These are my thoughts while reading:
0.0% Hoping to start this soon :D Looking forward to see how this works - never read a female dom before! so Im excited :D
6.0% What I want...” She looked him up and down one more time, the predatory appraisal both hot and threatening. He swallowed but resisted wiping his palms on his pants. She ran a single finger down his chest, her blood-red nail leaving a trail of fire beneath his shirt. “I want to see you kneeling naked at my feet. Hands bound. Your sweet mouth opened wide around my gag with your ankles spread by the bar I put between them.”
Okay I think this is going to be awesome! :D
10.0% I love seeing all these guys again! :D
11.0% We know what this means, but I want the world to know exactly what you mean to me.”
Awwww! <3 <3
12.0% She snapped her chin around, eyes wide to reveal a stark vulnerability that stopped his breath. It was covered by a glare before she turned back to the group, but that didn’t stop him from zeroing in on the brief crack in her icy shell.
Yes n I so can't wait to see more of it! I'm so intrigued by these two! :D :D
14.0% Now that his embarrassment and desire had faded, his frustration at the entire situation spiked his anger. So yeah, he liked some domination in areas of his life, but he wasn’t a fucking pushover.
I was worried I wouldn't really like Holden but I really do n I CANT WAIT to read more about him! :D :) :D
15.0% “It won’t go away.” Holden gave a dry laugh. “That’s what she said. Then she walked out.” “So go get her.” He froze. “What?” There was a devious gleam to the smile that lit Seth’s face.
Hahaha <3 Seth!
17.0% “Yes, Mistress.” Zero hesitation. At some point in the past two weeks, Mr. Hauke had found his balls and decided to own them. There was something attractive in that.
Definitely!
21.0% If Vanessa thought he was giving up, she was damn wrong. If anything, her repeated denials to be his Mistress only made him more determined to make it happen. He hadn’t made the pros by giving up.
Okay I totally love that Holden isn't going to give up! He might like to submit in bed but hes a fighter and definitely not a quitter! :D <3
23.0% He intrigued her, and that was more than any man had done since her cousin Rick and his friends had destroyed her trust in men so long ago.
???? My mind went to the worst thing! I really really hope I'm way way off base!
26.0% He faced her, his decision firm. “My name is Holden. I’m not into degradation or humiliation, but you can call me whatever you like when we’re in a Scene. I get that. But when we’re not in a Scene, you can use my name.” She was using the formality to keep her distance, and he didn’t want distance
I really love that he's not a push over and he can and will stand up for himself against Vanessa! <3
27.0% “What?” She’d tried to contain her chuckle, but a small laugh slipped out anyway. “I was just picturing you in skinny jeans.” His faced bunched into a grimace of horror. “I marked dressing up as a no. I classify skinny jeans as falling into that category.” “Agreed,” she conceded before getting back to business
I love when Vanessa lets her guard down - I'm looking forward to seeing more of it and them
28.0% That meant on some level, she truly wanted him as her submissive. “No, Mistress.” Her admission to herself was timed with his soft reply. The double impact twisted a raw nerve that dug at her chest. It didn’t matter though. He’d see only what she wanted him to see
I'm loving that Vanessa wants him more than any sub and more than she would like too! :D <3
29.0% A glance at the clock showed it was three o’clock in the fucking morning, and he had a goddamn boner trapped in a cock cage.
Hahaha I can't help but chuckle! Poor Holden though haha
32.0% Another smile found its way to her lips. He had her doing that way too much. It wasn’t good.
Yes Vanessa it is! <3
34.0% But letting this go—him go—wasn’t really an option anymore. It never had been or they wouldn’t be here right now. “You please me,” she said, her voice rough with emotion.
Oh! These two are amazing! I just can't wait to see more of their story! I love how conflicted Vanessa is - I just want to know more about her!
Oh, fuck. The relief rushed through Holden in a shuddering wave. That’d been too close. The back and forth with her was tiring, but he wouldn’t give up on her. Not when everything in him said this could be so good.
