A book about overthinking, mental noise, and breaking free from mental autopilot.
We live in a world that never stops thinking. From the moment we wake up to the moment we close our eyes, our minds are flooded with thoughts—some useful, many unnecessary, and others downright deceptive. Most of us assume that we are our thoughts, that the voice in our head defines who we are. But what if that isn't true? What if we have the power to step back, observe our thoughts, and decide which ones deserve our attention—and which ones should be let go?
Thought Existing Beyond the Influence of Thought is an exploration of that very power. This book is not about stopping thoughts—that's impossible. Instead, it's about developing the awareness to watch them without being ruled by them. It's about recognizing that thoughts are not commands, but suggestions—some helpful, some harmful—and that we have the choice to examine each one before acting.
Too often, people suffer because they believe every fear, doubt, or impulsive idea that arises in their minds. They react without questioning, assuming their thoughts are reality. But thoughts are not facts. They are mental events, shaped by past experiences, biases, and fleeting emotions. When we learn to observe them with detachment, we reclaim control over our actions, our emotions, and ultimately, our lives.
In these pages, you'll discover practical ways to become the watcher of your thoughts rather than their prisoner. You'll learn how to pause, question, and discern which thoughts align with your true intentions—and which are merely noise. This isn't about suppressing the mind but mastering it, so you can live with greater clarity, purpose, and freedom.
If you've ever felt overwhelmed by your own thinking, if you've acted on impulses you later regretted, or if you've wondered whether there's a way to break free from mental autopilot—this book is for you. The journey begins with a simple but profound You are not your thoughts. You are the one who watches them.
Kevin Lewis is the author of many children’s picture books for toddler and early elementary grades including the classics Chugga-Chugga Choo-Choo and My Truck is Stuck (both illustrated by Daniel Kirk), Halloween favorite The Runaway Pumpkin, Lot at the End of My Block, Dinosaur Dinosaur, Tugga-Tugga Tugboat, and Not Inside This House.
Kevin grew up on his grandparents’ farm in Rembert, South Carolina. Around the third grade, he fell in love with books, and by middle school, Kevin was a bit of a reading recluse. Books carried him through high school and Erskine College, where he studied English. A children’s literature course he thought would be an easy three credits ignited his passion for children’s books, a passion that led him to New York City and his first publishing-related job at the legendary bookstore, Books of Wonder.
For over two decades, Kevin has been one of the most highly regarded children’s book editors in the industry. At Scholastic Inc., he worked with Dav Pilkey on the original Captain Underpants. At Simon & Schuster Books for Young Readers, where he served as an Editorial Director, Kevin worked with a veritable who’s who of authors and illustrators including Laurie Halse Anderson (Fever 1793, Chains), Spike and Tonya Lee (Please Baby Please), Tony DiTerlizzi and Holly Black (The Spiderwick Chronicles), Derek Anderson and Lauren Thompson (Little Quack), Alex Sanchez (Rainbow Boys), Jim Benton (Franny K. Stein) Angela Johnson, Kadir Nelson, Cynthia Rylant, and Loren Long. As an Executive Editor at Disney Press, Kevin developed and produced the Vampirina Ballerina series and edited books by Matthew Cordell, Barney Saltzberg, and Chris Barton.
In 2018, Kevin became an agent for the Erin Murphy Literary Agency, primarily focusing on writer-illustrators and diverse voices.
These days, Kevin lives in Newburgh, New York in a two hundred year old farmhouse with his husband, Phil and dog named Kat. Most of the time, you’ll find him gardening in the yard, biking around the Hudson Valley, or sitting on the back porch (which often doubles as his office).