What do you think?
Rate this book
Even if We Last
I’m what people call a charmer. Maybe it’s the drawl, maybe it’s the dimples, or maybe it’s the entire ex-Special-Forces package. Either way, I’ve never met a woman I haven’t been able to sweep off their feet . . . until Mallory Monroe. The only female on our team, she’s all fierce words, brave actions, and impenetrable walls around her heart. She’s also the only girl I’ve ever loved.
After burying my feelings for over a decade, I’m not surprised I dream of waking up married to her. Except, it isn’t a dream; the certificate claiming we’re husband and wife is real, and neither of us remembers a thing. Dream come true or not, I never wanted this. Not when my new bride looks horrified, accuses me like our situation is my fault, and demands we “fix it.”
But while I’d do almost anything for her—including taking a bullet for her, again—leaving her, in any sense of the word, isn’t one of those things. And when Mallory makes no move to annul our secret marriage, even months later, I decide to test the waters by attempting to date my wife.
Friends to LoversDrunken ElopementBlack Cat x Golden RetrieverEx-Special ForcesSecurity Team RomanceStrong Female LeadHe Falls FirstFound Family
After burying my feelings for over a decade, I’m not surprised I dream of waking up married to her. Except, it isn’t a dream; the certificate claiming we’re husband and wife is real, and neither of us remembers a thing. Dream come true or not, I never wanted this. Not when my new bride looks horrified, accuses me like our situation is my fault, and demands we “fix it.”
But while I’d do almost anything for her—including taking a bullet for her, again—leaving her, in any sense of the word, isn’t one of those things. And when Mallory makes no move to annul our secret marriage, even months later, I decide to test the waters by attempting to date my wife.
Friends to LoversDrunken ElopementBlack Cat x Golden RetrieverEx-Special ForcesSecurity Team RomanceStrong Female LeadHe Falls FirstFound Family
486 pages, Paperback
Published February 17, 2026
15 people are currently reading
157 people want to read
About the author
Molly Barlowe
3 books154 followersMolly grew up in California but now lives in the oh-so-amazing state of Texas. When she's not diving into the world of her characters, some of her hobbies include hiking, snowboarding, traveling, and long walks on the beach . . . which roughly translates to being a caffeine-fueled homebody. She has a weakness for nerdy movies and loves curling up in a fluffy blanket during a thunderstorm . . . or under one in a bathtub if there are tornados. That way she can pretend they aren't really happening.
Wrote as Molly McAdams from 2012-2024
Wrote as Molly McAdams from 2012-2024
Ratings & Reviews
Friends & Following
Create a free account to discover what your friends think of this book!
Community Reviews
Displaying 1 - 30 of 56 reviews
April 4, 2026
3.5 stars
February 18, 2026
The way Molly Barlowe writes emotions in a book makes me feel like I'm write between the pages experiencing every high and low. I absolutely loved this book and have been waiting for these two from book 1. You don't have to read this in order because we get backstory and the idea, but y'all, don't skip any of these books because the writing is that amazing.
Currently reading
April 4, 2026
March 30, 2026
The Best One Yet!
This book didn’t just deliver… it absolutely swept me off my feet and refused to let go.
We’ve got:
💍 accidental marriage (with zero memory 👀)
🖤 Black cat x golden retriever energy
💛 He falls first (and never lets go)
🤝 Found family that feels like home
🛡️ Ex–Special Forces + security team tension
Mallory and her charmer? Pure electricity. He’s all warmth and steady devotion, while she’s guarded, fierce, and carrying walls that don’t come down easily. Watching him choose her again and again… even when she’s not sure… felt like witnessing something deeply real.
And that redemption arc? So satisfying. The angst? Sharp enough to leave a mark. I was so invested I literally found myself retelling the entire plot to my husband like these people were living down the street from us.
This is hands-down my favorite in the series. The stakes felt higher, the emotions deeper, and the connection between these two? Completely unforgettable.
I need the next book like I need oxygen 😅 lol
Another beautifully written, clean read with meaningful depth. Do check content considerations, as this series doesn’t shy away from heavier themes.
Christian romance, clean romance books, friends to lovers romance, accidental marriage trope, black cat golden retriever romance, security team romance, faith-based fiction, angsty romance reads
This book didn’t just deliver… it absolutely swept me off my feet and refused to let go.
We’ve got:
💍 accidental marriage (with zero memory 👀)
🖤 Black cat x golden retriever energy
💛 He falls first (and never lets go)
🤝 Found family that feels like home
🛡️ Ex–Special Forces + security team tension
Mallory and her charmer? Pure electricity. He’s all warmth and steady devotion, while she’s guarded, fierce, and carrying walls that don’t come down easily. Watching him choose her again and again… even when she’s not sure… felt like witnessing something deeply real.
And that redemption arc? So satisfying. The angst? Sharp enough to leave a mark. I was so invested I literally found myself retelling the entire plot to my husband like these people were living down the street from us.
This is hands-down my favorite in the series. The stakes felt higher, the emotions deeper, and the connection between these two? Completely unforgettable.
I need the next book like I need oxygen 😅 lol
Another beautifully written, clean read with meaningful depth. Do check content considerations, as this series doesn’t shy away from heavier themes.
Christian romance, clean romance books, friends to lovers romance, accidental marriage trope, black cat golden retriever romance, security team romance, faith-based fiction, angsty romance reads
February 18, 2026
This book didn’t just move the story forward—it deepened my trust in the author.
What Molly Barlowe does exceptionally well here is show how love can exist long before either person feels brave enough to name it. Mallory and Hudson’s relationship is built on shared history, loyalty, and protection, but trauma has taught them to misread safety as risk and vulnerability as weakness.
The dual POV highlights how perception shapes reality. Watching two people love each other while missing it entirely—because of the stories they were taught about themselves—was both frustrating and achingly real.
I especially appreciated the quiet intimacy of this book. Affection is not put on display. It’s personal. Earned. Sometimes hidden. The way Hudson sees Mallory—especially when old beliefs surface—felt deeply respectful. He doesn’t try to overwrite her past; he stands beside her while she learns to reinterpret it.
The pacing allows room for individual growth before emotional resolution, which made the payoff feel honest rather than rushed. The broader world continues to expand, connecting threads while clearly setting the stage for what’s next.
