I honestly appreciate regarding the themes this book explores.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ I like how the book starts with an immediate high-stakes situation, which makes it easy to immerse.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ The writing style is very character-driven and introspective, which I really enjoyed. The plot is just as interesting, though, so don't worry!
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ I LOVE stories that explore the many facets of humanity and ethical dillemas through dystopia/(post)apocalyptic story telling.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ The trope of an escaped lab experiment will always hit!
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Discourse on who deserves to live in the eyes of the ruling class. How racism, ableism, xenophobia, queerphobia, and any other form of discrimination against marginalized groups would, unfortunately, play a big part in how a corrupt government will proceed. As well as how those who are privileged in such situations might regard those deemed 'not viable' or worthy of life, or not act up for what's right to save their own skin. Which, unfortunately, feels realistic to me when looking at our current ruling class. I fully agree with David's sentiment on this aspect:

David wasn’t surprised at the depth of the government’s betrayal, but the knowledge of what human beings were willing to do to one another still made him soul-sick.

‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ In addition to my last point, the author does a good job exploring propaganda, fake news to influence the masses, and the selfishness and cruelty that hides behind politics.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Discourse on privilege and intersectionality, in this case specifically the way David is 'viable'-passing, which is an aspect that Elias explicitly exploits. As well as how being queer influences Lysander's privilege, regardless of being white and having a rich father.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Altruism/kindness vs selfishness/self-protection is a HUGE theme in this book. There is a discovery arc there about how kindness or heroics aren't automatically rewarded in this world, and needing to understand that believing in kindness isn't the same as actually being surrounded by kindness. Not everyone can be trusted, and this is a hard but very needed lesson to learn.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ It's a dual POV, so we get the inner thoughts of both our MCs, which is great!
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Discourse on activism and being forced to use the language of the oppressor because peaceful protests are ignored, it also discusses innocent bystanders in such situations. The book doesn't necessarily glorify or demonize these aspects of activism; it's just something that is explored with nuance. Highlighting rights and wrongs on a variety of scales of political views and actions. Which is something this author does a lot. There is a lot of grey area being examined in this book.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ It asks the question: "Does the goal justify the means?" on multiple levels and through multiple themes.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Lots of exploration of ethical and moral dilemmas. Like, who deserves to live, who deserves the antidote? Is one life more important than the other? And, is it even ethical for someone to decide on an answer to these questions? I love how it also explores the lack of consent when it comes to choosing for someone to live regardless of their own opinions on either the antidote or death.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Discourse on (performative) activism, radicalism, and extremism, and how being able to afford idealism can be a privilege on its own.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Elias is a very compelling character. Yes, he is horrible, but we can understand where his motivations come from. His execution is insane, though. I especially love how the author explores this by making David and Elias have some common ground where they sometimes agree on certain topics, even having Elias's past mirror David's present. Elias is almost what an extremely radicalized David could be. Regardless, that man made me extremely angry, and I need him to get what's coming to him in the second book.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Chapter 7 killed me and my tear ducts.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ If you like meet-ugly, reluctant ally type vibes, you will enjoy the MCs' dynamic
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Discourse on always wanting to do the right thing, being a hero, regardless of whether people even want that help, and how helping without consent is problematic in its own right. How sometimes these actions are not good for goodness sake, but to feel better about oneself.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ It doesn't get explicit, but especially if you relate to it, it's easy to notice that Lysander deals with some trauma responses to SA. I personally felt it was really well written, but because we really go along with Lysander's feelings and bodily responses, as well as quite intense negative feelings about himself and problematic views on sex as a tool/bargaining chip, this might be triggering to some. So once again, please take care of yourself while reading this.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ I wasn't shocked, but definitely intrigued by the reveal that preparations for this genocide had been going on for years before the outbreak. It's something that, unfortunately, feels realistic to me. I hope we get to explore this theme more throughout the second book.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Our MCs are both flawed without making them less lovable. They both go through interesting character arcs as well as an intriguing development of their dynamic.

He’d done terrible things himself. Maybe everything he’d been through had warped his moral compass. The line between right and wrong grew harder to pinpoint after living through a genocide

‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ The Last few percent of this book DESTROYED me. I was stressed the fuck out, crying, and speedreading because I just needed to know what happened next. One of my notes is as follows (warning, major spoiler) "They fucking killed Patty??!! I'm gonna puke!!!!!" So yeah, this book had me huffing and puffing.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Sunita POV at the end???!!!! Hell yeah
‎ ‎ ‎ ✧ Amazing set-up for the next book. The only thing I'm mad/sad about is that I'll have to wait for it.

