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Faking Forever: The Hawthornes
They married for a reason that no longer exists.
McKenna Hawthorne knows it’s only a matter of time before her husband leaves her. She’s a perfectionist, unaccustomed to failing, and she regrets starting something that never had a chance in hell of succeeding. But when he doesn’t leave, Kenny begins to tentatively hope that what they have can be more than just smoke and mirrors. Until he pulls the rug out from under her in the cruelest way possible, decimating her heart in the process.
Smith Jenson is ready to put this ill-advised marriage in his rear-view mirror. Write it off as an egregious lapse in judgment. He shouldn't have married her in the first place. They’re too different. She’s too… cold. Distant. Once upon a time, he’d cared enough to want to find out what lay beneath all those layers of control. Now he doubts that he’ll find anything of substance at all. Perhaps he could have been less harsh when he ended it. Less cruel. But Kenna is incapable of normal human emotion. He’d seen enough evidence of that over the course of their marriage. She can handle a few harsh words from him.
Their marriage is over. Doomed from the start. But with so much pain, resentment, and unfinished business still simmering between them, McKenna and Smith are not quite done destroying each other yet.
McKenna Hawthorne knows it’s only a matter of time before her husband leaves her. She’s a perfectionist, unaccustomed to failing, and she regrets starting something that never had a chance in hell of succeeding. But when he doesn’t leave, Kenny begins to tentatively hope that what they have can be more than just smoke and mirrors. Until he pulls the rug out from under her in the cruelest way possible, decimating her heart in the process.
Smith Jenson is ready to put this ill-advised marriage in his rear-view mirror. Write it off as an egregious lapse in judgment. He shouldn't have married her in the first place. They’re too different. She’s too… cold. Distant. Once upon a time, he’d cared enough to want to find out what lay beneath all those layers of control. Now he doubts that he’ll find anything of substance at all. Perhaps he could have been less harsh when he ended it. Less cruel. But Kenna is incapable of normal human emotion. He’d seen enough evidence of that over the course of their marriage. She can handle a few harsh words from him.
Their marriage is over. Doomed from the start. But with so much pain, resentment, and unfinished business still simmering between them, McKenna and Smith are not quite done destroying each other yet.
410 pages, Kindle Edition
Published May 19, 2026
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Natasha Anders
25 books3,253 followersSince making her publishing debut in 2012, Natasha Anders has drawn praise and attention as a unique voice in romance. Montlake author and 2018 RITA® Finalist, Anders was born in Cape Town, South Africa. She spent nine years as an associate English teacher in Niigata, Japan, where she became a legendary karaoke diva. Anders currently lives in Cape Town.
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May 26, 2026
I don’t know why I wanted to see how bad this could be…
But wow, this was mental.
Smith was cruel, verbally and mentally abusive. The things he said…wow…just wow…I have no words.
The blurb already gives you an idea that he was going to say unforgivable things. Therefore, the rating I’ve given this book applies to everything else.
Kenna was the only one listening to all the crap he threw at her, blaming herself for everything falling apart, and she was the only one willing to work on their marriage and do better. Smith did none of that, he was selfish, narcissistic and a brat. There was no grovel. In the last chapter he came with some lame apology why he said all those things, literally gaslighting her, and that he wanted her back 🤡.
The only way this book could ever have a HEA is for Kenna to find another man and all communications with Smith to happen through the lawyers. No way in hell could one ever come back from the things he said. And I really wanted her brothers to beat him up for all the things he said to her.
Kenny while talking to her bothers:
Smith’s response a moment later:
His reason:
To wrap it up:
Who in their right mind would ever get back with someone after this? What even is there to go back to?
Other than that, there were a lot of grammar issues and writing mistakes. Writer even managed to mess up with the names.
This book has so much potential. Note that there is no OWD, no cheating, no crazy ex, none of that type of toxicity. Where other writers would've made him a manwhore or go running to some ex or OW, this book focusses only on them and how they find their way back to each other. For that, writer deserves some credits. I added +⭐ for that.
But wow, this was mental.
Smith was cruel, verbally and mentally abusive. The things he said…wow…just wow…I have no words.
The blurb already gives you an idea that he was going to say unforgivable things. Therefore, the rating I’ve given this book applies to everything else.
Kenna was the only one listening to all the crap he threw at her, blaming herself for everything falling apart, and she was the only one willing to work on their marriage and do better. Smith did none of that, he was selfish, narcissistic and a brat. There was no grovel. In the last chapter he came with some lame apology why he said all those things, literally gaslighting her, and that he wanted her back 🤡.
The only way this book could ever have a HEA is for Kenna to find another man and all communications with Smith to happen through the lawyers. No way in hell could one ever come back from the things he said. And I really wanted her brothers to beat him up for all the things he said to her.
“You’re like a Barbie doll. All this waxy perfection on the outside but nothing substantive on the inside. I’ve tried. God knows I’ve tried, but liking you is hard, Kenna. And loving you? Fucking impossible.”
“Kenna, I get more satisfaction jerking off in the shower, fantasizing about what we could have had.”
“Not right now. I’m sick of living like this. Sick of waiting for you. Fucking sick of you. I’m done. I want out.”
You’ll have to stay over. A hot shower, a decent meal, and a good night’s rest and you can fuck off back to your world tomorrow.
“In fact, why are out here at all? I don’t want you here.”
“Hate is such a strong word. I don’t hate you, Kenna. You have to give a fuck to hate someone. It’s as emotionally exhausting as love. And that’s just way too much bandwidth to waste on you.”
“I’ll take the couch,”
“Damned straight, you’ll take the couch,” he said, shocking her from the counterarguments she’d been preparing. “I didn’t ask you to come here and I’m not about to let you oust me from my bed. Again.”
Kenny while talking to her bothers:
“You’ll respect my marriage, my husband, and me,” Kenny insisted.
Smith’s response a moment later:
“Smith’s lip curled into a disdainful sneer. He flipped her brothers off, and sauntered to the bathroom, shutting the door firmly behind him.
His reason:
“It was so fucking unforgivable. I wanted to inflict the maximum amount of damage. I wanted you to understand that there was nothing left between us. I chose to go scorched earth with you because I thought it was the easiest, fastest way to end things. It was a disgraceful way to speak to you. Shameful and disrespectful and showed none of the regard and deference due to you as my wife. You didn’t deserve it. And I’m so fucking sorry.
“I can’t say I never meant to hurt you, because that would be a lie. I wanted to hurt you, so I spewed out all of that poison. And then I walked out believing that you were bulletproof, and that nothing I had said would even leave a dent.
To wrap it up:
“I was angry when I said that. You know that. But I’m so goddamned sorry. I wish—God, with everything in me I wish I’d never said those words. Even as I said them I knew that they were unforgivable. And I know standing here now begging you to forgive them is a tough ask. But I
wish ” His voice broke and his eyes shimmered. “With my whole, goddamned, useless heart, I wish you would forgive me for that lie. Because that’s what it was, Kenna. It was an ugly, cruel lie.”