If you’re a reader who values emotional depth over spectacle, this story will resonate.
Beyond friendship. Beyond fear. Beyond control. Beyond time.
What Molly Barlowe does exceptionally well here is show how love can exist long before either person feels brave enough to name it. Mallory and Hudson’s relationship is built on shared history, loyalty, and protection, but trauma has taught them to misread safety as risk and vulnerability as weakness.
The dual POV highlights how perception shapes reality. Watching two people love each other while missing it entirely—because of the stories they were taught about themselves—was both frustrating and achingly real.
I especially appreciated the quiet intimacy of this book. Affection is not put on display. It’s personal. Earned. Sometimes hidden. The way Hudson sees Mallory—especially when old beliefs surface—felt deeply respectful. He doesn’t try to overwrite her past; he stands beside her while she learns to reinterpret it.
The pacing allows room for individual growth before emotional resolution, which made the payoff feel honest rather than rushed. The broader world continues to expand, connecting threads while clearly setting the stage for what’s next.
If you’re a reader who values emotional depth over spectacle, this story will resonate.
Beyond friendship. Beyond fear. Beyond control. Beyond time.
February 18, 2026
Does this book have to be your next reads?! YES, a millions times over.
I love everything Molly writes, to this day I've yet to say anything is less than 5 stars and this one is no exception.
Hudson and Mallory finally get their story and it was worth the wait.
Mallory has a past that really stays with her and it comes out when it comes to her relationship with Hudson. She needs to feel, she needs to be happy, loved, wanted and all the things. Plus Hudson is the guy she swore wouldn't be someone she falls in love with. That's her best friends and that it. No secret swoons, no crossing the line, just none of that now.
So uh.... what happens when drinking leads to getting drunk that leads to getting married?? Um, oops??
But that's okay because Hudson hasn't a clue what's happened either, so it's all good. A drunken mistake and they can undo it right? But do they really want to....will this finally be the reason Mallory can give into her feelings for Hudson. Will Hudson stop working his magic on others and finally get it to work on Mallory??
The way my heart was aching for them, heartstrings pulled, edge of my seat screaming for these two to hurry it along already and so much more.
If you want romance, tension, friends to lovers, fake marriage, and a book just packed with everything you need to require the tissue box. Then look no further. You need these books on your self like yesterday.
Seriously though, get the tissues. Idk how she does it, but Molly's writing always gets to me. Heck, to this day I still have feelings over her Taking Chances series that holds a special place in my heart. So get ready for an emotional but amazing romantic read!!
I can't wait to see what Molly is going to come up with next!!!
I love everything Molly writes, to this day I've yet to say anything is less than 5 stars and this one is no exception.
Hudson and Mallory finally get their story and it was worth the wait.
Mallory has a past that really stays with her and it comes out when it comes to her relationship with Hudson. She needs to feel, she needs to be happy, loved, wanted and all the things. Plus Hudson is the guy she swore wouldn't be someone she falls in love with. That's her best friends and that it. No secret swoons, no crossing the line, just none of that now.
So uh.... what happens when drinking leads to getting drunk that leads to getting married?? Um, oops??
But that's okay because Hudson hasn't a clue what's happened either, so it's all good. A drunken mistake and they can undo it right? But do they really want to....will this finally be the reason Mallory can give into her feelings for Hudson. Will Hudson stop working his magic on others and finally get it to work on Mallory??
The way my heart was aching for them, heartstrings pulled, edge of my seat screaming for these two to hurry it along already and so much more.
If you want romance, tension, friends to lovers, fake marriage, and a book just packed with everything you need to require the tissue box. Then look no further. You need these books on your self like yesterday.
Seriously though, get the tissues. Idk how she does it, but Molly's writing always gets to me. Heck, to this day I still have feelings over her Taking Chances series that holds a special place in my heart. So get ready for an emotional but amazing romantic read!!
I can't wait to see what Molly is going to come up with next!!!
February 22, 2026
I’m a such a fan of this series and the way Molly Barlowe is able to suck us into both angst and thrill (the scene where Mallory realizes she’s injured? Brilliant.), how she makes us FEEL—but YIKES, the writing needs WORK, y’all.
1. Everyone and “their stares.”
“Stare” is not a universal expression for making eye contact—it’s a SPECIFIC KIND of look or eye contact. And yet, literally EVERY PARAGRAPH Mallory’s stare was meeting Hudson’s stare while Briggs’ stare fell to Thatch’s stare while Chloe stared at Lainey’s stare before they all avoided each other’s stares to stare somewhere else. GAH!
Other options:
- eyes
- (make) eye contact
- turn to
- peer
- gaze
- expression
- peek
- LOOK, for Pete’s sake
(TWO HUNDRED FOUR TIMES. I CHECKED.)
2. Was Cher Horowitz a contributing writer? Why does EVERY sentence include “as if?” (I DARE you to search-find “as if” in your Kindle reader now. Do it now. Double dog dare!)
The worst part is, most of the time, the “as if” wasn’t necessary. Because it wasn’t AS IF something was happening. It WAS happening.
(spoilers: 169 times.)
3. The lists written as independent sentences which all start with the same phrase.
This is a powerful way to communicate someone’s inner thoughts, but it happened in EVERY inner dialogue.
“…Gray had wheezed, as if he hadn’t just broken all protocol. As if we’d had time for his teasing. As if multiple bullets hadn’t pierced his vest, and another hadn’t ripped through his shoulder.”
^^ THIS. Every description is like this!! It’s cool every once in a while, but good gravy, not every page.
3. HOLY RUN-ONS, Batman!
“It was all I could do to keep my expression neutral when my stomach twisted and pitched with remorse as I quickly thought back to the way I’d stormed in here and through everything I’d said.”
“Tension wove through the space at the claim as we all waited to see how Briggs would respond, but he just stood there silently when Thatch released his hair and tossed the hand in his direction.”
“When he looked at me again, his eyes were glassy with unshed tears, but I wasn’t able to react to the fact that I was witnessing Briggs like this for the first time ever, when I’d been trapped in a destructive storm of my own emotions for hours, and it felt like each new reading on that monitor might send me spiraling back into it.”
