After almost two years of waiting, I found the raws and machine translated them to read the final volume. I'm so glad that I found the answers and I love that Satoshi Morie explored beyond the usual author life. The crazy stalker fans and the murders surrounding the main lead everytime he publishes his work. The sweet and tender relationship he shares with Ayano who draws him out of the world of writing. To me Ayano is a perfect audience and a muse to the main lead. She is relatable and yet naive. I'm so relieved I could read it, wish there is an official English translation soon but I can only hope.