Who in their right mind would ever get back with someone after this? What even is there to go back to?
Other than that, there were a lot of grammar issues and writing mistakes. Writer even managed to mess up with the names.
This book has so much potential. Note that there is no OWD, no cheating, no crazy ex, none of that type of toxicity. Where other writers would've made him a manwhore or go running to some ex or OW, this book focusses only on them and how they find their way back to each other. For that, writer deserves some credits. I added +⭐ for that.
June 16, 2026
“Faking forever” is the story of Kenna and Smith.
NA writes angst very well, and this is a story of marital trauma.
Our hero and heroine marry because of a pregnancy, then suffer a heartbreak, then remain married as it’s convenient.. until it’s not.
The heroine hides behind a shell, the hero becomes isolated, this is until the dam bursts and the hero has a complete meltdown. He doesn’t hesitate to let his thoughts known repeatedly, something that breaks the heroine. In her attempt to save her marriage she makes a last ditch attempt, circumstances then lead to them spending time together, but has their love survived all this trauma..
Very angsty, hero seemed mean but he was really hurt, the heroine came off as cold but she was trying her best, some good sex scenes, loads of angst, drama and HEA.
Safe
3/5
NA writes angst very well, and this is a story of marital trauma.
Our hero and heroine marry because of a pregnancy, then suffer a heartbreak, then remain married as it’s convenient.. until it’s not.
The heroine hides behind a shell, the hero becomes isolated, this is until the dam bursts and the hero has a complete meltdown. He doesn’t hesitate to let his thoughts known repeatedly, something that breaks the heroine. In her attempt to save her marriage she makes a last ditch attempt, circumstances then lead to them spending time together, but has their love survived all this trauma..
Very angsty, hero seemed mean but he was really hurt, the heroine came off as cold but she was trying her best, some good sex scenes, loads of angst, drama and HEA.
Safe
3/5
June 2, 2026
This delivered on the angst! Smith was a grade A arsehole. He was very cruel to McKenna who spent most of the book apologizing for being emotionally distant. It was a lot of miscommunication and I still don’t think Smith did the work to deserve her, but I enjoyed this angsty book!
May 21, 2026
MMC was just cruel- not much grovel considering how how horrible he was.
May 29, 2026
Conflicted stars
I totally hated this guy. Totally. I don't really trust his turn around and his thoughts are just brutal throughout the book. I can't believe the words that came out of his mouth. They were devastating and I hated that he put all the blame on her. She did to at first. When she,went to him to talk and he was such an ass, it broke my heart. I swear I cried through 40% of this book. Like ugly cry. When she slept with him again I was so so angry with her. Have some self respect. And he still went radio silent on her again. I had a hard time with the ending. I hold a grudge. Ask my husband. 49 years almost and I still have things I can't let go. I have loved over 80% of this author's books and this one is on that line between love and hate. And it's still teetering!
I totally hated this guy. Totally. I don't really trust his turn around and his thoughts are just brutal throughout the book. I can't believe the words that came out of his mouth. They were devastating and I hated that he put all the blame on her. She did to at first. When she,went to him to talk and he was such an ass, it broke my heart. I swear I cried through 40% of this book. Like ugly cry. When she slept with him again I was so so angry with her. Have some self respect. And he still went radio silent on her again. I had a hard time with the ending. I hold a grudge. Ask my husband. 49 years almost and I still have things I can't let go. I have loved over 80% of this author's books and this one is on that line between love and hate. And it's still teetering!
May 19, 2026
Not enough grovel
I FULLY acknowledge that Kenna had her own role to play in the demise of their marriage, but there is absolutely no way that the MMC groveled enough after the absolute cruel and horrific things he said to her. He consistently told her how awful and unloveable she was, including how undesirable he found her. The apology and growth was just not there for me on his end, whereas Kenna chased after him and made a real effort to change her ways.
I FULLY acknowledge that Kenna had her own role to play in the demise of their marriage, but there is absolutely no way that the MMC groveled enough after the absolute cruel and horrific things he said to her. He consistently told her how awful and unloveable she was, including how undesirable he found her. The apology and growth was just not there for me on his end, whereas Kenna chased after him and made a real effort to change her ways.
May 21, 2026
Notes for me
Smith
Kenna/Kenny - doctor
Smith and Kenny date for 4 months. She’s never experienced anything so intense.
They marry because she’s pregnant. Kenny is convinced it’s only his sense of duty.
She miscarries at 4 months. She’s keeping herself emotionally neutral since she’s convinced he won’t need to stay married to her anymore.
Jumps to 18 months into marriage and present day. The cracks are starting to show. Kenny didn’t tell him about her trip out of country. Smith doesn’t tell her when he will return from his business trip. She’s emotionally cold and he’s frustrated.
She approaches him about having another baby. In her mind he obviously doesn’t want a divorce so they should try for a real marriage. He does not react well. Accusing her of forgetting the baby they lost. He also tells her something like “I didn’t know you as well as I thought I did when we married. I know you well enough now that you are the last person on earth I’d like to have a baby with” He regrets it right away. She’s devastated but responds with clinical lack of emotion. She’s protecting her self but that’s not how Smith takes it. He doubles down calling her a Barbie doll - waxy perfection on the outside, nothing on the inside. He ends with liking you is hard, loving you is impossible.
He decides divorce and moves out. When they do talk he’s cruel. 25% in and wow, it’s painful.
She decides to put her heart on the line and open up to him. She heads to his sister’s house 7 hours away. It’s Tina from More Than Anything.
A broken toe and circling each other in a small town finally pays off.
90% in he decided since they didn’t label this time around, he doesn’t need to talk to her everyday. He’s short the first day and not even reading her texts by the second. The miscommunication continues.
Smith
Kenna/Kenny - doctor
Smith and Kenny date for 4 months. She’s never experienced anything so intense.
They marry because she’s pregnant. Kenny is convinced it’s only his sense of duty.
She miscarries at 4 months. She’s keeping herself emotionally neutral since she’s convinced he won’t need to stay married to her anymore.
Jumps to 18 months into marriage and present day. The cracks are starting to show. Kenny didn’t tell him about her trip out of country. Smith doesn’t tell her when he will return from his business trip. She’s emotionally cold and he’s frustrated.
She approaches him about having another baby. In her mind he obviously doesn’t want a divorce so they should try for a real marriage. He does not react well. Accusing her of forgetting the baby they lost. He also tells her something like “I didn’t know you as well as I thought I did when we married. I know you well enough now that you are the last person on earth I’d like to have a baby with” He regrets it right away. She’s devastated but responds with clinical lack of emotion. She’s protecting her self but that’s not how Smith takes it. He doubles down calling her a Barbie doll - waxy perfection on the outside, nothing on the inside. He ends with liking you is hard, loving you is impossible.
He decides divorce and moves out. When they do talk he’s cruel. 25% in and wow, it’s painful.
She decides to put her heart on the line and open up to him. She heads to his sister’s house 7 hours away. It’s Tina from More Than Anything.
A broken toe and circling each other in a small town finally pays off.