LIKE WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING WHO IS DOING WHAT JUST USE A PERIOD OR A DASH OR LITERALLY ANYTHING WHAT THE
4. Repetition is a device to be used sparingly.
The first third of the book, it felt like all I was reading was “✨as if✨ he hadn’t flirted with every woman in the Sovereign National People’s Republic of Texas” and “✨as if✨ she was my best friend but didn’t want me”every. other. sentence.
We got it the first 18 times, you know?
5. ADDING “TOO” TO THE FRONT OF AN ADJECTIVE ISN’T GOOD ENOUGH.
My eyes—ahem, excuse me, my STARE—started twitching every time I read someone’s “too-tight chest” held their “too-fast beating heart” in their “too-still form” while they drove to someone’s “too-near house” during a “too-close call.”
No. Just…no. English better, please.
- - - - - - - - -
Ugh, but I loved Mal and Hudson overall. And I love this mafia-Dallas world. And I genuinely do love the peeks of light and tenderness we get through its dark exterior. And I love some ANGST, but it was AS IF the writing pulled me out every👏 time 👏!
I guess it’s rough getting editors out here on these streets, girl, but we need them—goodness, we need them.
1. Everyone and “their stares.”
“Stare” is not a universal expression for making eye contact—it’s a SPECIFIC KIND of look or eye contact. And yet, literally EVERY PARAGRAPH Mallory’s stare was meeting Hudson’s stare while Briggs’ stare fell to Thatch’s stare while Chloe stared at Lainey’s stare before they all avoided each other’s stares to stare somewhere else. GAH!
Other options:
- eyes
- (make) eye contact
- turn to
- peer
- gaze
- expression
- peek
- LOOK, for Pete’s sake
(TWO HUNDRED FOUR TIMES. I CHECKED.)
2. Was Cher Horowitz a contributing writer? Why does EVERY sentence include “as if?” (I DARE you to search-find “as if” in your Kindle reader now. Do it now. Double dog dare!)
The worst part is, most of the time, the “as if” wasn’t necessary. Because it wasn’t AS IF something was happening. It WAS happening.
(spoilers: 169 times.)
3. The lists written as independent sentences which all start with the same phrase.
This is a powerful way to communicate someone’s inner thoughts, but it happened in EVERY inner dialogue.
“…Gray had wheezed, as if he hadn’t just broken all protocol. As if we’d had time for his teasing. As if multiple bullets hadn’t pierced his vest, and another hadn’t ripped through his shoulder.”
^^ THIS. Every description is like this!! It’s cool every once in a while, but good gravy, not every page.
3. HOLY RUN-ONS, Batman!
“It was all I could do to keep my expression neutral when my stomach twisted and pitched with remorse as I quickly thought back to the way I’d stormed in here and through everything I’d said.”
“Tension wove through the space at the claim as we all waited to see how Briggs would respond, but he just stood there silently when Thatch released his hair and tossed the hand in his direction.”
“When he looked at me again, his eyes were glassy with unshed tears, but I wasn’t able to react to the fact that I was witnessing Briggs like this for the first time ever, when I’d been trapped in a destructive storm of my own emotions for hours, and it felt like each new reading on that monitor might send me spiraling back into it.”
LIKE WHAT IS EVEN HAPPENING WHO IS DOING WHAT JUST USE A PERIOD OR A DASH OR LITERALLY ANYTHING WHAT THE
4. Repetition is a device to be used sparingly.
The first third of the book, it felt like all I was reading was “✨as if✨ he hadn’t flirted with every woman in the Sovereign National People’s Republic of Texas” and “✨as if✨ she was my best friend but didn’t want me”every. other. sentence.
We got it the first 18 times, you know?
5. ADDING “TOO” TO THE FRONT OF AN ADJECTIVE ISN’T GOOD ENOUGH.
My eyes—ahem, excuse me, my STARE—started twitching every time I read someone’s “too-tight chest” held their “too-fast beating heart” in their “too-still form” while they drove to someone’s “too-near house” during a “too-close call.”
No. Just…no. English better, please.
- - - - - - - - -
Ugh, but I loved Mal and Hudson overall. And I love this mafia-Dallas world. And I genuinely do love the peeks of light and tenderness we get through its dark exterior. And I love some ANGST, but it was AS IF the writing pulled me out every👏 time 👏!
I guess it’s rough getting editors out here on these streets, girl, but we need them—goodness, we need them.
January 24, 2026
3.25 ⭐️
I am so so so incredibly grateful to have received the eARC to this book. Molly has been one of my top favorite authors for years now and the fact that I’ve gotten to read 3 of her books early now is truly mind blowing. I have absolutely loved seeing her transition to closed door romances and I truly believe I would read any book she writes no matter what genre or sub-genre.
As for this book specifically… Even If We Last is a pull at your heartstrings romance with a touch of dark romance/ suspense. I do have to admit it’s not my favorite in the series, however, like I said Molly is one of my favorite authors so she’s setting a high bar for herself. I lovedddd Gray and seeing the way he supported Monroe throughout the story was truly so beautiful. If you want a book to put you in your feels, but also super fast paced and easy to binge, this book and this series is perfect for you!
I am so so so incredibly grateful to have received the eARC to this book. Molly has been one of my top favorite authors for years now and the fact that I’ve gotten to read 3 of her books early now is truly mind blowing. I have absolutely loved seeing her transition to closed door romances and I truly believe I would read any book she writes no matter what genre or sub-genre.
As for this book specifically… Even If We Last is a pull at your heartstrings romance with a touch of dark romance/ suspense. I do have to admit it’s not my favorite in the series, however, like I said Molly is one of my favorite authors so she’s setting a high bar for herself. I lovedddd Gray and seeing the way he supported Monroe throughout the story was truly so beautiful. If you want a book to put you in your feels, but also super fast paced and easy to binge, this book and this series is perfect for you!
February 28, 2026
Wow! I love this series 🩵
What a wild ride from page one! This one yanks your heart out and takes its own sweet time piecing it back together. I love this series and this team that’s become a family that sticks together through really hard things. I was caught off guard by how Gray and Monroe got together but really - there was no other way. The peek into the next book has me 🫠 There is 🚫🤬🚫🌶️ in the book but there was some in the past with several references to it starting page one. There are many references to one character’s past sex life (not detailed). Kisses are steamy and slightly descriptive. There are some references to a character being suicidal (past) and check-ins based on that.