What I didn't like/felt lackluster about
‎ ‎ ‎ ✦ I found some of the interactions between David and Gardenia to be uncomfortable.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✦ There were some problematic things that were slightly addressed in this book, but I hope they get addressed more in the second book. I never mind books exploring problematic themes, but I do think they need to be properly discussed in a way that doesn't glorify. I can't put my finger on the specifics, but there was something in the dynamic between Lysander and David that rubbed me the wrong way. Specifically, David's anger when focused or expressed towards Lain, Lain physically hurting David at times, as well as Lain's obvious complex relationship with intimacy that I feel deserves a conversation between the MCs. They brought some of these aspects up themselves and acknowledged that it is problematic, but somehow it doesn't feel fully concluded to me yet. I do feel like I can't fully judge this because I think it's likely to be explored more in the next book.
‎ ‎ ‎ ✦ David's father.... when I catch you.... (not a complaint really, I just hate that man)

Conclusion/Notes
This author shines when it comes to exploring ethical dilemmas, morality, grey areas, and nuance. Humans and society are flawed and can be cruel, and Ilana Lindsey doesn't shy away from highlighting this aspect. She showcases the corruption hidden beneath political campaigns and society by putting the world in a high-stakes environment that exposes the hate, bigotry, and supremacy that reflect our reality. Her commentary is intersectional, realistic, and believable. 'Good' characters have flaws, and 'evil' characters have their reasons. I don't have the specific words that could describe the amazing complexity of this book, but it definitely felt extremely human.

Even though the focus on humanity was the showstealer for me, I also really enjoyed the complex dynamic between our MCs as well as their personal struggles and relationships with other characters and the people they come across on their journey. Every encounter results in new perspectives, new questions, and new answers. Every part of the plot is hugely impactful on the character arcs. Which is why I loved it. An interesting, intriguing plot and well-layered characters that feel real and relatable? Yeah, this was amazing, and I thoroughly enjoyed reading this.

Can't wait for the sequel!

Some things I would love to see in the next book (Major spoilers)
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ I hope Lysander's father is in the same bunker as David. (Idk, I'm just interested in any way our MCs could come across that man)
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ Sunita, Lysander team-up!!! This will definitely result in some interesting conversations and dynamics.
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ Further introduction of the escaped characters, I'm hoping for some found-family vibes.
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ David, being the hero all the time, must be exhausting. I'd forgive you if you were to enter your villain era. (I highkey encourage it, crash out, David, you're valid)
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ I need Elias to get what's coming to him!!!
‎ ‎ ‎ ➣ Oh, also, I'm extremely scared that this is going to be foreshadowing:

“You can’t ever do that to me,” he said. “I don’t care what the situation is. You can’t do…anything if I ask you not to.”“I know. I never would. Never.”“Even if I was dying?”David raised an eyebrow. “In this situation, you’re dying, and I can save you, but you’ve told me not to?”“Yes.”

In some ways, this book reminded me a little of The Marrow Thieves , which was a 5-star read for me, so a great association. Check it out if you loved this one.

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[Horror Sickness · Rating 4 out of 5]

The dust was released on purpose to wipe out the world population. Only the chosen ones (mostly we are talking here about rich white straight couples) got an antidote and can continue to live happily in a bunker and wait for the rest of the world to die a slow death after being infected. An interesting conversation on who deserves to live and who decides that.

Our main character is Lysander. He is gay and should not have received the antidote but his father made sure he got it before abandoning him. It is probably the only good thing he has done for his son. However he was not kind enough to also give the antidote to Lysander’s mom.

One day while Lysander is looking for food and medicine to take care of his mom, he meets David. David is a climate activist and someone trying to help the infected.

Together this very unlikely pair will face the world looking for a refuge and a base where they can live with others that have some supplies.

A book that reminded me of All That’s Left In The World, which is one of my favorite dystopian/post-apocalyptic books. A unique love story, tragic moments and survival.

This will remind you about what it means to be human, what we live for and what truly matters when shit hits the fan. Who can you trust? What would you do to survive?

It is a dark book that discusses pretty heavy themes and it is really well written. A very important book to read with delicate and relevant topics that sadly they sometimes feel more reality than fiction.

