Something about this story just did not feel right with me, maybe it was the weird pacing- e.g. everything happens at once, then chapters of literally nothing- or the attempts at ‘young’ talk. Or maybe it was the shoe horned love triangle. However I found this story promising but ultimately disappointing.
I am always interested in a plot based around Old Testament biblical angels and wrath, it appeals to my Christian upbringing and education, and seeing new takes is familiar in a comforting way. But also the sheer amount of drama and vengeance within the text makes for interesting base material. This book had an interesting take on heavens war and how angels fell but that is honestly the most positive thing I can say. The description of ‘falling’ was inspired, having the day of the dead be connected to Lucifer was also an interesting twist.
So the above paragraph is basically the most positive I can be in regards to this novel, the story was boringly cliche, Lilliah is a typical high school girl with two best friends, one a girl called Rebecca who I think solely exists as mascot to help Lilliah plan dates? Her other best friend is called Jeremy but low and behold he has unrequited feelings. Que awkward jealousy and petty arguments throughout the book.
Azrael is a fallen angel, locked out of heaven and the only way to get back is to use Lilliah’s blood, but he falls in love at lighting speed and instead saves her life. He withholds information from her repeatedly in order to ‘protect’ her, takes her on dates, impulsively goes hot and cold and leave Lilliah feeling like she has done things wrong whenever she wants to take control of her own life. Azrael does explain that he isn’t angry at her, but just having a character that quick to anger and violence whose only redemption is this one 18 year old whilst he is thousands of years old is a little weird. Now normally an age gap in a fantasy romance doesn’t overly bother me, but I kept thinking that Azrael not only played up in subtle ways that he was older, but he also acted extremely childish in regards to Lilliah’s own feelings- this is not good for a younger audience. The debate around how much fiction affects us outside of reading the story is a mixed case, but if I was a younger version of myself I would definitely consider some of the problematic behaviour as romantic, as that is the way it is framed in the book.
Tropes about information being kept from adult women to stop them being in pain has become tired and is a way to control women not to protect. Please stop framing it as romantic, if someone loves you as much as they are saying they are not going to withhold life altering information from you. They are not going to threaten to kill or hurt people that reveal that information to you. It is 2019, women, especially from female authors need to be given autonomy- there is nothing wrong if an author wants to write a jealous, angry character who has to grow- but there needs to be push back. It’s lazy writing to frame this as romantic, especially in a book that is also trying to portray a strong female lead?
Another issue I had with this novel was the pacing issues, at the beginning there is loads of action fairly quickly then literally nothingness for pages whilst Lilliah moons over Azrael. Then she tries to escape or gets attacked for maybe 10 pages, then it goes back to literally nothing.
I probably would have enjoyed this book as a teenager even with the cliches, however, as an adult I cannot recommend. The book is boring, most of it is a copy and several other YA novels, and the problematic male lead left me feeling numb.