What a wild ride from page one! This one yanks your heart out and takes its own sweet time piecing it back together. I love this series and this team that’s become a family that sticks together through really hard things. I was caught off guard by how Gray and Monroe got together but really - there was no other way. The peek into the next book has me 🫠 There is 🚫🤬🚫🌶️ in the book but there was some in the past with several references to it starting page one. There are many references to one character’s past sex life (not detailed). Kisses are steamy and slightly descriptive. There are some references to a character being suicidal (past) and check-ins based on that.
March 19, 2026
This one was a disappointment. I was looking forward to this love story the most and I loved Gray’s character, but the writing was repetitive and I almost gave up halfway through. Repetitive phrases, words, and even entire conversations! There is also a theme among the female characters that I think is a bit much. I remember getting lost during the mystery in the previous books and found myself once again confused by who their enemies are and what exactly is going on.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Wowee, what a ride!! I’d be awaiting the release of this book for quite some time, and I was so pleased that I got an ARC for it.
Hudson and Mallory were two characters we met in the first two books, and their storyline always intrigued me. I was under the impression that their relationship with one another was one way, but they were actually much closer than expected. Their over-a-decades long past was riddled with miscommunication and misconception on both sides. It was sad to watch them struggle with trusting each other, and there were a lot of two steps forward, one step backward moments, for Mallory especially. Her history was sad, and she was scared to feel anything other than the mask of confidence she constantly donned.
There were some great plot twists in the book that I didn’t see coming! The book is a bit on the longer side because there’s a lot going on with major conflict started in Even If It Hurts. There’s a lot of characters you meet that interact with H & M who play into the ongoing conflict running throughout the series, but also family members and others introduced that don’t play huge roles. I did feel a bit confused at times when names were introduced and had to read parts again to reorient myself in the story.
The tension, chemistry, and love the MCs had for one another was very apparent. They cared for and fought beside one another for so long, and it brought them so close. When the impromptu marriage turned the tide on their story, the result was bound to be deep and lasting. Molly delivers that for sure in this read. It feels like I highlighted the whole book just because their conversations were so sweet. 🥹
Overall, the ending and the epilogue left me hanging & ready for Cameron and Peyton. :) Before picking up this read, I’d definitely recommend reading the first two books in the series to understand the conflict and characters of the Shadow team. There’s lot parts from the history you’d miss otherwise.
Thanks for the ARC, Molly!! All thoughts are my own. 💗
CW: This is a closed-door romantic suspense book with implied intimacy between a married couple & passionate kisses with no language. There’s heavier themes in this book, with the ongoing conflict of trafficking, mafia ties, and death as a part of the plot. The MCs also had personal struggles that can be triggering for some readers.
Hudson and Mallory were two characters we met in the first two books, and their storyline always intrigued me. I was under the impression that their relationship with one another was one way, but they were actually much closer than expected. Their over-a-decades long past was riddled with miscommunication and misconception on both sides. It was sad to watch them struggle with trusting each other, and there were a lot of two steps forward, one step backward moments, for Mallory especially. Her history was sad, and she was scared to feel anything other than the mask of confidence she constantly donned.
There were some great plot twists in the book that I didn’t see coming! The book is a bit on the longer side because there’s a lot going on with major conflict started in Even If It Hurts. There’s a lot of characters you meet that interact with H & M who play into the ongoing conflict running throughout the series, but also family members and others introduced that don’t play huge roles. I did feel a bit confused at times when names were introduced and had to read parts again to reorient myself in the story.
The tension, chemistry, and love the MCs had for one another was very apparent. They cared for and fought beside one another for so long, and it brought them so close. When the impromptu marriage turned the tide on their story, the result was bound to be deep and lasting. Molly delivers that for sure in this read. It feels like I highlighted the whole book just because their conversations were so sweet. 🥹
Overall, the ending and the epilogue left me hanging & ready for Cameron and Peyton. :) Before picking up this read, I’d definitely recommend reading the first two books in the series to understand the conflict and characters of the Shadow team. There’s lot parts from the history you’d miss otherwise.
Thanks for the ARC, Molly!! All thoughts are my own. 💗
CW: This is a closed-door romantic suspense book with implied intimacy between a married couple & passionate kisses with no language. There’s heavier themes in this book, with the ongoing conflict of trafficking, mafia ties, and death as a part of the plot. The MCs also had personal struggles that can be triggering for some readers.
Review of advance copy received from Author
It’s no secret how much I love Molly Barlowe and her Huntley Square series, but honestly — I was nervous going into Even If We Last. After seeing firsthand how big of a flirt Hudson was in books one and two (even in front of Mallory 😬) and how cutting Mallory could be toward him, I braced myself. Nothing hurts my heart more than an FMC having a front row seat to the MMC pursuing other women, so I went in fully prepared to feel all the things.
What I wasn’t prepared for? How completely this story would grip me and how it would stay with me long after I finished.
This one absolutely gutted me — in the best possible way. I thought other women would be the biggest heartache here, but I had no idea what was coming. 🤯
From the first page, I couldn’t put it down. Hudson and Mallory’s relationship is layered and complicated, with so many factors coming into play. They both had reasons for thinking and feeling the way they did. Molly navigated their dynamic so thoughtfully and with so much precision. For two people who have always been so close, they managed to wound each other again and again — all while being completely unaware of the depth of the other’s feelings.
Hudson Gray is so easy to love. He’s charming, good-natured, protective, and such a steady presence for Mallory — very golden retriever energy. He was a little slow to realize the impact of his actions, but once I knew their full story, I understood his thought process so much better.
Mallory Monroe comes across as tough as nails and seemingly unaffected by Hudson in books one and two — but wow, there is so much more beneath the surface. She’s layered in a way that completely surprised me. Learning her backstory deepened everything — it broke my heart and made me love her even more. The armor she wears runs deep, and watching it slowly crack had me cheering her on.
Even If We Last was riveting — more than one plot twist had me staring at the page in shock. I grinned like a fool. I scowled like I’d been personally betrayed. I swooned one minute and was rubbing my chest to ease the ache the next. Get your tissues ready — you won’t walk away from this one untouched.
If you love protective MMCs, emotional depth, layered tension, and a touch of suspense woven into your romance, add this to the top of your list.
While it can technically be read as a standalone, there are overarching storylines throughout the series, so I definitely recommend reading them in order for the full impact.