[Quilted.reads · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was my first book by this author and it definitely won’t be my last.It’s set in this super bleak, end of the world scenario where a toxic dust cloud is basically wiping out humanity. David who used to be a climate activist, is hiding out in an abandoned hospital in London and using his blood which can somehow cure people to help whoever he can. But it comes at a cost, and he’s also on the run from the people who experimented on him. Then Lysander shows up, this very sheltered, rich kid type who just wants to save his mom, and the two of them end up traveling across the UK together hoping to find somewhere safe to survive.I really loved the dynamic between them. David is very much “save everyone even if it destroys me” and Lysander just wants safety and stability.The survival aspect, the tension, the relationship it all worked for me. I was stressed for them the whole time lol. Definitely one of those dystopian reads that sticks with you a bit after finishing.

[Joyfully Jay · Rating 5 out of 5]

A Joyfully Jay review.

4.75 stars

The Black Parade is a near-future dystopian novel set in England from author Ilana Lindsey. Our two leads should have been embarking on a journey into adulthood and, instead, they’re dealing with two kinds of human-induced end times–the irreversible, irrevocable fact that the earth is dying and the global effort to commit mass genocide in the hopes that a select few can survive. David and Lysander are lucky to be alive, as their religion and sexuality respectively would otherwise have left them vulnerable, but how they became immune to the disease shapes how they view what’s left of human society and what to do about it. This story explores their reaction to the new status quo and to learning to trust one another.

David and Lysander are both compelling and tragic and just trying to survive. That survival is only partly the physical struggle of staying alive; it’s also coming to terms with who they’re struggling with and what it means when they want different things.

Read Camille’s review in its entirety here.

[Charles · Rating 5 out of 5]

I received an e-ARC and am giving my honest review. Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for this opportunity!

This book feels incredibly important in today's society especially, and I am ecstatic to see this be released so others can experience it too.

Something that I can't get over is how this book somehow forces the reader back to a middle-ground between Lysander and David's perspectives. Especially with how we've been through something like what is happening in this book. Not exact, obviously, but a pandemic nonetheless. As a reader, you come to understand both points of view. Especially with how we see the differences in how they've each experienced the pandemic thus far. Lysander having the antidote, yes, but that being it. He is allowed the very basic necessity: survival. The rest, his father has left up to him and his mother, who has a very short time left due to not getting the antidote and being sick. But that doesn't mean he is not lucky in gaining that antidote, just that it isn't black and white when it comes to the affluent (or seemingly so). And because of Lysander's schooling, which is because of his absent father, he has experienced a different set of facts and news about the Dust, he's been fed the true "fake news" in this story. While David has not only seen it all first hand, but he has been told the truth of the sickness.

Now, because this is a dual-POV between the two, we see their understandings and feelings towards the situations based off their own experiences both in the past and now. In doing so, Ilana Lindsey is able to create a narrative that lets the reader empathize with them both without creating any sort of pity to the government or the true villains of the story. It makes the story human without giving in to any sort of propaganda or letting the bad guys garner any sort of positive feelings. It is solely about the HUMAN experience and what it means for civilians, not about humanizing the oppressors. This alone made me feel so much respect towards the author.

Despite these kinds of dystopian novels sometimes feeling a bit repetitive, I never felt that way when reading. Each situation Lysander and David found themselves in felt new and different from the past. It consistently worked well, along with their relationship. I often struggle with characters who are romance-averse, like Lysander, but then end up in a relationship, but this plot felt very natural and realistic in dealing with that aspect. We're able to see what Lysander is mentally battling, while simultaneously understanding that he is throwing mixed signals. I just can't compliment the use of dual-POVs enough for this book. It was absolutely brilliantly written and utilized.

Despite being a dystopian pandemic novel, there are no zombies. And it certainly doesn't need them, either.

Be aware of content warnings when going into this book, but the content is very tastefully written. This is the kind of novel that people truly need to read. In adding a character who is deeper in the somewhat "hypnosis" the government supplies with fake news and the truth of the world, it forces the reader to think about their own life in a way that is incredibly necessary. It brings a new perspective that is often not included in dystopian novels, but this novel proves its necessity. It does not shy away from the nitty gritty, yet doesn't turn the story into one filled with triggering content and horrific imagery. The relationship between the two main characters is very well done and convincing despite both of their own issues. It explores empathy and understanding between social classes without giving up the narrative against the oppressors. I can't recommend this book enough.

