In the heartof Queens, rap mogul Nasir "Bullet" James runs the streets like a king-- until he meets Chosyn Sullivan a shy Atlanta librarian with the kind of beauty money can't buy. Their connection is instant, forbidden, and dangerously addictive.
He's power and pain. She's peace and purpose. Together, they blur the line between love and survival. But when bullets fly and secrets surface, the question isn't whether they can love each other-- it's whether they can live through it.
Having the FMC, a black woman, be jealous of a mixed woman was crazy. The whole Jamira baby would be prettier bc they would be mixed 🙃 It all was weird & came off as if saying being black wasn’t enough.
This was a messy read 😂 Chosyn allowed chaos in her life. Social media is a drug for some ppl.
Dnf- he was not a prize. He was a rich baby daddy who treated all his baby mommas like $hit. He treated Jamira the way Chosyn’s ex treated her. Chosyn saw how Jamira had a threesome for this man and still got with him. Saw how he treated his other kids and still married him. He used Jamira smiling at another man to justify leaving her. A petty excuse. If he wanted to break up, he could have said that. Black women authors need to stop making black women fight over these no good ass black men with no character development. Being rich with a big penis ain’t enough especially if you can mistreat the mother of your children.
The title almost caused me to skip this book but I’m glad I didn’t! This book is definitely slept on because it’s a great read. If the author changes the title (it’s cringey sis) and gets a better editor I can see it being a top seller.
Let’s get into the book! I loved the MMC, Bullet. He’s a book bae. He saw Cho, wanted her, and applied pressure. I think the author based his character on the rapper, 50 cent because his persona and behavior all match what we see online. The author adds some differences but overall they are the same. The broodiness of the character, mother dying at a young age, being raised by his grandfather, sharing memes, being shot several times, ruggedness, etc. He’s a protector and highly calculated. BDE at its finest!
The FMC, Cho is independent and smart. She’s not a pushover. Don’t let the librarian title fool you. She’s about her bag and goals. It takes her awhile to accept what Bullet has to offer but I think it’s realistic. Even in regard to her social media insecurities. Give her grace.
These two characters bring each other peace and safety that they’ve never experienced. This love story doesn’t start off perfect but everything happens for a reason and the author did a great job sharing their story with a beginning, middle, and end. Kudos to her and I hope to read more!
I never wanted someone to stay off social media so bad😭
Chosyn had me looking at her funny in the beginning until later I seen that was a way for Jamira was making money with the videos.
This book is a slow burn, but not so much in a romance sense but for the plot to actually pick up.
There were some things that left me confused, like Gotti popped up out of nowhere to me and Nasir mentioned that he had two sons in the beginning, but throughout the rest of the book, it seems like he was only claiming his kids with Chosyn. Would have loved seeing him better the relationship with his other sons since he mentioned that they didn’t get along.
This book is gritty, raw and unexpectedly beautiful. Cornelia Smith’s pen game is definitely one to look forward to! The storytelling pulls you straight into Chosyn & Nasir’s world. Every chapter you can feel the electric pull between the two and it makes you not want to put it down. And the plot twists? Let’s just say there are multiple moments where my mouth was literally hanging open like, “hold up!” This is a story that felt dangerous and tender at the same time! The emotion behind the storytelling makes you keep flipping the pages. I was definitely not ready for the story to end. You will definitely go through a whirlwind of emotions, so prepare for the ride! 10/10…highly recommend!
Two souls tied together because once Nasir James saw what he wanted, he went after her, all steam no stopping. Jamira was truly a fool for love but she forgot she started this in the beginning. Clout chasing usually brings you to a bad end. Nasir was solid though, saw what he wanted for his future and went after her. A lot transpired but in the end they got their fairytale wedding. Now we are left wondering what will happen with Cameron abd his betrayal. Looking forward to reading it. This is the first book I believe that I've read from this author, it definitely won't be the last!
Don’t let the cover fool you. It’s worth the read. This book is a journey of growth between the two main characters. Watching a woman stay true to herself and still come out on top is everything! This man seemed to be the wrong man until, he found the right one and find her, he did 😝. Baby this man will have you looking for him in the dark with the flashlight on. This is a grown man glow up with a little razzle dazzle lol.. When innocence meets the streets…
This damn book was so good 😭 and I’m mad about it! Cause I need more !! I have so many unanswered questions… is Jam’s baby his? Did she had a secret entanglement with cam and it’s his baby? Did Nasir’s granddad really die of a heart attack ? Omgggg ! But I truly did enjoy this book. I feel like everyone in this book was likable . Even the ‘villains’ I really enjoyed the evolution of this story. Amazing story so I will be tuned into the bodyguard and I hope some of my questions can be answered there ! 🫶🏾
I honestly loved the plot and idea of this book. I was invested in the characters. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE INVEST IN AN EDITOR
The inconsistencies and messed up words like chief for chef really took away from the story. Another example is when it says she has never been to NYC when she visits with bullet but as we know in the beginning of the book she came to NYC with ol girl and they actually met in NYC
Again loved the characters loved the plot but the execution needs work
I just knew things was gone get sticky once Cho agreed to go to New York with Jamira. Did I think all this was going to transpire hell no. Never in a million years did I think that person would betray him. Through it all Cho stayed down and love him through it. Jamira never cared she just wanted the image tied to the man. She loved him but she loved what his name did to her more.
This book was good from the beginning to the end. I wish Bullet’s Grandfather got a chance to come to the wedding and see the babies being born. But he went out like a G. I love that love conquered all in the relationship between Nasir and Cho. Jamiara, girl you lame, but I kinda understand her pain. She should have just kept it real and moved on with life. I wonder since Jam and Cho babies have the same birthday will they have one big party🤔😏🤭
OK, let me just say that I meet Chosyn and I’m like ok we have the calm one, and then I’m introduced to Jamira and I’m like ok we got a party girl! Opposite attract. Them becoming friends and hanging out was cool because Chosyn found herself but also Jamira’s man! Opps I loved the plots and Nasir energy. Great read
This was my first read from this author, and I must say, glad I picked it! The book gave everything, I laughed, shook my head, sniffed a lil, 😂. Even I tell you I'm going see what what she got going on. This the type of older man I wished for once upon a time. Instead of a Nasir, I got a, never mind! Tap that button and sit down for a treat.
The story was good but had A LOTTTTT of errors. A great storyline was there but was repeated in almost every chapter. A couple of key elements were different in a few of the chapters and made the storyline confusing for a while. But would read another book by this author all the same.
This was a good ole messy read! The title was very appropriate for the story. Poor Chosyn was the victim in all this. Smh all i can say is go read this. It was funny, crazy, messy, romantic, gangsta, and an overall good read! Looking forward to the next story
Babyyyyy yes! Yes! Yes! This book took me on a messy but emotional ride! I loved their love story! Nasir was so reaffirming but baby did he come with a lot! This was an amazing read!
Like the previous comments, I wish she had a good editor because it was so many little mistakes that could’ve been fixed. But this was a good story. I have so many questions that I would have liked answers to. I might read the spin-off. Heavy on might
The concept of this story was good, but it was a slowwwww build up. I’m not a fan of slow burns so I almost did not finish. Chosyn and Nasir def had a ghetto fairy tale story. It was a lot going on