Yh I'm definitely falling in love with Holden! <3
35.0% “Please,” he begged, his voice a strangled sound that was foreign to his ears. He didn’t care. Staying still was almost impossible. His legs started to shake, his hands clenched around the chains. It took all of his restraint not to buck into her mouth for more. Just one little suck on the tip, a firm stroke down his shaft, that was all he needed to come. Never had so little been so much.
Okay definitely HOT!
36.0% Each breath was constrained by her corset, and the confinement left her frustrated instead of calmed. It made no sense, but he was under her skin, burning through her as no other sub ever had. There was no easy out either, so she stopped fighting her emotions and for once, she did what she wanted, not what she should.
I love that!! <3 <3
37.0% She smiled at the thought, the power pumping through her in another tide of adrenaline. His barriers were completely down and somehow, he’d managed to crumble all of hers too. It was exhilarating and frightening and something he would never know.
I love Vanessa has stopped fighting it for the moment - I'm sure she'll build he walls back up soon enough! <3 I'm loving this so far and can't put it down! <3 <3
38.0% He was so close, and God, she wanted to bring him all the way. Give him the freedom and joy of the subspace he craved. She could do it. Would do it. And with him, maybe she’d find that final freedom too. It was something she’d always prevented, but with Holden, she seemed incapable of stopping it.
Yep! That did it I officially love these two!!! <3 <3 <3
39.0% She’d had intercourse with him. Had given herself while she’d taken. He had no idea what it meant. No idea that she never had penetrative sex with her clients. Orgasms, yes. Many had serviced her, but few were allowed in her.
Oh Vanessa! You let go coz he's different and you know it! I can't wait to see Holden not let you go! He's a sub in the bedroom but no where near a push over and I love it and him! <3
She shook her head, shoving the thought back out. This was her space. Those other men who’d stolen her choice and trust didn’t get to ruin it. The truth that they already had wasn’t lost on her. Time dulled the memory. Counseling eased the pain. But nothing overrode the emotional triggers that left her cold and shaking. Nothing until Holden
:O on god no! I so hoped I was wrong but I don't think I was!!
40.0% He supposed a docile submissive would get dressed and leave as fast as he could. But he wasn’t docile. Never had been. A passive attitude didn’t get him into the NHL. Tonight had confirmed he loved submitting to her. She’d fucking owned him when she’d been paddling his ass.
<3 <3 totally love Holden! I seriously can't stop highlighting!
41.0% His mouth went dry despite the water he’d consumed. Somehow he’d earned another level of her trust. It was the only explanation for why she would allow him to see this private, unguarded side of her. The understanding was another twist that wound him closer to her and he made a silent vow to prove to her that her trust wasn’t misplaced.
Awwww Holden! <3 <3
45.0% Loathing churned in her stomach, but he’d never see that. Years of exploiting the free counseling services at college had given her the mental tools to endure events where he was present. He might be the prick who’d shattered her trust with his betrayal, but he wasn’t taking her family from her too.
? I'm so confused with what happened back then! I so hope my Initial thought is wrong
48.0% Containment was the first step in putting out a fire. A smile lifted her lips, her plan forming. One Mr. Holden Hauke was about to get more than he bargained for, and she was more than willing to put that man back in the box where he belonged.
I really love Vanessa - I can't wait to find out more about her!
50.0% Would you ever tell me no?” His eyes closed, and she tilted his chin up so when he opened his eyes he was looking at her. He searched her, his hesitancy showing before it disappeared behind a wall of confidence. “Yes, I would, Mistress.” Not the answer most submissives would give. By some standards, it was a very wrong answer. But it was the exact one she’d been hoping he’d give her
I'm really loving these two
51.0% It’d been bold of him to use her name, yet it was her he cherished. The Mistress was a part of her, not a separate entity, and he didn’t want to distinguish between them anymore.
Oh Holden! I loveeee you! <3
52.0% Not helping,” he grunted. “I wasn’t trying to,” she answered, a smirk lining her face. Another slap to his already rosy ass brought the sharp sting back to her hand. Any complaints from Holden were muffled by the mattress, where his face was buried. His hands held fistfuls of bedding, the muscles in his arms and back straining with his effort for control.