I'd recommend this book for fans of: The Last of Us, Infinity Train: Book 3, Indigent by Briana Cox, The Girl with All the Gifts

[Laura · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Black Parade by Ilana M. Lindsey

Thank you to NetGalley, Ilana Lindsey, and NineStar Press for the Arc.

Rating: 4.5/5 stars

-MM Romance
-apocalypse
-epidemic/pandemic
-social issues
-trauma and mental health
-healing

This review will contain possible spoilers.

The first thing that caught my attention right off the bat was the title of the book. I saw "The Black Parade" and instantly thought of My Chemical Romance. My younger emo self was so happy when I read the nod to My Chemical Romance. The title and cover might be what caught my attention and drew me in, but the writing and story had me hooked from the start.

The story takes place during an apocalyptic event, a sickness, that is running rampant and killing off a lot of people. Society has crumbled fast. It is called the dust. For those who didn't get vaccine/antidote they have an allergic reaction, a rash/sickness that spreads and those who get it end up dying. This book has The Last of Us or The Walking Dead vibes but without the monsters. It shows us what humans are willing to do to survive and for those they love. The true horror part of this story is humans are capable of being monsters all on their own. No need for zombies. It tackles dark themes, so check and know your triggers.

The two main characters are Lysander and David. From two completely different backgrounds but find themselves depending on one another for survival. At the beginning of the book Lysander is looking for a cure or something to help his mother who has gotten sick. He was given a shot so he can survive but his mother was denied one. He is desperate to save her which leads him to the hospital were he meets David who supposedly holds the cure in his blood. David promises Lysanders mother that he will take care of him and he keeps that promise. As their journey progresses with the hardships for survival they form a strong bond which turns romantic. Even though this story has a lot of dark parts and doesn't shy away from trauma and social injustice, at the heart of this story is love.

I really enjoyed this book and I am grateful that I was able to read it before it officially comes out. Pre-order this book! I really wish that there will eventually be a physical copy. I can't wait to see what happens with Lysander and David, that cliff hanger at the end really got me!

Thank you again to NetGalley!

[Nicole Veldman · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was like The Last of Us but without the monsters 👀

What's it about?
Billions died from an apocalyptic cloud of polluted dust and there are not many people left. David was kidnapped by a rogue government scientist whose illegal experimentation made him immune and his blood became the cure.
Lysander got an antidote thanks to his rich father. His mother didn't get so lucky so he finds David and begs him to save her. Together, the two young men begin a journey across the UK toward an island community they hope will provide food and shelter. David is torn between protecting Lysander and the guilt that drives him to use his power to save the dying.

My thoughts?
I absolutely loved this book!! The vibes, characters, plotline? Everything was so good. Lysander and David aren't always likeable or made the right choices but that made it so much more realistic. And their banter was everything. They aren't the enemies to lovers trope but still annoyed each other and and didn't sweep that under the rug. I loved how they slowly started to get to know and appreciate each other.

On their journey they come across different places and people. Not everyone has the right intentions, of course. That made it exciting and delivered the right amount of tension. It wasn't exactly scary, but you'll still worry about them and hope they'll survive. Because even if they can't get sick, there are still a lot of other dangers out there 🫣

The backstory was also really interesting. However, I'd hoped to read more of David's experiences. But maybe there will be more in the next book 👀 Because omg that ending... I don't think I can wait for so long for part 2 😭

You'd love this if you're into queer post-apocalyptic books 🫶🏼

[popbeyin · Rating 5 out of 5]

Lindsey’in ilk kitabı olan The Black Parade insan yapımı bir salgının pençesindeki dünyada hayatta kalmaya çalışan Lysander ve David’i anlatıyor. İngiltere’de geçen distopyada sınıf farkları ana temalardan biri olarak ele alınmış. “Değerli” görülenlerin salgından paçayı sıyırdığı, “istenmeyenlerin” ise ölüme terk edildiği acımasız bir düzeni tarifliyor. Bir aristokratın “istenmeyen” gey oğlu Lysander, annesini iyileştirmek için çare ararken, insanları iyileştirdiği söylenen David ile karşılaşıyor. İklim aktivisti David ise bir protesto sırasında yakalanmış ve motivasyonu şaibeli bir bilim adamı tarafından Yahudi, yani “istenmeyen” olduğu için gizli yürütülen bir deneye zorla dahil edilmiş.