90% in he decided since they didn’t label this time around, he doesn’t need to talk to her everyday. He’s short the first day and not even reading her texts by the second. The miscommunication continues.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Did Not Finish
May 29, 2026This one’s made me sad I was really looking forward to it but it just bored me and the MMC’s irritated me too much to push through
May 24, 2026
I tried but couldn't go beyond 16%
June 10, 2026
Absolute favourite quote:
“Not only that,” Kenny leaned to gravely confide, “I suffer from the Mariko Aoki phenomenon.” She wasn’t disappointed when Beth stared at her for a long moment before bursting into laughter. She knew her sister-in-law was extremely knowledgeable on a host of varied and diverse subjects, and would get it.
“Nooo,” Beth howled, laughing helplessly.
“It was hell during my college years,” Kenny confessed, completely pokerfaced. Beth’s happy laughter was a balm to her wounded soul. “Every time I went to the library, I immediately needed to poop.” “Oh, stop,” Beth pleaded, bent double. “And now you know my secret shame,” Kenny intoned. And Beth laughed again.
“Not only that,” Kenny leaned to gravely confide, “I suffer from the Mariko Aoki phenomenon.” She wasn’t disappointed when Beth stared at her for a long moment before bursting into laughter. She knew her sister-in-law was extremely knowledgeable on a host of varied and diverse subjects, and would get it.
“Nooo,” Beth howled, laughing helplessly.
“It was hell during my college years,” Kenny confessed, completely pokerfaced. Beth’s happy laughter was a balm to her wounded soul. “Every time I went to the library, I immediately needed to poop.” “Oh, stop,” Beth pleaded, bent double. “And now you know my secret shame,” Kenny intoned. And Beth laughed again.
May 19, 2026
As always with any NA books, I was at the edge of my seat for each and every turn of the pages.
Natasha OUTDID HERSELF!!!!!!! Omgg this book? Kenny? SMITH??? A THOUSAND TIMES better than I expected!!! I came out of this only loving Smith a million times more!!!
I swear sometimes I wonder if this woman does witchcraft on her work because how can a book be this addicting? How can her characters reel me in like an addict willfully falling into temptation over and over again? The setting, story telling, and most importantly the characters, are always a winner and better than the previous one🤯😍
Out of all fans of Natasha’s work I would like to proclaim that I was the MOST excited for Faking Forever, ESPECIALLY SMITH!!!!!
That man is sexy, grumpy, EMOTIONAL🥹🥹🥹, and the SWEETEST MALE CHARACTER Natasha has ever written!!! I KNEW I had great taste in men because I’ve loved Smith since day 1, and this book proved that he THE BEST😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s always difficult to share without spoiling anything. Especially when I state something a jaw dropping such as Natasha writing a SWEET MALE CHARACTER 🤯😂😂 But when you all read this you will understand what I mean when I say Smith is the sweetest man amongst all the heartache😭😭😭 and back off ladies!!! Smith is MINE!!!😂
I also KNEW that it was going to be just as good as TUW😭😭😭 my heart wants to say it was even better but it feels wrong to put the OG second place. So I’ll say TUW and FF are both no.1😭❤️
If you all loved that heart tugging tension between Sandro and Theresa you will undoubtedly LOVE Smith and Kenny’s story because we the readers are able to see more transparency in their love story (meaning we actually witness more instances where the characters were undoubtedly in love with each other but were simply blind to seeing that or hid that love). Because we are able to view more of those instances, their love story felt more intense and would tug at my heartstrings during extremely emotional scenes.
I hope I explained and described that well enough because I was scared that I might accidentally share spoilers 😭
Also😱😭😂 don’t know I should say this but I thoroughly enjoyed reading about Smith’s suffering😂😂😂 is it weird to say that his suffering emphasized his sweetness? I don’t think so🤔😂 Natasha is the Queen of many things in the writing world, but my favorite two are her abilities to make the male characters pine for their ladies as well as suffer. My heart could not handle it when reading the scenes with Smith pining for Kenny. That man was heartbroken, but in love, and angry, and sad, but also [dare I say] secretly happy whenever he was in Kenny’s vicinity during the middle of the book and those were some of my FAVORITE scenes, especially because he was SO SWEET during it all!!!😭❤️❤️
Now onto to sweet, misunderstood Kenny!! Ugh I swear these two are so sweet they can give you a toothache. I can resonate with a lot of Natasha’s female characters but Kenny’s demeanor is one that I relate to the most for relationships in my life. Kenny experienced too much negativity in her life, and that in turn made her terrified to have hope. So many times I wanted to reach out and give her such the biggest hug because in the midst of happiness surrounding her, those past negative experiences prevented her from immersing herself in that happiness she deserves. It was emotional and beautiful to witness Kenny finally break free or shed her hardened exteriors which previously protected her. Especially since she now had her sweet man to do all of that protecting for her instead.
In all honesty, Kenny may be my favorite Female character that Natasha has written (and it’s NOT because she married Smith 🙊🙈👀😏😂……maybe it is…..maybe it isn’t😂 ok back to seriousness…). She is such a badass in the workforce. Wait till you all read her credentials. As a working woman in the same field as Kenny, she is now someone I aspire to be professionally one day! She is brilliant at her job, multi-talented, and the kind of boss girl I try to work towards becoming every single day. I have the biggest girl crush on her and now she’s like my Marie Curie in the fictional world of strong female leaders. She’s officially number 1 most badass fictional female ever created. (Even if she’s shy sometimes……so what? Everyone gets shy sometimes. Fight me and Smith if you dare say she isn’t no. 1…….lol😂).
Also, because Kenny is a medical doctor, I relate to some instances in this book (such as when she first met Smith) because I am involved in such environments professionally, and I only hope to meet my future husband the same way😍😍😍😂😂
I’ve waited years for this book and I am thoroughly satisfied with EVERY INCH of it. And I can’t wait for you all to read about Kenny’s and Smith’s sweetness😭😭
You will NEVER be disappointed with a NA’s book and I promise you all that Kenny and Smith are Natasha’s top 3 couple. They are both perfect complements to each other and deserve no one else but one another. They are simply Natasha’s most perfect couple and I ADORE them.
Please get their book and immerse yourself in this masterpiece.
P.S. Universe, I am patiently awaiting my own Smith😍🤤🥵
P.S.S. Smith is mine ladies. He’s mine and mine alone!!!!!!!
Natasha OUTDID HERSELF!!!!!!! Omgg this book? Kenny? SMITH??? A THOUSAND TIMES better than I expected!!! I came out of this only loving Smith a million times more!!!
I swear sometimes I wonder if this woman does witchcraft on her work because how can a book be this addicting? How can her characters reel me in like an addict willfully falling into temptation over and over again? The setting, story telling, and most importantly the characters, are always a winner and better than the previous one🤯😍
Out of all fans of Natasha’s work I would like to proclaim that I was the MOST excited for Faking Forever, ESPECIALLY SMITH!!!!!
