Remember this sentence: You have no control over who you fall in love with.
As much as you'd like to think you do have control, you don't.
Nate Wilson is a hardworking, guy in his late twenties. He's hot, non-commital and that's the way he wants it. He's perfectly content with the handful of ladies in his little black book with whom he's comfortable and that give him physical satisfaction. No strings. Besides, he doesn't have time for a committed relationship - or does he? Enter Sunny (also known as Ashley),who is the farthest thing you would expect Nate to fall for. She's damaged goods and by all standards, not for him. She's cursed with a family tragedy and drug addiction. Nate knows better than to fall for a woman like her. She spells trouble. Even her best friend/sponsor tries to warn him. ^^^Enter that first sentence I wrote above.....^^^
This book takes you on a journey which involves compromise, trust, love and letting go. My heart ached more times than not. I felt for Sunny and the horrible things she carried inside her head. She wanted to be good, clean and trust, but she couldn't. Every time she caught herself trying to be happy, something threw her back into her safe world of drugs and alcohol. It was her bandaid to stop the bleeding.
If you've ever known someone with an addiction, then you'll identify. If not, then this book will let you know how it is to love someone who can fall off the edge so quickly, so hard. As much as you want to fix them, you can't do it. They have to WANT to.
This book had me all over the road map with emotions. I was rooting for, yelling at, screaming and yes, I cried. There is one part in the book (sorry, not giving spoilers) but you won't see it coming and it will rip your heart out.
The author did a great job in writing POV's, which there is an art to and she does it with such ease. The characters are well developed and the descriptions are awesome!
I adored Nate and his best friend Daxton. These two guys had a bromance like you wouldn't believe. Friends from childhood, now working together - they had each other's backs at all times. Loved loved loved their friendship!
I loved this book and I recommend it highly!