David ve Lysander, bu post-apokaliptik düzende, karakterlerinin güçlü ve zayıf taraflarıyla sınanıyorlar. David’in aktivist kimliğinden gelen sorumluluk hissi, istemeden kendisine yüklenen “şifacı” rolüyle ağır bir yük haline geliyor. Başlarına iş açtığı gibi, etik ikilemler de yaratıyor. Yetiştiği korunaklı ortamda en yakınları tarafından mağdur edilen Lysander ise geride bıraktığı konforu tekrar bulmak istiyor. Her iki karakterin de ahlaken gri yönleri bulunuyor ve hikâyeyi çok daha ilgi çekici kılıyor. Hikaye aksiyon yerine karakterlerin iç dünyasına yoğunlaşıyor. Ara ara durağan hissettirebilir ama beni yerimde doğrultan, nefesimi tutarak okuduğum pek çok an oldu. Özellikle son bölüm, ikinci kitap için güçlü bir merak duygusu uyandırıyor. Gelişen aşk ilişkisini ise merkezde konumlandırmıyorum. Karakterlerin yolculuğunun bir çok bileşeninden biri olarak yorumladım. David ve Lysander’ın birbirleriyle ve kendileriyle halletmeleri gereken çok mesele var. Ama ikinci kitapta belki aşk daha merkeze gelebilir.

Kitabı sabah işe giderken bitirmiştim. Gün içinde kendimi akşam olsa da, David ve Lysander’ı okusam diye düşünürken buldum ve bitirdiğimi hatırlayınca üzüldüm. 🥲 Yazarı kendisine bağlayan karakterleri için tebrik etmek lazım.

[Jo B · Rating 5 out of 5]

I need the rest of this trilogy immediately. I’m going to be thinking about this every day until those next two books are released.

Such an interesting premise - almost 28 Days Later meets The Road by way of a queer rom com?

I like these characters so much. Although I do wish that we spent more time with them before Lysander’s mom dies so that it held more emotional weight and so David’s promise and his thinking of Lysander as “his” had more of a foundation. But I pretty quickly forget about how fast that felt like it happened because I just loved them together.

The side characters are all so well portrayed too. The mistrust that the characters in the book all have of each other was so easily passed on to the reader - I felt their anxiety in the pit of my own stomach every time they had to size up a stranger they’d come across.

There are also really beautiful moments that show how mundane and constant grief is - even in the face of apocalypse. Lysander’s quiet devastation of never hearing an ice cream truck again had me on the verge of tears. Sometimes the tiny griefs pile up to hurt just as much as the large ones.

Thank you so much to NetGalley and NineStar Press for this eARC. And thank you to the author - I can offer you gallons of coffee if it would help fuel the writing of the rest of this trilogy!

[Ayra · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.25 ⭐️

This was so different than anything I’ve read. It’s giving Covid amplified to the extreme that leads to the apocalypse. The writing was really great and I felt immersed in the story the entire time.

David was a monster. Sorry not sorry. I hated this man and his god complex about EVERYTHING. The fact that he continued to put Lysander and himself in danger to give people the cure made me so mad because oh guess what! It turned out bad EVERY SINGLE TIME. I was so mad when he gave the cure to the one person that admittedly didn’t want it. He crossed a huge line there and while I already didn’t like him before, I hated him now. His self righteousness and judgement of higher class people was so annoying, especially his political rants.

Lysander was a little cutie. He was mamas boy that got caught up with David and I felt sorry for him. I didn’t really see any chemistry between David and Lysander and it felt very “you’re the last person alive so I like you” vibe. I felt like poor Lysander was dragged along with whatever David wanted and it annoyed me to no end.

Overall the ending was really interesting! I am excited to see where the next book goes and get more in-depth about what happened in the past for both main characters. The writing was super good and I think this has a lot of potential as a series.

Thank you to NetGalley for a copy of this arc!

[Liz · Rating 5 out of 5]

The world is reeling from the release of a manmade virus, which the upper echelons of society are hoping will enable them to remake society in a way they see fit (even if this apparently means living in bunkers).

Lysander was given the cure by his aristocratic dad, who didn't extend the same favour to his ex-wife, Lysander's mother. Following a rumoured cure, Lye bumps into David, who it turns out does have the cure... in his own blood.