Thank you to Molly Barlowe for the gifted ARC. 🫶🏻 All thoughts and opinions are my own.
What I wasn’t prepared for? How completely this story would grip me and how it would stay with me long after I finished.
This one absolutely gutted me — in the best possible way. I thought other women would be the biggest heartache here, but I had no idea what was coming. 🤯
From the first page, I couldn’t put it down. Hudson and Mallory’s relationship is layered and complicated, with so many factors coming into play. They both had reasons for thinking and feeling the way they did. Molly navigated their dynamic so thoughtfully and with so much precision. For two people who have always been so close, they managed to wound each other again and again — all while being completely unaware of the depth of the other’s feelings.
Hudson Gray is so easy to love. He’s charming, good-natured, protective, and such a steady presence for Mallory — very golden retriever energy. He was a little slow to realize the impact of his actions, but once I knew their full story, I understood his thought process so much better.
Mallory Monroe comes across as tough as nails and seemingly unaffected by Hudson in books one and two — but wow, there is so much more beneath the surface. She’s layered in a way that completely surprised me. Learning her backstory deepened everything — it broke my heart and made me love her even more. The armor she wears runs deep, and watching it slowly crack had me cheering her on.
Even If We Last was riveting — more than one plot twist had me staring at the page in shock. I grinned like a fool. I scowled like I’d been personally betrayed. I swooned one minute and was rubbing my chest to ease the ache the next. Get your tissues ready — you won’t walk away from this one untouched.
If you love protective MMCs, emotional depth, layered tension, and a touch of suspense woven into your romance, add this to the top of your list.
While it can technically be read as a standalone, there are overarching storylines throughout the series, so I definitely recommend reading them in order for the full impact.
Thank you to Molly Barlowe for the gifted ARC. 🫶🏻 All thoughts and opinions are my own.
Review of advance copy received from Publisher
With his sexy drawl, smooth one-liners, and dimples Gray Hudson is pretty darn irresistible. She should know, she's watched him work his magic on women for years now. He's had the same affect on her too... but letting him know that fact will never happen. It's a secret she'll keep forever... or will she?
Even if We Last is a perfectly penned romance about a girl who grew up in a man's world, never knowing about girlie things, never wearing dresses or make-up, and never sharing her feelings... because after all that is a sign of weakness. She was raised to be a soldier, a protector of her country, a woman who can hold her own amongst men.
So what is this girl to do when she finds herself falling for the guy that she swore she never would. Hudson is supposed to be her best friend, the partner who always has her six, not the guy she swoons over in secret. It's not like he'd ever feel the same about her anyway... or would he?
She's not the kind of girl that swoons, gets weak in the knees for a guy, or marries one mistakenly while drunk... or is she?
Don't get me wrong I have loved every book in this series so far, but this one, it just hit different. The words wrapped themselves around my heart and had me completely entranced, it was all I could think about until I was able to finish it. It was one of those books that you start reading and never want it to end, with characters that you never want to say goodbye to when the last page comes. Ms. Barlowe really outdid herself with this one. The emotional depth, the hesitancy and longing, the strength and bravery, and of course the love and devotion to one another... it was all so perfect and so deeply felt. I loved every single second of this story, Mallory was one tough cookie and she spoke to me on many levels... I loved watching find her well deserved happily ever after. Definitely my favorite read so far this year!! Highly recommend you meet these two, they'll steal your heart and full attention at first meet!
I requested an advance copy of this title from the publisher and I am voluntarily leaving my honest and unbiased opinion.
Even if We Last is a perfectly penned romance about a girl who grew up in a man's world, never knowing about girlie things, never wearing dresses or make-up, and never sharing her feelings... because after all that is a sign of weakness. She was raised to be a soldier, a protector of her country, a woman who can hold her own amongst men.
So what is this girl to do when she finds herself falling for the guy that she swore she never would. Hudson is supposed to be her best friend, the partner who always has her six, not the guy she swoons over in secret. It's not like he'd ever feel the same about her anyway... or would he?
She's not the kind of girl that swoons, gets weak in the knees for a guy, or marries one mistakenly while drunk... or is she?
Don't get me wrong I have loved every book in this series so far, but this one, it just hit different. The words wrapped themselves around my heart and had me completely entranced, it was all I could think about until I was able to finish it. It was one of those books that you start reading and never want it to end, with characters that you never want to say goodbye to when the last page comes. Ms. Barlowe really outdid herself with this one. The emotional depth, the hesitancy and longing, the strength and bravery, and of course the love and devotion to one another... it was all so perfect and so deeply felt. I loved every single second of this story, Mallory was one tough cookie and she spoke to me on many levels... I loved watching find her well deserved happily ever after. Definitely my favorite read so far this year!! Highly recommend you meet these two, they'll steal your heart and full attention at first meet!
I requested an advance copy of this title from the publisher and I am voluntarily leaving my honest and unbiased opinion.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Simply put, just... wow! I'm truly at a loss for words to adequately explain the grip this book had on me. From the moment Mallory and Hudson woke up in a hotel room and discovered they'd eloped... and had absolutely no memory of it, I was completely hooked. And it only got better from there! I don't want to say too much, because there are definitely many aspects of this story that just need to be experienced firsthand... discovering it all right along with these characters. It was tender and emotional, leaving me reaching for the tissues on more than one occasion. I loved Mallory's strength and how he loved that about her... but how he also wanted to protect her. And when we see those more vulnerable moments from her? My goodness, I just loved it. There was the perfect blend of romance and danger, and I was here for absolutely all of it. This team truly does have a great feeling of found family, and I've enjoyed every book in these series... but this one is hands down a new favorite. So far. We're given just enough of a glimpse of what's to come to keep me excited... I cannot wait! If you love an emotional romance with a protective MMC, this is a book (and series) not to be missed. A top read for me!
Even If We Last is a closed-door romance with implied intimacy between a married couple and no language. It is the third book in the Hutley Square series. While you may be able to enjoy this one as a standalone, there are certain threads that carry through the series and as such, it really is best to start from the beginning to get the most out of it.
**ARC received for consideration. All opinions are my own.
Even If We Last is a closed-door romance with implied intimacy between a married couple and no language. It is the third book in the Hutley Square series. While you may be able to enjoy this one as a standalone, there are certain threads that carry through the series and as such, it really is best to start from the beginning to get the most out of it.