That man is sexy, grumpy, EMOTIONAL🥹🥹🥹, and the SWEETEST MALE CHARACTER Natasha has ever written!!! I KNEW I had great taste in men because I’ve loved Smith since day 1, and this book proved that he THE BEST😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s always difficult to share without spoiling anything. Especially when I state something a jaw dropping such as Natasha writing a SWEET MALE CHARACTER 🤯😂😂 But when you all read this you will understand what I mean when I say Smith is the sweetest man amongst all the heartache😭😭😭 and back off ladies!!! Smith is MINE!!!😂
I also KNEW that it was going to be just as good as TUW😭😭😭 my heart wants to say it was even better but it feels wrong to put the OG second place. So I’ll say TUW and FF are both no.1😭❤️
If you all loved that heart tugging tension between Sandro and Theresa you will undoubtedly LOVE Smith and Kenny’s story because we the readers are able to see more transparency in their love story (meaning we actually witness more instances where the characters were undoubtedly in love with each other but were simply blind to seeing that or hid that love). Because we are able to view more of those instances, their love story felt more intense and would tug at my heartstrings during extremely emotional scenes.
I hope I explained and described that well enough because I was scared that I might accidentally share spoilers 😭
Also😱😭😂 don’t know I should say this but I thoroughly enjoyed reading about Smith’s suffering😂😂😂 is it weird to say that his suffering emphasized his sweetness? I don’t think so🤔😂 Natasha is the Queen of many things in the writing world, but my favorite two are her abilities to make the male characters pine for their ladies as well as suffer. My heart could not handle it when reading the scenes with Smith pining for Kenny. That man was heartbroken, but in love, and angry, and sad, but also [dare I say] secretly happy whenever he was in Kenny’s vicinity during the middle of the book and those were some of my FAVORITE scenes, especially because he was SO SWEET during it all!!!😭❤️❤️
Now onto to sweet, misunderstood Kenny!! Ugh I swear these two are so sweet they can give you a toothache. I can resonate with a lot of Natasha’s female characters but Kenny’s demeanor is one that I relate to the most for relationships in my life. Kenny experienced too much negativity in her life, and that in turn made her terrified to have hope. So many times I wanted to reach out and give her such the biggest hug because in the midst of happiness surrounding her, those past negative experiences prevented her from immersing herself in that happiness she deserves. It was emotional and beautiful to witness Kenny finally break free or shed her hardened exteriors which previously protected her. Especially since she now had her sweet man to do all of that protecting for her instead.
In all honesty, Kenny may be my favorite Female character that Natasha has written (and it’s NOT because she married Smith 🙊🙈👀😏😂……maybe it is…..maybe it isn’t😂 ok back to seriousness…). She is such a badass in the workforce. Wait till you all read her credentials. As a working woman in the same field as Kenny, she is now someone I aspire to be professionally one day! She is brilliant at her job, multi-talented, and the kind of boss girl I try to work towards becoming every single day. I have the biggest girl crush on her and now she’s like my Marie Curie in the fictional world of strong female leaders. She’s officially number 1 most badass fictional female ever created. (Even if she’s shy sometimes……so what? Everyone gets shy sometimes. Fight me and Smith if you dare say she isn’t no. 1…….lol😂).
Also, because Kenny is a medical doctor, I relate to some instances in this book (such as when she first met Smith) because I am involved in such environments professionally, and I only hope to meet my future husband the same way😍😍😍😂😂
I’ve waited years for this book and I am thoroughly satisfied with EVERY INCH of it. And I can’t wait for you all to read about Kenny’s and Smith’s sweetness😭😭
You will NEVER be disappointed with a NA’s book and I promise you all that Kenny and Smith are Natasha’s top 3 couple. They are both perfect complements to each other and deserve no one else but one another. They are simply Natasha’s most perfect couple and I ADORE them.
Please get their book and immerse yourself in this masterpiece.
P.S. Universe, I am patiently awaiting my own Smith😍🤤🥵
P.S.S. Smith is mine ladies. He’s mine and mine alone!!!!!!!
June 15, 2026
3.75 STARS
I am a sucker for the marriage in trouble trope. And when Natasha Anders writes a marriage in trouble trope, you know you're in for a good time.
Now if you've read Finding Forever: The Hawthornes, then you'll definitely remember McKenna and Smith.
And if you haven't read that book yet, I highly recommend you start there. While you can definitely still enjoy this book as a standalone, it will hit a little different having read Finding Forever first. And there are a few scenes that you'll also get to re-experience but now through Kenna/Kenny's eyes.
We knew their marriage was rocky at best in Finding Forever. And seeing the way Smith talks to her, I couldn't imagine why Kenna defends him. And safe to say, I still didn't see for a good 75% of this book because Smith did not mince any words and the resentment that he had bubble up through their short marriage.
But here's the thing, neither Kenna nor Smith were perfect. Kenna had spent the entirety of their marriage just waiting for the other shoe to drop. She hid her emotions, she hid herself away, because she knew that if she opened herself up even a little, and the inevitable part of Smith leaving her would happen, she wouldn't survive.
Kenna's growth throughout this story was phenomenal. I loved her character so much. Though I wanted to hug her every time she had to endure some of SMith's venom and thought that she deserved it. I especially loved when she acknowledged her part in the erosion of their marriage, but didn't let him get away without blame.
Smith's growth was a touch slower. It took him almost the majority of the book to get his head out of his...well, you know. But when you get to peel back the layers of his hurt, you understand him a little more. And as much as I hated the way he ended things and fought Kenna when she tried to make it work, I also understood his hesitation. This is a man who had his heart broken but a woman who never let him in and he was desperate to know. I especially loved finally getting to see his soft and vulnerable side 75% into the book.
The romance is very much a slow burn. These two were an absolute disaster, a storm brewing, and it was like watching a car wreck in slow motion. But I also loved the way they both grow, though Kenna's came entirely quicker than Smith's.
Admittedly, I would have loved a bit more grovel with this one. I did like the grand gesture, but I also wanted Smith to work a bit more for Kenna. She may not have been innocent, but he out her through the wringer with the venom he threw at her. I wanted him to really work for their HEA, the way that Kenna did. Was it still satisfying? Absolutely. But I would have loved it a touch more with a bigger grovel.
All in all this was a highly emotional, angsty ride of a book. And hopefully we get Nox's story next!
ARC courtesy of author in exchange for an honest review
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There was no fixing what she and Smith had broken. Ever.
I am a sucker for the marriage in trouble trope. And when Natasha Anders writes a marriage in trouble trope, you know you're in for a good time.
Now if you've read Finding Forever: The Hawthornes, then you'll definitely remember McKenna and Smith.
And if you haven't read that book yet, I highly recommend you start there. While you can definitely still enjoy this book as a standalone, it will hit a little different having read Finding Forever first. And there are a few scenes that you'll also get to re-experience but now through Kenna/Kenny's eyes.
We knew their marriage was rocky at best in Finding Forever. And seeing the way Smith talks to her, I couldn't imagine why Kenna defends him. And safe to say, I still didn't see for a good 75% of this book because Smith did not mince any words and the resentment that he had bubble up through their short marriage.
