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380 pages, Kindle Edition
Published October 1, 2026
❝ i like making you happy. i like the way your eyes sparkle and how unrestricted your laugh gets. i like it all. i want to see you excited. in a way, it makes me happy, too. ❞
"Olivia was in my life. She was this light amidst the fog. She was the melody of my favorite song. She was the first person I wanted to call when something went wrong, and the reason I was starting to think that maybe things could go right. She made quiet feel like enough. She made me feel like I could fight harder for me-for us."
"But if there's one thing I'm certain of, it's how irrevocably I am in love with you, Olivia Anderson."
"But just so you know, if you ever get this sudden urge to kiss me, I like to be grabbed by the neck--"
The realization hit me right in the chest, leaving me breathless. I was falling for my brother's best friend.
Somewhere along the way, I'd made myself believe that if I was difficult to love, I couldn't afford to be too particular about who I was loved by.
"I don't know how to be what she needs."
"Nobody does," Anderson said. "But you figure it out because she matters enough to try."
"We're all a work in progress, Wesley." I brought my hand to his jaw and caressed it. "As long as you keep showing up, that's what matters."
"When are you going to realize?" ...
"Realize what?" ...
"That I like making you happy." ... "I like the way your eyes sparkle and how unrestricted your laugh gets. I like it all. I want to see you excited. In a way, it makes me happy, too."
"When have I ever been able to say no to you?"
Words weren't enough to explain who Olivia was in my life. She was this light amidst the fog. She was the melody of my favorite song. She was the first person I wanted to call when something went wrong, and the reason I was starting to think that maybe things could go right.
"It's taking everything in me not to get on a plane to New York right now and kill him."
It was like standing too close to the sun and realizing I didn't care if I burned, because at least I was with her.
We suck at book club.
After the list's done, I don't want to lose the person who's become my best friend. Please, don't make me lose Wesley.