Thank you so much Luna Literary for the e-ARC! This was my first book by Liz Leiby and I truly enjoyed reading it. Last Resort brought out so many emotions, as it was filled with undeniable chemistry, unresolved feelings between ex-lovers, heart-to-heart conversations, and the chance of a second chance with your first love.
Read Last Resort if you enjoy:
💗 second chance (right person, wrong time)
🍹 first love/always been you
⛵️ summer vacation romance
💘 main characters in their 30s (both are 33)
🏖️ growth and healing
👙 secret tattoo
Abigail Ashe and Miles Barker were once lovers. Met in university, dated for two years, loved each other deeply, and then... broke up and never saw each other again. Eleven years later, they get reunited at the White Sands Resort in Cabo San Lucas, Mexico. Abby is there honeymooning alone, after her fiancé leaves her three months before the wedding. Miles is living there temporarily for work, as a contractor. When they're faced with arising feelings, Miles wants a second chance to prove he can be better, and Abby starts to wonder if they could finally have their happily-ever-after.
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I loved the emotional vulnerability throughout the book. The risk and the chance of a second chance. There's risk in letting yourself try again when in the past you've been hurt, and there's the risk of not trying and always wonder "what if?"; there's the chance to try again and now, older and wiser, succeed at having a relationship you've always yearned for.
This book took me on an emotional roller coaster. I was crying one moment, smiling the next, then laughing. There's a lot of emotional growth between the characters, and seeing them figure out their feelings after so long, and how to take the next step, was a journey I enjoyed. And the nostalgia? Remembering the past, the lover you onced thought you'd marry, and the wave of emotions going from hurt, grief, sadness, to hope, attraction, and love.
The angst. The bittersweet memories. All the mentions about their past relationship had my heart crying for them. Specially through Abby's POV - I did shed some tears over how hurt she was even eleven years later - because Miles would always be "the one", even if she moved on, her heart still had a special place for him. It was pretty cool seeing her figure out how to feel as she connects past to present.
The fun, cute, sweet, funny, and romantic moments! I adored all the scenes where I got to see Abby and Miles spending time together, him flirting with her, her trying to keep distance at first but failing to, all the "Does this count?" moments, and much more. The 'dough' scene with the cooking instructor and the 'pink shell' scene had me giggling. This book had a nice mix of angst when they talk about the past + the light and fun moments between them during the vacation where all those lovely feelings come back like they never left - now with the prospect of a new chance.
Abby really dealt with a lot in the past three months - a breakup, difficult work situations, career doubts - and now she has to face her first love/college boyfriend. I felt so much for her and empathized a lot. A non-refundable booking changed Abby's life. She goes on this trip with the hope that she'll have space to think and figure out what she's gonna do with next her life: continue working as an art teacher, or finally go back to school to pursue graphic design at her community college? I realy enjoyed following Abby while she navigates her thoughts on starting over and trying a new career or stay where she is, even if she doesn't feel fulfilled. There are pros and cons, so all her worries were very real. With that, enter the character Walter, a nice older gentleman she meets at the resort, with whom she talks about her life and shares her thoughts. Walter was such a nice addition to the story, and all their conversation, plus their scene with the baby turtles was pretty sentimental and meaningful to help her make a choice.
"I’ve always wondered if he regretted leaving me." + "When it comes to Abby, I have nothing but regret." Through Mile's POV, I could feel how much regret and shame he had over how he dealt with their breakup, as well as understand why he did it, and that if he hadn't broken up with Abby at that time, the turmoil of losing his career as a hockey player would get to their relationship and possibly ruin them. Still, I'm able to see through Abby's POV and feel sad that he didn't let them even get to that point and try. Maybe they would have broken up later like he imagined, maybe they wouldn't. All the "what ifs?". I like feeling both of their emotions, empathizing and understanding why they did what they did, and that adds to show how their story has so many layers.
Abby has 10 vacation days at the resot. Miles now has 10 days to prove that he's worthy of Abby. He wants to prove himself as a better, changed, and mature man. He uses all his charms, flirts with her, and does romantic gestures to show her how much he wants her back. But Miles is so eager to have Abby now that they met each other again, that his anxiety takes charge. At the same time I undertand that he's afraid of losing her again and wants to jump quickly into dating again, I can recognize how that's now the smart choice. And luckily, Abby also wants to take it slow, talk, understand where they stand and what the future looks like. He had anxiety over that, thinking he'd lose his chance and never see her again. I was relieved that Abby set her boundaries and explained that it was all too soon. She needed space to think before making a life-chaning decision. I liked how the book developed when they were reaching the end of the vacation - when Miles needs to take some time to really think things through and realized he was being unreasonable. It adds depth and growth to their characters.
Miles, oh Miles. Some times, right at the beginning, I wanted to grab him by his shoulders and shake him HAHAHA I felt so much for Abby. Even though he understand he doesn't deserve her time or attention, he still wants to apologize, but as he tries, she wonders - why now? At the same time he wants to make things right after his poor past decisions, he wants to clear his conscience.
Abby's flashbacks with Todd, her ex-fiancé, showed her people-pleasing tendencies. I can see how for some readers that is an infuriating aspect, but to me it worked to show how much she changed and grew after the engagement ended. If they stayed together, I believe she would find herself in a much deeper problem way later and it would be harder to stand up for herself and do/say what she wants.
Hazel, Gray, Walter, Destiny and Winnie - the side characters - were incredible! Lovely characters that had a lot of fun, cute and funny scenes. They were valuable additions to the story, helping Abby and Miles throughout the book. Special mention to Captain, the cat! I love when there are pets in the books.
Finally... the epilogue! What a beautiful moment 🥺🥺😭💓💓 Such a special mention of what they talked about in the past, now coming to life in the present. I was hoping we'd get that in their epilogue, so I was super happy to see that was the special moment in their epilogue. Tear-eyed and heart full of love for Abby and Miles. Their love story captivated my heart. I ended my reading session very fulfilled.
Special highlights/quotes:
“Hello, gorgeous,” “You have a lot of audacity to flirt with me right now.” “I literally cannot help myself.”
“You think I’m hot?” “Shut up.” “Oh my god, Abby. Why didn’t you say so sooner? I think you’re hot too.”
“Maybe if you got on your knees,” “I like a bit of groveling.” “I can get on my knees,” “And grovel?” “I would grovel for you.”
She’s all the things she was over a decade ago when we dated, and I know there’s so much I missed. I want to know her again, find out all the things I missed and learn who she is now.
“Why are you staring at me like that?”“How am I staring at you?” “Like you might eat me.” “Because I might.”
There isn’t a multiverse or a timeline where I don’t belong to her body and soul.
I’m already hers and I want nothing more than to make her mine again.
“You bring so much light and joy into my life and I want you to be mine again. I want to be yours.