David has his own traumatic past, including, but not limited to, abusive parentage, having endured looming anti-semitism his entire life - oh, and being held prisoner by an evil scientist who decided to experiment on him (shades of Nazi Germany, of course). Which is why he can now cure the virus with his blood.

Deciding there's nothing for them in London, this odd couple journey north through a devastated country. This is only book 1, but it brings things to an interesting conclusion that will have most readers looking forward to the sequel, which I hope is out soon!

Things I particularly enjoyed:

The lovely name doubling of Lysander (high romance, Shakespeare)/Lye (caustic soda).
The ending, especially the appearance of a certain named character linked to David's past.
Patty, probably the character in the book who felt the most real, to me.

[Adrianna Heaney-velu · Rating 4 out of 5]

“The Black Parade,” by Ilana M. Lindsey

The backdrop is an epidemic, the story doesn’t just focus on survival — it digs deep into the emotional and societal impact, especially around race, identity, and how people are treated in crisis. A MM relationship that’s complicated, messy, and very human. There’s a lot of internal struggles, especially with self-worth, shame, and identity. The characters aren’t easy to read about sometimes, but that’s kind of the point. The book also touches on some really dark themes, including self-harm and past abuse, and it doesn’t shy away from how those experiences shape the characters. What stood out most to me was how emotionally honest it felt. It doesn’t offer easy answers or clean resolutions — it just lets the characters exist in their pain, growth, and complicated relationships.

4 out of 5 stars. It was powerful and thought-provoking, but definitely a heavy read that isn’t always easy to sit with.

-MM Romance
-Epidemic Setting
-Race & Social Issues
-Emotional / Psychological
-Trauma & Healing

Thank you for the ARC, Netgalley.

[R · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book begins with a man made virus that kills most of the world population. There is an antidote but it is only given to a select (read desirable) few. Lysander is given the antidote but his mother is not. In an effort to save her he seeks out David who is reputed to have a cure. When his mother passes he decides to follow David to find his brother.

David’s story is particularly grim and plays out across the whole book. His “gift” is both his curse and probable salvation. Lysander’s story is also fairly grim in a different way. They begin a trek that is dangerous but brings them closer to each other. Meeting good and evil along the way.

I felt both young men grew exponentially in a short period of time. Even though their situation was dire they still managed to find an amount of joy with each other.

As with most reviews the secret is to give a potential reader enough interest in the story to read the book but not give away the whole plot. The story is gloomy, it’s not happy read , and contains some wicked social commentary.

Review Copy requested and reviewed on behalf of OMGReads.

[Niki.reads.rainbow · Rating 3 out of 5]

The Black Parade is the first book in After the Dust series.

This is a dystopic series that focuses on two boys, who’re trying to survive in the world, where an illness called “dust” was spread basically by a group of rich white people to wipe out bipoc and gay people.

Lysander finds David trying to save his mother, and they eventually end up travelling together. They often clashed with their different views, which I consider as a positive thing, because it gives the reader to think about what their decision would be.

I like the whole dystopian setting, and the moral questions this book poses.

I was debating what my rating should be. I eventually settled on 3*.

Tbh I’m not a fan of the romance between Lysander and David. Yeah, opposites attract, but I didn’t feel much chemistry between them, and sometimes felt like the intimate scenes were kind of used to settle the fights between them. Maybe it’s just me.

I would recommend this series to anyone, who’s looking for a queer dystopian story.

[June Gemmell · Rating 5 out of 5]

A polluted dust cloud has poisoned the earth and David and Lysander must find a safe place, but they both have different ideas about where this might be.

I love Ilana Lindsey's writing! A skilled writer, she knows how to keep the plot rolling along, how to hook you in and keep you up reading LONG after you should have gone to bed! The two main protagonists are so well described you become totally immersed in them and their story, and I found that I really cared about the outcome of their journey, both geographically and emotionally. The supporting characters are all superbly drawn, they feel so real, so believable and Ilana's attention to detail is perfect.

The book touches on a number of themes - love, belonging, privilege, survival and Ilana deals with each one deftly, cleverly, sensitively.

The ending is extremely carefully crafted, then you realise with delight that the story is not finished. The Black Parade is number one in a trilogy and I cannot wait to read the next one.

[LA Hamilton · Rating 5 out of 5]

ARC received.