But here's the thing, neither Kenna nor Smith were perfect. Kenna had spent the entirety of their marriage just waiting for the other shoe to drop. She hid her emotions, she hid herself away, because she knew that if she opened herself up even a little, and the inevitable part of Smith leaving her would happen, she wouldn't survive.
Kenna's growth throughout this story was phenomenal. I loved her character so much. Though I wanted to hug her every time she had to endure some of SMith's venom and thought that she deserved it. I especially loved when she acknowledged her part in the erosion of their marriage, but didn't let him get away without blame.
Smith's growth was a touch slower. It took him almost the majority of the book to get his head out of his...well, you know. But when you get to peel back the layers of his hurt, you understand him a little more. And as much as I hated the way he ended things and fought Kenna when she tried to make it work, I also understood his hesitation. This is a man who had his heart broken but a woman who never let him in and he was desperate to know. I especially loved finally getting to see his soft and vulnerable side 75% into the book.
The romance is very much a slow burn. These two were an absolute disaster, a storm brewing, and it was like watching a car wreck in slow motion. But I also loved the way they both grow, though Kenna's came entirely quicker than Smith's.
Admittedly, I would have loved a bit more grovel with this one. I did like the grand gesture, but I also wanted Smith to work a bit more for Kenna. She may not have been innocent, but he out her through the wringer with the venom he threw at her. I wanted him to really work for their HEA, the way that Kenna did. Was it still satisfying? Absolutely. But I would have loved it a touch more with a bigger grovel.
All in all this was a highly emotional, angsty ride of a book. And hopefully we get Nox's story next!
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Review of advance copy
After finishing Finding Forever, I immediately knew I had to request the ARC for Faking Forever the second it went online. And judging by the fact that I finished it within 24 hours while still working, I think that already says enough.
I genuinely enjoyed this book. The only reason it ended up being a four star read instead of five is because I have read almost 80% of Natasha Anders’ books at this point, so I started recognizing certain emotional patterns and scenes that felt a little repetitive to me personally. But honestly, if this is someone’s first Natasha Anders book, especially their introduction to the Hawthornes series, I can easily see this being an instant five star romance for them.
She really knows how to write messy, emotional relationships with heavy angst, groveling, resentment, longing, and two people who hurt each other without necessarily meaning to. What I appreciated here is that both characters were flawed. It was not just the typical situation where only the MMC has to redeem himself. Kenny and Smith both make mistakes, both struggle with communication, and both carry insecurities behind their walls.
Kenny was probably my favorite part of the book. I liked that she was written as a successful, intimidating woman with a strong career and a colder exterior that naturally keeps people at a distance. But underneath that composure there is still vulnerability, and I think Natasha Anders balances that really well without making her feel weak.
The story itself starts with Kenny and Smith already married after a situation that pushed them into building a life together very quickly. Their relationship slowly unravels because both of them convince themselves the other one does not truly love them, until things eventually reach the point where Smith hands her divorce papers after a suggestion Kenny makes that completely breaks whatever fragile balance their marriage still had. I do not want to spoil more than that, but once the separation happens, both of them are finally forced to confront how much damage their silence and assumptions caused.
I also really enjoyed seeing more of the Hawthornes siblings again. First we had Cade’s story, now Kenny’s, and at this point I desperately need Nox’ book because Natasha Anders keeps mentioning him just enough in both books to make me incredibly curious about what his story will be.
I genuinely enjoyed this book. The only reason it ended up being a four star read instead of five is because I have read almost 80% of Natasha Anders’ books at this point, so I started recognizing certain emotional patterns and scenes that felt a little repetitive to me personally. But honestly, if this is someone’s first Natasha Anders book, especially their introduction to the Hawthornes series, I can easily see this being an instant five star romance for them.
She really knows how to write messy, emotional relationships with heavy angst, groveling, resentment, longing, and two people who hurt each other without necessarily meaning to. What I appreciated here is that both characters were flawed. It was not just the typical situation where only the MMC has to redeem himself. Kenny and Smith both make mistakes, both struggle with communication, and both carry insecurities behind their walls.
Kenny was probably my favorite part of the book. I liked that she was written as a successful, intimidating woman with a strong career and a colder exterior that naturally keeps people at a distance. But underneath that composure there is still vulnerability, and I think Natasha Anders balances that really well without making her feel weak.
The story itself starts with Kenny and Smith already married after a situation that pushed them into building a life together very quickly. Their relationship slowly unravels because both of them convince themselves the other one does not truly love them, until things eventually reach the point where Smith hands her divorce papers after a suggestion Kenny makes that completely breaks whatever fragile balance their marriage still had. I do not want to spoil more than that, but once the separation happens, both of them are finally forced to confront how much damage their silence and assumptions caused.
I also really enjoyed seeing more of the Hawthornes siblings again. First we had Cade’s story, now Kenny’s, and at this point I desperately need Nox’ book because Natasha Anders keeps mentioning him just enough in both books to make me incredibly curious about what his story will be.
Review of advance copy
Natasha Anders delivers an emotional and heartfelt journey of grief, miscommunication, and healing in this story. The couple’s marriage began because of the wife’s pregnancy, but deep down, she always believed her husband married her out of obligation rather than love. That insecurity became even more painful after she suffered a miscarriage. Instead of leaning on each other, they both retreated into their own grief.
The wife completely shut down emotionally, unable to face the depth of her loss, while the husband mourned not only the loss of his child but also the distance in his marriage. What made the story so heartbreaking was how badly they failed to communicate with one another. There was a constant sadness lingering between them, filled with unspoken hurt, longing, and resentment. Even though they clearly desired and loved each other, neither of them knew how to reach across the widening gap.
Eventually, the husband reached his breaking point and decided he wanted a divorce. That moment became the turning point of the story. The wife finally swallowed her pride and fear and reached out to him, forcing both of them to confront the emotions they had buried for so long. Watching them slowly learn to express their needs, grief, and love for one another was deeply satisfying and emotional.
Natasha Anders did a wonderful job portraying the couple’s journey from pain and hopelessness to understanding and reconciliation. The emotional tension felt raw and believable, and I could genuinely feel both their sadness and their yearning for one another. Their happily ever after felt earned because they had to fight through so much hurt to finally find each other again.
The wife completely shut down emotionally, unable to face the depth of her loss, while the husband mourned not only the loss of his child but also the distance in his marriage. What made the story so heartbreaking was how badly they failed to communicate with one another. There was a constant sadness lingering between them, filled with unspoken hurt, longing, and resentment. Even though they clearly desired and loved each other, neither of them knew how to reach across the widening gap.
Eventually, the husband reached his breaking point and decided he wanted a divorce. That moment became the turning point of the story. The wife finally swallowed her pride and fear and reached out to him, forcing both of them to confront the emotions they had buried for so long. Watching them slowly learn to express their needs, grief, and love for one another was deeply satisfying and emotional.
