Honestly idk what I just read lol. I should of read the synopsis and warnings but I didn't cause I go in blind. The book wasn't a bad read it was just A LOT going on! Ilya was a funny FMC she loved hard and I liked reading about her she did not play and would put anyone in their place! Ian and Xyric touched my heart especially once they came back into town. I felt like the topic of mental disorders was good but could have been discussed a little bit more in a way, although it did show them getting help in their various ways. Noww on to the foolery of some of these kinks lol definitely out of my norm of books I read. I would still recommend this book if someone wanted to read some off the wall stuff that still gave romance.