I LOVE how much control Holden has for Vanessa! <3
54.0% He shook his head and reached for her, grabbing her wrist when she started to climb off him “No,” he said, his voice firm, despite the weakness that plagued the rest of him. She turned to him, eyes wide with the vulnerability he longed to soothe. “Please. Stay with me, Vanessa.” His final plea hung between them as the air swooped in to chill his damp flesh.
<3 <3 Holden!! <3 <3
56.0% God, he was worse than a playful puppy and just as cute too. She smacked his arm. “Down, boy.” “Arf,” he barked before he caught her in an unexpected hug that yanked her feet from the ground. He swung her around, nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck. His sloppy raspberry blubbered through the air and sent wet shivers over her neck.
Awww! I love it when Vanessa forgets to be guarded!
He took the kiss, controlling it as he pushed inside and claimed everything he found. Here, now, she gave it to him. Loved it. He gathered her up, supporting her back and grinding his pelvis into hers. It was hot and wild and unplanned. Her head spun with the carnal need and she kissed him back..
Oh wow! Was not expecting this - yet I absolutely LOVE it! <3
58.0% The truth was she wanted to go on a bike ride with him. Just like she’d wanted to shower with him and laugh with him and... Yeah, she wanted to be with him. It was a sorry, surprising state for her, and she couldn’t find the will to object. The situation was sure to bite her in the ass later, but for now, she’d go along and simply have fun for once.
Awww <3 Vanessa and Holden! That was just perfect!
59.0% The trapped panic or sensation of being constrained wasn’t there. Not with Holden. Just like it’d been missing when she was beneath him on the stairs. “Why you?” Her question drifted over the water and merged with the soft lap of waves slapping against the rocky bank
Oh Vanessa! What happened to you? And what the hell do your family have to do with it?!?!
62.0% She turned around, flashed him a wicked grin, then dangled her lacy red underwear over her shoulder. “Let’s go.” The door hung open, and he had to pick his chin off the floor as she sashayed down the walk to his car. Holy fuck.
Love Vanessa! Especially when she has her guard down! <3
63.0% The car rolled into her driveway and he slammed on the breaks before he crashed into her garage door. He pulled away to jam the car into Park, kill the engine and click their seat belts off and then he was on her. Fingers back in her heat, his lips taking hers. She groaned into him, hips bucking into his hand. It took two fistfuls of his hair being yanked before he ripped his mouth from hers, gasping.
<3 <3
66.0% He leaned in. “That includes the ones about you. Watch your back, Vanessa. The vultures are circling.”
Oh shit!
69.0% We’re friends,” Seth added. “That’s all your sister needs to know.” She sucked in another shallow breath, and on the exhale, invited her partners into parts of her world they were never supposed to be involved in.
Aww I love that all these men want to help! <3 I'm glad Vanessa's intersecting her worlds a bit - I just hope it doesn't cause trouble!
70.0% Tonight is about endurance and giving,” she murmured, her gaze drifting to his mouth as she spoke. “I’m going to push you. Test you. Own you.”
Oh this sounds like it's going to be hot!! <3 <3
72.0% His roar set her free. She cried out, her higher pitch blending with his roughened note in perfect harmony. Together they found the quiet. They found their peace.
So perfect! <3 <3
73.0% " It’s already too late,” she admitted in answer to his question. She only understood that after the words were out. It really was too late. Against every warning and truth that she knew about men, especially men like him, she’d gone and fallen for him anyway
Oh Vanessa! <3 <3 What happened to you??
He studied her for a long moment that threatened to tumble her confidence. No matter what he did, she wouldn’t regret telling him. It was his risk, and he couldn’t defend himself if he didn’t know all of the dangers.
I so so so love that she's mature enough to know that! <3 <3 <3"
74.0% He’d hear nothing but shit if any of these guys ever found out about his little kink. Oddly enough, that didn’t bother him anymore. He was proud of Vanessa. Proud of what they were together. Now he just needed her to be proud of them too.