Natasha Anders did a wonderful job portraying the couple’s journey from pain and hopelessness to understanding and reconciliation. The emotional tension felt raw and believable, and I could genuinely feel both their sadness and their yearning for one another. Their happily ever after felt earned because they had to fight through so much hurt to finally find each other again.
May 22, 2026
Faking Forever has a sad premise because the main character, Smith, asks his wife Kenna for a divorce. Kenna is blindsided and Smith is just plain harsh before he walks out. "Liking you is hard, Kenna. And loving you? F*** impossible." He later tells her he chose to go "scorched earth with her because it was the easiest, fastest way to end things." These two were lousy communicators.
But Kenna doesn't give up. She decides to follow Smith so she has a chance to talk to him. "Kenna had loved Smith, but she hadn't know how to love him. And when he left, she hadn't known how to lose him either."
When Smith realizes how badly he damaged Kenna with his tirade, he has many regrets. "..if he'd known then what he knew now, he would have picked his words more carefully because he had inadvertently chosen the perfect words with which to punish her." He had zeroed in on all her insecurities and her pathological fear of failure. "He had gone and validated her reasons for protecting (her) rarely seen vulnerability from the world."
There is some humor. When Kenna reprograms her phones ring tones, her choice for Smith is very amusing. Her rigntones for her family are equally clever.
The story picks up with socially awkward Kenna making friends. She and Smith finally begin to talk and understand one another more.
This is a good story. Kenna and Smith do get their happily ever after but it takes hard work. which is true of all marriages.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
But Kenna doesn't give up. She decides to follow Smith so she has a chance to talk to him. "Kenna had loved Smith, but she hadn't know how to love him. And when he left, she hadn't known how to lose him either."
When Smith realizes how badly he damaged Kenna with his tirade, he has many regrets. "..if he'd known then what he knew now, he would have picked his words more carefully because he had inadvertently chosen the perfect words with which to punish her." He had zeroed in on all her insecurities and her pathological fear of failure. "He had gone and validated her reasons for protecting (her) rarely seen vulnerability from the world."
There is some humor. When Kenna reprograms her phones ring tones, her choice for Smith is very amusing. Her rigntones for her family are equally clever.
The story picks up with socially awkward Kenna making friends. She and Smith finally begin to talk and understand one another more.
This is a good story. Kenna and Smith do get their happily ever after but it takes hard work. which is true of all marriages.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
May 20, 2026
Amazing book! Natasha Anders is finally back!!! Her more recent books were underwhelming so I was worried she had lost her touch but with this book she’s back to the trope she does so well - insecurity, soft heroine, angst and unrequited!
I also see she’s tried to add spice but I wish she had someone who can do spice better to help her with this. For example, this part :-/ Please, please, please get some help - this is a bit farcical! “he lowered his head and maintained eye contact over the slight, beautifully manicured mound of her pussy while he dipped his tongue into her well of molten honey. She moaned at the contact but he didn’t linger there, he dragged the cream he’d collected up over her succulent folds, toward the distended bead throbbing at the apex of her gorgeous cunt. He laved the bright pink jewel, generously anointing it with her own luxurious spend and rewarded by her soft, helpless gasps.”
Lastly, I didn’t like the name Smith - it was a bit beige - and I didn’t like the old man on the cover. He doesn’t look like a 30+ yr old and more like he’s nearing his 50s. I wish she would make that more appealing because sometimes the visual appeal is what gets the readers and this book deserves to be read
4.9 stars for pain, angst, marriage in crisis, insecurity, 2nd chance - all rolled into one. Had a few issues but overall one of the best books I’ve read this year! Loved it can’t wait for Nox’s book!!
I also see she’s tried to add spice but I wish she had someone who can do spice better to help her with this. For example, this part :-/ Please, please, please get some help - this is a bit farcical! “he lowered his head and maintained eye contact over the slight, beautifully manicured mound of her pussy while he dipped his tongue into her well of molten honey. She moaned at the contact but he didn’t linger there, he dragged the cream he’d collected up over her succulent folds, toward the distended bead throbbing at the apex of her gorgeous cunt. He laved the bright pink jewel, generously anointing it with her own luxurious spend and rewarded by her soft, helpless gasps.”
Lastly, I didn’t like the name Smith - it was a bit beige - and I didn’t like the old man on the cover. He doesn’t look like a 30+ yr old and more like he’s nearing his 50s. I wish she would make that more appealing because sometimes the visual appeal is what gets the readers and this book deserves to be read
4.9 stars for pain, angst, marriage in crisis, insecurity, 2nd chance - all rolled into one. Had a few issues but overall one of the best books I’ve read this year! Loved it can’t wait for Nox’s book!!
May 20, 2026
4.5⭐
This book was raw, gritty, and so achingly healing 💔
I gravitate toward marriage in crisis romances a lot, there’s something about dissecting a dysfunctional relationship and the resulting angst while having the safety blanket of knowing everything will be okay in the end.
Kenna and Smith have reached a point in their marriage where they both know this is as good as it’s going to get and Smith isn’t happy about it. Kenna’s reluctance to let her guard down has finally tipped Smith off and he asks for a divorce. That scene was heartbreaking to read
“Kenna, when’s the last time you were really, genuinely happy?”
“When we met.” She threw the words at him desperately, and he froze.
“I don’t know if I find that sad or just plain manipulative.”
My heart broke for these two. I could understand Smith, he had carried that resentment for over two years and it had festered and become poisonous.
When Kenna goes after him to mend their marriage, I felt so much of her pain and her struggle to become more open and honest for the sake of their relationship.
Their argument wasn’t a one time explosion, it happened in installments. And when they finally let everything loose it was painful to read yet so raw and honest. Kenna finally acknowledges that while she is partly to blame for the state of their marriage Smith is not without fault either.
This is one of the few miscommunication tropes I’ve read that was actually done right.
This book was raw, gritty, and so achingly healing 💔
I gravitate toward marriage in crisis romances a lot, there’s something about dissecting a dysfunctional relationship and the resulting angst while having the safety blanket of knowing everything will be okay in the end.
Kenna and Smith have reached a point in their marriage where they both know this is as good as it’s going to get and Smith isn’t happy about it. Kenna’s reluctance to let her guard down has finally tipped Smith off and he asks for a divorce. That scene was heartbreaking to read
“Kenna, when’s the last time you were really, genuinely happy?”
“When we met.” She threw the words at him desperately, and he froze.
“I don’t know if I find that sad or just plain manipulative.”
My heart broke for these two. I could understand Smith, he had carried that resentment for over two years and it had festered and become poisonous.
When Kenna goes after him to mend their marriage, I felt so much of her pain and her struggle to become more open and honest for the sake of their relationship.
Their argument wasn’t a one time explosion, it happened in installments. And when they finally let everything loose it was painful to read yet so raw and honest. Kenna finally acknowledges that while she is partly to blame for the state of their marriage Smith is not without fault either.
This is one of the few miscommunication tropes I’ve read that was actually done right.