The Black Parade is m/m love story set in a post-apocalyptic UK. It's part of a trilogy with an eventual HEA.

I adored this book, and now I'm sad that I have to wait to find out the rest of Lysander and David's story.

The romance was really tender and beautifully woven with the horrors of an all-too-realistic apocalyptic event. I was invested from the first chapters. Lysander and David (and every other character I met) leapt off the page. I loved the writing style, and found both the romance and the horror equally compelling. I stayed up way past my bedtime to finish, and the ending was chef's kiss.

The Black Parade is reminiscent of The Walking Dead and All That's Left in the World. As I was reading, I was reminded that no matter what the apocalyptic event...people are always the bad guys. And love finds a way.

[Genevieve Marenghi · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is not my usual go-to genre, but a friend recommended The Black Parade and I'm so grateful, as Lindsey had me hooked from the all too plausible opening scene. I even missed my stop on the train, because I was so immersed in David and Lysanders' nightmarish, post-apocalyptic journey north from London.

Like watching a gripping TV series, I found myself almost not wanting to 'watch', aka read on, as they encounter certain characters along the way. The chapter at the Brent Cross Shopping Centre stayed with me. Lindsey's prose is so effortlessly compelling and she skilfully uses POV switches between the two protagonists to drive the plot forward. The growing intensity, both physically and emotionally, between them swept me up and I also enjoyed their dark humour bants. (Very British and entirely believable.)

My only complaint is when is the sequel coming? I WANT TO READ IT NOW!

[Kareena · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow, this book hit me way too hard. Ilana Lindsey does an amazing job combining the large overarching themes in intimately personal ways. Lysander and David are incredibly human and relatable. The world is well thought out and the inability to determine who's in the right makes each decision that much more difficult. The twist at the end makes me desperate for the next book.

More detailed review to come closer to pub date.
Thank you Netgalley and Ninestar Press for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.

[Ruth Day · Rating 5 out of 5]

What I loved about this book: 
-Both MC's felt very unique and authentically human.
-The characters' flaws drove the plot in a way that was often heartbreaking.
-Patty and Sheba may be two of my favorite side characters ever.
-The premise of an "apocalypse" caused by a bioengineered "dust sickness" that kills nearly everyone who is infected. There is a lot more to it that gets slowly revealed throughout the story and each new revelation was a gut punch or a jaw drop.
-The "haves versus have nots" messaging.
-It is a beautifully told story that made both laugh and tear up a lot.

[Lizzie · Rating 5 out of 5]

this book moved me - enormously. The Black Parade is a bit of a genre-defying read and is about a LOT of things - some of the things i loved- apart from the wonderful relationships at the core of the story- were the brilliant insights in psychology, in class, in england. loved the pacing, the dialogue, the tension...everything basically. this is a hugely imaginative bold work that is grounded in reality- i haven't explained that well but read it and you'll see what i mean :)

[JM Dias · Rating 5 out of 5]

I loved this novel so much. It’s a powerful and timely love/adventure story full of great characters who have to navigate the tatters of a world destroyed by those in power. It’s really well-written and the central two young guys are very engaging: they develop a complex relationship which is touching but totally believable. It’s such an affecting book and it’s one of those which make you wonder about the world we live in today. It’s such a gripping read!

[Caleb Byrum · Rating 5 out of 5]

A unique apocolyptic thriller that keeps you ingaged throughoutt he story and has you desprete to follow Lysander and David to end. From it's mystifying beggining to thrilling ending you'll love this tale--from beginging to end.

I am not over the ending, im slightly irritated and i need book 2 and 3 right now thanks Ilana! But in all seriousness this book was amazing and im greatful NetGalley sent me an early ARC to read. This has to be one of my favorite reads of 2026 so far <3

[Mel · Rating 5 out of 5]

4.5/5. I really enjoyed this, I cannot believe it's a debut novel. It's so beautifully written – I highlighted a number of gorgeous phrases. I loved the MCs and the worldbuilding was terrifying and imaginative in equal measures. It felt like a realistic dystopian future that could well happen. The only downside is that I am desperate to know what happens next! Great stuff, I'll definitely be buying the series. 

[Kira · Rating 5 out of 5]

I received this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.

