4.5
I read this book during a journey that involved needing to immerse myself with poetic language that dug deeply into certain emotions, and this was the perfect fit.
I've always loved Jane Austen and her novels. I found the beginning of this one to be more like reading a story being told around a fire than digging into characters' povs as I usually enjoy, but as the book progressed, the POVs and conversations of the characters emerged and I found myself enjoying it very much. Stick with it until the end, the beginning is slow but it's worth it.
Jane Austen's writing is beautiful both in words and character development. I drew particular interest in Marianne's character, as her character arc was very admirable. In modern terms, Marianne was a daydreamer who dreamt of fairytale love. She meets this guy who has been through a lot and is good to her, but she doesn't let herself fall for him because he's not her fantasy. She meets another guy who is everything she's ever dreamed. Charming, handsome, same interests...who leaves her heart in shatters.
In the wake of her "breakup," (again, modern terms,) Marianne had a choice. To continue wallowing in her misery or to take back her life and make the best of what happened to her. She chose the latter, and learned how to become a better person. She also found herself back with the man who, even though he wasn't her ideal fantasy, what he was was even better. He took care of her, treasured her and gave he a good life.
It is a lesson I believe we all should learn. In the wake of something tragic happening to us, we have a choice. We can stand and make the best of it, or be a victim forever.
And sometimes romance doesn't look like Harlequin and Silhouette. Sometimes it looks like a man who will treat you right.
I could write more about this beautiful story, but chances are, I'll be reading it again, so I'll leave it at that! - April 2026.