May 25, 2026
I couldn't put this book down! I almost missed this book as it has been a while since book 1 in the series. If you haven't read Cade's book, go back and read it. I had to re-read it to get up to speed on the family.
This is a wonderful story that takes place between wealthy families in South Africa, and it is between McKenna and Smith, who had an instant attraction in the beginning, then there was an accidental pregnancy and then the demise of their marriage. These two care about one another underneath all the hurt and sadness and they have chemistry, but they don't know how to communicate in their new marriage so when Smith asks Kenna for a divorce, she is blind-sided; especially with all the hurtful things he says to her before he walks out on her.
Strong-willed Kenna doesn't give up that easily and failure is not an option for her, she is the youngest of 3 brothers, so she has no problem speaking her mind and tracks him down to see if they can rebuild their relationship. The lengths she goes to try to save her marriage are emotional and I was rooting for her. The smart, standoffish young lady that she is starts to unravel and we see how growing up with only her father and brothers made her into the socially awkward, non-communicator that she is today. I loved her character and the evolution her character goes through was so real.
Don’t miss out on this story!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
This is a wonderful story that takes place between wealthy families in South Africa, and it is between McKenna and Smith, who had an instant attraction in the beginning, then there was an accidental pregnancy and then the demise of their marriage. These two care about one another underneath all the hurt and sadness and they have chemistry, but they don't know how to communicate in their new marriage so when Smith asks Kenna for a divorce, she is blind-sided; especially with all the hurtful things he says to her before he walks out on her.
Strong-willed Kenna doesn't give up that easily and failure is not an option for her, she is the youngest of 3 brothers, so she has no problem speaking her mind and tracks him down to see if they can rebuild their relationship. The lengths she goes to try to save her marriage are emotional and I was rooting for her. The smart, standoffish young lady that she is starts to unravel and we see how growing up with only her father and brothers made her into the socially awkward, non-communicator that she is today. I loved her character and the evolution her character goes through was so real.
Don’t miss out on this story!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
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June 6, 2026I really loved this book. I especially liked the fmc ,her personality stood out to me, and I appreciated that she was intelligent. It felt very real how she kept her emotions locked away and built walls around herself that no one could break through. It was completely understandable after everything she went through with her mom: her mother’s death, plus the heavy guilt .All of that explains exactly why she found it so hard to let anyone get close.
As for the mmc I’m not quite sure how to put it, but my feelings about him were mixed. Sometimes I liked him, but other times I really didn’t—not that I hated him, but I disliked how he spoke to her. He said so many rude, hurtful things that directly attacked her personality and her self-confidence. I honestly couldn’t understand how she was able to open herself up to him again after all that; the things he said were really uncalled for.
Even worse, right up until nearly the end—around 75 to 80 percent of the book—he was still uncertain about whether he wanted to stay with her or go through with the divorce. That lingering doubt made his sudden shift at the very end feel a little unconvincing. Don’t get me wrong, there were moments when he was sweet and treated her well, but especially in the beginning, he said so many harsh, unkind things that it was hard to overlook.
All that said, despite these flaws, it was still a pleasant read overall.
Review of advance copy
I got an ARC from Booksprout — thank you for it!
Natasha Anders is one of my favourite authors, and I know she writes really mean, douche MMC's but somehow always makes them redeemable. The grovelling in her books is usually my favourite part, and that’s why I think this one didn’t work as well for me because this has none.
The writing was still top class. I loved Kenna — she had flaws in her marriage, owned up to them, and genuinely tried to mend her relationship with Smith. But I just couldn’t like Smith. I understand that he was hurt by Kenna’s behaviour during their marriage, but some of the things he said to her were unforgivable to me. What disappointed me most was that he never really grovelled throughout the book. It felt like Kenna was carrying all the blame for their failed relationship.
Still, I’m giving it 3.5 stars because of Kenna, the light moments with her siblings, and the strong writing overall. And I’m really excited for Nox’s book!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Natasha Anders is one of my favourite authors, and I know she writes really mean, douche MMC's but somehow always makes them redeemable. The grovelling in her books is usually my favourite part, and that’s why I think this one didn’t work as well for me because this has none.
The writing was still top class. I loved Kenna — she had flaws in her marriage, owned up to them, and genuinely tried to mend her relationship with Smith. But I just couldn’t like Smith. I understand that he was hurt by Kenna’s behaviour during their marriage, but some of the things he said to her were unforgivable to me. What disappointed me most was that he never really grovelled throughout the book. It felt like Kenna was carrying all the blame for their failed relationship.
Still, I’m giving it 3.5 stars because of Kenna, the light moments with her siblings, and the strong writing overall. And I’m really excited for Nox’s book!.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
May 22, 2026
Finally a real book
It has been sooooo long to read a real book that doesn't have a whiff of AI to it. I really enjoyed this book. I have read most if not all this authors books. Some had prolonged thought life that I struggled to get through but enjoyed the main chunks of interaction. This book just flowed for me. There were some errors here and there but it made the book real, meaning it was written by a real person. I will not give much away and just say that the author did a great job making this reader frustrated with a character but then she opened the gates and left me going, "Alright, way to fight back." My only big complaint is a little too much swearing. This is a great book about this couple, no side other people drama, which allowed you to invest in this couple. I don't give five stars often and this wasn't a perfect book but it was well written and the thought life was not boring repetitive thoughts over and over like so many books. Can't wait for the next one.
It has been sooooo long to read a real book that doesn't have a whiff of AI to it. I really enjoyed this book. I have read most if not all this authors books. Some had prolonged thought life that I struggled to get through but enjoyed the main chunks of interaction. This book just flowed for me. There were some errors here and there but it made the book real, meaning it was written by a real person. I will not give much away and just say that the author did a great job making this reader frustrated with a character but then she opened the gates and left me going, "Alright, way to fight back." My only big complaint is a little too much swearing. This is a great book about this couple, no side other people drama, which allowed you to invest in this couple. I don't give five stars often and this wasn't a perfect book but it was well written and the thought life was not boring repetitive thoughts over and over like so many books. Can't wait for the next one.
Review of advance copy
4.5/5 ⭐️
*Booksprout ARC*
At this point I would quite literally read anything by Natasha Anders. I’ve been devouring her books since I was a teen and this one is no different.
We first met McKenna and Smith in McKenna’s brother Cade’s book and it was clear their marriage was in trouble. Very early on we find out what is the cause of their marital issues and Smith is done and ready to move on from their relationship. Kenny is left feeling heartbroken over this unexpected development and is going to try to get her husband back.
I really liked that this book was set back in Riversend and getting to see Smith’s sister Tina, and the whole gang. It’s hard to say much without spoiling but this is marriage in trouble done right. Both are terrible communicators and have to find their way back to each other somehow whilst still dealing with their issues.
Overall, loved this story and I’m hoping we get Nox’s story soon!
