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333 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 27, 2026
“You know, they say there’s a fine line between love and hate.”
What could I say? I had a crush. A big, fat, unrequited crush, like when I’d been in the first grade and liked a girl and all I’d known how to do was pull her pigtails on the playground. Except now I was an adult and I was only interested in pulling Aspen’s hair if my cock was in his mouth.
“You know he spent the first six months we lived together thinking he was controlling the thermostat, but it was just a dimmer switch connected to a light in the closet, right?”
As irritating as he was and as clueless as he seemed most of the time, Caelyx was making it supremely easy to just lean into whatever was going on between us. There was no pressure, no unpleasant tension, no stress. For the first time since I’d started having sex, I wasn’t in my head about how my partner felt about my body or if they wished I was something else or could give them something else.
I knew I couldn’t give him enough of anything to make it worth his time, but even knowing that… I didn’t want him to stop trying. I wanted his attention. I liked that he put me first.