**ARC received for consideration. All opinions are my own.
Review of advance copy received from Author
Molly Barlowe truly never disappoints. Her writing has a way of pulling you in so deep that you don’t feel like you’re reading a book—you feel like you’re right there living it with the characters. You feel every emotion, every moment of tension, every heartbeat of the story.
Monroe and Gray’s story is hands down my favorite. Their connection is intense, emotional, and beautifully written. What makes it even better is that they’ve both been in love for so long… and neither of them even fully realizes it. The slow unraveling of their feelings, the unspoken emotions, and the way everything builds had me completely hooked.
Gray is the kind of hero you can’t help but love—loyal, protective, and all in. He protects Monroe even though she doesn’t need it, and somehow that just makes you love him even more. And Monroe is everything I want in a strong female lead—fierce, guarded, and unforgettable.
This book is filled with heart, found family, and a love story that will stick with you long after you finish. If you love emotional romance with deep characters and a relationship that feels real, this one is an absolute must-read.
Monroe and Gray’s story is hands down my favorite. Their connection is intense, emotional, and beautifully written. What makes it even better is that they’ve both been in love for so long… and neither of them even fully realizes it. The slow unraveling of their feelings, the unspoken emotions, and the way everything builds had me completely hooked.
Gray is the kind of hero you can’t help but love—loyal, protective, and all in. He protects Monroe even though she doesn’t need it, and somehow that just makes you love him even more. And Monroe is everything I want in a strong female lead—fierce, guarded, and unforgettable.
This book is filled with heart, found family, and a love story that will stick with you long after you finish. If you love emotional romance with deep characters and a relationship that feels real, this one is an absolute must-read.
February 19, 2026
Even if we last is the third book in Molly’s Huntley Square Series. I loved the passion and commitment that both Hudson and Mallory have for each other as friend and colleagues. The love hate relationship, the workplace tension, the best friends to lovers, I’m always a sucker for! I did keep clenching my fists when Mallory kept struggling to let Hudson in! And he just kept trying and trying! She’s a very stubborn but an extremely strong and resilient women trying to prove to everyone that she’s stronger then any man kind. ( ugh, her dad is just awful!, emotional trauma) of course Hudson tries to break those walls down! Oh and their drunken elopement!? HELLO!
I love hearing about characters happy ending and future but at the end of the book it does quite give you that… You know they are madly in love with each other but the investigation is up in the air but I’m assuming that’s for Molly’s next book?! Which I’m looking extremely forward for!
Molly adds extra details into her books and really creates such good personalities between characters! if you love a lot of high love tension, closed door romance and suspens! Then this book is definitely up your ally!
I love hearing about characters happy ending and future but at the end of the book it does quite give you that… You know they are madly in love with each other but the investigation is up in the air but I’m assuming that’s for Molly’s next book?! Which I’m looking extremely forward for!
Molly adds extra details into her books and really creates such good personalities between characters! if you love a lot of high love tension, closed door romance and suspens! Then this book is definitely up your ally!
March 19, 2026
Honestly, I struggled with this book. I hated reading the scenes where they put Gray through the wringer and regularly questioned his integrity and character. While I wholly understand trust issues, trauma, and the way that can impact your ability to give and receive love, this was beyond that. Gray deserved better. When you know someone deeply enough to call them your best friend, you don't jump to conclusions about what they have and haven't done and yell over them before they can explain themselves. And it wasn't just the love interest, it was the people who were supposedly his friends too.
Ultimately, it's hard for me to ship a relationship that feels unhealthy because the wounds are so deep. I have soent forever wanting these two together as I read the series, but this kind of ruined it for me.
And the ending felt like it was out of left field. I'm not sure I'm interested in watching this storyline and group turn into dark romance; I enjoyed that it was romantic suspense without getting too into the mafia tropes that so many others rely on. Them joining a family feels like it doesn't fit with them as people.
Ultimately, it's hard for me to ship a relationship that feels unhealthy because the wounds are so deep. I have soent forever wanting these two together as I read the series, but this kind of ruined it for me.
And the ending felt like it was out of left field. I'm not sure I'm interested in watching this storyline and group turn into dark romance; I enjoyed that it was romantic suspense without getting too into the mafia tropes that so many others rely on. Them joining a family feels like it doesn't fit with them as people.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 17, 2026
Mallory and Hudson are everything
How does this series keep getting better!
I loved the Deadly Duo in the previous two books, but this one just topped them.
I love Mallory, she is a bad ass, but getting in her head was perfect. Seeing how she was raised, and how skewed it was gave so much insight. Her thoughts on Hudson that she doesn’t let the world know.
Hudson and his flirtatious and smiles he gives everyone, and all he's hiding, just surprising to see. I love that we got to meet his family.
The twists in this one I didn't expect, I had tears just thinking Molly wasn't about to rip my heart out. The journey Mallory and Hudson go through was a hard one, especially from two people who don't talk about feelings they have for each and the walls they had up for so long.
The story Molly weaves is beautiful, and the world she builds makes you feel like you are there. The characters are developed so well that you feel like you know them.
Grab this book, you will not regret it!
How does this series keep getting better!
I loved the Deadly Duo in the previous two books, but this one just topped them.
I love Mallory, she is a bad ass, but getting in her head was perfect. Seeing how she was raised, and how skewed it was gave so much insight. Her thoughts on Hudson that she doesn’t let the world know.
Hudson and his flirtatious and smiles he gives everyone, and all he's hiding, just surprising to see. I love that we got to meet his family.
The twists in this one I didn't expect, I had tears just thinking Molly wasn't about to rip my heart out. The journey Mallory and Hudson go through was a hard one, especially from two people who don't talk about feelings they have for each and the walls they had up for so long.
The story Molly weaves is beautiful, and the world she builds makes you feel like you are there. The characters are developed so well that you feel like you know them.
Grab this book, you will not regret it!
March 10, 2026
Even if We Last
➡️ @mollybarlowe
Hudson + Mallory
I loved this story! Hudson & Mallory were so very believable. For years they have worked together and during that time have managed to keep their feelings towards each other secret. Hudson fell for Mallory as soon as she uttered literal fighting words towards him 😉
There are so many twists & turns in this one and surprises! Hudson is special.. the way he loves Mallory but also sees her is so very sweet. There is so much depth with these characters. Molly sure knows how to write emotions & I am going to miss these two a ton.