May 20, 2026
4 stars ⭐️
Listen I started reading this because I was craving a good grovelling from a man and this is so far from what I was expecting 😭 Most, if not all of the book, it was the fmc doing the chasing and shouldering the blame WHICH you’d think I’d absolutely hate?? But I think I see so much of myself in McKenna 😅 The reasons for the divorce are just so understandable combined with the miscommunication that I can’t even fault Smith for wanting out 😭
I am also currently watching Queen of Tears (which is also a marriage in trouble, second chance romance) and McKenna reminds me so much of Hae In 🥹 McKenna comes off as cold and unfeeling but she’s not as heartless as people make her out to be. I wished there was more of Smith actually trying to get her to open up but oh well- I expected to hate this book going in but it honestly wasn’t so bad 😂 I always go to Natasha Anders for this trope but nothing can quite compare to Sandro and Theresa
Listen I started reading this because I was craving a good grovelling from a man and this is so far from what I was expecting 😭 Most, if not all of the book, it was the fmc doing the chasing and shouldering the blame WHICH you’d think I’d absolutely hate?? But I think I see so much of myself in McKenna 😅 The reasons for the divorce are just so understandable combined with the miscommunication that I can’t even fault Smith for wanting out 😭
I am also currently watching Queen of Tears (which is also a marriage in trouble, second chance romance) and McKenna reminds me so much of Hae In 🥹 McKenna comes off as cold and unfeeling but she’s not as heartless as people make her out to be. I wished there was more of Smith actually trying to get her to open up but oh well- I expected to hate this book going in but it honestly wasn’t so bad 😂 I always go to Natasha Anders for this trope but nothing can quite compare to Sandro and Theresa
May 22, 2026
Wow, this novel put my heart thru the wringer. I have read the other novels in this series and really enjoyed them. This novel did not disappoint. From the first chapter this novel reached across the pages and grabbed my heart and held on tight. My heart hurt for Kenny. I loved that she was a successful woman but held her emotions tight to her chest. Others felt she was cold but she just felt things deeply and didn't express herself well. My heart hurt for many of the cruel things Smith said to her. I loved checking in with her family from the previous novels. She endured so much. Smith finally realized what he was giving up and opened his heart to Kenny. Once I started reading this novel I could not put it down. It took me on such an emotional journey. So good! I can hardly wait to see what this author has coming next.
May 23, 2026
The relationship between Smith and Kenny begins with marriage because she is pregnant. Unfortunately, she has a miscarriage and neither of them know how to share the grief. It is a very contentious relationship because she feels he always had one foot out the door and he feels that she can't honestly acknowledge the loss of a baby. Their inability to be vulnerable and honest with each other leads to a lot of miscommunication and gets to the point where Smith asks for a divorce.
This is the catalyst that forces them to readjust their perspective of the marriage and try to work their way back to each other. Not an easy road to reconciliation but once they face the hard truths, they slowing regain solid footing and forge a marriage that works.
This is the catalyst that forces them to readjust their perspective of the marriage and try to work their way back to each other. Not an easy road to reconciliation but once they face the hard truths, they slowing regain solid footing and forge a marriage that works.
May 24, 2026
Emotionally Charged Romance
Kenny and Smith’s marriage has been a challenge from the get go. As time has gone on, it hasn’t improved and it’s gotten to the point of divorce.
When it’s time to end things, Smith is especially cruel, believing that in order to end things swiftly he has to hurt Kenny deeply. It works to a point but Kenny still loves him and tries to make things work.
There is a lot of miscommunication between these two and the drama of their relationship has a ton of angst.
This one is definitely a roller coaster ride of emotions. Overall, well written and developed story with a lot of emotional content.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
Kenny and Smith’s marriage has been a challenge from the get go. As time has gone on, it hasn’t improved and it’s gotten to the point of divorce.
When it’s time to end things, Smith is especially cruel, believing that in order to end things swiftly he has to hurt Kenny deeply. It works to a point but Kenny still loves him and tries to make things work.
There is a lot of miscommunication between these two and the drama of their relationship has a ton of angst.
This one is definitely a roller coaster ride of emotions. Overall, well written and developed story with a lot of emotional content.
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
May 26, 2026
Disappointed
I'm a big fan of A Ruthless Proposition so I was excited to read this book. The premise is great but the story is repetitive, confusing, and uneven. I still have no idea what the point of the brothers name change was, the supporting female characters were one dimensional and explained one way but behaved another. The FMC was decent but I'd rather she actually had autism or something over social anxiety... as described it didn't really add up. Oh, and some of the sexual dialogue was just cringe. Not because it was graphic, it just felt immature. Not my cup of tea.
I'm a big fan of A Ruthless Proposition so I was excited to read this book. The premise is great but the story is repetitive, confusing, and uneven. I still have no idea what the point of the brothers name change was, the supporting female characters were one dimensional and explained one way but behaved another. The FMC was decent but I'd rather she actually had autism or something over social anxiety... as described it didn't really add up. Oh, and some of the sexual dialogue was just cringe. Not because it was graphic, it just felt immature. Not my cup of tea.
May 30, 2026
THIS WAS SO GOOD! I was so on his side at the start. but I kinda started to see hers too and she tried so damn hard and neither of them had really been talking. And then there was sooooo much talking, I loved it!
I love how they both loved each other but were stupid and didnt show it. They were really cute together
i also loved how she was the one mostly wrong and grovelling beause i dont usually see that. but man he was soooo cruel and mean with the crap he said. he couldve brought these worries up earlier yknow and i think it still wouldve made her try. but he was sooo mean. so im glad he had to grovel later too
I love how they both loved each other but were stupid and didnt show it. They were really cute together
i also loved how she was the one mostly wrong and grovelling beause i dont usually see that. but man he was soooo cruel and mean with the crap he said. he couldve brought these worries up earlier yknow and i think it still wouldve made her try. but he was sooo mean. so im glad he had to grovel later too
May 20, 2026
Gut-Wrenching and Un-putdownable
I absolutely inhaled this book. Kenny's story is so heartbreaking, and Smith just loved her so much it broke him. I don't think I've cried like this from reading a book in a long long time.
Excellent hurtful words and marriage in trouble trope representation. It's also a bit of a reverse grovel because Kenny is the avoidant in the relationship. But my goodness the communication! The personal growth! The repair into a healthy adult relationship in a reasonable amount of time! **Chef's kiss** 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
I absolutely inhaled this book. Kenny's story is so heartbreaking, and Smith just loved her so much it broke him. I don't think I've cried like this from reading a book in a long long time.
Excellent hurtful words and marriage in trouble trope representation. It's also a bit of a reverse grovel because Kenny is the avoidant in the relationship. But my goodness the communication! The personal growth! The repair into a healthy adult relationship in a reasonable amount of time! **Chef's kiss** 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
May 24, 2026
I really wished I like this book better. I wasn’t too keen on Kenny when I read about her in the previous few books. And she just seemed whiny to me. Why bother staying out of town where your ex is if he doesn’t want you around. And Smith said some cruel things, but nothing like other MMC ‘s from NA’s other books. There was some groveling. I just seemed to get bored with this book. Surprisingly, I liked Finding forever better than this, and I wasn’t that keen on that book either. I’m really excited to read the next one about Nox.
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