Wow. The kinkiness in DP. This. Was. Good.
Just for the kinkiness...
There so much taboo here that I don't know where to begin.
And it was a real soap opera, where everything - just everything- happens and you can't stop reading it.
Definitely not a boring book, or lacking angst.
So, 4 stars.
First the hero almost has sex with the 17 year old heroine on the couch at Christmas, with her mother just out of the door. They weren't even dating. Yes, they've known all their lives, but in that occasion he really saw he as a woman for the first time and five seconds later he was taking her panties off and had already his pants down... ok, a little hasty isn't he.
She wasn't even of age, and he was older and more experienced, so it's almost pedophily... almost, not quite, but she was so young and they were not a couple. yet.
Then enter her mother. The worst mother in law that anyone can have. Because, sensing the attraction between the two, and since the hero was having his fun sleeping around like young men do, she decides that that man won't do for her daughter, and tells him that the heroine is his half sister.
Yes, that b**ch lied in an awful way, and since she was considered a saint woman (imagine if she wasn't) the hero obviously believes her and is horrified because what he feels for the heroine is not brotherly love at all.
Actually he has a hard-on each time she's around.
And the poor man keeps on having those hard-ons even after he *thinks* she's his sister, and only with her. he can't function with any other woman!
A curse, it is!
So, since she's in love with him, and is always around him making him hard, and making him feel like a perverted, he decides that the only way not to commit incest is to be a jerk to her, slut shaming her and telling her she repulses him.
Then he becomes a mercenary and loses one eye trying to kill himself.
For 8 years this sroty goes on, with both of them being unhappy and celibate, him always having the hots for her and she pining for him, and then he decides to ask their alleged father what happened and the man tells him he's not the heroine's father.
So the hero can marry the heroine and they can be happy together. End of the story? No!
Because the stupid man, after all they've been through, the day before their marriage, after having sex with her several times without protection (another kinkiness, when he tells her he was thinking about making a baby while having sex with her and that made him harder... that was gross), decides he has to go to a last mission, very dangerous, because who if not himself can kill that awful murderer of children???
And so we know what the remaining 65% of the book will be about...
Long story short.
- the hero is wounded
-he loses his memory
-the heroine is pregnant
- the hero remembers only that he hates her
-he sends her away
-she marries another
-she is widowed because a dictator wants her and her husband dead
- they meet again
-she is in danger
-he is awful with her but can't remember why
- nobody (and here's where I really started swearing like a drunkard) tells him the truth!!! Because it can be dangerous (this scientific truth was unknown by me. Of course it's not true, especially after almost one year!!!)
- he remembers and decides to take her back
- he kills the man who wants to kill her
- she forgives him
Ok. The book was really good. So much angst, so much passion, so much kink.
But the hero was really nasty.
And not because he was always treating her like dirt, this could be understanding since he had very wrong feelings for a sister and was afraid he wasn't able to resist her. But because he left her possibly pregnant to go around the world doing his dangeruous things.
I hated him because he was not a responsible person. I hated him because the only one person he should have protected was his pregnant fiancee, his first thing to do was to stay with his family, not going around to play the hero.
You are a hero if you do your duty every day, not if you leave your duties behind and go risking your life in dangerous places. When you have a family that is your first and only duty, your commitment to them is what make you a hero. Everyday in your life.
And he was unforgivable for that.
Whatever.
The book was great.