I looooooooooved this book. I loved the characters, the writing, and the atmosphere. It is a dark and tragic book that asks a lot of hard questions about the world. Lye and David are just so precious, and the darkness and tragedy surrounding the apocalypse that they are in is just so heavy. I am furious with the author for her absolutely masterful cliffhanger ending. I will 100% be reading the next book in the series.

[Mx Phoebe · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Black Parade has action, death, humor, and romance. It’s realistic sci-fi fiction that will have you rooting for the anti-hero. I can’t wait to read the next book because Lysander and David aren’t done yet.

“Thank you, NineStar Press, for providing this book for review consideration via Indigo Marketing & Design. All opinions are my own.”

[Ashley RO · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.5 stars. This was a wonderful book. Heartfelt, exciting, and full of adventure. My favourite kind of YA. Highly recommend it!

[Cata Vio · Rating 2 out of 5]

I just didn''t care about the caracthers,but I like the writing

[✩｡°⋆ Lala ⋆｡°✩ · Rating 5 out of 5]

• ARC Review •

[The Black Parade] 🖤
🔥 Release Date: April 28, 2026 🔥
Thank you to NineStar Press, Ilana M. Lindsey, and Netgalley for the advanced copy in exchange for an honest review!
★★★★★

The Black Parade is one of those reads that leans fully into its atmosphere and trusts you to just… drift with it. It feels like moving through the end of the world in slow motion, a little disoriented, a little haunted, and very much in your feelings.

The atmosphere is honestly the strongest part here. It’s dark, emotional, and almost hypnotic at times, with grief and survival woven into everything. The relationship between David and Lysander adds that soft layer that keeps you grounded even when the story itself feels a bit hazy.

This is definitely more mood than plot. The pacing can feel a little slow, and there were moments where I wanted more clarity or direction. But if you’re willing to just sit in the story and let it unfold, it really does have its moments.

Overall, this was a solid, introspective read that prioritizes emotion and tone over action. I can’t wait to see where book 2 takes us!

[Nikki M.]

Thank you NetGalley, NineStar Press, and Ilana Lindsey for the e-ARC.

3.5/5 stars (rounding up to 4)

I discovered "The Black Parade" because I was specifically looking for a queer horror book. I was instantly drawn in by the cover, and as a biiiiiiig alternative music fan, the title. The book follows Lysander and David as they travel through an apocalyptic world. These are two incredibly loveable characters, but both with their own personality flaws - which in my opinion makes them even more loveable. They're both very complex characters and they each have their own troubling pasts that personally made me feel very protective of them (especially Lysander ugh). Despite how much I want to protect Lysander (now), I actually found him to be a spoiled and selfish brat at first; the author's ability to take me from annoyance to adoration was fantastic.

I found the beginning a little slow and it took me a bit too really get into the story, but the more I read, the more I became hooked. The Black parade touches on some very important topics that I find incredibly relevant to the world we currently live in, and it can seem very dystopian at times. However, unlike the beginning, the ending had me angry in the best way - I NEED MORE!! lol

All in all, I really enjoyed the Black Parade and I'm very impatiently waiting for the second book.

[Jen Anderson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Actual rating of 4.5 stars.
Thank you so much to Ilana Lindsey, Netgalley and NineStar Press for providing me with a free advanced reader copy. This is an honest review and the thoughts and opinions below are my own.

I'm mad, OK? I had an amazing time, and Book 2 doesn't exist, and I'm mad about it!
I'm just kidding Ilana, take your time with the sequel. What an amazing debut novel, though, I'll be singing this one's praises as loud as I can.

What if the world as we knew it ended, and the first wave of sickness that claimed the lives of billions wasn't the end of it? People are still getting sick and dying - Everyone knows it is just a matter of time until they get sick too.
Safety has become a luxury, and survival a necessity. For some, kindness remains, but despair and violence exist in others. Trust no one, but also know that living in a world of loneliness can be every bit as hard as giving up entirely.

This is a heartwrenching dystopian novel that explores the impact of a global disaster on humanity.
The characters in this novel were beautifully flawed in loveable ways. Both struggling to overcome significant traumas in their individual lives, brought together by fate, and pointed towards an uncertain future. Living each day like it might be their last and hoping they can make a difference in their broken, hopeless world.
As the two MMCs build trust, a romantic bond begins to form between them. Unfortunately, trauma and a life on the run will never make love any easier. This story reminds us that love can be a dangerous risk to take.

I will read the sequel as soon as possible. I'm confident it will be amazing.