What happens when Quiet restraint meets Loud confidence behind the safety of a chat screen?
One of the best MM YA romance I have ever read that's what
"Paint can whisper and words are a microphone"
25% in: I was betting on it being a 5 star if the book continues in the same way😍😍😍😍
In my heart, it is 5 stars but I accepted the ARC for an honest review.
Several things clicked for me when the ARC was suggested.
1- MM romance
2- Written by a guy
3- YA
4- anonymous talking
I have been drifting away from romances anything lately especially those with smut because how mich the plot is sacrificed for the spice.
So, reading this book became a saving grace
I love epistolary romances
Something about connecting with strangers under the guise of a screen
"Eli realized he wasn’t deciding whether to reply. He was deciding how much of himself he could risk putting into a few lines of text.
Hope it's good"
Two boys with different personalities share the same passion and the same fear
one (Eli) avoided the "loud"
And one (Nico) uses "the loud" as defence
Texting the "wrong number" brought them together, and their insecurities formed the connection
"because somewhere out there, in the dark, someone had made the dark feel less empty."....awwwww
I absolutely loved the writing style
So artistic, so poetic, so in sync with the theme of Art
No fireworks. No triumph. Just two boys in fluorescent light, paint in the air, fear finally quieted by something gentler than safety: Choice....God! I love beautiful emotional writing 😍😍
I loved both characters of Eli and Nico and their journey towards each other
"If you filled the space first, you didnt have to wait for someone else to decide what you were"
I liked that the chapters are not made one for one. Both Eli and Nico share the same chapter showing that they share the same experience
I loved that the "romance" was formed out of understanding, communicating and shared experiences even before they met
I loved that there were No "I love yous"
“We’re figuring it out,” Nico said.
I loved that the environment was not toxic.
Most of LGBTQ books fe a turr themes of "struggeling" to come out
For once, I wanted a medium were it was "fine" and "cool" and it was their inner fears rather than the outer one that drove the story
And Eli realized, with a strange ache, that this was the intimacy nobody ever warned you about: not kisses or confessions, but the moment someone let their performance drop and trusted you not to leave.
It was the the emotions and feelings in this book!😍😍😍 that captured my heart
They weren’t safe anymore. But they were staying.
Also,
Was it wrong of me that I want Eli to end up with Rowan?❤️
I have to say that all these Art terms and methods left me feeling like an idiot heeheee, but it was an experience.
Having said that, I was confused in parts because it seemed that Nico and Eli knew who they were?!
At the beginning, even after they nicknamed each other Red/Blue Hoodie, they addressed their names
I dont know if this was intentional
Also, why would you wear the same hoodie to school knowing the other might recognize you?
I tended to think that "they knew" but continued to ignore
I was hoping for their "no face" meet first
Why would you agree to an anonymous meet, but come fully uncovered!
All, in all, I loved the book
I am hoping for a Rowan story
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.