I am very much looking forward to Rush’s story next!
The security team Briggs put together truly feels like family and this has been such a fun series so far!
Quotes -
Do you understand? You have always consumed every part of me. So, I’m going in there because wherever you are is where I want to be.”
“Mallory, I promise to take care of you just as fiercely as I fight with you.”
Content ⚠️
No spice
Kissing only
No foul language
Drunken elopement
➡️ @mollybarlowe
Hudson + Mallory
I loved this story! Hudson & Mallory were so very believable. For years they have worked together and during that time have managed to keep their feelings towards each other secret. Hudson fell for Mallory as soon as she uttered literal fighting words towards him 😉
There are so many twists & turns in this one and surprises! Hudson is special.. the way he loves Mallory but also sees her is so very sweet. There is so much depth with these characters. Molly sure knows how to write emotions & I am going to miss these two a ton.
I am very much looking forward to Rush’s story next!
The security team Briggs put together truly feels like family and this has been such a fun series so far!
Quotes -
Do you understand? You have always consumed every part of me. So, I’m going in there because wherever you are is where I want to be.”
“Mallory, I promise to take care of you just as fiercely as I fight with you.”
Content ⚠️
No spice
Kissing only
No foul language
Drunken elopement
March 24, 2026
Epic is the first word that comes to mind when I read Even If We Last. It was definitely worth the wait for this instalment of the Huntly Square series, and if you haven't read the earlier books, I would highly recommend reading them first.
Hudson and Mallory, aka the deadly duo's story, picks up from the pages of Even if You Fall. In some ways, Even If We Last is not a typical romantic suspense novel. Hudson and Mallory are long-time friends and work partners, and their history is anything but normal. There are many unexpected twists and turns, and I did not see quite a few of them coming.
There were a few moments that I did not like, however, this was overshadowed by the phenomenal storytelling. I thought Mallory's wrestle with femininity was quite intriguing and really well written. It is also an interesting contrast Hudson's battle with charm.
If you enjoy romantic suspense, with sweet romance, lots of action, and many twists and turns, then I would highly recommend Even If We Last.
I received an ARC from the author. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
Hudson and Mallory, aka the deadly duo's story, picks up from the pages of Even if You Fall. In some ways, Even If We Last is not a typical romantic suspense novel. Hudson and Mallory are long-time friends and work partners, and their history is anything but normal. There are many unexpected twists and turns, and I did not see quite a few of them coming.
There were a few moments that I did not like, however, this was overshadowed by the phenomenal storytelling. I thought Mallory's wrestle with femininity was quite intriguing and really well written. It is also an interesting contrast Hudson's battle with charm.
If you enjoy romantic suspense, with sweet romance, lots of action, and many twists and turns, then I would highly recommend Even If We Last.
I received an ARC from the author. All thoughts and opinions in the review are my own.
Review of advance copy received from Author
I am so grateful to Molly for the opportunity to be able to read this eARC.
This book had my husband curious about what I was reading because it had me laughing out loud, covering my face in surprise, talking/yelling to myself and had me anticipating every twist and turn, not quietly. I talked to this book a lot. I stay up way too late reading all of the books in this series simply because the characters and stories grip me.
I loved walking through them navigating all the feelings they've had over the years and finally prioritizing each other, as well as learning to be vulnerable and trust each other in a whole different way.
Usually I can see plots setting up but there were definitely a few in this book I was not expecting at all, which I really loved.
I really enjoyed reading it and I am SO excited for the next books in the series!!
This book had my husband curious about what I was reading because it had me laughing out loud, covering my face in surprise, talking/yelling to myself and had me anticipating every twist and turn, not quietly. I talked to this book a lot. I stay up way too late reading all of the books in this series simply because the characters and stories grip me.
I loved walking through them navigating all the feelings they've had over the years and finally prioritizing each other, as well as learning to be vulnerable and trust each other in a whole different way.
Usually I can see plots setting up but there were definitely a few in this book I was not expecting at all, which I really loved.
I really enjoyed reading it and I am SO excited for the next books in the series!!
February 19, 2026
Enjoyable!!
Even if we Last by Molly Barlowe is book 3 in the Huntley Square Series.
4.5 stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I had been looking forward to Monroe and Grey’s story since book 1. While I don’t typically read books involving the Mafia, I have fallen in love with this series. The main characters in this series are actively fighting against the mafia to keep their cities and family safe. Sometimes they resort to less than legal means.
This book pulled me in from the beginning. I enjoyed how the story flowed, the growth of the characters, and the progression of the series. The book ended with the biggest cliffhanger of the series yet.
This is a closed door romance
Warning: while it is a romance, this book contains heavy themes related to pregnancy, past abuse, murder, mental health, mafia, and other stuff.
Even if we Last by Molly Barlowe is book 3 in the Huntley Square Series.
4.5 stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
I had been looking forward to Monroe and Grey’s story since book 1. While I don’t typically read books involving the Mafia, I have fallen in love with this series. The main characters in this series are actively fighting against the mafia to keep their cities and family safe. Sometimes they resort to less than legal means.
This book pulled me in from the beginning. I enjoyed how the story flowed, the growth of the characters, and the progression of the series. The book ended with the biggest cliffhanger of the series yet.
This is a closed door romance
Warning: while it is a romance, this book contains heavy themes related to pregnancy, past abuse, murder, mental health, mafia, and other stuff.
March 8, 2026
2.7
La calificación es porque a pesar de que no me gusto la trama fue adictivo y no podía soltarlo.
Mallory nunca estuvo con nadie porque solo amaba a Gray, pero él mas fácil que la tabla del uno. Luego sale con que solo era así porque en realidad solo la amaba a ella, pero como ella nunca estaría con él se refugiaba en otras.
Me dio risa cuando según él no era consciente de que coqueteaba con cualquier mujer.
Mallory lo mantuvo en la friend zone porque él podía coquetear con ella y al siguiente momento con otra, así que obviamente ella no lo iba a tomar en serio, ¿Cómo le creería que quería algo con ella si siempre la hizo a un lado y además se paseaba con otras en su cara y hasta se las presentaba??
Odie que fuera virgen esperando a alguien que la verdad no lo valía.
La calificación es porque a pesar de que no me gusto la trama fue adictivo y no podía soltarlo.