Awwwwww Holden <3 <3
79.0% He wanted that—the meaning, not the object itself. The understanding ripped him open until it felt like his desires were bared to everyone there. He wanted to be completely owned by Vanessa. He wanted it all. The commitment, the bond, the security...the love.
<3 Holden!! <3
80.0% Can we not do this today? I said I’d do it.” She tried not to glare, but it was hard. Her mother simply didn’t know how to be affectionate and nurturing.
I really don't like Vs mum! -_-
81.0% It was an odd look for the Dom, yet it fit him too. He had one arm wrapped around Quinn’s shoulders, the other hand rubbing the back of the baby carrier.
Awwww! Marcus and Quinn <3 <3 <3
82.0% The last statement rammed through her to destroy every defensive shield she had. Even fisted, her hands trembled. Her throat was raw with the emotions stuck there, cutting it to shreds. “And I paid for it,” she gritted out
Oh Vanessa! :'( :'(
83.0% 83% But your betrayal hurt me worse than that hit or anything those other guys did.” “How?” Rick strained around Holden’s bulk. “Your goddamn bitch shield won’t let anything through. If you had cracked just once, shown anything, maybe I would’ve had a reason to stick my neck out for you. But it wasn’t worth it.” The smack of Holden’s fist destroying Rick’s nose pummeled through the air in a sickening crunch of bone and skin. “She’s always worth it,” Holden growled.
I fucking hate Rick!
But go Holden!! <3
85.0% “Don’t take it out on him.” Her mouth dropped open with the sucker punch before she snapped it shut. “What do you mean?” “Holden,” Noah said, shocking her again. “It’s not my place to interfere with your sub, but trust me when I say, pushing him away won’t help.”
Woo go Noah! <3
The chance of finding that one I’d want to stay with is too big a risk for me. I...I can’t do it. So I don’t do it at all.” He focused on her again, the sadness hidden behind the stoic mask he wore. “You need to decide which is the greater risk. Losing him, or losing yourself to him.”
Oh Noah? I can't wait for your story! (Especially as I know who it's with :D <3)
87.0% As long as you cover the part where you started fucking the Ice Queen.” Holden was around the counter and in Grenick’s face a second later. “Shut the fuck up. Her name’s Vanessa. Use it.”
Holden! <3 <3
89.0% Damned if he was going to sit home all day, hoping Vanessa would call. Nope, that wasn’t his style. He’d give her to the end of the day, then he’d hunt her down. She might not know it, but she needed him just as much as he needed her. He’d prove that to her. Somehow he’d show her that was true.
Totally love Holden's determination! <3 <3
90.0% She wouldn’t know if she didn’t try. What was the worst thing that could happen? Her heart couldn’t possibly hurt more than it did right now. “
Awwwww V <3 <3 <3
93.0% Don’t you know by now?” he asked, fingers lacing into her hair to tug her head back until he could meet her eyes. Even in the dark, she could see the love there. “I’m yours. In every way. Beyond the playroom. Beyond the spankings and bondage and play—I belong to you.” He trailed his fingers down her cheek, the touch tender and clear. “I hope someday that’ll go both ways.”
<3 HOLDEN!! <3
“My family doesn’t know what happened.” She shrugged when his frown deepened. “I was raised with the belief that you are responsible for everything that happens to you. Period. No excuses. Somewhere in that mentality I formed the belief that I caused them to do it, that I let them. I was weak. So I never told anyone but Liv.”
:O gotta say I really don't like her family -_-
95.0% “Yes.” He didn’t have to ask what she was talking about. The leather ankle bracelet she’d tied on him was about the only thing he could wear all the time, given his job. It was their little secret with a load of meaning and promises that he could take on the ice with him. He’d finally gotten the collar he’d longed for from Vanessa.
Awwwwww! I love it! <3 <3
100.0% I totally loved this book a lot more than I thought I would! I was a bit nervous about a man being the submissive as I love alpha males but it totally worked n didn't bother me at all!
Holden wasn't a complete submissive except in the bedroom when they were playing - he was determined n wouldn't let vanessa hide or get away <3
Loved seeing the rest of the characters n I can't wait to read the last book soon :D