Mallory nunca estuvo con nadie porque solo amaba a Gray, pero él mas fácil que la tabla del uno. Luego sale con que solo era así porque en realidad solo la amaba a ella, pero como ella nunca estaría con él se refugiaba en otras.
Me dio risa cuando según él no era consciente de que coqueteaba con cualquier mujer.
Mallory lo mantuvo en la friend zone porque él podía coquetear con ella y al siguiente momento con otra, así que obviamente ella no lo iba a tomar en serio, ¿Cómo le creería que quería algo con ella si siempre la hizo a un lado y además se paseaba con otras en su cara y hasta se las presentaba??
Odie que fuera virgen esperando a alguien que la verdad no lo valía.
Review of advance copy
From the very first chapter I was hooked! In this book we get Gray's (Hudson) and Monroe's (Mallory) story. They served in the same SEALS unit was Monroe was the first female SEAL. After serving in the military, they both started working with Briggs at his security company, Shadow. They have been known as the dynamic duo by many, but never realized that they both harbored feelings for each other. When they wake up from a night in Aruba to discover they eloped, they now have to figure out a path forward. Oh, and throw in another encounter with the Wreckers (the local mafia gang that wants them all dead). This one will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to see what happens.
#ClosedDoorRomance #Mafia #FriendstoLovers
#ClosedDoorRomance #Mafia #FriendstoLovers
Review of advance copy received from Author
Book 3 of the Huntley Square series and my gosh I continue to devour these books.
I feel like I’ve been waiting for Gray & Monroe’s story. They have had such thick tension in the previous books and you could tell they were going to be electric.
I absolutely loved Gray. Monroe was frustrating at times but her backstory broke my heart for me. Honestly Gray says it best her dad and brothers are the worst.
The way Gray is always there to remind Monroe she’s strong, worthy and capable just made my heart so happy. When they finally do get their moment to be happy it’s beautiful! Their journey there is full of pain, hurt and tempers, but also a deep bond.
I am beyond ready for the next book in this series, I mean how could I not be after the glimpse we got?!
I feel like I’ve been waiting for Gray & Monroe’s story. They have had such thick tension in the previous books and you could tell they were going to be electric.
I absolutely loved Gray. Monroe was frustrating at times but her backstory broke my heart for me. Honestly Gray says it best her dad and brothers are the worst.
The way Gray is always there to remind Monroe she’s strong, worthy and capable just made my heart so happy. When they finally do get their moment to be happy it’s beautiful! Their journey there is full of pain, hurt and tempers, but also a deep bond.
I am beyond ready for the next book in this series, I mean how could I not be after the glimpse we got?!
February 22, 2026
This was such a great five star read. I read Even if We Last as an ARC and didn't realize it was Book 3 in a series, but that's ok because now it makes I can go back and read books 1 and 2!
This story has so many tropes I love. Friends to lovers, drunken elopement, black cat and golden retriever energy, and a protective ex Special Forces hero who falls first. But what really stood out to me was Mallory. She is an absolute bada** on the outside, strong, capable, and guarded, but underneath all of that she is vulnerable and trying to navigate emotions she does not fully understand. The author did such a beautiful job showing that balance and making her feel real and layered.
If you're thinking of reading this one, well...you really cannot go wrong with Molly Barlowe. 🤣
This story has so many tropes I love. Friends to lovers, drunken elopement, black cat and golden retriever energy, and a protective ex Special Forces hero who falls first. But what really stood out to me was Mallory. She is an absolute bada** on the outside, strong, capable, and guarded, but underneath all of that she is vulnerable and trying to navigate emotions she does not fully understand. The author did such a beautiful job showing that balance and making her feel real and layered.
If you're thinking of reading this one, well...you really cannot go wrong with Molly Barlowe. 🤣
Review of advance copy received from Author
If I could give this book more stars, I would! I loved every second of Gray & Monroe's story. From the first page, I was hooked. Just when you think you know what's happening, something changes. I love how all the Shadow men are fiercely protective of their women, and even though Mallory can certainly take care of herself, the fact that she lets Hudson is so special, because she doesn’t need him—she chooses him.
I thought it was going to be hard to top Asher Briggs from the first book, but Molly made me fall in love with Hudson Gray even more. Definitely add this book to your TBR! I can't wait for everyone to read this story.
I thought it was going to be hard to top Asher Briggs from the first book, but Molly made me fall in love with Hudson Gray even more. Definitely add this book to your TBR! I can't wait for everyone to read this story.
Read
January 23, 2026OMG THAT ENDING. The gasp I gasped. And totally in public. Holy shnikees!! Oh how I love being back in Huntley and having so much time with ARCK! Cannot wait for Rush and Peyton cuz that’s gonna be so good and so fun with both crews together. And we got to go back to Amber too! Love love love it! So much drama. So much mystery. So much love and giggles and levity in totally inappropriate and serious situations. Gray is amazing and Monroe is frustratingly heartbreaking. Her dad really is the worst. Her brothers too. I only hope we get to see more of her healing in the next story. The end of the this series is going to need one heck of an epilogue.
February 20, 2026
If you haven’t learned by now, Molly has a way with words and creating characters that stay with you. This story was no different.
The sexy drawl seems to come right off the pages as if it’s right in front of you talking to you, and you can’t look away.
I completely adored Mallory, and related to her in several ways. Her sassy attitude and stand strong personality add an element to the story that kept me wanting to get to know her, as if she was an old friend.
This story is unforgettable! Don’t hesitate to read i
The sexy drawl seems to come right off the pages as if it’s right in front of you talking to you, and you can’t look away.
I completely adored Mallory, and related to her in several ways. Her sassy attitude and stand strong personality add an element to the story that kept me wanting to get to know her, as if she was an old friend.
This story is unforgettable! Don’t hesitate to read i
February 21, 2026
Even If We Last is book 3 in Molly Barlowe's Huntley Square series. I absolutely loved Mallory and Gray's story. Co-workers to best friends to waking up to find out they were married with no memory of how. It had me hooked from page one. Grab it today and find out how Mallory and Gray navigate this unexpected development. And if you're familiar with Molly's books, you'll know there's more to the story than just an unexpected marriage. What? I'll let you find out for yourself. It's more fun that way. :)
Displaying 1 - 30 of 56 reviews